WELL DONE BIZEN! ((=

nth special to blog about...just wanna praise the current Bizen New Main Committees!

WELL DONE PPL FOR THE AGM INVITATION CARD! IT'S REALLY WONDERFUL!!! UNIQUE!!! THE ONE AND ONLY KIND!!! ((=

but it's so sad and frustrating that i'm not around and will be unable to attend the ceremony!!! arrrggghhh! TSK leh!!! feeling so wu nai!!! i want to attend leh! TSSSSSKKK!!!!!!!!

hmmm...smthg just came to my mind.....

ppl...i need some comments...cos we needed to get some so call 'see face present' , 见面礼 for the company ppl! actually is to somehow create a good impression to them, right from the start la....wei our future pu lu! making a path for our future there in the company! haha...dots..

so jasmine, qianyu and i were thinking what to buy....intial thgt of mine is BA KUA!!! hehe...tt's the first thing comes to my mind...but the current batch there...bought it tt time...so tt's out...we've thgt of laska, chicken rice, kutupat, .... etc! wahaha! all stupid non-workable ideas la...haha..cos we're sitting a 5hr flight leh..so by the time we reach there...it's either spoilt or cold le...hahaha...so after much fei hua and joking.... .

....... and now we've decided on PANDAN CAKE and/or KAYA...haha...den we've to spread the KAYA for them on the bread then bring to the company the mrgn on the 2nd day we reach there.....and if tt's the case...we've to wake up extra early to prepare...dots...haha...so SINCERE can! anw other better idea? i'm thinking towards CNY goodies tt side...LOL..haha...cos all CNY goodies are nice!!! haha...

so ppl i need your comments and ideas!!!! (=

scold scold scold!

Monday
Woke up late…and meet Felicia at 4 for vaccination….cos gg overseas soon…so there’s a need to have a vaccination for prevention purpose…lol…ok went food fair after that…wow…many food…haha..i ate little…try here and there and I’m full…lol…of ocurse I bought things to eat also…not all free tries wan k! haha…I ate the Dodo those fried pieces…and I bought the thai mango to eat! Hehe…THAILAND! Wahaha…I miss her, THAILAND….while Felicia bought the mango salad….wa nice nice nice!!! Haha…then while finding a place to sit down to eat….a girl knocked onto my right hand using her elbow! …. Right hand pain and left hand is feeling numb and suan due to the injection…dots…then next at bedok interchange Felicia stepped onto my foot! And my face goes like OUCH without the sound…and the optician look at me weirdly…I think she thgt I see felicia’s new spec too nice so got tt expression…lol..then Felicia corrected her by telling her she stepped on my foot…wa tt’s pain leh! Haha..quite suay ar today!

Went hm, then go out to airport to send my cousin off to shanghai…East Spring got an educational trip for them and it’s paid by edusave which means it’s free!!! Ya…so good huh East Spring! Lol…I saw Mr Leong! LOL!!! He’s still the same….getting older and lo kou….his image totally matches his museum house…saw Zhu lao shi…WU XIAO MING! And the D&T teacher, Mdm Chin and….eerrrrwww…the Principle! Disgust is shown on my face…and my sister saw my disgusted face…but she mistook it as a pek chek and frustrated face….and she said this, ‘haha…why that TU LAN face?’ yup…see that capitalize word? TU LAN….wa as soon as I heard it…I asked her, ‘why say this kind of words…so chu lu and nan ting lor!’ it’s really nan ting to me…TU LAN this so chu lu de words coming out from a girl’s mouth…my sister some more…it’s very not nice to hear a girl saying this kind of words right? It’s like so spoil image and uncivilized? Hmm..nono not uncivilized…I donno what word to describe it..but it’s just not nice to hear that….pls choose a better word next time…

Next….East Spring never seems to be able to leave the LIANs and BENGs world….cos the kids…ok I mean the students, the young teenagers….are all dressing till like as if they’re gg to fight ltr on the street…or anytime on standby to fight…what I mean is…they’re like those they’ve backings behind their backs those kind…like got some gang or wat…I’m not pai chi-ing them…but it’s like…this feeling….’hey pls la…so young why dress that like that…piercing on your lips some more…it’s so ACT BIG and ACT ADULT!’ donno what are they thinking….ok there’re other sec sch studentd at the airport also…a clear difference can be seen and identified btw the ESSS students and the other sch students…hais….sigh…disgrace….they can be distinguished easily from the crowd…as in who’re from ESSS and who’re from XXX school….dots….of course the above I mentioned are not those that are for the trip…they’re the friends who’re sending their friends off….aiyo…really lor….shake head…

Ok end of this story…next coming up is my complaints and unsatisfactions!!! It’s regarding the vaccination…ok so intial thgt is to go to the Yoong Clinic to get my injection…as my mum had checked out the price which is definitely cheaper than Neptune Clinic…but the clinic is closed when I reached there…so I thgt…since I’m here and Neptune is just opposite, so I went Neptune to have my injection done! Ok it cost me $30, which is expensive, I know! But I can do nth since it had alr been injected into me! And know what…my mum scolded me!

She said,
‘why u go that wan..so expensive…that $2 more can be used to buy a bowl of noodle with a few cents more leh…always do things don wan to ask me or tell me first….always do things do quietly…donno ask me first ma….’
Hey pls lor! As if I can predict the clinic is closed at tt time! Why e’tin have to tell you? It’s just a vaccination and u’re not troubled over the vaccination…and it’s just cos of the cost which is only more expensive by that $2! And u’re angry cos I wasted your tt $2 where u can buy ur noodles with a few cents more! OH GOD! I want to faint with anger!

And she continues…..
‘I think before you go shanghai…you’ll spent all your money alr…don take that card go and use here and there! …….Blah blah blah…..’
Is there any link with the vaccination issue?!!! NO! maybe with money only? Her scoldings always becomes naggings when she anyhow link here and there! I seriously can’t tahan her! I’ve choose to shut up and not to rebuke on anything she scolded earlier on…and hoping that she’ll just stop….and even an wei myself that…aiya few weeks only…let her go scold la..ltr I not ard she cant scold liao….and she’s becoming de chun jin che lor! She nags! She nags abt e’tin! WA!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~!!!!

Every small little things also have to tell and ask you…wun you feel tired? Wun you feel irritated? If I’m gg to ask you every small little things…you’ll go saying,’ pls use your brain la…use your common sense!’ HEY don’t anyhow use common sense these thingy! Not gg to the market knowing which vegetable or fruit or items is cheaper at whr and I can go there and buy..! this is not in e’one’s common sense! Yea she nags at me even for me buying the item at the wrong place with the more expensive price! Dots right?!

