why are we arguing over small matters?

don unstd why my family are always arguing over little small matters...where there is no point in arguing! and i really think the brother i have in my hse...is not a good wan! he's so damn selfish..and he had not change my view of him yet regarding his selfishness!!! damn angry! i hated stupid quarells!

and my mum goes again warning me not to use those yaya papya rude tone again...where i didnt! i didnt talk to her at all! SIAO!!! she asked me how we gg to settle tml's dinner...so i just ans her honestly, from the bottom of my heart!,

'aiya settle ownself la..if not ltr always i buy back they don't like this don't like that!'

got wrong meh what i say? it's the truth lor! i'm getting so many of their FEEDBACKS (more of complaint lor to me!) when i've been so kind to buy dinner for them these few days! so fussy, go buy yoursef la! so many feedbacks which i don think i can improve on or be considerate on, you might as well go purchase your dinner yourself! less trouble for both parties isn't it?! if you wan better FOOD, better SERVICE, better consideration, then show me that you can step out of that house and exercise your leg, and walk to the nearest tmart to settle your own dinner!

i so feel like replying my mum just now that if they don wan to go buy themselves, then don eat lor...cook maggie mee and eat lor...so lazy!

am i very attitude? am i yaya papaya? i very rude to my mum meh? or cos i use the wrong tone? cos i'm quite frustrated with my bro and sister..i'm calculative towards own siblings right? i thgt why should i be so nice to them when they aren't that nice? ya they are my siblings...so what? if i treat them nicely and don be so calculative, will they do the same back to me? i doubt so...i'm quite negative when with regards to my siblings...so after saying so much, i might be just finding excuses to cover the fact that i'm being calculative towards my siblings right?

i don rmb any nice memories with my siblings of sharing and playing happily together...it's more of fightings and arguments than the happy enjoyable part? i'm petty right? i don have a big heart right?

*i'm not crazy, getting emo suddenly...cos this unhappy incident happen while i'm writng the previous post whr i'm so in a light happy good mood...so spoil mood right!!!

yea end of ISO auditing!!!

AUDITING of ISO has finally ENDED!!!

yeah! you must be wondering why i'm so happy over it..cos this unwanted thingy had cause alot of troubles and conflicts btw friends and classmates...everyday before today, everyone is like wearing a mask to school...everyone like has become part of the mediacorps production team!

projects will really strain friendships...it worsen under stressful, tense circumstances!!!

today everyone dressed formally to prepare for the 'internal war' of our own class...haha..girls wore high heels...ppl like peizhen, felicia and sze hui whom usually don't, also wore for the sake of this auditing! and all guys dressed smartly in their best blouse and ties! i notice zhi heng wore a temasek tie! haha..must you be so loyal to the school? haha..but got this 2 extra...wore a sweater outside the blouse...trying to be different and outstanding from the other guys? haha..wear so harry potter for what! haha...

my group started with our own cheer...haha...actually is to stand in a circle with the hadns in the centre, and we shouted, 'ISO ROX!' haha...

after the 'war' mindy winna felicia and i went opposite school's techno coffeeshop and had our lunch..ate and chat alot...went back school for procoi lect..which was........zzz! haha...after procoi, shld be mls lab...but the 4 of us decided to skip it and go tmart(near my hse) to do our procoi presentation slides...we had already walked till the bus stop liao...den peizhen call and tell us to go back and see our mls quiz results and there wldn't be any lab..i tink is teacher instruct peizhen to call us de..so we walked all the way back from the bus stop, passing thrg engine first block to the second last block of engineering school! we are like parading along the concourse la...walking thrg and fro for so many times including the time where we came back from opposite...surprisingly...we all passed our mls lab...with quite a good grade! haha..

soooo...after looking and marked our attendance, we walked back to the bus stop passing all the blocks again in our high heels!!! where our legs are already aching and on e verge of breaking..haha..no la don have so serious...lol..sat bus 291 to tmart...and i went hm to take my laptop and change into a more comfortable clothing and shoe! haha..

we start eating without switching on the laptop...we are suppose to do our slides right? haha..chit-chat...finish, start with the slides! haha...but in between...we gossip, discuss, share and recap! haha...we recap the times when we first came into TP, into this class k505 and when we are in the orientation! haha...time pass real fast!!! we also share and recap abt our own secondary school life...which was damn funny la...esp the type of interesting classmate felicia's had! wahaha..LOL!!!

erm...this pic when it's small..it looks nice..
but when upload onto com...er hemm...haha..

taken during first day of I-guides!
(me,mindy)















mindy again...it's very windy at mushroom there la!
we are all so worried about our fringe! ahha..

see that nice colour on my hair!!! hehe..

