Ah por's 3rd day in hospital

yeah late nite sleep again...had just finish my part on ISO...now it's already 1.30am in the mrgn..haha..just now went to visit grandma....she's conscious but her eyes cannot open...she can only respond by grabbing our hands to tell us that she heard us...so when i reach and went in to see her....i didnt know if she's awake or sleeping cos her eyes aren't open...haha...so my mum told me that i've to grab her hands, call her and report who you are grabbing her hands....so i did that..but i just couldn't call her....'ma ngoh hai ah qin ar...leng tieng dou ma?' she didnt react and i just cried...i'm so afraid of losing her where we all are still so young and she aren't v old yet...

then i thgt again...she can only hear us when we speak louder...maybe she cant hear me so she didnt react....i just didnt know why i cant speak louder....i only know when i wan to open my mouth to call her...tears all just flow out...)'= so it's like, i'm choke la...so cant speak louder...she's now still in ICU...she look.....she had so many pipes and needles poke onto her body...there's this metal thingy where it helps to support her tighs and the waist...cos tt's where she's badly injuried at....even though i knew she didnt react is cos i'm speaking too soft...but didnt know why, i just felt very upset and cry...i thgt i wun be crying anymore cos we know she'll be fine but i just cant help it whenever i look at her...cos she must be feeling very awful and painful with so many needles poking into her body....

there's an short report on this accident in the chinese newspaper...u guys can go take a look...the picture is sent by some passerby who took the picture with his hp...after looking at the picture, i hate the bastard driver even more! more the whole market at my grandma's hse there is now having rumours that the driver that is kana caught might not be the real suspect....the suspect could be his sister (someone whom we quite like and she's my optician)...she fled away in a cab immediately after knowing she knocked onto someone! such irresponsible optician i had! @#$%

k i know if we were her, we might also flee after we knocked onto someone...but....what's gg ot happen to the person whom u had knocked onto? she's now feeling v not fine and all her family members and relatives are so worried of her.....haiz...whatever...i'm gg to care about the driver's feelings....she knocked onto someone and she still can not admit to it...i think this kind of person doesn't need my consideration and concern....what we are all concern about now is grandma to get well fast...hope all the needles and pipes will be removed form her body soon!!!

*ma leng fan di ho...ho ma?