stress )=

went to ESNP bbq just now....it's boring n meaningless!!! c0s we all this batch de chi v little ppl went....oni me rebecca sin yee xiu hao zhen yi n lester was there...e others either can't make it or don wan to go....d0ts rite....den there's malays oso la...but all like so long didnt see each other den e situati0n is like s0 awkward! e SIRs they all oso nth to tok to them wan....aiya e whole thing is like wasted...like wasting my time there....den in e end we few went fisherman to slack....saw quite a no. of esss ppl there...some working some slacking there....aiya e whole thing is like....i shldn't have came to this bbq....c0s n0 b0nding was d0ne....e'body just ask abt like.....which course u study...whr u study....n etc la....those v ke qi n mou sheng de wen h0u oni l0r...bored sia...hate this type of like so fake de behaviour...den tt idiot lester so acti0n...keep acting beng..still e same....haiz...

den now online oso nth to do...tml have to study for mon's quiz...marketing n process management.....marketing open book....scare tml can't finish studying....haiz...quite stress....get stressed up easily by academic stuffs....donno y...don have confidence in doing well for academic....v long don have this feeling le...like thurs de ob quiz...it's just oni 10 mcq qns but i'm v scare n worried..donno y... )= getting worried for this term test......haiz....

BIZEN is back n alive!

today i feel great...feel tt i've a sense of achievement...cos today me winna n nurul n e others had deco e BIZEN room into smthg which can be seen by others!!! wahaha...i packed e cupboard y'day....den now so neat...hehe...den ramli e bangla swept e floor.....den we arranged e chairs n table neatly.....n we had made a BIZEN zhao pei outside e room! above e top! OMG so nice lor...wonderful! haha..den we did e banner! a permanent banner for BIZEN! we paste e stickers on it! all thks to doris n her dad...they helped us print e sticker out...so we can paste on e banner den we no need do so much work to go paint e banner ourselves! hehe...

can see tt BIZEN last time had been so isolated....so anti-social....cos y'day wen we're in e room...with our lights on...every other club ppl wen walk past will cum peek thrg e small window n take a look....they're all SURPRISE tt FINALLY BIZEN ROOM HAS SOMEBODY! see....e'one thgt BIZEN r00m is HAUNTED....cos there's always nobody de....by e way e room is v dusty lor! so u all can noe how long has e room not been used n cleaned up! terri frm CENT club de told us....they got one CNY bought orange for all clubs....den BIZEN nobody in...so she left it outside e room...den 2 weeks ltr....e ROTTEN orange is still there! nobody went there! aiyo...v jialatt lor...

den we've decided to change e impressi0n of e other clubs' towards BIZEN! haha...n we've decided to make BIZEN club room as cosy as sweet as home! haha...we gg to pack e cupboard wif tibits drinks n f00d! if possible e fridge oso...a small wan la...den winna n i thgt of having a shoe rack oso..LOL...den can wear slippers inside...haha...don wanna dirty e floor.hahaha...den we gg to buy a table cloth..for e table of course! haha...den we thgt of buying smthg like a curtain for e window or e entrance...haha...but it's not those cloth de la....den if possible a sofa oso...or those sofa bed...hahaha...so wen got camp we can cum club room sleep...hehe...

ok i'll upload e banner picture or template next time..hehe...tml is e CCN day! lol...so excited...hope it'll be s very successful n memorable wan! haha...den aft tt i've movie wif sandy they all! hahaha....nitex ppl!

i'm not myself...

hmm..monday i went to rock climb! it's fun c0s at least i manage t0 have a try or experience e climbing of e wall! hehe..fun...den next training will be on term-break first m0nday...an0ther happy news is i'm in e ELF! wahaha...sandy oso! yeah! haha...by e way ELF=Experientcial Learning Facilator....hehe..looking forward to my future in ELF! ahaha...so happy wen i saw my name on e board...almost shouted out..haha....

tuesday i had lesson as usual...ya it shld be a stressful day c0s g0t decan lab..but this week de lab is out leh...maybe c0s it's not tt brain-cracking n we had done it before e lab starts...haha...den me angel felicia mindy n pei zhen went off within 1hr of e 3hrs lab! hahaha....den e others still doing...hehe...den after tt i waited for sandy n we went to study....