死老变态!!! unreasonable!

i thought today was a fine day apart from the iso stress...cos first day going school with my new hair stlye....but after leaving school...everything was being spoiled! everything was disgusting and unwanted!!!

while walking to the oppo tp bus stop to take bus....i was 'molested' verbally! got this middle age ah pek lao ti ko! he commented smthg when he walked pass me! he commented smthg about mine is very big in hokkien! *shocked* *在惊吓中* i thgt i heard wrongly...maybe he's talking on the phone...so i turn back to look at him and observed for a long time...but i didnt see him holding any handphone nor is he talking to anybody nor is he using earpiece! ahhhhhhhh!!! eerrrrrrwwww!!! eeeeeeeeeeeeekkkkk!!! felt so disgusted! like kana molested!!! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!! so er xin lor! 死阿伯...死老嫡勾!!! 死老变态!!!

den at hm...had an stupid argument with my mum...she's at fault but unreasonable and scold me! i dont mind getting scolded by her...but i'm angry at what she scolded me with! she say, dont think you very 厉害...know how to earn money can 大小声 with me! wth! in addition,...you thought you got work very 厉害 liao la...can be so rude to me...

she's the one who irritates me with unreasonable attitude first de leh...that's why i'll be so pek chek and argue back with her in loud volume...what we are arguing about...is stupid cos over a wrongly sewed button...i needed her help to sew a button onto my blouse...so she sew one part of the button at the right place but the other part at the wrong place! so i told her she sewed not balance sew it wrongly liao...so before she reach hm, i helped her to take out the wrongly sewed button first so she can sew it back for me when she's back hm....thought of sewing it myself but i didnt know how to...so have to wait for her help!

when she reached hm, she said or scold me in a loud agitated volume questioning why i take out the button? like as if i have committed a grave mistake by taking out the button! blaming me la! but i'm not at fault...i even help her to take out the button first for her convenience den still kana scolded by her! she really sewed it at the wrong place...how can it be saved without taking the button out n re-sew it at the right place? she still scold me la! blame me! i'm very angry at her words about me working and blah blah blah...when did i show that yaya papaya attitude to her? i'm frustrated cos she's at wrong and still don admit it and even blame me! she interrupted me over this small tiny button issue while i'm doing my ISO project!

气死我了!!! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!

worst...that stupid which have been staying at my house for donno how long le...still so stupid! always come irritates me at the wrong time! cant she see that the situation with my mum and me is not the right time for her to irritates me! arrrggghhhh...she ji siao siao ran into my mum's room and jump onto the bed to my mum there....she's sewing the button la! den she angrily call me to bring her down...so i bring her down and went to my room to avoid my mum...den tt stupid dog ran back to my mum's room again!!! arrrgggghhh!! 该死的狗!!!

so i so angry go close my mum's door and scolded the dog....den my bro go defend that dog la! questioning and blaming me say why didnt i close the door earlier on..i didnt close the door earlier on..cos ltr my mum will be complaining stuffy and say there's isn't a need to close the door! so i didnt close the door in the first place! and my bro with his stupid big eyes like want to eat me up like that blaming me and defending that dog!!! so angry...he rather defend that dog than to say smthg reasonable!!! arrrggghhh!!!! #$%@&

i'm so angry!!! like all my fault....i donno if that dog is stupid or blind....always donno when's the right time to irritate ppl..and when the right time to stop irritate and leave that someone alone! sometimes i just needed some quiet moment alone in my room or at home...but it's always interrupted by this stupid dog's nonsense barking! he's always barking over little noise...k i know that's how dog react...but when we called her to shut up and even say got nobody ard what is she barking at and even open the door and prove to her that there's nobody outside....she still continues to bark!!!

when will this dog grow up?!?!?!

celebrities look alike!

i found out a new interesting fun thingy! haha...it can show you resemble which celebrity leh!!! haha..so fun so i did this fun thing quite a numerous time! hehe...

First try!


Second Try!!


Third Try!!! (oh no..i look like china KMT history man, Chiang Kai-shek!)


Fourth Try!!!! (OMG tt's so ultra cannot been seen by the world la!)


Fifth Try!!!!! (ya i will stop trying le..but it's so fun!!! haha..)


Conclusion:
i do look like maggie cheung huh...wahaha...3/5
i do like lucy liu! hehe...i don like CHIANG KAI-SHEK! he's a bad guy!!! haha..
ppl go try it!!! hahaha...

270107 i cut my hair again!!! =P

yea new hair cut again!!! went toa payoh with mindy and felicia...hehe...k took some pic which i don think it can clearly show what the new hair cut is like...didnt get to cut it short..cos hairdresser said tt the current length suits me...so i didnt cut it...but instead she layered upper part of the hair for me...a new style la..and had my hair dyed violet black like that...actually she thgt of dying blue black for me..but violet suits me better..haha..so yup she dyed that colour for me and highlighted red! ya red again...donno why...every hairdresser see me le will decide to highlight red colour on my hair...

sandy is gg to say, 'haha..ah lian!' nvm...who cares...nice can liao..anyway got red colour anot also let ppl say i look lian....haha...wondering what will my dad's reaction will be...seeing my hair coloured again! haha..lol..k nth to blog actually...main objective is to say i cut hair again! haha...i feel so happy everytime after a hair cut regardless if it's a new hair style or just only trim...haha..crazy...

about the price..it's reasonable la i tink...

colour+highlight+cut+colour treatment=$107.50 (student price) =P

so can go try la...it's at quite a ulu place la....below hdb block...

