what is happening to me n my mum? hais!

YA IT'S ALL MY FAULT!!!

seriously these few days i donno y....my mum is like making me to hate her and she thinks tt i'm making things difficult for her and i'm turning worst and i know how to FLY!!!

today another thing happen again! cos of tt dog again! maybe is not cos of the dog but due to bias-ness towards the dog, i say today incident is cos of the dog again!

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.......!!!

this mrgn, my dad called me to help him pray the god as he's gg out for work.....den i woke up quick to help him cos i know i'm gg out very soon to meet cindy....so i woke up to bath and prepare all the stuff to pray...and when i came out from the bathroom....i saw bits of red thingy ard the sofa.....hais.....of course it's the dog again la! he went to the god's table there to take the candle and bite again!!! arrrggghhhhh!!! cos i have one god table is on the floor wan....wa.....i hit him...and get on with the other things.......i even on purpose go find whr's the candle and replace a new pair to pray.....i mean i can don do that...i can heck care and don replace the candles! after finish preparing everything, i light the candle before gg out....cos i'm like thinking if i don like the candle which is suppose for the praying...den y i pray? and i'm like thinking...the dog wun be so stupid to go near the candle when it's light up with fire right!? so i didnt put off the candle n went out!

cindy n i were at boon keng mrt station..we gg sentosa.....so i saw my mum's miss calll...so i sms her back saying i'm outside and told her wat the dog did.....so she called...and ask me did i light the candle n stuff..so i tell her everything...den she keep questioning whr m i.....i just tell her i'm at boon keng la....she's like asking n all y i didnt tell her n blah blah blah.....arrrgghhhh...i just let her nag whr my face is turning black...she make my mood turns......hais!

so i thgt tt's the end of this matter....

now back at hm....arrrggghhhh!!! she say me again...hey pls can u stop nagging! once u're back u nag! wat can u do beside nagging at me! i don wanna to call her n all to avoid the fire to start again...but she wants to start the fire....she nags at me abt mrgn issue again........after all her naggings i cant tahan...i just say ya it's my fault la...it's my fault! u always say till everything is my fault......so she said of course it's your fault....u always don wanaa to admit your fault!

den i just replied, ok so this mrgn issue i admit it's fault but tt dog thingy is not all my fault....so she goes again...the dog thing...is u don wan to keep the shoe inside the box wat....wa! i angry lor! TSSSSSSKKK!!! den she still got say wat....know how to FLY liao la...WA! again! come again liao lor....everytime she got nth to say den she start this FLY thingy again! ahhhhhhhhhhhh!!!! say wat go whr also no need tell me liao hor....blah blah blah....#$%&@!!!

wth! i just tell her next time u all wan do anything, do yourself...don call me do! den she say wat....this one not your hse meh....you don live here la....wa!!! ANGRY LOR!!! wtf! wth! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...!!!

it's always me! me la...ya me! i know how to FLY liao....yea ppl i know how to FLY!!!
wth....she say she's trying to explain to me the things....i know...but she don unstd my stand and she wants me to unstd! i unstd wat she's trying to say....but she don unstd wat i want...i just want her to unstd my stand and i just want fairness! i know whr's my fault...i don wan to admit cos i don think u're treating me fairly so i admit also no use!

i'm trying to tell you my stand but u're always putting me at blame so i think it's uselss to say anymore things! so i'll just shut up but ur naggings really irritates me! to me now i find gg out a hassle cos i've to inform u n all....i don like the feeling of being control....everywhr i go i've to report! i mean i'm not like those small kids....you don trust me! if you trust me you wun be like questioning me like as if i'm a criminal! i'm not like i go out to commit crimes! i know u're concern of me.....but.....ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh....

to me u're like always targetting on me..i donno....i'm at hm so it means i've to do everything? i didnt hang up the clothes cos i thgt my sister can hang it when she's back in the afternoon.....i did wan to woke up earlier to hang the clothes cos i thgt i can make it in time if there's no sudden matters like i've to help dad to pray.......but who knows this mrgn dad will call me help him pray ar!

i didnt inform u whr i'm gg cos u'll think i'm always running ard outside and u'll go there start nagging again....might say i keep gg outside....didnt stay at hm to help me do hsework blah blah blah......see what shld i do? ... ... ... ... did i step on her tail or wat? really lor...maybe i'm blinded by my own selfish-ness to want to protect and give excuses for myself tt's y i sounded so angry abt her and as if it's none of my fault....

ahhhhhhhhhhhh!!! ok i'm contridicting myself....