hmmm...den i've recieved comments tt recently i'm not myself.....i'm weird...become less talkative more quiet as before....and one more thing...have AP....v attitude....get frustrated easily....get stress easily.....bad-tempered...donno wat happen to me leh...i thgt i'm normal...but it doesn't seems to e others....so worried abt myself....i keep thinking wat makes me like tt...but i just can't find tt thing tt cause of my this weird abnormal behaviour.....even vivi whose not tt close wif me like sandy n felicia oso observed tt i'm weird.....die wat happen to me huh? ok i noe felicia n sandy want to say...i v close wif u meh...-.-" haha...

attitude i admit yes.....quiet? i don tink so....but they say yes...maybe ba...get stressed up easily...yes oso...wat r all this symtopms of huh? haha...maybe cos tt time felicia told me we both had to be more serious cant be always act tt childish act tt small kid le....den i've become more serious....cos i realise wen it comes to work i tok more get excited abt it....have e sense of achievment aft solving some problems...or aft each lect which i unstd....izzit? i not sure....but wat exactly had happen to me huh? anybody have any idea?

Next few days::

Thursday- Preparation for CCN
Friday- CCN day and DA VINCI CODE
Saturday- NPCC gathering!!!
Sunday- Study for monday's quizzes

wat shld i d0?

ahhhhhhh..wat shld i do..ok...got this small kid aged i tink 15....den he crazy wan lor...keep writing me testi...but e testi is like not abt me or wat de....always like keep reporting to me say h0w's his study say his exam cuming or wat...den result get back le hor den he'll tell me wat fail wat not good...OMG! i can't stand him...but i oso d0nn0 h0w t0 tell him stop this thingy....and another thing is...his start of e testi will always be addressing me as SISTER! i'm not used t0 ppl calling me SISTER...donno y i get v bothered by this addressing...it sounds old? or...i tink is like v weird la to have ppl call me sister....cos i d0n have ppl calll me sister de...except my sister....but she called me JIE in chinese de lor instead of SISTER oso....s0 it's like s0 weird....h0w? i had blocked him in msn....shld i don accept his testi? i not find him irritating.....but...d0nn0 leh...just d0n feel c0mf0rtable t0 his behaviour....maybe i preferred a friend friend relation....instead of those sister brother thingy.....in his very first testi tt he had given me whr he address me as sister.....i already like told him smthg like.....no need call me sister...haiz...h0w ar? sister sister like those church nun like tt (but i didnt mean any discriminati0n here)....i tink u guys have to go visit my friendster acct den u all will noe wat i mean le.....though he keep giving me e testi....i DIDN'T return him any! except tt i only reply his very first testi for me...

http://www.friendster.com/profiles/blurrish

* i've changed my blog bg music! d0es it suits this skin? though changed.....

ELF

hmmm...had been watching devil beside me for e past 2 days...addicted...haha..c0s it's a nice sh0w....funny yet can be touching.....ok la..it depends on wat kind 0f feelings u're using wen watching e sh0w...i watched it on y0u tube....er m0u zai sheng bian...on thurs...i slept aft dinner like ard 7++? den i w0ke up at 10 t0 brush my teeth n stuff...but i can't get back t0 sleep...s0 i decide t0 on my lapt0p n watched e sh0w till 3.30++...hahaha....

Friday:
i'm suppose t0 meet cindy at 4.30 but i'm late c0s....i watching er m0u zai sheng bian..hee...but she's even later den me...s0 it's ok..haha...den we went t0 tp t0 fetch p0h (sin yee)....den we went t0 t0wn...b0ught my bag at heeren...but i went hm empty handed.......c0s...i can only c0llect my bag after next m0nday! s0 i've t0 pay m0ney first den next week den g0 c0llect...ma fan ar...den we g0 wind0w sh0p....i thgt my purpose t0 g0 0ut tt day is t0 update my cupboard....sin yee oso...but d0nn0 y we didnt buy or saw anything suitable.....chun wai met us at ard 8+ or 7+....den we 4 just walk here n there lor....