2 more weeks!!!

Projects to be done:

• orgcom presentation - next thursday
• procoi presentation - next wednesday
• htm presentation - next wednesday
• ISO auditing - i donno when! but i hope it end fast for this! so ggrrrr this project!

yea after next week, i'll be more relaxed...but stress level is still there cos ISO haven settle yet! arrggghh..haha..main exam time table is out online! i'm having 2 papers....MOI and MLS....shouldn't be much of a problem i think...more worried for MOI....cos like so long didnt attend yeotc's lect like tt...whr have i been? haha..

oh no...after next week....i cnat relax..cos it's quizzes week!!! got alot of quizzes coming up! @#$ so it means i've to wait for 2 weeks to relaxing moment! )=

zhong se qing you!

today shld be quite a relaxing day...jy sandy felicia and i skipped htm and went shopping...but jy went hm to sleep..hehe..

so the 3 of us went to far east...thgt of getting heels from there..but in the end, we 3 shop here and there but didnt bought anything...haha...i have no idea what to wear during CNY!!! arrrggghhh...and i cant find any suitable attractive wedges!!! )= haha...have been longing for one wedge...but didnt see one nice wan..

ltr at ard 7, sandy went hm cos of projects...felicia went bishan to find her mum...left me alone! donno to go whr...don wanna go hm...den thgt can call cindy cos i know she might be at city hall...den who knows she's with christopher wong...)= den thgt of sinye...but she sure either at hm if not with desmond...but i still decided to try my luck and called her...and yea she's at desmond's hse...dot dot dot!!! )= haha...nobody else i can find le lor!!! arrrgghhh...haha...so in the end, i went bugis street to walk ard myself...cos tt time i wanted to buy one skirt but due to smthg urgent...i left abruptly..so i went back to the shop but only manage to buy one skirt and the previous wan which i like no more my size le!!! left XL, too big...even i wear till e hip also cant..haha..so i shop ard and bought earrings..haha..hehe..sze hui i bought one dangling strawberry de...quite cute...haha...

went hm after shopping the whole street...maybe i'll go back again to buy one jean...hehe..
currently msn-ing with mindy tan...and we talk abt some gal friends of ours being zhong se qing you! haha....haven even together jiu like tt treat her friends liao! ahah..no la jkjk...

mindy: lets go find one(bf)!
me: so easy den u go find one lor..haha
mindy: ya lor..tp no nice guys..
me: actually have is have..it's either not our type, if not we dont know them, if not we are not their type, if not is they aren't out type! haha..
mindy: aiya we so good, donno why nobody want us...
mindy: we so friendly, pretty, good...etc....

hahaha...she keep bhb herself la..lol..

I-guides'07 cheer!!!

E is for Engine,we love Engine.
If you wanna hear them cheer lets shout Engine!
eeek eeek,voom voom vooooooom!

D is for Design,we love Design.
If you wanna hear them cheer lets shout Design!
pretty woman,walking down the street,
pretty woman walkin sexily...

B is for Business, we love Business.
If you wanna hear them cheer lets shout Business!
1 dollar 2 dollar 3 dollar 4, 5 dollar, 6 dollar many many more!

A is for AS,we love AS.
If you wanna hear them cheer lets shout AS!
drip,drip,drip.. BOOOOMMM!!!I

Iis for IT ,we love IT.
If you wanna hear them cheer lets shout IT!

cut,copy, paste!

T is for TP,we love TP.
If you wanna hear us cheer lets shout TP!
TP OIE!
OIE~!

TP OIE!
OIE~!

TP OIE!
SAT SAT OIE~!

tt's i-guides'07 new cheer!!! wonderful n amazing isn't it? haha..enjoyed myself...tiring but fun...mindy, winna, sandy and i had lotsa of fun creating noise at the TP bridge!!! hahaha...

had MASS DANCE, CHICKY DANCE, I-GUIDES DANCE & last but not least the TP SCHOOL SONG!!!

wahaha...fun fun fun!!! the whole of TP guides did all these together! can u imagine tt scene? hahaha...with the orangies (I-guides), pinkies (Engineering, E-guides), blackies (Design, D-guides), greenies (Applies science, AS-guides?), the reddies (IT-guides), the dirty fellows (Business, B-guides)...the dirty fellows are actually the yellowies...hahaha...cos......yellow yellow, dirty fellows! wahaha...colourful rite...and it's all the colours of the rainbow! haha...i just realise tt...haha...also got the white ppl la, the TPSU ppl...the light blue ppl are the CCA HUB ppl...haha..everyone dances, jam and hop at the koi pond area there...fun!

