Answer: DON'T THINK! (=

Felicia I do not like you! I don’t know if Felicia’s sensitivity is being especially high or what…she really sees me inside out! And I feel like…ha~ how come she knows everything about what I’m thinking and feeling?! Inside out! And I feel so not secure and it is like my territory is being invade! Felicia can you turn off your sensitivity thermometer! Haha…Switch it on when is needed…those unnecessary issue you can just switch your thermometer off….wa I feel so insecure now! haha…really….now u make me think more! (And I don’t like to think much!)

(Oh I know when I do feel insecure already! When someone knows everything about me…I don’t like it! That is why I don’t share all my things….haha…)

What you ask was totally almost right and I’m really shocked and too shocked and excited that I just shoot out ‘yes yes that’s right!’ and I was stupid to reply that eagerly without thinking…cos it’s that shocked that I ‘m surprise that someone knows about it and I just shoot out what my heart is telling me! Note it’s not my mind at that moment! Oh My God~ haha…that was impulsive and the stupidity of me!!!

Felicia…what you say are right….I thought of it before but I choose to not think any deeper and take it as it is….but now you seems like using a big big hammer (like your that inflated balloon) trying to break open my head and you just keeping shouting all these things into my mind….somehow like trying to knock some sense into my head….haha…

How? I know what I want to do…I know I don’t want to have any unclear relations with that person….I want to make it clear too….I waiting for that opportunity to come and make it clear of the relations that I wanted…..wasting of both party’s time is never at help…hais but like what you have said…I make it clear already so? It’s only the relations clear…but what about the mind and feelings?! I NEED ACTIONS!!! Yea…you are right and I know it all…but I have no idea what I can do….maybe like as you said…I need to instill new mindset and self psycho….I’ll think of ways to self psycho ba?! Like what you said it’s not fair to the others…and some sense had really been knock into my coconut head….you told me something which I did not think of….yea it’s unfair…which I hate people being treated unfairly whereby I have always been doing it without realizing….which makes me feel really bad right now…I see myself as being so blind to see this point of me treating the others that unfairly…Thanks for reminding me this…

But in anyway…at this moment, FAMLIY IS AT THE TOP OF MY MIND….nothing else…and I also do not want to know or bother or think much of other things…..I would not want to waste my time thinking of those useless or no outcome things….I do not need any of them, I just need my family people and friends! All the others are at the back seats of my mind and by right it should not occupy any of my time thinking of all these unnecessary things…I do not need it and I do not feel like having it…so I’ll just take it as it comes…I do not like to think much as I said…

Hmm…how do I or how should I phrase out what I wants to say…Felicia the question you asked on the bus was impossible and to me it is unrealistic…and I do think of unrealistic issue…so nothing will happen and I will not make situations turn out bad…so everything should be fine…I do not like to be fox okay?! (tho I always happen to be or looks like one! Opps…=X) If I want to…I would have done it since don’t know how many years way back! Haha…you got what I mean? Did I phrase what I want to say out clearly? Haha…NO I did not cos I don’t know how to! LOL…

Question: What is the use of thinking so much about this kind of issues???
Answer: DON’T THINK! HAHA~