What you want la? You tell me! I don’t wanna go vaccination…YOU’re the one who said MUST go…ok I went…and you scolded me….and I said I wants to go to bedok to have my vaccination cos it’s even cheaper than Yoong clinic which is only $25…and what you say? ‘Aiya…why spend the traveling expenses? Go till there also donno how much money liao…adding up also almost to $28…’ wa piang lor! Take one bus back n fro only cost me at most a $2!’ ok so I listen to YOU…no need go till so far…and had my vaccination..and what you did? SCOLD again! Ok though $2 is almost adding up to $28…but it’s still a dollar cheaper…she wants to calculate..so I helped her to calculate every cents and dollars! And now she’s blaming me on tt $2!!!!

Ok she doesn’t stop….
‘if the clinic close den nvm la..you can always go at the night or next day de ma…since you’ve alr tu till so long den take the injection…’
HEY HEY HEY! I didn’t tu k! I’m just waiting for today to come so that it’s exactly 2 weeks to the day I left…2 weeks for the injection to work….and so if I’m to go tml….then the injection wun act tt fast…I’m so damn bu shuang and angry at whatever she said! Ok go at night….can you predict that tonight you’ll be free and all? NO right?! See if I’m gg tonight….den I’ve to wait till after we return from the airport! And it’s like wat time alr? The clinic will be closed by then! WTF! I’m very bu shuang at what she said!

She is always scolding me w/o putting herself in my shoe…what can I do? The doctor had alr given me the injection and all the medicine is alr in my body…so do I go back to the clinic and ask the doctor to take out all the medicine and refund me back my $30 and then go to the Yoong Clinic again the next day to get my injection again?! She keeps nagging and nagging! See my auntie also nag again! IT’S ALREADY BEEN INJECTED INTO ME! WHAT CAN I DO? Nth but ot listen to you nag and nag…like as if you nags and the problem can be solved! NO! no use to nag anymore right?! And she don unstd and keep nagging!!!!!!!!!!!

After this time…she once again taught me and makes me confirm that….nth and not everything you’ve in mind can be said to her…it doesn’t help…she doesn’t helps you to solve your problem…she only knows how to blame you, scold you and eventually naggings starts too! Honesty cannot be used on her! I’ll never be honest to her again….what’s the point of being honest to her? So that I can get scoldings again?! @#$%^&* I really hate her… why she cant think in our shoes? Scolding more and more can help? When we’re like becoming adults….and she just only knows how to scold…will scoldings act on an adult or soon to be adult? You’ve to help to solve problem for the adult and not just scolding!!!

And on the whole trip to airport, at the airport, on the way hm and back hm…I avoid facing her, avoid eye contact, I shut up, I keep quiet, I replied her unwillingly, rudely, I disagree with what she’ve to say….even she tells me abt my grandma like gaining pity like that…I IGNORED her! Whatever you said…I’m not gg to talk to you in case I got a scolding from you again! Tt’s the common sense in me! I don’t like you!!!!

Fortunately, I’ve a dad! I grumbled to my dad abt her! I told him part of the above I had said…like…is she who wants me to go where n where to take…go le she also scold..don go she also hiam! And he just said, ‘Aiya she’s like tt wan la…’ and in the car…she and my auntie were like complaining abt the police gg up the bus to check the bus halfway to the terminal bus stop…they said the step and procedure is extra and all….i just disagreed and said, ‘useless…see ltr really got bomb see what u can do!’ and she still say back, ‘what he check? He only some up walk from the front to the back only…also didn’t check under the chair and all..’ you know the police didn’t check meh? You got see his eyeballs clearly and knows if he did scroll his eyes to check the bottom of the chairs meh? My dad just said, ‘how you know he didn’t check…got bomb anot u’ll know meh?!’ ya la! Like as if she knows like that! Police not necessary have to look for bombs only! Police has to check for suspicious article and character right?!!! Talk only!
So idiotic! I don like her!!!!! I very bu shuang!!!

sigh...)'= i misses her tt much and even more!

actually i didnt want to blog any entry about today(sunday)....but after reading one of my FRIEND'S blog....she makes me feel so emo and sad suddenly...and together with the background music she had in her blog...wa...super match my feelings and makes me feels even more sad....dots....

yea i'm thinking of her again....afternoon i went parkway shopping wif my xiaoyi and her family...i shopped alone and bought a jeans from giodarno....along the way to parkway, i told her abt sinyee's grandpa issue....cos she (my grandma) suddenly came into my mind....and i thgt this year is really a not good year! cos till now, it has been the 4 case including my grandma....4 case of my friends' grandparents happen to be sick and had to be hospitalise and some were facing the waiting to die tt kind of situation....it's so sad n bad....i really hate this year...2007! sigh....

and went to visit her in the late evening...went dinner together with e'one...everyone that is to say my cousins, aunties, uncles and grandpa.....went hougang plaza for dinner...on the way there....my cheeky cousin was playing this cute song from his dad's nokia N83 (i think it's N83)....and it reminds me of her again! and i just laughed to myself aloud..and auotomatically i just said, 'tt time ah por keep singing this song'....everyone rmb abt it.....she had her own version for this song...i cant rmb this song appears in which advertisement...i only rmb...she keep teasing my cousin, ah li, with tt song...she included his name in tt song...smthg tt goes like this....

ah neh ah neh, ah li dua liap neh!

haha! it's funny! and we always laugh when she sings that! and that song just reminds me of her! and i blurt out those words...and suddenly i sense that sudden silence at the back of the van where i am with my aunties n cousins.....i thgt i said smthg wrong...ok i made them think of her too! and i see that stressful and sad face on my bro...turning from tt happy look to this glum face.....i'm sorry i made u all think of her...i can feel at tt moment that...we're all feeling the same! we felt sad and unfair and we are feeling very frustrated and wu nai for what had happened to her!

next to the dinner part...we occupied a few tables at the food court...and had dessert after dinner...we only bought a few bowls of dessert...and we crowded around 2 tables to eat...it's fun and always delicious when you've ppl snatching food with you...and here it goes again in my mind....i just feel that somebody is missing.....and it's her who is missing....i see her favourite food...i can rmb she'll never miss the annual food fair in expo! and now food fair is here again! it's always me n my mum accompanying her and grandpa to the food fair! now i can only go with friends and maybe family but w/o her......

and we went giant ltr....cos my grandpa complains that his television is spoiled so he wants to get a new one...and i almost blurt out asking y is there a need to buy a new one when nobody is at hm and he also rarely stay at hm these days.....and i am inconsiderate enough to have not thgt that...he's unable to fall asleep every night and needed a television to accompany him to sleep....he wokes up early every morning at ard 4am or 5am...tt's wat i heard...i think of the house he is in....it's so lonely and qi liang now...it's different...level 11 (the level they stayed at) is so quiet now...w/o our noises there to disturb the neighbours.....

