there still no slight CNY atmosphere!

after friday's shopping trip...and after what sandy had said....cos thgt of watching Louis Koo's "Happy Birthday"...but felt weird to watch it together and ltr both were like crying becos of the sad ending...and sandy felt like she's like so les always with me...and i'm like...hey oh please! if u're les den what am i? cos i'm not only always own world with her but also with felicia...like that i'm more les rite! so i shld consider changing to liking gals instead of boys ba? haha..

make me feel that smthg is really not right with me like that..haha...but that's not les lor if you think it another way...what's to think another way? haha..i also donno..lol...cant think of excuses to avoid being say les leh...haha..aiya go find your who who to watch that movie with you la! haha..like i want to watch with you like that! haha..



** i miss my grandma's cooking and her voice! i miss eating homecook food...mummy also didnt cook cos everyday have to go visit grandma and doesn't have the time to cook...everyday had been eating outside food...i also miss gg my grandma's place...)'=

i dreamt of talking to her non stop...even told her i'm gg for a hair cut tt time...haha..so silly...i still cant feel any slight chinese new year atmosphere though it's only 2 weeks away...everything just not right everywhere....if nth happen on the 2nd day of new year, we all will be helping grandparents to clean their house...making chinese new year cookies...chinese new year will be spent together at their hse having eating marathon, playing card games, eating steamboat, chatting and watching cny special programmes.....
haha...thinking too much...everything can still go on as usual but it's just somehow different with someone missing from the family....ahhhhhhhhh!**