ELF

hmmm...had been watching devil beside me for e past 2 days...addicted...haha..c0s it's a nice sh0w....funny yet can be touching.....ok la..it depends on wat kind 0f feelings u're using wen watching e sh0w...i watched it on y0u tube....er m0u zai sheng bian...on thurs...i slept aft dinner like ard 7++? den i w0ke up at 10 t0 brush my teeth n stuff...but i can't get back t0 sleep...s0 i decide t0 on my lapt0p n watched e sh0w till 3.30++...hahaha....

Friday:
i'm suppose t0 meet cindy at 4.30 but i'm late c0s....i watching er m0u zai sheng bian..hee...but she's even later den me...s0 it's ok..haha...den we went t0 tp t0 fetch p0h (sin yee)....den we went t0 t0wn...b0ught my bag at heeren...but i went hm empty handed.......c0s...i can only c0llect my bag after next m0nday! s0 i've t0 pay m0ney first den next week den g0 c0llect...ma fan ar...den we g0 wind0w sh0p....i thgt my purpose t0 g0 0ut tt day is t0 update my cupboard....sin yee oso...but d0nn0 y we didnt buy or saw anything suitable.....chun wai met us at ard 8+ or 7+....den we 4 just walk here n there lor....

den he keep fan me n sin yee help him find j0b...c0s he's retrenched! haha..n0 la...c0s of s0me reas0ns he fired e b0ss...haha...den n0w l00king f0r a j0b..m0re t0 0ffice type de la...or got any part time de oso can...s0 frens if gt any can intro pls...thks! i tink he has nth t0 t0k t0 me other than calling me t0 help him find j0b -.-!!!! idiot...haha...

den we sat bus 518 back t0 tamp...c0s sin yee n him say v fast will reach de....den in e end i sit till my butt growing flower out lia0 oso haven reach! den tt sin yee still dare t0 say ya l0r s0 l0ng oso haven reach..oso d0nn0 wh0 n chun wai say v fast will reach de....t0ld them lia0 i'll sit e bus till wan t0 orh de l0r....such a l0ng j0urney...den they still d0n reali have al0t t0 tok-.- s0 sian....i oso d0nn0 y nth t0 t0k oso...haha...den we went t0 T-mart's mac n chit-chat till ard 12.30...

ya bef0re this....wa la0 si chun wai! they're discussing like t0 g0 201'a mac or t-mart's mac....if 201 f0r them m0re c0nvenient except me la...den i tink he said smthg like...den me n cindy stay quite near can send her h0me...den sin yee like say den hui qin h0w...ltr she g0 hm al0ne...wa la0 den he say....smthg like aiya she can de la....she can walk back herself....s0 far...den i'm like...arrrggghhhh! wan punch him l0r! den i d0n wan t0k t0 him! haha....i g0t s0 bu xu ya0 nan ren de zha0 gu de l00k ma??? i g0t tt v str0ng gal l00k meh? ok wateva...ok basically after every this type of b0nding sessi0n...i get t0 n0e him m0re...n ya he oso haven return me e bbq's m0ney l0r...i oso f0rg0tten le till he remind me abt it! haha..nvm he's is a bad debt n0 w0rries..haha..

Saturday:

hmmm...saturday is t0day! haha...i w0ke up as early as 6.45 t0 get prepared t0 g0 sch f0r e ELF s0 called trial....me n sandy's late but they oso didnt start on time..haha...oso g0t al0t of ppl same time reach as us....haha...den we're divided int0 grps....me n sandy diff....sad at first..c0s i d0n see any familiar faces in my group C! maybe oni a few but oso d0nn0 each other de...haha...den sandy's group A g0t cann0nz gerald mei ping sarah they all..all n0e de...den i s0 envy her...haha...but till e end of e day...i feel s0 lucky tt i'm n0t in sandy's grp...wahaha...GROUP C r0x! haha...CONTAIN! hehe...

i'm in same grp as LINDA! haha...finally a familiar wan...she cam even later s0 i oni n0e she's in my grp at a ltr time..haha...den there's melissa (a engine FA), sid (FA), jas0n tt htm krypt0n transtar walking m0del and s0me other ppl....but these are those tt i n0e de...at first n0t v happy wen n0e wif jas0n same grp...nt excited at all...c0s i always think n see him wif tt shuai ge attitude face....c0s aft s0 many same even wif him...he d0nn0 is act d0nn0 me or he's stm...ok 'll just take it tt he's stm..c0s aft t0day's ELF trial...find tt he's n0t tt bad la....nvm aft t0day's event i can see if he's reali tt da0 kia or look face be frenz de ren....wen see him see wat he'll d0..as in will he say hal0 or wta de...

t0day e activities are all l0w elements...nt0 bad quite fun...den we had l0ts of times whr we had t0 bec0me dumb...mute...can't t0k oni can use hand sign...haha...tt's whr e hand sign we had learn during etc c0mes in hand! wahaha....YESSAR! hehe...

i find tt my grp is those sl0w n steady n we scored de....we bec0me m0re untied aft each activity....e trust n faith btw e members gr0w oso....e chemistry e m0u qi oso improved...haha....overall...teamwork trust c0mmunicati0n skills faith c00perati0n btw grp members n wif other grps are all impt....wateva it is...e pr0cess of e'tin e j0urney t0 any of our destinati0ns....are e m0st imp0rtant thing! and i've made m0re frens again! heehee...we're champi0n f0r one of e activities! haha..i'm s0 happy n pr0ud...we w0n groupA's timing by a sec0nd! hahaha....ours is 24sec n A's is 25sec! wahaha...ok sorry i got abit get carried away...haha....

but i'm starting t0 feel aches ard my j0ints! haha..wa s0 tired....h0pe t0 be able t0 pass this trial n get int0 ELF! but d0n wan pin t00 much high h0pes c0s scare ltr if didnt get in...den it'll be like....w0rst l0r e disappointment!

ok my entries are like always tt long...c0s i'm l0u su0.....trying t0 control myself fr0m n0t t0 hang out outside aft sch f0r like days....in a week..like i'll be gg hm at ard 8 or 9+ f0r 4 or 5 days??? den my mum had been thinking i had been like...a bit t00 much...sch00l reopens lia0 still like tt...like wat had i been doing is sch00l tt busy...tt i had t0 g0 hm always tt late....but s0metimes is just tt like...in alternate days i reali have events in sch...den e other days...i'll b chilling outside wif frens aft sch....den like...i d0nn0 y i tink b0nding is impt t0 me at this stage or age....d0nn0 y....izzit gg t0 be an0ther turning point of my life? i d0nn0...just v scare of losing c0ntact wif ex-sch frens....maybe i'm just feeling lonely inside n needed e accompanies of frens.....trying t0 get rid of tt loneliness inside....tt emptiness in it......

i admit i had bec0me m0re active since i get int0 poly....den hadn't spent enough time at hm...oni sunday is e time whr i reali spent my day wif my parents.....haha...i still dare t0 say this..haha...ok s0 tml is family day again la...haha...at hm....sian but...can rest! but tt's also means it's not an excuse for me not to revise my w0rk...)= haha...

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