Changes...Feelings back in School

I was quite tired today...and slept just now when i'm back from school...

finally got time to update few things that I encountered these few days…on Tuesday, BWP had a celebration for sandy’s birthday cum a gathering at tampines stadium that Japanese restaurant…haha…and when it’s time to pay for bill…you know what I shouted? 买单( bill please in china)! But my mind was telling me to say bill please instead of买单 in chinese! And I was shocked by what I said and opps I quickly shut up…before I shout for 服务员 (waiter in china)! Haha…luckily my volume was not loud…if not I’ll be damn pai she…after hearing 买单 shouted out from my mouth, I quickly hide behind vivi’s back and laughed! Haha…it’s so funny n pai seh…haha…I actually have not adapt back yet….HAHA!

Next incident was at TM’s Mac….we bought ice-cream and slack at Mac…I wanted to take tissue from the counter….and I told the auntie I want 纸锦…haha…yes again…usually we will say tissue instead of 纸锦…and I kana shock and at the same time I’m laughing at myself…HAHA! again Felicia looked at me and laughed! Haha…it’s so serious la…haha…I speak so standard Chinese! Hahaha…

Wednesday (no school), I had Mac at tmart for dinner…and I wanted the garlic chilli sauce…I was thinking what is that call…甜辣酱 (sweet and spicy sauce in china)? NO! haha…and I was lost for words…and I just keep action-ing with my hands and I donno what am I trying to show…and in the end I said the other kind of chilli! HAHA…garlic chilli sauce was in my head but didn’t know why it just couldn’t come out from my mouth!!! HAHAHAHA!

Thursday, second day back in school…another language issue…rangers went to mensa for lunch…both Felicia and I queued for vegetarian food…and I saw potato…and I told her, ‘hey got 土豆 leh!’ Opps..again…I quickly shut my mouth and Felicia looked at me and laughed at me for being so cheena! Haha…in china potato is call土豆….HAHAHA…! damn funny…and since Felicia was laughing at me, I question her back, ‘ok so usually what we call potato in chinese?’ haha she answered me ‘potato lor!’ hahaha…I even thought it was 薯泥 (KFC’s whipped potato)…HAHAHA….actually we should feel ashamed of ourselves right?! Hahahaha…ok I know…potato is call 番薯….LOL…Jasmine I ate celery today!!! Haha…it was nice cos don have the celery smell and I told Felicia, ‘COMPANY de still got the smell, this one don even have the smell!’ yea…I said COMPANY and Felicia looked at me saying ‘Company? Ha-ha-ha…Compnay ar Company?!’ haha…cos I said like as if I’m still in Shanghai Amtek that company! LOL…I just couldn’t change myself back…haha…but I did not said all that on purpose…it was all naturally blurted out from my mouth….hahaha…

How’s first day back in school? The feeling was weird and I feel so old and odd…because I see all unfarmiliar faces…all the other seniors had already graduated and now I’m the senior already!!! OMG~ OLD!!! I feel weird to be in school…haha…I kept questioning myself ‘why am I in school?’ now and then even till today (the second day of school)..! haha…and out of no where I will ask myself like ‘eh where is jasmine and qianyu…what are ah pek, ah bin, jun wen and yong shun doing?!’ hahaha…my mind still stop at the stage where there are 8 interns in shanghai…LOL…yes kwa zhang! Exaggerating! Hahaha…donno how to describe but the feeling is just confusing, lost and especially weird!

My classmates? Omg…all the girls…all become so skinny and feminine! Peizhen changed A LOT! Haha…wear SHORTS, MINI SKIRTS (as heard from the others but I’ve yet to see it) and she wore shoes instead of slippers!!! Hahaha…omg…the feeling that she gave me are really different from before I went OSIP….she has changed…more feminine definitely and she is still as skinny as before despite all the titbits she had been eating! Next person…SzeHui…another one…I think she has also slim down….grown more feminine also…wear skirts now! Put on make up some more! haha…to me all the girls in my class are like all so skinny except me!!! TSK!! And all are so feminine la out of a sudden! Arrgh!

Ok the guys? Nth much…clement turn really dark, junrong change hairstyle, Jordan as beng as before, kwangming older? =X huiwei changed but I donno how he changed….zhiheng more mature and very loving with doris….wa doris another one! So skinny!!! Hais….dot…ramli more gay!!! Haha…joel still as so talkative…yaoqing better treat my fren well! Haha….did I miss out anyone?! Haha…hope no…I just feel so out of place to stand among the girls!!! No confidence at all! I feel FAT (actually, in fact I’m fat)!!! =X

Something funny…usually in shanghai…I will nag at Felicia to go to sleep early if not next day she will sure be tired and show me tt restless look in the office the whole day which I hate…haha…and soo…on Monday night where by Tuesday we will be going to school the first day! I donno why when I lied onto my bed….automatically…I just flip open my handphone and started typing ‘hey sleep early hor! If not tml cannot wake up den late!’ hahaha…yes different room, different block, different apartment, different roof, different environment etc….i still can sms n nag at her to sleep early! haha…but serious my naggings will then make her sleep if not she will feel weird to not able to hear me nag at her! Haha…and know what she also disturb my sleep as always!!!

Same thing… different room, different block, different apartment, different roof, different environment etc….she still don wan to let me have a good night sleep….because in shanghai she is always the one who wants to tell me or heart to heart talk to me at night only when I’m just about to fall into deep sleep! TSK…and on Monday night…same things repeat! Her sms woke me up when finally after few hours and I’m falling into deep sleep!!! And her content of sms had nth to do with me but regarding her things! Dot!!! IDIOT~! Haha…are we 2 really cannot be separate? Dot…and she is damn er xin to sms and tell me on the phone that SHE MISS ME!! oh my goodness~ I whole body was like….eerrrrwww….I’m like kwui qi lai de lor! is er xin dao~