den he keep fan me n sin yee help him find j0b...c0s he's retrenched! haha..n0 la...c0s of s0me reas0ns he fired e b0ss...haha...den n0w l00king f0r a j0b..m0re t0 0ffice type de la...or got any part time de oso can...s0 frens if gt any can intro pls...thks! i tink he has nth t0 t0k t0 me other than calling me t0 help him find j0b -.-!!!! idiot...haha...

den we sat bus 518 back t0 tamp...c0s sin yee n him say v fast will reach de....den in e end i sit till my butt growing flower out lia0 oso haven reach! den tt sin yee still dare t0 say ya l0r s0 l0ng oso haven reach..oso d0nn0 wh0 n chun wai say v fast will reach de....t0ld them lia0 i'll sit e bus till wan t0 orh de l0r....such a l0ng j0urney...den they still d0n reali have al0t t0 tok-.- s0 sian....i oso d0nn0 y nth t0 t0k oso...haha...den we went t0 T-mart's mac n chit-chat till ard 12.30...

ya bef0re this....wa la0 si chun wai! they're discussing like t0 g0 201'a mac or t-mart's mac....if 201 f0r them m0re c0nvenient except me la...den i tink he said smthg like...den me n cindy stay quite near can send her h0me...den sin yee like say den hui qin h0w...ltr she g0 hm al0ne...wa la0 den he say....smthg like aiya she can de la....she can walk back herself....s0 far...den i'm like...arrrggghhhh! wan punch him l0r! den i d0n wan t0k t0 him! haha....i g0t s0 bu xu ya0 nan ren de zha0 gu de l00k ma??? i g0t tt v str0ng gal l00k meh? ok wateva...ok basically after every this type of b0nding sessi0n...i get t0 n0e him m0re...n ya he oso haven return me e bbq's m0ney l0r...i oso f0rg0tten le till he remind me abt it! haha..nvm he's is a bad debt n0 w0rries..haha..

Saturday:

hmmm...saturday is t0day! haha...i w0ke up as early as 6.45 t0 get prepared t0 g0 sch f0r e ELF s0 called trial....me n sandy's late but they oso didnt start on time..haha...oso g0t al0t of ppl same time reach as us....haha...den we're divided int0 grps....me n sandy diff....sad at first..c0s i d0n see any familiar faces in my group C! maybe oni a few but oso d0nn0 each other de...haha...den sandy's group A g0t cann0nz gerald mei ping sarah they all..all n0e de...den i s0 envy her...haha...but till e end of e day...i feel s0 lucky tt i'm n0t in sandy's grp...wahaha...GROUP C r0x! haha...CONTAIN! hehe...

i'm in same grp as LINDA! haha...finally a familiar wan...she cam even later s0 i oni n0e she's in my grp at a ltr time..haha...den there's melissa (a engine FA), sid (FA), jas0n tt htm krypt0n transtar walking m0del and s0me other ppl....but these are those tt i n0e de...at first n0t v happy wen n0e wif jas0n same grp...nt excited at all...c0s i always think n see him wif tt shuai ge attitude face....c0s aft s0 many same even wif him...he d0nn0 is act d0nn0 me or he's stm...ok 'll just take it tt he's stm..c0s aft t0day's ELF trial...find tt he's n0t tt bad la....nvm aft t0day's event i can see if he's reali tt da0 kia or look face be frenz de ren....wen see him see wat he'll d0..as in will he say hal0 or wta de...

t0day e activities are all l0w elements...nt0 bad quite fun...den we had l0ts of times whr we had t0 bec0me dumb...mute...can't t0k oni can use hand sign...haha...tt's whr e hand sign we had learn during etc c0mes in hand! wahaha....YESSAR! hehe...

i find tt my grp is those sl0w n steady n we scored de....we bec0me m0re untied aft each activity....e trust n faith btw e members gr0w oso....e chemistry e m0u qi oso improved...haha....overall...teamwork trust c0mmunicati0n skills faith c00perati0n btw grp members n wif other grps are all impt....wateva it is...e pr0cess of e'tin e j0urney t0 any of our destinati0ns....are e m0st imp0rtant thing! and i've made m0re frens again! heehee...we're champi0n f0r one of e activities! haha..i'm s0 happy n pr0ud...we w0n groupA's timing by a sec0nd! hahaha....ours is 24sec n A's is 25sec! wahaha...ok sorry i got abit get carried away...haha....