we are no longer able to make the neighbours to envy our family always get togethers with that happiness and laughters filled in that house.....i'm very angry that ppl cant see or donno what had happened to my grandma....cos they only see the surface...i cannot blame them for that...they're just strangers....they donno us....i donno what am i trying to do...i know there isn't a need to tell e'one abt her....there isn't any need for ppl to know about her misfortune...i donno i only know it's unfair and maybe i just wants the ppl to know how unfair is it to her...mayeb i just wants ppl to pity her? and i'm hoping that this way...she can gain back the fairness? i'm CRAZY and SILLY and RIDICULOUS DUMB!!! it doesn't helps in any way and i know! i donno what i'm doing....the ppl i meant can be just those passer by or strangers who were just sitting beside us at a dining place or whom had just walked passed us in a shopping mall...all always with that...wth! what's happening? why such a big group...wa so many ppl moving together...wa such a big family ar....wa they very good hor will come out in a big group...tsk! blocking the passage way...all those kind of expressions......but they just don't know.....if i'm the those outside ppl viewing us, i'll still be envy of this family......cos i loves and enjoy the feeling of this big family of mine...hais...what am i trying to do? anybody can tell me?

before i'm always proud and glad to be able to hao-lian to the outside ppl that i've a happy family! i don't care about their annoying expressions on their face for us blocking their way and all.....i'm enjoying and loving their envy faces! where ever we go, it's like that place belongs to US ONLY and nobody else! i'm enjoying that selfish thinking! haha! ........ now....it's all different....though we can always still do the same things w/o her....but it's just tt feeling of SOMEONE IS MISSING! in our gathering and in whatever or where ever we are at~! SOMEONE IS JUST MISSING FROM US! it's really incomplete....it matters to us! whatever i'm doing or thinking or whenever i am staring into space...she'll occupy my mind! and sometimes tears start to flow as i think deeper...and if i did not restrict myself from thinking further.....tears will POUR out from both of my eyes!

friday night's BBQ...i was listening to sinyee talking abt her grandpa over how sad and how she felt and react at the moment she knew the news and all...and she said this, 'now i know how you're feeling...i cannot imagine yours is worst, cos i'm alr not as close as how you're to your grandma and i'm alr feeling that sad now...' yeah....i also cannot imagine myself.... all what we all kids can do is to only keep calling her when we're in front of her...we donno what we can say to her....but for me...i just cant bring myself to say things to her though i've lots to say to her...cos i know i'll cry....i don wan to let her know i'm sad and was crying....cos tears has always been in her eyes and even corners of her eyes when her eyes were closed! or we are just afraid we might not be able to call her and she might not be able to hear us call her any time without any notice given to us....tt's y we keep calling her and nth else.....

all thanks to my that FRIEND for her entry....made me blogged again another this kind of sadden entry....it's been long i've not been blogging abt her....and girl your entry makes me assured myself and can confirmed that...i am still not and unable to accept this fact and i still misses her or misses her even more as 4months had passed! it's gg to be 5 months soon...sigh....))))))))''''=

ICE-CREAM! (=

Your Score: CHOC. FUDGE BROWNIE!

You scored 77% SWEET, 81% CHUNKY, and 74% UNIQUE!

chocolate ice Cream with fudge brownies

Very sweet, very wild, and very fun! People flock to this ice cream flavor, just as they flock to you. You love being surrounded by friends and getting crazy together! You could probably stand to calm down a little, but the kind of freedom you feel is inspiring. You really care about the people in your life and party hard, but are open to new ideas and experiences.

Link: The Ben & Jerry's Ice Cream Flavor Test written by weered1 on OkCupid Free Online Dating, home of the The Dating Persona Test

i 'steal' this test from ren min! cos i see ICE-CREAM! BEN'S & JERRY'S some more!!!

they're my FRIENDS!!! ((=

THEY'RE MY FRIENDS!!! ((=

BBQ and Justin's birthday!

Friday
I had a sec sch Bbq organize by me and sinyee at East Coast Park Pit 22….we only gather the cliques that we had and didn’t invite others and so it wasn’t a big wan…and we kept it budget…with lesser variety of food and amount of food was just nice! (= though it was a small wan….still we all had fun (at least I did)! Haha…was so fun to meet NG YEW SUAN! Omg…haha…still the same as before…as tiko as he can be…as dumb as he was….as crap as before!!! Wahaha…the last time I meet him is like 8 mths ago, which is my 18th birthday Bbq celebration! He only appears when I organize things…if not he’ll be seen no where….!

See he’s damn funny…always never fail to make me laugh! Wuaho has been becoming more lame and more talkative! So crappy la him! Fabian still the same…and he wore a very bright luminous orangey red shirt there…and we were like making fun of him saying that he’s worried that he’ll be kana knocked down by the bicycles….lol…we had so much fun n laughter while playing UNO! Hahaha…they were at there trying to act and talks like Japanese…then another minute act cheena! Hahaha…and yew suan insisted that we’ve to speak standard Chinese! Haha….Shit becomes Shi Te…F*** becomes Fa Ke…hahaha…

They went off at ard 10++ while chris n amos came at ard tt time….and piwen called to jio me for movie,,,but I cant go…)= cos they watching pirates of carribean which I wanted to watch also…but too bad la wrong timing,,,,ok amos had new hair cut and highlighted his hair…it looks ok la…then chunwai and Daniel came at ard 11++….talked and played card….stupid chunwai keep singing….oh ytd’s night sky was extremely beautiful! It’s filled with STARS!!! Omg….i sat down on the bench with cindy where chunwai squeezed in with us -.-“ ….everytime I looked up to the sky I’ll, “woooow….heng mei leh! (very nice leh)” haha…cindy and I actually thgt of chatting…girls talk…but he came and started all his stupid nonsense….saying don’t say the stars, even if it’s moon I’ll fly up to pluck it down for you…and I replied him den u go pluck now lor….hahahaha….first time I see the night sky was so beautiful…a lot of STARS!!! Really nice….!

