Wednesday30/05-Friday01/06

Wednesday

mrgn woke up by a call from Michelle from the school...the tickets and visa are ready for collection, so we had to go down with the money to pay and collect...i met felicia and went interchange to buy our insurance...and finally we bought it after numerous wasted trip there! next went to school, biz school that Travel Partner there to collect tickets...met jasmine and qian yu there...wa damn ex lor...we've to pay additional $40 for their service! diao! we can do all that ourselves lor! so total we had to pay $318!!! actually we've to pay only $200 plus if without the $40 service charge!!! dots! next went to look for Michelle at staff room...handed in all the insurance documents in and off we went....now only waiting for the day, the flight and the time to fly off! felicia and i took bus 8 to toa payoh...and we both went to visit our grandma individually....

after visiting grandma, went to her house...to help my ah gong to fix his new bought television....before we went up the house, i told my sister and ah li (cousin) that everytime come here it's so sad and gg up seeing the empty room....i'll cry! and there goes my tears again...and they also became v quiet and both my sister and ah li were like in deep thoughts suddenly....hais...her emptied room!

the family photos hung in her room! we're all so small then! there's even more members now...but too bad we didnt have any family photo taken so far....)=

Thursday

It's vesak day! like as if i celebrated it...LOL..my mum woke me up...so we went to fetch my paternal side de ah ma and went to temple to pray my ah pek and ah gong.....this is all from father side...and went Ang Mo Kio to eat my fav bak ku teh! wahaha...yum yum delicious! cos i've been telling my dad last month that i wan to go there n eat breakfast...but last few days whenever he jio me out for bak ku teh there...i rejected cos i'm sleeping....ya though the time is like alr reaching 12noon! and only after i woke up den i realise is cos i've been saying i wan to go there n eat tt's y when he's free he jio-ed me go eat..but i'm so inconsiderate and rejected him every time! feeling so guilty...my ah pa always 那么疼我! (=

next brought lunch for my ah gong to hospital and visited grandma....uncontrollably...tears flow out...didnt know why...just have tt sudden saddness....when i told her that i'm gg shanghai soon....my voice becomes so soft and weak...and tears filled the eyes...hais...next i went hm n sleep! LOL...and i slept all the way till evening and missed the cahnce to visit my grandma with my mum and sister...

Friday

had lunch at bugis with mum and took train to AMK hub....on the train it's squeezy as usual cos it's school holiday for the kids and it's lunch time....so of course it'll be squeezy...and know what...there are always all this idiotic irritating brainless ppl....they thought they're the only ppl who wants to get up the train and they're the only one who're on the train! they don move into the middle of the train and at the same time is blocking ppl's way to move into the middle of the train! i HATE this type of ppl! and i kept giving her that, 'are you moving into the middle of the train and if you're not pls don't block the way', those kind of look....and she's not moving at all!!!ok so i'll just let her stand where she is at...and next stop we're to get down...

it's the City Hall stop..and it's an interchange stop...and it's obvious that most ppl will be getting down...it's not like only one or two ppl is getting down! and so....everyone is trying to get down...and tt idiotic lady standing behind me kept pushing! so i heck cared her...and know what...next at my right hand side..there's this stupid guy said,' Excuse me excuse me excuse me!' wa...i got agitated and turn to look at him and....,'Stop pushing! we're also getting down!' wa...i so angry la! everybody is moving out and can't he use his 4 eyes to see?!!! he's wearing spectacles...

and partly that the crowd is moving slow because of some tourist at the front...not knowing which side of the train to get down at...and were blurred at the direction...and the ang moh tourists were like not small sized....and it takes time for him to turn his back to the front right?! and the stupid four eyed frog keep shouting EXCUSE ME! @#$%& and i'm feeling not very good at that moment....somehow felt pek chek and moody...and he still so irritating and keep pushing! so kan chiong! scare cannot get down of the train? then get down from the other door of the train lor! noisy! ok count him unlucky to met me at the wrong timing whr i'm feeling not tt well....but seriously, everybody is getting out of the train and please don't push next time!!!