but i'm starting t0 feel aches ard my j0ints! haha..wa s0 tired....h0pe t0 be able t0 pass this trial n get int0 ELF! but d0n wan pin t00 much high h0pes c0s scare ltr if didnt get in...den it'll be like....w0rst l0r e disappointment!

ok my entries are like always tt long...c0s i'm l0u su0.....trying t0 control myself fr0m n0t t0 hang out outside aft sch f0r like days....in a week..like i'll be gg hm at ard 8 or 9+ f0r 4 or 5 days??? den my mum had been thinking i had been like...a bit t00 much...sch00l reopens lia0 still like tt...like wat had i been doing is sch00l tt busy...tt i had t0 g0 hm always tt late....but s0metimes is just tt like...in alternate days i reali have events in sch...den e other days...i'll b chilling outside wif frens aft sch....den like...i d0nn0 y i tink b0nding is impt t0 me at this stage or age....d0nn0 y....izzit gg t0 be an0ther turning point of my life? i d0nn0...just v scare of losing c0ntact wif ex-sch frens....maybe i'm just feeling lonely inside n needed e accompanies of frens.....trying t0 get rid of tt loneliness inside....tt emptiness in it......

i admit i had bec0me m0re active since i get int0 poly....den hadn't spent enough time at hm...oni sunday is e time whr i reali spent my day wif my parents.....haha...i still dare t0 say this..haha...ok s0 tml is family day again la...haha...at hm....sian but...can rest! but tt's also means it's not an excuse for me not to revise my w0rk...)= haha...

*我把我對你的迷戀,誤會成喜歡....

**也許是吧.......

i l0ve t0day's day!

now is 17:43 pm...i shld be on e bus now on e way to sch for rock climb...but i didnt go...still at hm...cos i'm t00 lazy..hee...n sandy is not feeling well oso...next week cannot like tt liao...if not attendance not good den they don wan recruit us....

today school is not bad...i thgt it'll be a bad day for me...but it turns out quite enjoyable...no worries...almost all e lect i unstd n had enjoy it.....it's v rare tt i had unstd all e lects n did not find it boring! haha...and thks t0 felicia n mindy who make my day...cos they're playing ji-ku-ba...haha...den so funny...and their silent mode of playing e seaweed (hai dai) game...haha...mindy so jian play cheat wan..haha...their expressions is v kua zhang wan...v exaggerating...

wahaha...i LOVE my classmates! haha...my class gals always thgt abt e times in pri n sec sch....haha...e games we played wen we're young...e show we watched during our times....e idol or artise tt we idolise at tt pri sch times....e school uniform fashion of tt time.....hahaha..

den winna n kwang ming so childish lor both...ok i kn0w me n felicia are oso always childish better to no whr..hahaha...but can u believe tt a 24 yr old guy keep irritating a 18 yr old gal during lect.....den e two of them keeping hitting each other wif books, pencil box, bottles n etc....den chasing each other in e lect room....aiy0..bth them....poor mindy hui wei felicia n me who is sitting nearby them! haha...den e two of them in e end donno doing wat...turn up turning in circles at e top of e lect room...cos there aren't other place for them to run....so in e end they keep turning circles at e top...-.- a 24 yr old playing wif a 18 yr old! aiy0...haha...but i still LOVE my classmates...they're so cute...so original...so themselves...so crazy...but united! wahaha...lol...

before this lect...me n felicia were sitting wif sandy kim bee n vivi....den felicia sandy n i keep taking photo...haha...we're trying to imitate how those MPs take photo for elections....haha..neh those board hang on e lamp post along e road de those board....haha...but e photos are in sandy's hp so i don't have e pics to upload it up.....i tink maybe ltr den i'll get it frm her n upload....

felicia's new name is eggplant....haha...cos those artise have those yi ming....as in they have another name which is known to e media.....cos they don use their real name....den felicia decided to have a xue ming...hahaha...translate to english is student's name...haha...xue sheng de ming zi....lol...wahaha....den she name herself qie zi....qie zi=eggplant....hahaha....