Sinyee and terry finally came at ard 1.30am….and we played UNO again…haha…hilarious! Somebody who claimed that he had not lose UNO to anyone before for his 19years of life living! Haha…guess wat…this person lost to me! Haha…cos only left me n him playing…and he lost to me! The forfeit is to sing a song…and I scarsticly said that singing a song was like abc to him cos he loves and had always been singing non stop! Haha…

Terry always never fail to make me laugh also..haha…he’s irritating yet funny…he loves to ji siao ppl including me….but I guess he’s too tired tt day and so didn’t ji siao me much…..cos he just booked out tt nite….haha…he’s botak…we cleared the area and packed all the things at ard 4am…and luckily chunwai n terry drove here….so it’s convenient and saved the cab fare! Hehe…sinyee n Daniel sat terry’s BMW home…while we the rest sat chunwai’s car hm….actually I wanted to sit terry’s car but he stay pasir ris….so don wanna ma fan him so he can go hm faster to sleep…yup and we reached hm at ard 5.30am….i love making friends with fun ppl! Ppl who can brighten my day and make me laugh! ((=

Saturday
Woke up at ard 12++pm…ate lunch and slack ard….went grandma there at ard 5….and I totally forgot that I had to meet piwen at 6pm at ang mo kio interchange….and the time whr I realize I forgot abt the meeting, it’a alr 5.50pm! but luckily my uncle was there and he’s leaving so he lobang me to ang mo kio! Heng!!! I was totally immerse in my grandma….and piwen n I walked to Grandeur Condo…Justin had his 21st birthday Bbq there…we walked and turn for ard 15mins or more then we found out he directed us the wrong direction! Dots…and we backtrack all the way to the inter and finally we reached in 5mins….the condo was nice….the brownies were nice! It has a lot of walnut pieces in it! Wa….piwen n I were so good at ‘digging’ food….cos the brownies were kept in a box and put at a not very obvious place…where ppl wun notice it la…cos a lot of other things ard it…haha…we had 3 servings I think….haha…on the brownies and the almond jelly dessert….waited very long and finally he start to cut his cake! Haha…nice cake…and we went off at ard 10.40pm….aloysius drove us to inter and we both girls also go hm serparately from there…oh ya…I saw quite a number of esss seniors…ya e’whr I go…it seems like I cant leave the circle of ESSS! Haha…

one more thing...piwen and i notice this 2 person with the very idiotic face! and they both are mother and daughter relations.....omg...they're like photocopy out wan lor....! keep staring at both of us! we take food they see...we stand they see....we do what they also see then whisper here n there! and they've their names written on a bench....cos only they sits there! and they do nth but staring n observed ppl!!! their butts are like sticked there! or the bench has those elephant super glue? wahaha...and their face expression doesn't change...don't they feel tired with the same expression? with that OU LU LU face! tt black face! bth her! we both so feel like digging her eye balls out! the daughter is like sitting there and acting like a vase for ppl to see...but she's not pretty at all!!! stupid idiotic face! and she has a very weird n not nice butt! wahaha....she's like there waiting for ppl to go get her number those kind of 'vase'..i mean those type of girls...u know u know? hahaha...and piwen is like constantly showing tt digging actions with her 2 fingers! lol...and i wanted to take the satay stick to poke her eyes!!! haha!

Watashiwa Kyoko Shimizudani des!

Your Japanese Name Is...

Kyoko Shimizudani

What's your Japanese Name?

Watashiwa Kyoko Shimizudani des! wahaha!!!

i'm becoming more crazy abt japanese and their food and almost e'tin! LOL!!!

You're Pretty Stupid

You got 3/10 questions right! It's probably time to get your head examined. You hardly know left from right.

Are You Stupid?

wahaha...I'M STUPID!

Your Inner Gender is Male

You are rational, matter of fact, and quite dominant. You like to get things done, without any emotional messiness. You truly don't understand most women. And you definitely feel more comfortable around men. No doubt about it. You're a guy - at least on the inside.

What's Your Inner Gender?

You Would Do Most Things For Love

You are willing to go pretty far for love - but not far enough to compromise your core values. Love is a priority for you, and you'll go further than most people to hold on to someone you love. But killing for love? Or even taking a bullet? Probably out of the question. No matter what, you love yourself the most!

Would You Do Anything For Love?

tt's pretty bad! but i'm not stupid to get myself killed for love~!

You Don't Have a Boyfriend Because You are Too Shy

When a guy gets to know you, he finds a great catch Problem is... you're too shy for most guys to get to know. From meeting someone to dating, you usually have your guard up. And while you're just holding back, it makes you seem like you've got something to hide.

Why Don't You Have a Boyfriend?

REALLY~?!!! haha..

Linkin Park - What I've Done...

INTRESTING! ((=

hand breaking!

woke up at ard 10am and went market to get the BBQ ingredients....wa i overestimate myself by not bringing a trolley to the market with me...cos all the things are so heavy! when i reached hm, putting all the things down and quickly take a seat on the chair...wa my hand so suan la!!! can feel that.....i very long didnt exercise le!!!! wahaha....i didnt bring trolley cos thinking it's like i'm not buying alot of things and it looks auntie to bring the trolley wif me...haha...lol...want image or want life? 要顾形象还是要命？hahahaha.... got abit kua ar? but really trying doing that once in a while in the mrgn! visit the market wif your mum and help her carry all the things...it'll be exactly the same situation as mine! haha...what can i say? gek kia la...lol...不自量力! 假厉害! haha...but tt feeling of waking up early is great...hehe...

sandy y u not online today? haha...cindy tml then i'll contact u again k regarding what time to meet and all! u have a camera or mat? lol...most prob we'll stay overnight leh tml....change again...dots...

oh ya to touch up abit more on ytd's trip...we both went Zara...sandy see that...ZARA! haha...tried the tees and again...no more size! both the taka branch and the other one at Borders there tt wan...both don have my size le! again lor! when is this gg to end....no size, last piece, no more stocks.....DOTS! tsk tsk TSK! haha...and while walking along the street outside Zara towards Heeren...we saw tt Lido big screen....and it's advertising NDP 2007 at Marina Bay! and felicia is damn slow to realise just only at ytd that we'll be missing this year's NDP!!! -.- slow! and i'm at there saying my mum have got lobang to participate in this year's NDP! participate as in not as audience but as performers!!! Arrrggghhhh! i can't go! mummy y last year u don have this kind of lobang??? TSK!!!!! angry lor! sandy next year we MUST join k! tt slow felicia say she wants to join also...haha...but provided got lobang again! angry leh....who got constant lobang with the NDP ppl? i want join!!! haha...

a great day! ((=

meet up with felicia at 3.30pm and went to that NTUC income place to get our travel insurance....and this ah neh with only 1yr plus experience served us....and indeed he's really 1yr plus experience! cos he doesn't know well abt the type of insurance NTUC income, his company tt he's working at! and he told us the insurance tt we found is only applicable for overseas student who studying in singapore ONLY! and we were like huh~....den how...so he intro us another one which is for local and it's more expensive! dots! it's count by days wan tt insurance! and total up for that 5 months cost us $750!!! oh my gosh!!! so expensive!!!! by the way he's like not willing to serve us cos he said that actually we can do it online...and he gave tt like no need come here waste time those face! we go down personally cos felicia has some doubts regarding some of the terms ma! si ah neh! hahaha!