i've got a TEMASEK POLYTECHNIC lanyard! wahaha...we got to keep it afterall! haha...cos during the first day we were told to return to the school after the event...ahaha...i didnt know what the main com did to win our lanyard for all the i-guides! ahaha...we also able to get the $8 allowance...cos actually we can only choose btw the lanyard and the $8 allowance...hehe...wonderful ending!

i didnt stay for jam and hop and the appreciation dinner...went to CGH to visit grandma...had dinner with aunties uncles and cousins again..haha...i didnt regret not staying for jam and hop cos i gain the time to interact with my relatives! haha...

i've wonderful family!!!

i didnt go i-guides today...went for modsim lab test....which is a fail for sure..haha...even copy also wun help..cos nobody knows how to do it...haha..after lab test...went to do MOI project...went to work at ard 13.56..haha..

work was boring! first time the time spent at there was like so long....the time really pass slow today...susan also think so..yea HUSK is gg to close for renovation for 1 month!!! haha...i've plenty of time during february to do handle my academic and personal events!!! hehe...but no extra allowance for february! yea! .... -.-" hahaha...nvm it's ok w/o extra allowance..haha..the counter will open till end of january..but i doubt the renovation will only need 1mth to finish...nvm it's ok...

after work i bought mac nuggets for my sister n cousins and went to CGH by cab..haha..went to visit my grandma...i ate one nugget and went in ICU to see her...when i come out, the nuggets all gone liao! haha...i bought 20 cos i thgt it's enough cos my sister like told me don have alot of ppl...who knows...got alot of ppl lor...almost all my cousins there...plua my aunt n uncles...gt ard 18 of them there! wa it's super noisy there..like some kind of pasam malam...cos other than the 18 of us, still got some grandpa's friends...aiyo..they like hundred years didnt see each other like tt...got so much to talk...

finally somebody pointed out that it's time to go hm! haha...so they ended their talk! haha...ltr we 18 ppl went to 802 TP coffeeshop n eat...we occupy 3-4 tables...the table is small..not we too many ppl...ate quite alot...happy meal! haha..feel so warm and xin fu....i'm gonna miss alot of this kind of suppers with them when i'm in shanghai!!! )= haha... i feel so...blessed that i've such wonderful families! haha...i love u guys!!! i'll sure miss you all when i'm in shanghai! hahaha...

projecting period!

i can know there's this common word in everyone's mind everyday...PROJECTS!!! ok maybe at least i know all bze student should be rushing to meet the project datelines!!! so JIAYOU everyone!!!

everyone is very stress now but i'm quite relaxing cos i'm lost in the project...didnt know how to continue with the project..i'm just following blindly what my group members told me to do...haiz...shuan le...

today i had my ISO interview...i thgt it was alrite for me though tt ah guan didnt really give me tt i'll pass or i ans correctly de tt look....she's cunning and tricky la! arrrghh...went procoi lect but i brought the wrong lect notes...shit..so i didnt pay attention to today's lect cos don have book..ya i can see from my fren's book...but it's useless cos i cant jot down any notes on the book...writing it down on foolscape is waste of time..cos i don go back n write it in my lect notes again..haha...in addition, the lt's computer is not functioning! so we don have ppt slides to see...haha...so i decided not to listen to the lect...and day dream! ahaha.. but i needa to learn and unstd this chpt when got time...cos i don unstd anything about this chpt..hee..

what i daydream about during this 1hr lecture...:

suddenly miss the times in yr1..(so i wrote it on the lecture table) haha..

thinking from yr1 to current situation and my conclusion:
yr1 = lotsa of fun & excitement & energy
yr2 = hectic! confusion! too politics! lost!
yr3 = ??? regrets? OLD!!! haha..

thinking of my schedule and activities for the coming long break!! haha..currently what i have in my schedule...27-29 march camping in sister island...mid-march and early march thgt of gg taipei with jy n felicia...early march doing some D&D stuff...


two interesting things today...
1st: i found out my one of my pri sch fren, jack is already a father...he has a baby gal! haha..quite shock...
2nd: i know one online fren who is a mix blood of JAP, chinese, indonesia and malay! mix till so many! haha..

ya la..actually nth interesting la..haha...k back to projects again!

JIAYOU!!!

13th day

saturday
went sengkang for school promotion day....i-guides wan...we're promoting for temasek polytechnic open house this coming thrusday to friday to those secondary school kids..haha...they're our suppose target but we even gave it to the aunties...cos aunties aso have kids de ma...they also can promote to their fellow market auntie friends...den all den can advertise abt it to their kids! hehe..felicia, sandy n i distribute (free small notebook) finish quickly...met quite a few saying they had visited TP already..but we told them...nvm take take...u can come see again this 18-20...haha...den got some gave us that weird look..like we're forcing them to 'take the packet of drugs' from us! dots...so i just tell them, it's free no need money de...just take! dot dot dot...