during e break in btw lects we're toking n laughing v loudly in e lect room cos there isn't any other ppl there except us (kim bee vivi sandy me felicia)....we create so many jokes....did stupid things..haha...but during one lect wen me n felicia turn our head up to tok to sandy they all abt smthg funny....we'll c a face keep staring at us....or cannot say stare la....she is just wanting to find out wat we wanna tell sandy they all...maybe trying to want to have a share wat our jokes...but den aft we had say out e funny things to sandy they all liao hor....she oso no expression didnt laugh or wat....den like so...arrghhh....haha..donno wat she wants....don like her way of looking at both of us...wahaha...

tml's plan is t0 meet SIN YEE! haha.. and CINDY! hahaha....gg t0 t0wn n maybe s0me other place...c0s i wan g0 heeren buy e bag tt i've aimed last sat! haha...but this take place oni at e evening...aft 5 wen both e gals' lesson ends...

mrgn i think i'll be revising my work den wait for felicia's call to ask me abt project research....i wan revise Organisation Behaviour, Marketing Intelligent, DECAN, Process Management....basically e'tin la! haha...h0pe i'll reali d0 tt! hehe...

***tml will be a better day f0r me like t0day's!!!***

ha...ha...surprise!

ok last update is on monday....so wat i did y'day (TUESDAY)....i went starbucks wif sandy n sin yee....revised decan n part of marketing....i so yong kong rite..haha...but i have to...cos always after e decan lab...i'll be damn stress! e diameter of my head like have increase by few centimetres like tt! reali lor...v stress...use alot of brain thinking...

den my whole class like all ah siao...all turn crazy..shout here n there in e lab though teacher is there...but teacher unstd our reactions...lol...i'm thinking like izzit e other class oso like us like tt....we all is stress or not stress oso v noisy as usual de....if other ppl view from outside e lab might thgt he's viewing those mental problem ppl inside e hougang chalet de...MENTAL INSTITUE!

haha...reali lor...sitting rite beside me tt winna....her hair is reali like those MI ppl lor...messy like siao...den beside her tt mindy...haha..she don tok...but stupid ramli go disturb her den kana shouted or get scolded by her....very loud lor...she shouted him: SHUT UP LA YOU! hahaha...teacher kana lots of shock from our class...haha..cos every few mins will have someone shouting or screaming.....cos we're v pek chek while doing e lab...so we scream n shout to vent e pek chek-ness...haha...luckily tt teacher don have heart disease or wat....

den ltr got this guy donno frm whr de wan cum in n make some annoucement or find someone de....tok quite loud i tink...den joel shouted at him: EH U SHUT UP N GET OUT LA! hahaha....sorry ar....my class turns violent wen stress especially wen doing DECAN lab! hahaha....my 'cute' class ar...haha....

den me myself leh....keep getting wrong ans...den v pek chek....oso donno how to do...wan to find out or ask ppl oso got nobody to ask...i mean they're oso busy doing their own qn....den i keep walking over to felicia pei zhen there n c how to do...den wen i stand up...i practically is bang my chair de lor...i mean i push e chair out v hard n angrily...den it's like qite loud oso...den finally felicia do finish can teach me liao...den donno wat she's trying to do, like keep finding troubles wan argue wif me like tt...i mean ya we argue everyday for fun n entertainment...but she did tt at e wrong time wrong place! i already v pek chek den she still....dots...den i just deep breathe, den was lazy n had no time to argue wif her.......den i continue wif my work....den we all finished 1 qn out of 3 qn using e full 2 hrs of lab!

den i'm still left wif two qn which had to be handed tml but i haven do yet! den wanted to find help from felicia...as usual she didnt ans my call! -.-

in starbucks...i oso donno wen sin yee took this pic wan...i tink shld be sin yee took de...look quite serious n engross in my revision!

today is WEDNESDAY....i went ushering for e yr1 freshies tok at auditorium...saw many freshies....bze wan...n oso other course de....den i conclude tt bze freshies all v guai...they came for e tok...cos it's full hse! haha...i mean for bze's sector la...e other course i not sure....den aft tt i had tt mentor appreciation lunch..at audi oso....den saw many campmates! haha...but alrite la...don have v happy n excited....donno y oso....saw my cute boy! haha..damn cute lor him...haha...always doing those stupid acts....haha....

