ahhh...frustrations!

today's entry has to be a fast one...but i can't cos i've lots to say...This few days hasn't been good for me...today is another bad day! i get frustrated or bothered easily due to my impatience n the little limited endurance i have! haiz....i'm very angry with myself, angry with my lousy awful dreadful attitude, angry with my impatience...i keep blaming myself....but i just can't figure out wat's happening to me! someone pls save me! help cheer me up!!! i need someone to cheer me up!!!

haiz...really sorry to my MI projectmates for my poor attitude weneva we're doing this project....i apologise for my dreadful attitude...i get reali annoyed and i can't accept comments or criticism openly....i didnt know y.....i'm yue lai yue xing xiong xia zai le...i cant tolerate the comments n stuff wan...but i didnt...y? y? i hate it...i don't like my behaviour....i don't like! i find tt i'm a good working team member....i can't work well can't cooperate well in groups....i'm getting worst at working in groups! maybe felicia is true, we're at the storming stage of group development....haiz...reali hope i'll get back to my ownself soon....it's reali sickening la for my attitude n behaviour these days!

haiz...can anybody tell me wat's happening to me? wat happen to me? wat the hell i'm thinking and trying to do? my unpleasant behaviour reali affects me alot....i don wan this to continue and affects my process of doing the projects....haiz....and it's nva good to get involved into politics! another problem....these few days or weeks happenings reali makes me think alot.....i find that communicating with people is getting more n more difficult for me....makes me don reali wish to communicate with anyone....haiz...

stupid weird strange feelings i'm having now! so idiotic.....irritating! y m i so depress? these few days, i reali get irritated by my behaviour and feel like crying! but my tears are liek kena stuck some where at the head there....it stops n don get out! arrrghhh!!! the feeling i had are confusing but all are negative wants.....ahhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!! maybe i'm just too stressed-up....so angry...so annoyed by all these stupid things......finding ways to release all these frustrations.....so nw i'm eating...ya so late i'm still eating...i ate a bowl of bee hoon just and now keropok! aiyo!!! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!

SOMEONE SAVE ME!!!

today's accounting quiz...haiz...i make a mistake....aft knowing my mistake, i reali feel like killing myself! so angry with myself!!! nobody's fault but myself for not being very prepared n thgt i'll be able to make it in the quiz...but there's always lots of unexpected outcomes....

** i donno..i donno wat's making me tt pek-chek, tt easily annoyed n irritated!

To felicia:
*sorry for my poor behaviour n attitude these few days.....i wld bu zhi bu jue jiu find faults on you n arguements occurs....i know this time de arguement is different de rite....it's getting serious wan...if i'm being too much, pls scold me! haiz...wat the hell m i doing huh? aiyo!!!

tml OB and DECAN quiz....wish me luck!**