time to learn to let go?

time to learn to let go?

time to know how to accept the fact?

time to learn to accept the fact?

can i don't accept the fact?

can i don't learn?!

i want to go back to the times whr we cousins are small little kids....always gg grandma's hse....staying overnight at her hse......always gg out with her....whr all parents are still young, whr grandparents are healthy and the family is perfectly happy with no fear and troubles......

i don't want to let her go...i know it might be better to let her go...cos she's suffering now...lying on the bed....wants to talk but she can't.....hais....ahhhhhhhhhhhh...!!!

i don't want! I DON'T WANT!
i know i'm being childish in this issue......i.....hais....

i always thgt none of my family members will leave me fast...maybe even till when all cousins were married.....now....i know i'm too naive....i never know what is family members will leave you one day....i know nth abt it.....all these only appears in drama to me.....it doesn't apply to my family....

previously i'll worried for my grandpa that he might go one day......it never occurs to me tt my grandma might leave me early.......now......

is it really time to let her go? but i don't want! i want her to stay with us!

i really rather she's lying on the bed and wait for years for her to recover, everyday still carrying the hope that she'll be able to move one day than to let her go just like this!

i know i'm selfish..... ....... i want to hear her voice again! i miss her voice! ......

*maybe i sounded as if she's really gone alr...TOUCHWOOD! but she's still lying in Kuan Ming hospital.....