town wif grandma...

i admit i don have ai xin or compassion towards small kids n elderly! it had been so long since i've went to town wif my mother....so i thgt it's a happy outing for me n my mummy or maybe n my sister only! den who noes.....oh no! she jio my grandma and one aunt along....den got one more of my cousin...ok my cousin my mummy my sister nth wrong wif them...they didnt irritate me...

i mean....aiya....forget it....y can't i see tt they're old den i'll be more forgiving n don be so wat towards them? so angry....i still think tt bringing my grandma along wif us is troublesome.....as in she can't walk alot....as in she'll get tired easily....her eyes not v good...as in eyesight falling like got abit partial blind like tt...walk whr gto stairs or wat we oso need to tell her be careful n stuff....gg to town today...i thgt of stroll the whole orchard n see if there's anything i can get....but in e end....haiz....we only went to CK tangs n taka....inside e CK tangs....weneva we go we've to find a seat for her to sit...den we can go look ard....like wat la...go until whr oso need find a seat for her....(exactly e same situation wen we went to KL) den like....so wat's e point of bringing her out?like a big grp of ppl following me out like tt....cos my sis n cousin also followed my grandma sit down! den my mum n aunt walk ard wif me....wa like i brought a grp of body guards wif me! this type of window shopping is not fun n enjoyable lor! e type of shopping whr i classfied as enjoyable is whr e'one shops together n gif comments n tok together...aiya i don mean gg out wif my mummy i didnt tok to her...but...aiya.....i'm not good at expressing myself..... :-S

haiz...donno la....ok i just don have ai xin k.....*shake head*......

in e end today's trip is like....i shld have stayed at hm those kind of thoughts! another thing which i tink my sister's attitude got abit....ok her attitude is always don seems rite to me.....i tink she doesn't have a good attitude n is rude! ok wen we've to change train at city hall....while getting out of the train whr e'one is squeezing and as usual n can be predicted....all singaporeans will move out slowly in their own time like as if they're e oni one getting down e train! den my sister is like following behind me la....

den she started saying..: excuse me excuse excuse excuse.....repeatingly.....den i stared at her.....cos i tink tt's rude cos it's not like as if e ppl in front is blocking our way out or wat....e'one is so moving out just tt it's in a slow motion way of walking out of the train la....den she can so thick-skin not pai seh n say excuse so loud....just on purpose to let e ppl hear so tt she can get out fast? to me tt's rude....so wen we got out of the train den i told her, don't u think tt's v rude to say wen e'one is also getting out of the train....u thgt u're e only one getting out of the train izzit??

so wat do u ppl think? or tt's not v rude to do? am i e only one who is not compassionate at all????

haiz haiz haiz haiz.......i rather go shop myself than to go out wif them! haiz*shake head* i thgt gg out wif family is a enjoyable thing...but it turns ugly wen gg out wif troublesome old ppl....haiz....haiz....