Cheesecake Cafe

27thFeb2008 – 28thFeb2008
First day at work was..Rush!!

Second day was..Lost Confused Stress and the first pimple pops out!! Can I die?! Haha..Okay, don wanna talk about this again cos I think I've complained numerous time to my friends already...so most of them knows abt this new job..Anyway, my job scope involves staff salary and issuing cheques, aiya anything that have got to do with using company's $$$$ la..omg..BIG REPONSIBILITY and it means HUGE PRESSURE!!!

29thFeb2008
Third day at work was slightly better but mood still aren't feeling better..and here came the birth of the second pimple.....resulting from the stress and insufficient amount of rest....HOWEVER, after calling my agent to check out when's my last day of work, my mood literally changed 180degree.....haha.....in anyway, third day's work was done according to my own agar-ration and own reference notes...What can I do other than praying daily that hopefully nth would be done wrongly..haha...

I managed to pass these few days successfully w/o breaking down with felicia's encouragement..lol...your msg really encouraged me a lot..believe me, I still have your sms in my phone..of course, my few other friends also encouraged and made me buck up and just continue to try non-stop without giving up! I'm unsure why I've become so easily demoralize and not with the right attitude and no self motivation…okay motivation, I've always not having a lot of it..but I'll feel at least a little motivated, optimistic abt my current situation and think in another point of view to console myself..But donno why this time, I'm like this..really feel like running out of the office and disappear, otherwise I'll just break down in front of the office ppl..i've got trouble managing my emotions and mind right?! I'm getting my emotions to take over me right?! Anyway, .... THANKS!!! You ppl are always great!

After work, reached home at ard 8plus and Felicia came to fetch me at ard 9plus10 and headed to tanshandi's block to fetch both her Jies....I still crave for late night outs! Lol..We head to Siglap CheesecakeCafe......Along the way there, there was never a quiet moment in the car..majiam WET MARKET in Felicia’s tt bright chilli red Toyota..Both her Jies were talking so loudly and where Felicia replied them in her blasted voice too..hais..

One moment, Jieyi and Felicia were arguing the way of giving right accurate directions, next moment, Sandy (sitting at the back seat with me) interrupted both of them and direct Felicia like she's on a taxi! Lol....she takes too much taxi and whenever she's on a car's backseat, she goes uncle in front turn left right go straight etc...haha....Everyone was so excited and couldn't stop talking and arguing about anything and everything...The Jies of Felicia couldn't help it but worried if they could reach the CheesecakeCafe or home safely to meet their parents in a full piece....haha....Felicia's driving skills were doubt by them.....HAHA!!

Reached CheesecakeCafe and smthg embarrassing occurred which I couldn't say it here otherwise Felicia's gg to blacklist me for always being big mouth-ing announcing her faceless incident online.....The ambience at the Cafe was wonderful and comfortable..saw TP senior and Felicia's poly 3yrs, THOUGHT-looks-like-actor eye candy!! LOL...we were all laughing like ah siao over there..I was the first to get home as I got to work the next mrgn....Hais....