What's after TP???

Confidence is essential in everything you do! and ha~ i just lack alot of it....i didnt dare to try....i'm just worried about this and that....i can't see my future...ok i mean i see nothing in my future....i live by days...taking plans n schedule by days instead of long term plans!! oh...i do make longer plans like planning my holiday schedule way before it really comes.....all the funs were planned far ahead! LOL..it's serious...i should already get started thinking.....it's consider already late late late to only start thinking when i'm graduting in a months time!! ahhh...it's really becoming serious....

Should i work for 2 years then back to school again?! however i'm afraid i wun be able to do that after a 2 year break from studying and i know i'll then be working for the rest of my life already! i'm unable to do it due to the fact that i sure lack of motivation, determination and perseverance....But thinking in another point of possible view, my motivation might be available due to the competitive working evironment for the need to upgrade oneself and i start to return to study?! wahaha...u got what i mean?

Uh huh...and....ya...right? agree? OR.....

Should i further study then to work later.....Two problems here....
1) i'm still considering the tourism or hospitality sector....there aren't any uni providing this kind of course right?! only private or overseas study...which is like....NOT cheap!
2) so what if i have set my mind on studying private or overseas irregard of the expensive fees....i have studied this course and know abit more abt this sector...AND i then discover that's not what i actually wanted! ahhhhhhh...HAHAHAHA!!! ha-ha-ha...so?

any RICH GUY wants to MARRY me????? sooooooooo i can live the TAI-TAI kind of life: can rot at home, play mahjong all day, shake leg, shopping like money is indefinite!!!
AH HAHA!!!

people any advices? any idea? *SIGH*