den aft tt i meet sin yee cos i've to wait for sandy to end her cds tut at 4....sin yee nva feel to lighten my mood weneva i meet her....haha...thks ar! hope u oso feel e same! haha...den i went to collect my new contact lense at bedok den back to tamp interchange.....den i saw my friend conincidentally....tt meeting wif my friend is....haha...donno hw to describe....haa..haa..haa...suddenly i miss chun wai....strange..oso donno y he's e first person tt came to my mind....

den........d0ts.............i tink u guys reading e blog must have hated me...cos i always say things half-way....den like v mysterious wan....hee...too bad...tt's me.....some things are not meant to be shared wif e'one....i hate it wen my face shows e'tin of how i'm feeling easily...as in if i'm sad or disappointed....all will be written on my face.....den so idiot...ppl can see i'm not happy....i don wan ppl to noe wen i'm not happy...don wan them to see my unhappy side.....just hope they can rmb me as a cheerful happy person..... (=

**organise another ex-sec schmates gathering on sept/oct holiday? chalet or bbq? if wan i've to book it during june le! ppl wat u all wan?*

today i went rock climbing n netball (which is oni for e first hr busy doing warm-ups oni!) -.- den i met sandy go rock climb...den i didnt even get a chance to try e simplest wan den we had to proceed to e most difficult wan! den i cant climb....cos not enough strength...if is felicia she sure can de...her hand s0 powerful! hahaha...ok...i like e PT part oni..hehe...PT=Physical Training...tml maybe gg revise decan....at some usual place..wa so tired....tml sure whole body ache de! so bored....die tml had to wake up early...donno wat to wear...cos today i wear till v lou kok as said by kim bee they all....

*to my friends: sorry guys...i these few days pms...get emotional easily....little things or any minor things can make me v pek chek...so i'll don wan to tok or lazy to explain further...s0 guys...tolerate me! thks!

h0pe my face will get well s00n!

haiz..sighs..

this whole week is b0ring for me....and a week which i d0n wish t0 have.....s000...it's.....ok yi yan nan jing......just feeling bad....ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!! i need t0 keep myself BUSY!!!!!!! busy busy pls! i wan t0 d0 pr0jects! i wan camps! i wan t0 spend th0se days whr i'm always outside not at hm oso d0nn0 busy wif wat....busy wif al0t of events n l0bangs....camps...orientati0ns....den wen i reach hm i'll b damn tired and once i fall onto e bed i'll fall asleep! miss n lots of misses! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh......e feelings is s0 nan sh0u.....want t0 cry but cry bu chu....wat the hell is this l0r!

m0thers' day

ok...mothers' day...fri went grandma there n had an advance celebrati0n...wa i ate s0 much...den my st0mach s0 obvious...always g0 there sure eat al0t de! i agree wif my cousin...g0 ah ma's hse n0 need t0 think 0f having a diet! c0s it'll nva succeed! ahahha...b0red...

saturday i went t0 c0llect my pay wif sandy at g0lden mile...finally i g0t my pay...it's $150....little but better than nth! i wanna w0rk s0me m0re! earn m0re m0ney! bought a pair of sandals wif sandy..ok i copy her can? haha...wh0 cares ar....i like can liao...den we went bugis den back to tamp...starbucks t0 slack...den s0me0ne ask y r we s0 quiet t0day...s0 i supp0se we're always v n0isy wen we're there...oppps...haha...s0 pai seh...aiya..we're b0th just tired....


haiz...sighs...=\

missi0n imp0ssible III yeah!

hi ppl! back again after so long didnt blog...

Wednesday

it's YEW SUAN's postpone alot of day de birthday celebrati0n....it seems m0re like a sec sch00l gathering! we met at bugis at 6...den we buy the tickets f0r mi3! lol...it's a wonderful sh0w! t0m cruise shuai! wahaha...den e sh0w is at nite de..den still early so we walk to suntec eat MARCHE! my first time eating it...not bad..v nice...but they say heeren wan more nice...aft eating we went back to watch e mi3! wa e bugis Eng Wah theatre is super lao ya lor!!! e seats ar...wa...and e floor...s0 dirty! i can c chips popcorn....n e floor is not carpeted wan l0r! lousy sia! den e seats ar...wen we sit on it..we all sink all e way down lor...v low...den e front chair blocked my view..den i told bong we shld have taken e baby seat thingy to sit higher!

