unprepared for pmi interview

i'm not in a very good mood now....v stress...i beat my dog just now....cos he went into my room and pur out all e rubbish in the rubbosh bin...and my room's floor was used tissues and rubbish all around! she even bring some of the tissue out frm my room n tear it into pieces in the living room....so e living room also has tissues around....she even took out my toothbrush frm my pouch which i brought to y'day's camp....and he dirties the toothbrush and the toothpaste was also bitten by him....and again she took my shoe down n bite! so idiot! luckily she didnt bite my shoe laces broken like the previous shoe lace....i became v angry n agitated....and i beat her...maybe e strength i use, to us it might not be pain but to a dog i tink it shld be quite pain...

aft some time....i'm still v angry...but angry wif myself....how can i beat tt dog so hard....and y am i so stupid to get so agitated over a stupid's dog behaviours and actions...as i said she's just a dog...i can get so angry over a dog....how stupid n foolish can i be...i didnt manage my emotions well.....i'm crazy getting angry over a stupid dog...it's jsut a dog!

haiz...i donno y do i get v angry wen i know she's gg to bite my shoes....i really feel like bringing her to e spca....in any way tt's not my dog in e first place...i'm not e one who bought it....i'm also not e one who own his pet! i still cant get use to having a small creature licking me, running and keep following me ard the house....i tink all of us in e family are still not used to it...cos we still out things on e floor...i mean like my sis doing some project thingy using cardborad...she just leave it on e floor and in e end e dog got bite a hole....as for me, my camping stuff are still half-unpacked...tt's y my pouch is left on the floor unzipped and tt dog could take my toothbrush n toothpaste out...

aiyo! )= and jus now i'm reading my pmi report.....i just cant get e details into my brain....i'm not prepared for tml's interview...i'm v afraid tt tml i wun be able to pass e interview....last minute work is nva good! i saw my part for the pmi in the completed report.....i see most of my part are changed and more stuffs are added...i can see little of wat i wrote is there....i mean...aiya...it just made me feel sad n useless....i don mean tt they can't edit my part...they can and y not since it'll benefit all of us as it's our report.....but i just felt tt i've wrote useless n nonsense tt does not help contribute in the report....to me it's like i didnt put much effort into e report and i completed my part for the sake of handing it up on time so as not to delay the grp's speed just cos of me....felicia i unstd how u felt tt time le....sorry if i'm not considerating enough and still try to consol u n it didnt help in anyway....

i started questioning myself....y i waste e time to go to camp n watch fireworks....i could have finish the report fast enough by friday nite and e report could have be compiled faster n i'll have more time to prepare for tml's interview! y i can go off early just for e sake of watching tt few mins of fireworks and i couldn't go hm early from camp to finish my report instead of gg to watch the fireworks....i don blame anyone....i mean the editting of my part int he project....it's just...aiya! shuan le! )= by e way i don reali enjoy e fireworks y'day cos my mind is keep thinking of....i wan to get hm fast to quickly finish e report n send it to felicia who's waiting for my report to compile e'tin! i didnt complete wat i needed to do so i just can't watch e fireworks happily....haiyoyo...tt's y wen sandy asked me compared to Italy's fireworks which is nicer...i cant gave her a truthful ans...and tt's is also y i didnt really talk to sandy n kimbee y'day nite....while kim bee is talking so much...finally i unstd wat sandy, pi wen n vivi are always saying le....so kim bee can reali be tt talkative...or maybe is i too quiet so it seems tt u talk too much?

\= y do i get affected by small little thingy easily? y? y? y? =/