for my attitude again...

i'm saying sorry to my boss abt my attitude today....got quite abit pissed off by some comments...partly oso cos i'm quite stress by the coming exams...not feeling secured and is not confident of this time de exams....yup i'm reali stress...didnt know y...it's just another main exam which it's like not my first time...have this very worried feeling hope it's not a bad wan...

boss...like i've told u before y i took this thingy quite seriously...maybe e others or maybe to u, u wun take it tt seriously....but to me i would...so ya tt's y i take comments abt this incident quite serious...as in i can only take jokes abt this to a certain extend like i've told u e last few times....if it is somebody whom i didnt care, i wun be tt angry and i'll just let u all say as much as u all wan...maybe to u i'm petty....so let it be...calculative too?? haha...ya i'm quite when i'm treating my sis n bro...

though i have always been like didnt care abt wat u all have been saying and might even joke n laugh wif u all...tt's cos i'm trying to ren to like see if i can change my attitude...change to whr i can just heck care wateva u all said and take it not tt serious...i know u all are just joking weren't serious abt it...but i just cant take it...didnt know y...maybe like i said, i took this incident serious i cant treat it lightly n let u all joke ard abt it....i thgt u all might stop one day...but it seems like it still somehow for no reasons it's always link back to the same topic! arrghh..haha...ya...i'm happy if i can bai tou this!

sorry boss today's not e mood to play wif u...cos it's not e right mood where i can relax....but reali tt method u had discovered is like reali quite childish...wahaha...ya my mood swings is reali serious as i've always stated....i tink u might be thinking there's still alot u haven know abt me or had not discovered abt me yet...(= so hope u wun be disappointed by my behavior which u had discovered....aiyo y suddenly so many gan chu!!! haha...

hmmm...this entry is written like it meant to be for my boss only....haha...e others reading...any comments u all just say...i can take it for this cos it's like oso somehow oso meant to be for u ppl....ya ppl do have limits and i do too....and i'm not tt patient and do not have v good tolerance le...hmmm...donnno y...ppl change? or i'm just finding excuses for myself to avoid from blame and faults and the reality??? hmmm...smthg to think abt...haha...