went hospital during evening to visit my grandma...yea she have moved to observation ward le...haha...better than staying in ICU...den went to meet sinyee, desmond, chunwai and cindy...fro steamboat at bugis...it was not bad...den found out chunwai's grandfather also in CGH...in ward49 which is at e same level as whr my grandma is now...my grandma is at ward39..his grandfather is hospitalise on the 4th...2 days ltr after my grandma...but weird we didnt meet each other for the past few weeks...haha..

we took night rider hm...while dots...long bus journey...but this time is better than tt new year eve night! we're still tired but feeling quite good...haha..so the ride wasn't tt bad...reached TPJC tt bus stop at ard 1.30am....dots...so actually thgt of gg mac at tmart with them n chat de...but my mum called and is pushing me home le....so too bad..i've to go first...)= haha...

sunday
didnt went to work cos had stomach upset...so informed charles n passed the keys to wenqi...haha...i stayed at hm to do my work after waking up so early....did HTM project and orgcom's minutes writing...check mails...read newspaper...wa so relaxing la! so long didnt had a good sunday le...morning some more! haha...cos every weekend, mornging is spend sleeping like pig till afternoon or late morning...if not i'll be rushing to work..haiz...

afternoon watched scv repeat weekday show...after watching already 4++..felt tired and went to have a nap!!! haha...but my uncle say he's coming to fetch us at ard 5 to go CGH...ahhh...but still i don care and go ahead n sleep..hehe...so ard 5 den i wake up...my sister still don wake me up lor! my bro also still sleeping..haha...so we took our own sweet time n went down seeing no sight of his car..haha...so he isn't tt punctual also! ahha...

my grandma opened her eyes! i can see her looking at me!!! actually she last few days already got open her eyes le...but i didnt got the chance to see her....she's crying...tears keep flowing out..my eryi cleaned it for her...i didnt cry k...but then got once, left my mum n i in the ward with her(my grandma)...i called her...i manage to call her w/o crying..haha..but after seeing her tears...i cried and my mum too! haiz...my mum told her not to worry abt any other things already...but i think she's still worrying...den ltr my small cousin came in and called her...told her he's gg home...and he said, 'por por i love you!' wa...so touching..haha...cos in our family nobody said this i love you out so easily...haha..k so tt's my weekend..


i wanna get a haircut fast! haha...
yea wed gg out! haha..
thurs is i-guides!!! haha..looking forward to it..

like or interested?

ytd's school was fine cos i thgt i had learnt smthg at least from procoi lect..happy...hehe..cos always attend the other lects is like....standard procedure...go in lect room, find a suitable comfortable seat, sit there and stare into space, talk to friends, laugh, draw on the table, teacher say,' i'll end here today', den stand up quickly n get out of the lect room asap....tt's so boring and a waste of time la....the purpose of gg to school is to learn smthg rite? but always after lect like learn nth....esp. from modsim, ISO and mls lecture....

angel felicia peizhen and me had a great time cracking jokes, teasing each other and laughing at our own stupidity...hahaha...peizhen said she laughed till her mouth numb, very suan and tired....hahaha...was fun...too bad mindy and winna aren't ard to laugh with us...winna u better don be so lazy le lor...always come school not even half of the day u zhao lang liao! *shake head* ytd rush to school by cab den have ISO for which lasted for barely 2hrs, den when ISO ends, u say u wan to go hm n sleep....hey pls la u....don be like tt can!!! today also didnt come school!!! -.-

today mindy, peizhen, angel, felicia and i had quite a few secret meeting....but seems like our plan is gg to fail cos of winna ho!!! arrrrggghhhh!!! u hor! mindy and i donno wat to say about you lor!

saw wanxin's entry asking what is like? what is interested...? so it makes me think about this qn also....what exactly is like and interested? towards him is like OR interested? i'm interested? OR i like? what's the difference???
hmmm....did this type of qn come across ur mind? haha...anyone has explanation or answer to this? tag my board! haha...(=

7th day in hospital

went to hospital again just now...with my sis and mum after her work...reached there...i saw my grandpa's eyes reddish redish and watery..so my mum asked what happen..den i didnt know what he said la..den after that my mum sis bro and i went in together to take a look at my grandma...

saw my mum is like calling her if she has any response cos ytd nite she did respond to them...but as my mum call her..she didnt respond...wa....all the tears rush up to my eyes and my nose start to like....haiz...)'= i thgt it's already alrite le...i wun cry anymore after so many days...but didnt know why today come again..i so feel like calling my grandma but my mouth donno why just...cant speak...after that my mum went to ask some donno what kuku doctor outside...so he explained to my mum why grandma's blood pressure is high and ans all my mum's qn....make us quite worried after hearing his explanation....don have very bad la...but donno why, after listening to his words, the heart like suddenly become so cheng zhong...haiz...so my mum n sis went out...left my bro there...so i thgt i can try to call her and see how is it...but seeing my bro there...calling her...ahhhhhhh! )'= haiz...i cant tahan and went to toilet and cry...)'= it's like how many days le la....useless me!