so we thgt maybe qianyu see the wrong type wan...so we try calling her but she didnt ans...and in the end back at hm...we got to know from her tt the travel insurance is applicable to SINGAPOREANS! and she sent us tt web page and the first statement state very clearly that all SINGAPOREANS or PR or etc...are able to apply for tt insurance...and luckily we didnt buy tt $700++ wan...thinking my auntie had a even cheaper and sandy's mum also got lobang! and so in the end we'll stick to the travel insurance which only costs us $180, covering 5months wan....

so after that we went strahub to help my cousin replace his faulty sim card...and know what...i wasted my time sitting there waiting...cos the sim card is registered under my the other auntie's name so i had the wrong IC with me...sooooo....i've to come again next time! DOTS...today it's alr the 2nd time....-.-" shopped ard Isetan and bought starbuck's Banana Mocha...yucks...i don like..too banana and it's too sweet! i had stomach ache after drinking it...haha...

we took bus23 to boon keng then to doby ghaut, PS....to collect felicia's MP3...surprisingly it can be collected tt fast...within 3 or 4 days only? and shopped...bought alot of titbits....while on bus23, passed by TP...so miss TP! miss the squeezing part while waiting for bus and while boarding and alighting the bus! haha...sandy i saw POTATO! hahahaha...so funny to see him! but he don recognise me......on the MRT, chatted alot...more of...erm...donno how to say..haha..more of those deep type of issue and topics...haha...

took bus 518 hm from outside heeren tt bus stop....waited very long till i start to suspect if there's bus 518 at tt bus stop again...LOL...while waiting...we stood outside Old Chang Kee to gossip! wahaha..had a great laugh!! non-stop!!! hilarious! felicia is damn auntie..i mean her action! wahaha....and finally bus 518 is here! we run to the front asap..cos alot of ppl! haha...and know what...i followed felicia to walk all the way to the back of the bus and she got a seat...while i'm STANDING! thrg out the journey back to tampines! wa leg is suan dao~~~....hahahaha...we saw zhi hui and her sister and her donno who on the bus too....

smthg which i think is like to throw face happen on the bus...not me but somebody else...this guy shouted very loudly, 'tell me...don't keep quiet...tell me what happen..' smthg like this...and e'body on the bus..as i'm standing at the end of the bus i can see clearly e'body's action! all KPO singaporeans just turned their head and some even stood up slightly from their seat to see what's happening at the front! LOL....and i notice got this particular donno gal or guy (dressed like a guy, hair like guy but looks like a female) in stripped black blouse, keep turning his head to the front and keep trying to move to a certain angle whr he can see what's happening though e'body alr stopped viewing and were minding their own business! hahaha...he/she is damn KPO la!!! haha...

and back to tt guy who shouted just make me feel that...he's throwing his face lor in the public shouting so loud! i donno to his gf or on his hp la....but it'll be both embarrasing for his gf and himself lor! the gf must be feeling so xia suay and embarrassed! throw face only tt bf of hers! really don give her gf or consider of saving a face for himself in the public! pls i don this kind of bf and frens pls don get this kind of bf!!!

*trusting me cna be so stupid to actually take the 20$ as real where she meant to joke abt it! and she didnt reply mail and sms cos she has been busy worrying abt her grandpa who is currently in hospital! stupid me!!!*

Gossiping!

Ytd i met up with vivi and kim bee and travel to Sim Lim Tower to find piwen...and we sat there and chit chatted and gossiped till she end work....we were at there skyping with sandy and loudspeaker call with sandy's mummy.....lol...tt was fun! haha...then after finish gossiping, we went bugis to eat and shopped ard.....then we go hm...thrg out the whole shopping, we are talking n talking non stop...haha....but our president unfortunately is not there! but she's dating us on the next tuesday which is.....29 may to food fair ppl! haha...vivi has alr agreed....if not she's not gg to fren you le lor! haha...so hopefully next tuesday we'll really meet! haha...

Thursday-Sunday

Thursday
WELCOME VIVI AND KIMBEE BACK TO SINGAPORE!!! ((=

evening: school to follow up with bizen interview, passby e2 with winna and chatted with lex n william...haha...funny guys...

late evening: meet up with felicia at PS and went to shop ard orcahrd road...

night: went to Changi Airport to welcome back our BWP members!!! hahaha....
oh the angry thing is here....haha...we've been waiting there for very long ever since before the flight landed.....and donno what that 2 inside the custom mo-ing...and we waited for an hr!!! and for many times, our dear president, mistook guy as her dearest BUDDDDDY! and kimbee became invisible...she's too desperate to find vivi till she totally forgot tt beside vivi there shld be a kimbee...so as soon as she saw somebody with short hair, dark colour and abit plump ones....she'll quickly hit me hard on my back and tell me is vivi! and when i look....where's kim bee??? she see wrong again -.-" jialatt lor!!!

and finally they 2 are out!!!!! and felicia got so excited and we both stand on tt rail there....i sitted there for 1hr waiting for them...and there's this time whr we saw them looking at our direction with their hands pointing at us...and we got so excited that we 2 crazy zha bo keep waving both of our hands! and soon they walk towards us and fetch the luggage which is also in our direction -.-"!!! it means...they aren't pointing at us, they're finding their luggage and they walked over to collect their luggage!!! hahahaha...damn paiseh la! cos there's this indian policeman in front of us...i think he happened to see both of our craziness!!! -.-"

Saturday
watched Spiderman 3 with my cousin n my sister...not bad nice....though i didnt watched the first adn second part...i still understand what is it abt with my 12yr old cousin's explanation! haha...i'm like the mummy bring kids out la...but ok la...cos the whole cinema are filled with families...and it was noisy and there's never silence in the theatre....dots...

after that, was visit to grandma and dinner at toa payoh...without grandpa cos he's sick...hais...

i had this weird and impossible dream! i dreamt of safahri and he chatted with me in chinese in 7 out of 10 sentences...dots....it was like very long didnt see den suddenly recieved his call asking how am i and wants to meet for lunch....weird right?! haha...these few days keep dreaming of friends who i've not met for a very long time...ltr my primary school friends...ltr those that i wun get to talk to them de impossible ppl....

Sunday
went TM and CS to get some undergarments and bought some titbits....shopped around and ate alot of things! hehe...we one big grp...and my aunties are walking damn slow and i've to keep stopping to wait for them....block ppl's way only...and went hospital together and left together and had dinner together at hougang mall...now back at home sweet home!!!

Tml gg out with BWP!

PRESIDENT JIAYOU FOR YOUR DRIVING TML!!!

is it a good thing to see money tt important?

