5thMarch - 9thMarch

5thMar2008-Wednesday
I claimed back my remaining half day and went Vivo with felicia...thgt of watching Ps, I Love You but there's no early tim slot thus we went Vivo as i've promised her the day before...visited that cheap shop which she mentioned she saw on TV....and it was not nice at all lor...she still say TV advertise till like very nice! dots....shopped the whole Vivo and of course CandyEmpire! hehe...

Sandy i'm getting the bad habit of yours like buyin every small little items that i like...tsssk...i've spent and waste so much of my money! haha..ok after some shopping, settle down at some place and started chatting again...random topics but bothers me quite alot...TSK....

And we came to a topic where its about my fate of becoming some mistress or some third party kind of bitch...haha...I'm clueless why we always come to this same topic...oh she was telling me she read from some book abt eyes and all....so the type of eyes that the book is describing just reminds her of my eyes...initially I thgt I was always the only one who thgt I would be one of these kind of bitch but now with one more confirmation which is so strong....i start to worry....haha...it quite bothers me actually...worrying I'll really become one of those kind..which is totally what I hate....

Trying hard to find excuses or others to assure and support my stand that I wun be one....haha....

First, I dislike this kind of r/s (tho it gonna be exciting but it's not gonna last long) and I wun like this kind of (third party) person to appear in my own r/s so why I wld be one? Know what she replied me? Sometimes it's not up to your choice....!! Oh my god lor..her so strong agreement makes me more bothered by this issue cos I myself already have this strong feelings and now adding one more 'confirmation'...dots....see I care about how others look at me, imagine my cliques, lesbie, besties, friends, family all view me in those 'coloured' eyes...it's not gonna to work out in any way for me! lol...it will be like living w/o friends and family, how can it be?! That's not life! Haha...it's not gonna to happen right?! *pray* hahaha...

Do you ppl have any kind of strong feelings for particular issues and got really worried like me? Or it had really happened? Tell me..Tag me!! haha.. (=


8thMar2008-Saturday

Rangers cycling changed to Waterhorse midnight movie at TheCathay....all working personnel (mindy, angel and me) are too tired for physical activity like cycling (up the highways)...haha....

angel missed the gathering again..after the movie, we sat outdoors chatting before mindy got herself a cab home...The rest of us continue chatting and walked to Esplanade..i was too tired and fell asleep while sitting outside the NoSignboard restaurant..Finally it's ard 5 6+ am in the mrgn..thinking we could take the earliest train home but it's still way too early for the first train to start operating...Soooo....in the end together with the couple, Felicia and I took cab home... How meaningful isn't it? ..... haha...cos we all just wanna hangout with all rangers but have got limited ideas...went home, slept like a pig....(=