haiz..heartbreaking!

*this entry is gg to be a useless wan cos i just wanna to fa xie, complain, niam niam niam(nag)...!

hey this week is really not v good indeed....too much involvement of feelings...getting too emo...what's happening??? maybe there's no motivation for everything? or i don see any point or purpose of doing everything? study for wat? for future? will it really helps? rushing for homeworks n projects n quizzes n squeezing so many prgrammes into own schedule...for wat? also donno what am i trying to do...ya so many programmes, make my schedule so pack...is all i choose myself de ma...i can choose not to..but i still go ahead wif it...donno wat i want! ya i'm complaining n niam-ing non stop...tt's y i'm sayin i don like the current me....so emo for wat? make ownself's mood so kena affected...ppl i'm not emo-ing cos of e trip to shanghai next yr...aiya donno wat i want la!!! tsk! @#$%&^! gao dao zhi zi so tired n lack of enough sleep..go school everday headache! d0ts! what exactly life is all about? what do i actually wants in life?
haha..i tink i'm suffering from depression!

k finish complaining liao...if u've read..thks den...cos it's really all senseless things...