den ltr at late evening....the in charge doctor called my mum in to talk to her...den we from him found out that..what just now tt kuku @#$% doctor said are not true! @#$%! stupid doctor! anyhow say things...but still worried for my grandma...haiz....though we know she'll be fine la...but still cant help it....we'll still think alot and get more worried! )'= ahhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!

when will y0u get well? wake up fast!!! )'=

I-guides packing day

Saturday
it's i-guides packing day! sandy and i tried v hard to pull ourselves up from the bed...but we're still late..haha..but also nvm la...when we reach there (TCC foyer) they also haven start..hehe..so sandy n i walk ard to look for ppl to register...den those ppl there..dots...ltr this person(nanleng) call us to go find cannonz den ltr while we finding cannonz to register..saw another person(alan)...he ji siao ji siao question why we late n all...den call us to follow him...so we did lor..den ltr he refer us to nan leng again! -.-" den ltr nan leng say he no need us...den alan call us to follow him again...dot dot dot...keep pushing us ard! finally we are being assigned to one station! hehe..we stationed at our place and wait for the packing to start...haha...so excited!

we are sitted in a way like the factory assembly line workers like that...sandy and i are in-charge of putting the MEIJI's pucca fish chocolate biscuit into the goodie bag..haha...i've been talking non-stop since the first goodie bag start to pass down...wahaha...i notice nobody else that is at the same line as the both of us aren't talking...they are very serious and focus on doing their job! hahaha....so serious for wat...without talking makes the job seems boring and tiring wan leh...so i just keep on crapping with sandy...lol...maybe they are all listening or enjoying the music from the laptop? they got provide music..haha..so there's this part whr we heard the MASS DANCE song!!! wahaha...so sandy and i as usual get very excited! haha..lol like as if we can stand up and dance like that! haha..when the song reach the merry morre part...we two were doing that open open close close that action! we were clapping our hands..lol...den the others were like so serious doing their work looking and laughing at us....haha...hey we entertain them leh...haha...

yeah our line of 'workers' finished making 7000 goodie bags first!!! haha...so we can go for lunch first...hehe..the lunch was not bad...the best part is they had BEN & JERRY ice cream for dessert!!! wahaha...wa....it's really a indulgence to have ice-cream after meals...in addition it's my favourite! ice-cream leh!!! haha...we shared the ice-cream with ying jian...wa very nice lor!!! xiang shou leh! felt so satisfied! k after such good food, work starts again...this time it's really getting bored..lol...sandy and i were quite frustrated with this girl that is sitting next to sandy...cos she's taking her own sweet time to put the vouchers(she's packing vouchers) into the bag la...then always jam at her station...my side was gg very smoothly but sandy there always jam...so another gal sitting beside me and in front of that slow tortise de, had to help her....sandy and i also have to help her lor! so slow...still can talk on the phone lor!!!

sandy and i packed quite fast la...cos nan leng is helping us to restock den he commented...wa so fast sia u two....see though we talk, our hands are still working fast k! we're trained to be and taught to be efficient by studying bze!!! hahaha...overall it's quite fun la...sandy and i had our first time seeing jushua giving debrief! haha...sandy laughed till so loud la! haha...he can be very serious when at work! he can also play scissors paper stone very well when he bet smthg with u! haha..

Sunday
tiring day..woke up to help mum to vaccum n mop the floor...den went to work...so lazy me....don feel like gg to work...cos my bro gg out with my cousin..like go singing or wat...den keep jio-ing me go..)= den my sis gg hospital to visit grandma...haiz...no choice...cant find any reasonable reason to allow myself not to go for work....so i went to work)= not bad...had quite an amount of sales..work till quite late so didnt go visit my grandma...

a stupid day of me!

TODAY
wa i'm really stupid and as blur as anybody can be...i thgt i had saved my MOI assignment (which had to be handed in by today) into my thumbstick...but when i went to the lab to open the thumbstick (thgt of printing it in the lab)...i cant find my doc inside!!! oh shit! so i rmb sending one backup to my TP mail..so i tried finding it there..but nth was found! oh gosh...it means i've to go back hm to take it! and i had also forgotten to bring the cover page that have to be attached together de to school also...arrrggghhh..so angry with myself!

so i rushed hm and came back...went to library and take the blank paper from felicia then i walk as fast as i could to the last block of engine to take sandy's thumbdrive..cos she wants me to help her print also..so after taking le, i rush to ultra supplier to print the doc...i waited very long before it's my turn...so suay la..that lady in front got the printer jammed...cos she itchy hand la go pull the paper out when th printer haven finish printing..she thgt she go pull den the paper will come out faster! d0ts! worst her friend came so it means i've to wait even longer! den tha printer also donno y it just cant work properly after the first jam...cos there's still alot of papers stuck at other parts of the machine...den auntie had difficulty finding it...

finally i got my doc printed out! haiz...guess what...i forgot to bring money along with me! i cant pay the auntie! lol...hahaha...baka (stupid in jap) rite! so i called sandy to call somebody to rush over and save me...hahaha...vivi send the money to me! haha..thks vivi! next i went back to the last block to drop the assignment into the pigeon hole....i happily dropped both my work n sandy's work ino yeo tc's pigeon hole...hahahaha..i did another stupid thing...i forgot sandy's teacher is teo sze cheng not yeo tc! wahahaha....so sorry!

ya today is stupid day for me!!!

suaynetfren

ytd nite while i'm rushing my ISO project...i did smthg bad...not with concern with the project but some online friend..i'm busy doing some research fo the project and tying very hard to read the computer screen for related important useful info...den got this suay guy tt came at the wrong time to irritate me!

