tears filled the whole ward...)'=

mrgn sao mu, had a full breakfast at Bukit Timah, went to visit her with my father's mother...

afternoon went grandma hse...i slept cos too early wake up while my mum and aunties tidy grandma's place....

evening went to visit her.....i sat outside the ward started crying..i cant hold my tears....so after sometime when i'm sure that i'm more calm, i went back into the ward...cos i didnt want my tears to affect the others...

but when i went in, i saw my 2 cousins' eyes were also red and watery...hais....so in the end we can't tahan...the whole family there, auto start to drop their tears.....my god...the whole scene is like...hais....we were all so worried and upset....we keep drawing tissues continously from the tissue box.....hais.......

my 8yr old cousin was missing while we all were crying....so my auntie went to look for her..in the end she's outside crying and even vomited when she came in....)'= everybody has no mood to talk to joke.....it's so quiet with only sniffing of nose de sound and drawing of tissues from the tissue box....my usual joker cousins are so quiet.....he has been weird since last 2 days...he didnt joke nor talk much......

tears filled the ward, tissues were all being used up, our hearts are all shattered into small little pieces........

we really miss her and feel unworth it for whatever she's suffering from now! )'=