PERVERT again!!! *faint*

Tuesday
whole afternoon: slacking at hm and chatting on the msn....
evening: went to school and had the interview for the juniors....followed by dinner together!
night: reached hm, tired...so i went to sleep! yea very early! tt explain y i'm not online last night! (=

Wednesday

mrgn woke up at ard 9am? took bus 72 to hougang for facial...yea today was a good one! the auntie praise me! this time round my face condition is better...except got quite alot of those small small white tiny spot....thus i had little pain! cos nth for her to 'press' except those white thingy....HENG! haha...

and i had this new mask...she say it's a stronger than the usual one i had....it's cooling as well as chi chi de....the chi chi part is only to the wound area.....overall it's nice! she say it's suitable for sensitive skin...my skin is abit of sensitive...and she had customer almost same condition as mine (mine is worst then hers), had this mask...and had shown improvement....so she tried it on me...haha..so no worry cos i'm not the first guinea pig to try...hahaha....hey it's ex lor the mask! haha! hope it'll really show improvement! *PRAY* if not i go shanghai jiu jailatt!!! and i've to get some kind of water tt contain O2...oxygen...for my skin...for use in shanghai...yup..so have to go look ard....if not i'll have to buy some kind of jel which is more troublesome! spray wan is convenient!

now back at hm...and checked mail...and i found out a very....eerrrwww! spoil my appetite de msg in friendster! wa i so feel like killing tt person!!!! TSK! wo shi ANGRY DAO~~! shi ER XIN DAO~!!!! when will this stop? LAN TAO HUA!!! i want to break this curse!!! i donno if it's a curse...but it seems like one to me!!!

Memories....

i was packing one of my many dusty cupboards just now...xing xue lai chao so i re-packed it...haha...it contains all my childhood stuff, pri sch and sec sch stuff and some poly yr 1 stuff...lol...and i cleared half of it into the dustbin...of course those useless stuff la....

i was looking at my pri school calss photo...my school doesn't have class photo for every year..only primary 6 when graduating then will have one....so i had only one primary school class pic! it's so damn precious can! hahaha...it's giantic! it's large! hahaha...i guess for the past 6yrs for not taking photos are all combined into this large wan! LOL....but smthg tt's wasted is....w/o photos to help me rmb who is in my other pri sch class...hahaha...my face was bloated then! ugly! fake smile! hahaha...i miss them(my pri sch cliques of gals!)....i miss the guys also...always bullying me de tt few! i wun forget who u people are! hahaha...

and there is this autograph book...i rmb me always seeing alot of my frens bringing it ard to let ppl fill it up for them...but i didnt know what is that till one of my fren gave me hers to write on...haha...so i was so tempted to have one and i got one BOBDOG wan! lol...yea BOBDOG!!! hahaha...so long ago de cartoon right?! hahaha....chidlhood cartoon! hahaha...so i had half of my autograph book filled up...while reading it just now....i kept laughing to myself....alot of silly smiles...hahahaha...i was laughing to myself and my sister kept giving me tt 'siao cha bo' look...hahahaha....

inside those autograph thingy...always consist of those name,address blah blah blah basic info...and POEMS are like a MUST for it! LOL....and it's always tt same few poems whr ppl copy from the others tt had wrote in tt book...haha...and some short msg like known u for how long n blah blah blah....oh ya....FRIENDS FOREVER! hahahahaha....tt's the favourite phrase! i guess it's still the 'IN' thing still right at this century?!!! hahaha...and the common thingy inside my autograph by all my frens is.......they never forget to ji siao me and one of my classmate, lin zhi yuan! wahaha....they always thgt we're together or we liked each other or what de nonsense....cos in actual fact...we are not! we didnt like each other or anything.....we appear 'close' as in not physical k! haha...cos we are tution mate for 6 yrs! since primary1 till primary6! and sometimes we'll talk abt tution stuffs ba? both my bro n his sister are also pri schoolmate...

it only just so conincidental that we 2 got into the same class during primary4 and it continues till primary6! haha...a good friend i must say...haha...fun to be with....all those like lok ko de image all kana seen by him before! lol....but we didnt kept in contact after primary6 till sec 4 after O level....but also not frequent de contact...ahha...oh ya back to the autograph book thingy....got those fave frens n hate frens those thingy...lol...den got thos good frens, best frens, frens those thingy! hahahahahaha...childish right? but it's so 'hip' during our primary school period! wahahahah!!! LOL!

next looking at my sec sch pictures....omg...UGLY UGLY UGLY! sec 1 all so small size (the guys) and all the girls were extreme...i mean fat is really fat while skinny is really like bamboo! hahaha...i rmb sec 1 is my best yrs! e'one so innocent...haha...i mean better than upper sec whr friendship breaks n all...haha...i love my sec 1 class...1E5! with the best teachers i have! ahhahaha...TAN SHAN DI u're also my classmate!!! wahaha...sec 2...LOL...quite alot of memories!!! when i came to know cheong chun wai, kingsley, ng yew suan, yvonne, elfanie, karin, fang ling, bi ee, kwee tin etc....haha...a most jialatt yr! for my academic wise....maths was like never passed! cos of the teacher we had....out of the 40 student in my class....almost 3/4 failed? hahahaha...

and i got the chance to get close with ronald yew suan and christopher....cos of a project.....and i had to group with these 3 guy! first time working with 3 guys and was abit worrying...hahaha...but it turned out fun....it's fun working with them...they make me laugh! haha...and they keep singing jay chou's song....and irritates me...my ear never get peace! so i always had to change seats to sit with yvonne(tt time v click wif her, my previous seat partner).....but sometimes i donno for wat reason i cant get to change seat and to sit beside her...and i've to sit with cheong chun wai! -.-" haha..wasn't quite happy tt time...cos i'm feeling weird...y he wants to sit beside me....i'm so scare of him la...haha..cos he's like sitting so near me...i donno is his shoulder too broad or wat....i think his shoulder too broad....and he has a long body and short legs...wahahahahaha....

sec3 was memorable n fun...i love metta bazzare! sec4...i love geography lesson! haha..forget it..nth much to mention...problematic yr! lol..haha...anw i love sitting at the back! cos it's always so happening! haha...i rmb sec 1..sitting behind with pohsinyee mardiana n tat hong...hahaha...we laughed till our mouth is numb daily!!! hahahaha...and always kana scolded by mr leong...hahaha..cos mardiana is always fighting with tat hong...hahahaha....omg..thinking back...it's fun!!! FUN FUN FUN!!! hahahaha.....tt's only the school part...i didnt touch on NPCC! hahahaha...i guess it'll be extra long if i continue wif NPCC..hehe...(=

i LOVE childhood memories!!! i LOVE my cliques!!! i LOVE TP too!!! wahaha!

