tell me...

i donno if i'm being too sensitive or thinking too much...
i donno is i attitude or she emo....
i donno what is happening...and i wan to know what is happening...

if there is anything wrong..PLEASE tell me!

i don't wan to shut up and don't talk...like as if what like that...and i go there think think think....like think so much for what? what's the point of thinking so much?!

ok i donno what to do k....talk also like not right...don't talk like ltr ppl thgt i ownself attitude or emo...like that not right....like the other way also don't help...tell me la...tell me what to do!

communications...what is that?! i like it before...but now...ha-ha-ha-ha ......

i might not mean what i say or how i express myself wrongly....i know i always give ppl the wrong meaning from my behaviour or tone.....what can i do? change? but not in a short time....

if it's other ppl...how? i've to accept as what they are and chin chai with them...forgot how they are like and just accept them....so now if it's me...how...i have to change?! what is this?

these days i talk halfway and shut up cos i don wanna make anymore misunderstanding....and i thgt it's needless to say so i just shut up...

y i have to make myself so ma fan and troubled over how other think? why i still have to bother abt other ppl's feelings? when they might not even bother abt yours!

i don't get angry over nothing...i do have reasons for my temper...is just that i didnt wan to say it out...

iwan to talk less and am talking lesser....
i feel like isolating myself from others...
but that is not me! i'm not like this!
why do i have to do all these?

i am talkative...
i don have a kind mouth and it's indeed mean....
i am direct in somethings...
i do what i like...

now...i'm lost...

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

I NEED TO SHOUT!!!! I NEED SOMEONE!!! i feel so lonely...
people don't tell me 'aiya...u miss home la...
yes i miss home...but i know all these are not caused by the miss of home! IT IS NOT!

things are changing...