aftermath of JSXP

"Some deep work is required to clear out an emotional wound, but your inner diplomat is at war with your inner psychologist. Part of you wants to make nice, but the other part needs to get at the truth."

yeah tt's exactly how i'm feeling recently since before term test starts! trying to find a balance somewhr...but cant find it..haha..

yeah end of term test! and i've bought present for my class advance christmas exchange gift le! we'll be having bbq at east coast park on tuesday....so we had this drawing lots idea of exchanging gift...so each n everyone of us had the secret friend that u had to buy present for...haha...and our cheeky class...did match making for 2 of our classmates! hehe...i think my class is gg to have another new couple coming up after holidays...or maybe even earlier? hahaha...
i'm still having trouble to get a top for wed's outing wif cindy they all....ma fan sia...don feel like gg le...haiz...haha...

went far east, heeren den to bugis...saw szehui n junrong there...den ltr i saw kwang ming AGAIN....keep seeing him whenever i go these few days...but actually it's like twice only? haha...but seeing e same person twice in a week is like too qiao le ba...i mean don say in school la...

i think we (sandy, piwen, felicia, me) haven recover from jap exchange tt thingy...which happens more than 1mth ago? and e event like only last for 4 days? this was wat happen in far east...first i notice this grp of guys who dress exactly like how our jap buddies dress during their few days in sg...cos their jap uniform is like our buddies (those japanese) uniform....and they carried small tote bag like pumbler those kind...haha...so i quickly call felicia (she's looking at some clothing in a shop)...den we both quickly increase our pace (leaving vivi behind) to check it out...lol..haha...we're crazy la...

next we met sandy n piwen there...and we told each other e same thing tt we saw some japanese students!!! hahaha..and we 4 get v excited n happy! haha...we are not hua chi k...we're just huan lian-ing those days wen we're wif our jap buddies...cos weneva u think of them, a smile and lots of funny images will appear in ur mind...haha..so our time in far east, were almost just looking out for the jappies...haha...vivi we are not on purpose to leav u out de ar..is cos we too excited le..haha...

our conclusion: we weren't like tt before we participate in jap exchange de...before, we'll just ignore them n maybe we'll just glance at them only...now, we just go after them la...haha...though they not good looking, we'll just wan to take a look at them...but our buddies are still e best! haha...hehe...(=