today isnt the day for me!

today isn't the day for me! early mrgn went to school for ISO project...wa i really think that i'm wasting my time there! cos i didnt know how to do my part and nobody does know how to do their own part too! den i'm at there in the library surfing the net, chatting wif on msn, staring at the microsoft words (trying to think what can i type into e page!), listening to music, go see what the other members are doing and looking at ramli's computer (cos he's viewing ppl's profile in friendster, laughing and making fun of their pictures wif clement!!!) wahaha..bad rite..lol...

i'm quite angry n frustrated that how come i'm not doing or contributing any to the project! but is not i dont want to, is i donno how can i contribute to it wen none of us don even know how we can continue with the project!!! in addition, we had to complete n hand in the project in 2 weeks after school reopens!!!! arrrggghhhh...my grp is meeting tml again! i'm not gg lor! waste my time there! cos i know if i go there, i'll be wasting my time again! i don feel any sense of accomplishment or satisfaction after every ISO meeting so far! this isn't e way i shld feel after any project meeting rite? even there's some homework for me to do at hm, i didnt do anything cos i really donno what to do! seriously i'm very lost in this project! damn angry wif that idiot ah guan! keep saying this is a problem base learning and she's only our facilitator...so she cant help us much and we had to figure out the problem and solution ourselves! arrrrggghhhh...so pek chek! so wen we're leaving library to bedok for lunch...i kept quiet almost thrgout the whole journey...i'm not angry at anybody but trying to think why am i in this @#%$ situation! arrgghh...haiz!

after lunch, i went to work...found out today i don have to work..-.-" thgt of leaving but susan called me to wait but she's busy serving customer...while waiting, i serve one customer...and i happen to have to call boss to ask smthg....so i took e chance to ask him abt whether to leave or to stay for work....and jean told me to stay...so i stayed )= still thgt i can join felicia, angel and jordan at bugis...

though husk was having extremely good biz...my sales aren't that good...no customer for me..)= even i had any sales, the amount was little minor wan...)= finally time to close shop...so while i'm busy packing, passerby walking pass the stall...i didnt know if they're on purpose to ka jiao me or wat...they stopped and ask me qn abt this n that...don't they've eyes to see that i'm already packing the stuffs and it's time for me to go hm and rest! so after entertaining them, i continue packing...while trying to put this tray of amber(jurassic park those plant sap thingy) into the cupboard...i didnt know i knock onto wat shit...and the whole tray of amber DROP to the floor! the arrangment of the ambers are all mess up! and i don rmb the arrangement! @#$%...i almost died of heart attack when i dropped the tray...cos so scary leh...the things are all so precious and expensive! luckily nth broken but i broken a bangle's 'string'...)'= so i quickly any or how agar agar arrange first den let wenqi they all tml working de arrange...wa lao...so pai seh...i needed some zhen thing qi to calm myself down lor! aiyo....so angry with myself...so clumsy! @#$%&^

Thursday
my bro and i treated my cousin and my sister to airport's sakae tea buffet...we ate alot and it's delicious! wahaha...e strawberry mochi ice cream is....wow! haha...stomach all v big lor..haha..after that we all travel to tiong baruh together for some kind of annual dinner...