Happy Mothers' day!

today is mothers' day...but we didnt celebrate...or can we say our celebration is....to accompany my mother and my san yi to bedok to shop shop? cos ever since the accident happened...nobody has time to go shopping....i mean for the adults la....every weekends will be busy doing housework and visiting grandma....

so we(with our family and sanyi's family) went bedok..cos she thgt of buying shoes...so we went my dad's fren's shop to buy...omg...new shoes! and i bought one pair where i feel like buying 3 pairs! cos it's nice and comfortable to wear...cheap also! hahaha...even without discount the price is alr less than $10...wa cheap cheap cheap! hahaha....but got 1 or 2 design is ard $12.90 like tt...but it's still cheap! lol...and i just send sandy the pic see...cos i asked if she wants a pair so i can get it for her...

after that...initial thought is to buy shoes only...but who knows we shop shop shop...bought alot of food! lol....nice trip we had! although i always thgt bedok is getting bored to me...cos nth to shop...but today was like so happy and enjoying! haha...and i ate durians...my fav traditional ice-cream....i ate laska.....rojak....fried chestnut...wa all so local de food...wahaha! sandy saliva dripping out? hahahaha...(=

my 12yrs old and 10 yrs old cousins were sweet to send my mum a happy mother's day msg...but we kids her children did nth...LOL...they said smthg like "happy mothers' day! u're the best da yi (big aunt) we have!" sweet huh? my mum come showing off to us...lol...(=

To all mothers of all children:

HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY!!! (=

i didnt know i'm too frank sometimes!

You May Be a Bit Borderline...

Your mood swings make a roller coaster look tame! When you're up, you're a little bit crazy... And when you're down, your whole world is crashing Scary thing is, these moods can change by the minute!

What Personality Disorder Are You?

wahaha..cos after i heard from felicia of her fear of my frankness and mood swing, where i have hurt somebody and i didnt realise it....till thurs when she told me abt it..i'm like...shit..sorry to those who i had hurt! sorry!!! i don't mean it...my change of mood will affect the people ard me...tt's bad...tt's wat the above quiz said...my mood can change by minutes! scary!

i never thgt i'm those straight forward kind...at least not to the extreme type...but after thurs...i came to know that i am almost near to extreme which is not any better than the extreme kind..=X i felt so apologetic to some....like vivi! sorry vivi!!! if i hurt u in any way due to my blunt-ness....(= so in order to make compensation....let me go airport fetch u n kimbee okay?! wahaha...so tell me ur flight n time!!! haha...anw if i mean it...u'll be able to see from my action, behaviour and expressions!

oh ya sorry piwen the gathering was cancelled so last min cos i wan go see grandma...so don feel like gg any other place le...sorry...i'll either visit u again at sim lim or meet up with the rest on saturday k! it'll be a more successful n updating one...cos tt felicia so last min den tell u today we're gg out...keep calling her to constant update den she didnt...haha...(=

adults are still kids!

Friday

was suppose to meet ren min in school but i didnt go..haha...woke up late and was lazy...hee..den thgt of gg to get donuts wif my sister n cousin...but in the end no..cos the queue today was twice the queue i saw tt day! dots...so we walked ard marna square and ate cafe cartel till all of our stomach reaching near to explosion! haha..and visited grandma then to giant with cousins n aunties and uncle...giant has thailand fair!!! omg...i so miss thailand!!! haha..i wan visit thailand!!! haha...now everything has to wait till i come back from shanghai in october! )=

and smthg happen on the way hm...cos we went to meet my dad...and donno cos of some stupid bo liao small tiny matters they argued...and my mum took cab back..while i followed my dad's car...cos his key wifme...while i sent my sister to follow my mum...crazy them...in the public...i mean they didnt shout la...but by seeing their action, ppl will know what's going on as in parents quaralle while both their children stuck in the middle donno what to do....and the 2 kids(me n my sister) tried persuading the mother to forget it and just take the father's car back hm...DOTS! but mother donno is cos want face or stubborn or cos of both refuse to turn back and still keep standing by the road waiting for cab...where there aren't any cab in sight! -.-"

i cant tahan they quaralle in the public....and i even shouted quite loudly at my mum," Where you want to go?" ..... cos she walk away and i donno wth is happening btw them...siao...first time see them quaralle till like tt...they didnt really quaralle...i mean there's little exchange of words an my mum just walk away...but i don feel any fear or worries or wat...the only thing in my mind is...wa piang both so old still like tt...in public some more...i'm like can don be so xiao hai zi anot? still waste $$$ go take cab hm whr the husband have a car parking behind...aiya adults...

i think my dad is having some thoughts and was quite bothered by some things...and he just accidentally used a louder voice at my mum? like....why keep calling and calling, very fan leh...
and my mum is angry at him cos he didnt finish listening to what my mum has to say (on the phone) and he hang up le....cos my dad was thinking anything reach tt place le den say...but what my mum has to say have nth got to do with like have to meet le sit down talk le den say...

aiya all mis-communication and misunderstanding only...damn stupid...-.-" nobody wanna give in....

visit to piwen at SIM LIM TOWER

Thursday

went to school to meet michelle to hand up VISA form and all the acceptance letter and all...haha...felicia look for jieyi while i look for ren min..and found out that i've to go back school tml again...dot...haha...

went bugis to shop..felicia bought a sling bag and a shirt for her bro...while i bought one mini fan and a lip gloss....we had pasta mania (felicia crave for it)...i didnt enjoy it...haha...alright la...and we went to look for LOH PI WEN! we go 探班！haha...we bought milk tea with bubble, salmon cum crab meat sushi and crocokke for her! haha...we walked to Sim Lim Tower and we sat there talking and gossiping with her for almost 2.5hrs? see we very good lor..i this BWP reporter have to follow the president closely and do report on how good BWP's welfare is! wahaha!!! by the way....wa heard so many shocking news...haha...and i start to think the world is changing weird! everybody is changing! how come ar? what's happening...suddenly so feel that i'm a frog in th well for like so many thousands years and had lost touch with the ppl ard me! wahaha..long story...hais...

i went visiting to grandma at yio chu kang while felicia went bishan...now home sweet home!(=
today her condition to me like not v good...look sian sian, sad sad unhappy, 没精神！=/

some songs which i think it's nice, all quite sad de song...very emo but meaningful song..

1. 离开
2. 自责
3. 别 all sang by Kang Kang, 康康
4. 家的名字 sang by Kenji Wu, 吴克群

*PS: girls (piwen and felicia) i still cannot believe that new and is still disappointed....haha...
hais...sadden shocked unbelievable!!! 失望，惊吓，难以相信！！！

28 weeks later!!!