ppl wh0 went:

• Bong
• yew suan
• ronald
• chris
• amos
• fabian
• cindy
• wu hao
• me

Thursday

had bizen meeting till 5plus...den i meet sin yee in sch den cindy at bus stop....we went starbucks meet felicia n sandy n had our gals talk session....tok alot..lol...den damn funny....i tink we're e loudest ppl there c0s we've FELICIA!!! hahaha...from today on i'll start t0 t0k less...my friends will n0e why....

MISSION IMPOSSIBLE III maverllous!

monday gg rock climbing! yeah!

loss of right lense

i'm bored..nth t0 d0...t0day earyl mrgn after bathing i wanted t0 wear my c0ntact lense...den i dr0p e right lense!!!! ahhhhhhhh....den i can't find it...i still open below basin tt thing n find if it got drop inside not...den d0n have l0r..s0 er xin e basin thing.....though my hand wash liao but still feel tt my hand is still not clean yet...hahaha..den i've t0 g0 make one new de...thgt of making e monthly de..cos this present wan is daily de....but monthly de...e shan guang will it be affected badly? c0s my shan guang like quite serious oso...scare ltr wear le like no diff frm no wear specs....den scare ltr monthly de v ex....nvm find one day go ask e optician...but ppl if u all noe any ans to my doubts pls tag me! thks!

=again'(

hmm i'm back t0 bl0g again..n0 m00d t0 bl0g...anything wan t0 n0e abt my past few days de events..pls refer t0 cindy's blog...... :\ i miss e busy peri0d whr it's s0 busy tt i've n0 time t0 let my mind think t00 much....reachiing 18 s00n...graduating in 2yrs time....den i'll be gg t0 e s0ciety t0 w0rk....wa v fast l0r...like.....i haven experience l0ts 0f stuffs yet...den i've t0 g0 out t0 s0ciety n w0rk lia0......wa.....i can't imagine tt...s0 ppl wateva tiem u've n0w...g0 ENJOY! g0 have a TRY at e'tin bef0re it's t00 late! s0rry ar t0 s0me ppl wh0 read my bl0g...i might be bl0gging s0me things tt u read le oso d0n catch e ball de...nvm it's ok..u can n0 need catch e ball.... :\ tml am i getting my pay???



w0rld singap0re is s0 small!

kiss g00dbye

maybe i shld change e background music....but i she bu de....this s0ng is v nice...i tink just wait till i reali wan t0 change.....wait till i reali had f0und a m0re suitable which i like de den i change...............

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sch00l had already started for a week lia0...but oni t0day i start t0 get seri0us n had learn smthg...i tink is c0s t00 l0ng didnt study or didnt touch any b00ks le...so wen start t0 learn smthg new...den wen i d0n't kn0w...i get stress n v kan chi0ng...like e lab t0day f0r DECAN...i'm so0 w0rried...h0pe e'tin will be fine wen time pass...s0 scare f0r this sem...d0nn0 will it be like last sem like tt...s0 jialatt...haiz...

an0ther thing tt b0ther me recently is my face de PIMPLES!!!! ahhhhhhhh...oso d0nn0 wat e heck happen t0 me...sudden gr0w 0f pimples on my face!!! e'whr on e face..arrrrghhh....no need m0ney oso n0 need gr0w s0 much ma...haha..anyway h0pe it quickly get well...i tink is c0s lack 0f en0ugh sleep...stress? over wat i oso d0nn0...n0t en0ugh drinking of water? haiz...t0tally n0 m00d t0 think s0 much abt all these..... :-\ n0 m0tivati0n t0 g0 care s0 much....

tiring ar....had t0 g0 care wat t0 eat, wat t0 use, wat n0t t0 use, wat t0 avoid eating n stuff....troubles0me! y my face is n0t like th0se face all yr r0und nice nice n0 pimples de??? aiya i'm sia0 n0w...g0t abit pms...shld be la...or is just c0s s0me of my thinking affects my m00d....s0metimes using t00 much of ur brain t0 think is n0t a g00d thing!