year 2007..

In fact, i'm really lazy and dread to go through, looking back at the past 12 months on 2007....
*if u dislike my always discussion about that same issue...i advise u not to read it...*

it was never a good year for me! and i really dislike, hated this WONDERFUL year....aren't 7 suppose to be a lucky number? ha~ maybe it's does not apply to me....maybe there aren't many bad things falling on me but that just one ACCIDENT is enough...it covers the badness of the whole of my 2007....hais...it has been a year already leh...how long will it last....to every outsiders, hope seems around....to me, hope has been going on and off....in fact, i once doubt existence of god for months....but i still pray to them because i could do nothing else...they seems to be our only hope...i know u feel like punching me...but those months i really feel this way...

i really see the other dark negative side of me....i thought i was really immature and was never as capable as i previously thought! i realise alot...i realise i really knows how to talk but action is less...said is really easier than done! i realise i shouldn't anyhow tell anyone or give ppl advice unless i really understand their situation and feelings of that situation or incident....i realise i took alot of things especially the happiness and comfortness i got from family forgranted!! i start to learn how to treasure and know what is precious and valueless...whole year i'm like living in childhood times...i huai nian alot and suddenly remember so much about my childhood, my growing up....all those memories was wonderful and huiqin naively wish for a time-machine....haha..

went to Shanghai and lived for almost 5 months...was really an experience and will be a memory that i'll always look back at....i realise i was bad at problem-solving and feel really dumb....i treasure my family even more....i know their importance...i treasure friends alot too and was really easily affected by them.....in shanghai, i then know how much i need and miss them....feel really bad that i'm not with them when they are facing problems....in this OSIP, got to know alot of friends! lol..JASMINE, QIANYU....lol..i can't imagine we all stayed together for that long when we are really strangers before we went! haha...knows each other habits!! haha..ok keep all secrets ar! lol....shopping was really great!

when i'm back, it was all rushing for MP datelines....numerous day burning night oil....i can almost be spokeperson for NewMoonChickenEssence for drinking it almost each mrgn...ha~ thinking back it's quite fun....got really stress for MP....could only gather with friends until december....holidays were almost every night outside home...watched movie, spend $$ with no extra allowance! i discover it's difficult to manage finance after coming back from shanghai! too many late nights caused father to be unhappy...lol...mum got very worried and i saw her still looking after me as if i'm still in prmary school.....worried i'll turn bad or whatsoever....if i'll, would i wait till this age where i'm already entering the '2' world! .... ya parents~

what is the greatest thing about 2007?? maybe OSIP? i'm not sure...maybe knowing more friends or getting closer to some friends is the greatest or happiest issue of 2007? LOL....i mean it...friendship do get better and closer....

this 2007 made me discover more about myself....maybe it's a good thing? ha~ i donno...life of my friends around me are too, not enjoying this year....but of course minority did enjoy.....so i really hope 2008 will be a much more better year for us....i'm going for 2009's new year countdown and christmas countdown!! haha..i don wanna be like year 2007! nth exciting nor enjoyable about!!! ((=

i don have new year resolutions....or i don't bother to?! haha..

year 2008 = i'll TREASURE each day, everything that i had and will try not to take things forgranted.....all bad be gone with year 2007! (=

I am LEGEND!!

how ar...i donno if dad is angry or he's too tired from daily work.....he seems to talk alot lesser! )= i donno izzit because of me! =X

Thursday
mrgn met peizhen and felicia to do supply chain and search for useful library books....then went to Bugis and Suntec because i got to settle sinyee's gift....evening we went angel's hse to continue the suppl chain...and ended at ard 10 plus...so it results in gg home late again...

Friday
i stay at home! slacked, watch dvd etc....time passed fast because i woke up late in the afternoon...LOL...

Saturday
i think due to pms...temper not that good...mood swing....got very irritated by bro...often i can't be bothered by him...but seriously i think he is asking nonsensical question!

he asked me (flipping the few disc on his hands while i'm busy packing my desk!), "eh the F.R.I.E.N.D.S disc which one is first episode?!"
Me (got very irritated), "ni ke yi bu yao fan wo ma (can you don irritate me)?!"

it's not the first time i that rudely reply him these few days...cos he is really irritating to ask me the obvious! disc sure got write which one first episode de right!! arrgh! he is too FREE, i'm too BUSY and can't be bothered to entertain him!! @#$% how old is he alr lor...damn childish...on bus.....hais...don wanna talk abt it....

so whole afternoon, i'm packing my roooom...ya FINALLY i started! i throw all the sec sch text, exercise book, notes etc.....cos it's taking up too much cupboard and i needed the cupboard for the poly notes....while clearing, in my mind was scoldings and grumblings....

last time buy so much books for wat? study so much for wat? now all also got to throw....waste all the money....study so much for what? buy so many books for what? blah blah blah.....

