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just finish reading sandy's latest blog update...quite agree wth some of her contents of the entry...haiz...as ppl grow older, thinkings might start to change as well, behaviour, perceptions, attitudes......character too changes??? cos of the given environment tt u had gone thrg? k i'm not trying to recap on my organisation behaviour knowledge...it's really true...this sem is very impt to us...it's gg to affect or future sem? haiz..i cant imagine the kong bu-ness of the working society...we aren't really in the working society now, can be said only still in the 'student' period...all are already rushing to find a way out for themselves...ppl will become selfish with no choice in order just to save themselves...so sometimes u'll think if the person u're mixing ard if they are the rite groups anot...as in do they have motive to mix ard with u anot n stuff...haiz...

y making friends can also b tt difficult and requires so much effort...y ppl cant live happily together and everything be as simple as it can be in life???? haiz..haha..sometimes izzit our own character, behaviour n jian chi making life difficult for ourselves? maybe? being too sensitve also not v good, don be sesitive also not good...but wen to know wen to be sensitive n wen not to? arrgghhh..see it is not easy to live in tis world!!! k one fact, there's nobody in this world who is not selfish!!! getting to know someone is also another thing tt requires alot of effort!!! u donno wat's the person is thinking rite now unless u can really read his/her mind....i haven met any friend whr i can reach this stage so far...i don tink i'll want to...cos i'm a lazy person and now i doesn't want things to be so complicated....but seems like everything gets complicated itself...and really if u can, just mind ur own business! hehe..

sometimes wen i'm having a bad attitude and mood...there's really a reason n cause behind it de!!! it's just tt i didnt tell anyone wat's the cause behind it...k it's my wrong to affect the ppl ard me though they might not be concern wif causing my anger...so i know i've to change this bad habit? but if it's u all, can u all b sure tt u wun affect the others with ur mood? k maybe all these are just excuses...but sometimes i'm just angry wif myself and i didnt control my own mood well and just....ya i may speak tonelessly or angrily towards ppl...if i'm really angry wif tt person, i'll not talk to him/her unnecessarily...if not i'll talk sarcasticly...aiya..i donno wat i'm trying to say or talk abt...maybe i cant get wat i want to say written it down here..co i donno howto describe la....so i just type down whatever i want to say...haiz..(=