a narrow escape for her....

A narrow escape for her and almost another heart attack for all of us……..
2months and 1 day...

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I can’t bear to let you go…….i thinks it’s time where we all should start to try to learn very hard to accept this fact…

What the hell is that bastard or bitch family doing now? I so feel like gg up to them, scold and bash them up hard! Let them know how they have seriously hurt us emotionally and my grandma physically and emotionally! They had really changed out life in the wrong way…..

Although we all had family dinner together ytd after visiting her…..we should feel happy and blessed if nth happens before 2nd of January…….ytd we had 2 tables….children one table and adults another………i donno why i'll automatically stand up to help serve all my cousins........maybe cos i'm the elderest among them excluding my bro there........as usual the dishes were all cleared without fail.....but i know that behind these 2 tables people's mind, worries for her are constantly hanging strongly there behind......behind all these happy faces who are enjoying the dinner......

another worry:

i donno what's gg to happen to him if we were to let him know exactly and totally what is gg on here........pls don let another to fall.......pls..........

我好舍不得你! )'=