i'm so fed up and keep repeating the grumblings inside me...LOL...is really pms working....then my mother at the same time niam-ing....so feel like calling her to sh*t-up and let me clear my room myself...cos she's telling me, you shld do this, do that.....hais.........it's so warm and i'm sweating, she still choose that time to dismantle the fan to wash it...-.- i know pms is working on me....so i could only tell myself that once after washing, the wind will be stronger!! but it's still the same lor after washing...AO TAH FAN!!! hahahahaha....

meet up with Sinyee at ard 7.30pm but she's late~....travel to CityHall and dine at HongKongCafe....Cindy joined us after her work and we bought 10.35pm movie tix....I am Legend....omg...NICE!! exciting!! haha...it happen that it's always we 3 ladies watching this kind of show....28WeeksLater also! LOL....cindy was alright this time...Sinyee still the same....my jacket which was actually and supposingly to be at my lap BUT it slowly unknowingly become Sinyee's eyecover!! .... LOL....after that we exchanged our gifts on the cab...LOL...i got another small pouch/bag!! haha...i'm loving it! THANKS CINDY!!! (=

i'm so fed up with ccw....he that idiot! we girls decide to heck care him and wait for him to contact us himself...as for his present....claim it urself when u contact us...i'll see what excuses you have for us this time round!! such an idiot! next time u call, i'll not answer! u sms, i don't reply!! arrrrgghhh....lan ren!!!!!

2007 Merry Christmas cum Boxing Day!!

HOHOHO…MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!

Haha..ok it's belated....LOL..My day was spent warmly with my family..i went visiting grandma at hospital with all the others....My aunties are quite surprised that I'm home last night...haha..they expected me to stay out late counting down....but I didn't! haha...cos I wanted a low profile Christmas countdown...LOL....ok we all had dinner together at some foodcourt at bedok700+....shoppped at ShengSiong and some shops before going home...it was a nice low profile Christmas this year...hais..still I feel warmth and happiness...((=

Boxing Day- Rangers had their X'mas Gift Exchange on BoxingDay!! Haha..both Felicia and I went to PeiZhen's hse early mrgn like ard 11+ to go Giant to get ingredients for the making of Sushi....cos we're helping her to make sushi for her dear (yaoqing)...back at her home, we did our supply chain case study and spent the rest of the afternoon making the sushi..we were all so nuan after it and feel like sleeping....esp me...i don feel like going out anymore...haha...

Ok of course I still went..met the others at KennyRoger...dine there..we then went up to Esplanade Rooftop to carry out our gift exchange...haha..so we had a game where everyone has to close their eyes and starting with one secret angel to place the present in front of his/her guardian...haha..it was fun..haha..Felicia, Peizhen, Mindy and me got surprise presents for everyone..haha....so we all one by one distributes all our presents to everyone before the opening of presents starts..haha...I had my goodie bags and gingerbread man for them..haha...

SecretAngels - Guardians:

PeiZhen - Angel - YaoQing - PeiZhen, Mindy - HuiQin - Felicia - Jordan - Mindy....

Felicia bought each of us something which really suits us..i got a DonaldDuck soft toy from her!!! Haha..it's really cute..and I love it...THANKS FELICIA!!! ((=

A small box of BaKwa from Mindy (my secret angel)..thought the impact wasn't very big but I still love it..because it's BaKwa...my FAV...in addition it's from BeeChengHiang! It's not cheap yet delicious! THANKS MINDY!!! ((=

Haha...and with the help of Felicia, Peizhen got a blingbling bracelet from PeiZhen and I really love it a lot!!! Haha..cos it really suits me...and I'm so touched to see that she had develop a photo of both me and her...with some writings behind it...PeiZhen my liver is really moving!!! Haha.....even my heart had moved and I almost cry out...LOL..THANKS PEI ZHEN!!! ((=

Everyone was overjoyed with the presents they had!! And cam-whoring starts non-stop when we open each present one by one...at that moment, I really feel the atmosphere of 2007 Christmas!! ((= I thought my Christmas this year will be just something low profile but I felt so high profile at that moment when with the Rangers!!! Haha..

angel went off first while the others walked to RafflesCity to eat B&J ice-cream! omg~YUM YUM!! haha...and i got job application forms from the salesperson and thgt of working in B&J in feb! haha...felicia damn ji siao la...cos there's a note: "Pls say i'm cute," pasted at the cashier and felicia told the person....You're cute! WAHAHAHA....both mindy and i were shocked and laughing like mad...haha....a sinful day..cos mrgn, had 2 bowls of mum's cooked noodles...afternoon, titbits and box of sushi at peizen's place...night, kennyroger + B&J ice-cream!! =X

Rangers make a difference to my Christmas this year...

i TREASURE you RANGERS!!!

THANK YOU RANGERS!!!((= *hugs*