so random reflections: i don't like being emo...

hais...i donnno la...i just don like the present me now....like almost 3 days in a week...i'm behaving like so emo....if not i'm like feeling moody! what's happening huh? short temper also....ever since my grandma's incident? donno how come....or my grandma incident is just only an excuse? i don like being emo..it's irritating and nth comes out from it....i really hope my life will be like the past...as busy as i can be....whr there's no time for me to consider so much thingy! no troubles! all fun in sch! all fun i work! almost everytime a weird feeling will come and i feel nth good abt it....but i just can't figure out what is tt weird feeling about! and i donno what is it!

like some days ago...i just have tt strange feeling which i didnt know how to describe.....i suddenly have tt i have alot of misses...but i donno what are those misses....i miss ppl? i miss some things? i donno leh....just got tt very huai nian? just got tt xiang nian de gan jue....

see ppl? u figure out what i'm trying to say? i donno...haha..(= hais....

*我到底想干嘛?*