Random: Frustrations, Naggings, Grumblings....

This journey is going to end in 2 more months but to me, we are like not progressing much and we still have lots to do and learn. Time is like so precious and there are always a lot of barriers and limits in what we can do. China people looking down on us like they are really greater than us! Stupid idiot production girl, whispering to her friend when see us and laugh! @#$%& She seems to look down on us....But hey you aren’t much better! If you are capable, then you wun be working in production line! You are just another small worker like us. Ok to be exact we are just students! Stupid white shirt idiot, call us to give ideas during meeting when we are like having only the first meeting with them! And we are new to this whole thing and we haven know much about this thing other than looking at statistics of defects! @#$%&

When julian and gang were still around, we went massaging…and this idiot guy once he knew we are from Singapore….he started mumbling but having the on purpose intention to want to let us hear….saying ‘Singapore is much much smaller than China…’ ‘Singaporean’s ancestors come from china wan right?!’ ‘China blah blah blah, Singapore blah blah blah..’ @#$%& wanted to say we are all actually ‘belongs’ to china…cos ancestors from china…oh god! *roll eyes*

We speak English they look down on us…they have comments about us…Why? Speak English cannot meh? Yes our ancestors are from china…so? It doesn’t mean we have to just stick to speaking Chinese or we have to follow e’tin what china does?!?!?! @#$%& hey come on la, can you all be more flexible?! So lao gu ban! We speak English not because we aren’t proud of our own language or race or ancestors…speaking English is to help us internationally….if you could stick yourself to only one thing, how far can you go? We do speak Chinese too…we speak our own dialect too like how you all speak your shanghai language! INFLEXIBLE @#$%&! When they know we are Singaporeans, they start to whisper and make eye contacts….*ROLL EYES* some worst…question marks on their head! They don’t even know where Singapore is!!! ….. Does Singapore this country exist?! Omg! Jialatt la!

I am not opposing or agreeing to anything like to forget where our ancestors are from nor do I have any meaning of being disrespectful to them. Of course there are some good kind souls around here…and of course there are china people who love Singaporeans. (= hahaha…I love them to bits! Haha…you are proud of being China people, I’m proud being SINGAPOREAN too!!!

everywhere quarrellings are happening...police quarrelling with citizens...over what? the parking of bicycle if not cos citizen doing illegal stuffs....and they can still go unreasonably like as if they are not in the wrong and continue quarrel and do 'reasoning' with the police! ..... what kind of environment is this?!?!?!

above are all to vent my frustrations! i still love staying in SINGAPORE!