HE (tt suay guy): hey so long never talk to me le hor?
ME (very busy n pek check): huh..who r u? (i don rmb him at all)

k so g blah blah blah to try to make me recall who is he....and i just don rmb and don have any slight memory of me knowing him...haha..and hejust keep trying to act close as if i've always been chatting with him....i only rmb i chat with him a few times only...so whatever he says, i'll just entertain him or very fu qian de ans him like with..izzit? huh? ic...those kind...and he had been talking nonsense and which i'm not very concern or i don ever thgt of wanting to know de stuff....omg...i'm very irritated by him...i didnt bother to reply him, hoping that he'll get the hint and stop his talking of rubbish....but he don! he just go on and on continously! wa pek chek! i close his window and continue to look at my research and tried to sopy and paste the info into my ms words document....but his conversation window just keep popping up non-stop inteerupting me doing my work!!! arrrggghhh!!!

he jialatt lor...he has successfully irritated me! and my blood is boiling already...so i just typed,' COULD YOU PLS SHUT YOUR MOUTH UP! I'M NOT INTERESTED IN TALKING TO YOU! AND WHO CARES HOW MANY GALS YOU'VE KNOW AR!!!' and i click send to him! hahahaha..and worst he still stupidly replied,' wa...ok' dia0 rite! haha..and next i saw him appearing offline le...wahahaha...i guess he had blocked me before i could do that to him...wahaha...so i left a bad impression to him..LOL!!! wahaha..i told cindy and she keep LOL-ing...haha..

ya tt's bad...i could have just blocked him st..but i cant tahan but to scold him and let him know how irritating he is....i really dislike those that always trying to act close with ppl whom they aren't close at all with! and go ard hao lian-ing their things and experience whr nobody wants t know or asked him/her about it! ya i can be that worst and bad...haha..it's very jialatt if i found smthg bad or which i don like about specific person...there goes my mean mouth and attitude towards him/her...haha..heee...(=

Ah por's 3rd day in hospital

yeah late nite sleep again...had just finish my part on ISO...now it's already 1.30am in the mrgn..haha..just now went to visit grandma....she's conscious but her eyes cannot open...she can only respond by grabbing our hands to tell us that she heard us...so when i reach and went in to see her....i didnt know if she's awake or sleeping cos her eyes aren't open...haha...so my mum told me that i've to grab her hands, call her and report who you are grabbing her hands....so i did that..but i just couldn't call her....'ma ngoh hai ah qin ar...leng tieng dou ma?' she didnt react and i just cried...i'm so afraid of losing her where we all are still so young and she aren't v old yet...

then i thgt again...she can only hear us when we speak louder...maybe she cant hear me so she didnt react....i just didnt know why i cant speak louder....i only know when i wan to open my mouth to call her...tears all just flow out...)'= so it's like, i'm choke la...so cant speak louder...she's now still in ICU...she look.....she had so many pipes and needles poke onto her body...there's this metal thingy where it helps to support her tighs and the waist...cos tt's where she's badly injuried at....even though i knew she didnt react is cos i'm speaking too soft...but didnt know why, i just felt very upset and cry...i thgt i wun be crying anymore cos we know she'll be fine but i just cant help it whenever i look at her...cos she must be feeling very awful and painful with so many needles poking into her body....

there's an short report on this accident in the chinese newspaper...u guys can go take a look...the picture is sent by some passerby who took the picture with his hp...after looking at the picture, i hate the bastard driver even more! more the whole market at my grandma's hse there is now having rumours that the driver that is kana caught might not be the real suspect....the suspect could be his sister (someone whom we quite like and she's my optician)...she fled away in a cab immediately after knowing she knocked onto someone! such irresponsible optician i had! @#$%

k i know if we were her, we might also flee after we knocked onto someone...but....what's gg ot happen to the person whom u had knocked onto? she's now feeling v not fine and all her family members and relatives are so worried of her.....haiz...whatever...i'm gg to care about the driver's feelings....she knocked onto someone and she still can not admit to it...i think this kind of person doesn't need my consideration and concern....what we are all concern about now is grandma to get well fast...hope all the needles and pipes will be removed form her body soon!!!

*ma leng fan di ho...ho ma?

delay of new year resolutions

have been busy with since the start of 2007...i'm also not sure what am i buy with..late nite sleep, rushin projects and assignments??? new year resolutions? i don do what i say...but i think i will still want to list down my new year resolutions though now it's already like the 4th day of 2007...it will not be anything more creative than others...haha..as usual better grades in academic and all...haha...k here's the list...

2007 new year rsolutions:

• lose weight!!!
• eat lesser, cos i'm v greedy x=
• better academic grades
• more friends and of course better friendships with the current ppl..
• less disasters???
• learn to be more self-decisive
• control my emotions and temper in a more appropriate way...
• more $$$ for more shopping treats? haha..
• better health for all the elderly!!!
• more independent
• better r/s? haha...the sheet is still as blank as before...it's turning from white to yellow le!!! haha..

(= gg to get some afternoon nap and visit my grandma after that...h0pe she's better! *pray!*

hope ahpor get well fast!!! )'=

it isn't a good start of 2007 for me...today i was happily shopping with felicia at bugis street today...den i saw an miss call from hm and recieved an sms from my sister saying, 'ah por got into an accident..come hospital now...damn tt driver..' smthg like this...i thgt it's a minor wan...thgt of no need to call back..but the more i think, the more i feel unsafe...so i called hm and found out from my bro and it doesn't sound not serious...so i called my mum and she told me my grandma's head bleed alot and she's on e way to hospital...so i rushed to hospital after that call with felicia...sorry felicia today didnt manage to shop fully with you...

reached the emergency and accident department..saw my siyi, mummy, bro, sis, my ah gu, cousin, my grandfather and ah pa there...all the eyes were red n watery...see le make me heartbreak also...tears started flowing out continuously!!! waited outside v long...more n more ppl came...all my aunt and uncle came...my two cousin aged 12 and 10 cried like wat...non stop..like mother just bitten them with cane like that....so sad! finally the doctor came out, den we proceed to icu to wait...when we can go in to see her....i went in with my cousins and my siblings...i'm standing at the second front...as i walk nearer to look at my grandma...i kana a shock and i took a step back! den the heart like...become very heavy suddenly la! i xia dao lor! her face v swollen den head still got blood that are not clean off yet...so heartbreaking for her...my bro cried till whole face red red...heard that her face got broken here n there...blood clots are still removing....one patch of her stomach skin is teared! her leg is like also fractured... ='(

@#$%^& reckless driver! young guy some more! in addition, his license is new wan lor!!! wtf...just got new license den drive so fast...in those kind of HDB small road some more whr there isn't any need to speed...! my grandma is just a step away to step up the curb and she had finished crossing the road safely....if not cos of this @#$% driver's speeding, she wun be in hospital in this state now!!! worst is...the driver is my optician's youngest son!!! some extra witness still can comment to my ah gong say the driver didnt drive v fast! wtf...if didnt drive v fast den how come the impact is that big till my ah por will now be in hospital so jialatt!!! if the impact isn't big, then how come the car's window screen will crack! part of the car is dented? my grandma's pants is even torn lor! i tink the driver is gg to be cursed by all my cousins and my siblings till very jialatt...all of us were so angry la! so feel like giving that driver a punch and a kick down there! we've a total of ard 25 members la...plus my ah por's sister's children..here n there...he sure die!!!

now stillv worried if she's able to work after this accident...cos she already not very stable when she walk so now after accident donno will hw anot...haiz...)'=

happy new year-2007!

sunday

new year eve=last day of 2006...early mrgn reach suntec for work at 10am..i only sold one pendant for my whole 6hrs in work! susan made quite alot of sales...i'm not in the luck for this month...have been producing bad sale results...serving this customer wasted almost 1hr of my time! she spent a long time trying and choosing the ring that she would want to buy...she tried the whole tray of rings already lor! still unable to make up her mind...i can see she had already made up her mind on that particular blue man-made diamond ring already...but too bad no more size for her fingers already...but she still keep trying it on and putting it down repeatingly...i don mind if she tried already and she puts the ring back in place..but she doesn't! she...wa...haha...so u know what..in the end,....she didnt buy any of the rings that she had tried on just now...she bought a necklace...-.-" which cost $25.20 after discount....arrgghh...

after work i went shopping with cindy and bought a zara tee..i changed into it after buying cos i'm feeling uncomfortable wearing the previous one...so i changed...haha...hee...after shopping around marina, we went back to HUSK to close shop with susan and eileen....cos we're gg to esplanade de No Signboard seafood restaurant for dinner! haha...no we aren't that rich...haha..our boss is treating us..hehe...so we had seafood..it's not bad...nice...after that cindy and i went new york new york to find sandy eugene and an qi...went to watch fireworks after that...after fireworks is all wasting of time and not worth to mention de dong dong..not cos of the squeezing and those part...we didnt get to squeeze with any of the ppl ytd nite...haha..i reached hm at ard 4am!

monday
i slept till 5pm today! haha...went dinner wif family...today nth to blog about la...tml might be gg out wif felicia...(=

sometimes i really donno what are some ppl's mind thinking about..don't they know that their behaviour will just upset or turn ppl off ?! i donno what exactly they want lor...TSK! arrgghhh!