Wednesday

met up with cindy at orchard..sorry i'm late...haha...so we ate pepper lunch and shopped ard orchard till sinyee call...so she has finish her lesson so we went back to TM to meet her...had dinner, window shopped and we watched movie! oh ya by the way we saw eugene and joinied him for dinner seeing him so poor thing...nobody accompany him to eat dinner...haha... i saw junrong and clement at taka also...it's weird n surprising to see both of thm together..did they fight? LOL! haha..anw i think junrong's new haircut is not bad...smthg new not those flat flat but got smthg 'standing'...haha..i mean spike...hahaha...

movie: 28 WEEKS LATER!!!!
omg this is another marvellous thrilling movie! it's v ci ji! haha...better than TURISTAS...both are nice thrilling show! wahaha! and we 3 cowards went to watch this quite scary show...and who suggested it? is CINDY LEE LI BING and ANN POH SIN YEE!!! and guess what they scare me off lor! i'm sitting in the middle...and they both from the right and left start to stick and sit nearer to me....sinyee...hais *shake head* bth her...starting we didnt expect the scary part to appear so fast...and as it appear, sinyee immediately with her long nails quickly grab my arm! wa den i whole person was like...'jump' up la...and my hand hurts....-.- hahaha..next irritating move she has....she keep banging and hitting either the armrest or her leg...and i kana affected and irritated by it...cos i'm trying to keep myself calm...den she keep making me nervous! by shaking the chair! dots! bth...and i tell her sternly: stop shaking! wahaha...

and they both keep moving nearer and nearer, sinyee even rest her head on my shoulder...i donno y cannot stand and i move away..move where? i SLIDE downwards! hahaha! i slide down the chair! hahahahaha....anw it's a nice show! we're still sitting in the cinema even it had end and almost e'body had moved out of the theatre le....hahaha...

went 201 mac to meet our kopi kia friend...haha...and we all catched up with each other and we had a good laugh throughout the conversation! haha..si kopi kia keep laughing at my hair! but who cares...i LOVE my hair can le! his hair like wat? so messy and shit! opps! =X haha...whatever he wun see this...haha...he will be busy bao-ing kopi and challenging himself to open milk cans! hahaha.. (=

the sleep was bad regardless of the fun i had earlier on....=/

i'm a good girl today! (=

wahaha....today i'm a good girl! wahaha...

LOL...what a start of the entry...haha...yea i'ma good girl today...cos as soon as i woke up i hanged the wet clothings (as usual) and i rested awhile....hee...i used the lappie and surf the net, chatted with angel and peizhen!(she's laughing only lor, is angel who had been talking all the while!)

next i watched TV as i vacumn the floor...the whole house kay! haha...and next i mop the floor....the whole house kay! hahaha....and next i rested! LOL!!! haha...watch tv and read magazine.....and then i started folding all the clothing in tt 2 basket! it's like mountain lor the clothings! and next i iron the clothing! haha...yeah and i finished all my job and ordered canadian pizza to reward myself! hehe! wahahaha...cos mum's not cooking (when have she been cooking since what had happen to my grandma?).....dots....and she has to attend somebody's funeral after visiting ah por.......SO i decided to order pizza! haha...yum yum...hehe...

i'm a good girl kay! i helped her do housework! if not ltr come back like ytd nite like tt....she will start her crazy naggings and scoldings and yellings again! -.-"

today i had a well spent afternoon! haha...everything i do makes me feel so satisfied and happy! today is another happy day! (= haha...

oh ya heard from angel that szehui is sick ytd and today is mindy's turn...and peizhen is also feeling sick today! hahaha...and angel is so worried that tml she'll be the only one to travel to tuas to work! hahaha...hey girls these few days is hot and everybody get heaty easily....so DRINK MORE WATER! have sufficient water! haha...i also have to drink more...cos i found out that my shit has blood! LOL...so gross...hahahahaha...eerrrr right....just had dinner then i thgt of this! yucks..haha..

Rangers do we all want to go zoo? we need a gathering! cos felicia and i leaving soon! hahaha!

GIRLS DRINK MORE WATER!!! ((=



ytd's visit to her was.....sad again...maybe cos too many days didnt visit her and i just miss her tt's all....my mummy la...i see her eyes red red...like crying...and i cried too....i only allow few drop of tears cos i had promised myself....i cannot cry again! =/ she's one of the top worry on my list when i'm in shanghai! sometimes i thgt of not gg shanghai anymore for the fear of anything happen to her while i'm in shanghai......

there is this urge to tell felicia that i'm backing out....but don worry i wun do that felicia! i wun put you aeroplane, let u fly there alone and use your PRO english to communicate with the china(s).....haha...your english too PROOOO and i'm afraid they'll have difficulty understanding you! =P

seriously regardless of what the adults' decision were...i'm still praying for her to get well and hoping for miracles! =/ i admit i'm selfish....

smthg amazing!

the renovation haven end yet, it's still going on -.-"

ytd night i experienced smthg amazing...i'll not write what is it in here...only it'll be known to some ppl...it's really....actually ok only la...haha..

today cindy sinyee n i were suppose to meet up n go to woodland beach....but cindy is gg clubbing tonight...and i'm not joining her in the club....soooo....the trip was cancelled! )= haha..and i thgt of jio-ing sinyee out to town...but she's lazy! she say she wan to watch the scv 8pm repeat show....)= scv show is more impt than me! hahaha...

tml gg to school for OSIP thingy! yea school again!!! (=

stupid renovation!

arrrggghhhh....donno i think the unit above my home is having some renovation or wat....wa damn noisy and irritating when i'm sleeping! it interrupts my sleep!!! arrrghhhh! hope it ends fast!!!

oh sandy i helped u buy one very big vacumn bag alr.....it's really big...u might need felicia to help u sit on it to get rid of the air! haha...anw the ELF thingy...the shirt thingy i donno how leh...maybe tml i go get from ur mum? cos they got some interview sessionf from wed to fri...and i'm gg down tml...so i think i bring the shirt along n see how....

i want to get to shanghai soon! cos currently there's nth for me to do at hm other than slacking e'day! but i'll sure miss singapore when i'm in shanghai! hehe..(=

TURISTAS is fantastic! Shalala…HAPPY DAY!

Today is a happy day sha la la…haha…I went to school in the late mrgn with Felicia…first thing we did as soon as we reached school is to go find ren min to take the disc which contains photos of bizen…..and as well as to pass her the decan book tt is to be sold to the juniors….and helped piwen pass my biz fund book to her grp member yongheng….and we rushed up to level 7 to look for eric wee n teo….cant find any of them…next I contact max to collect sandy’s present from him…haha…and finally we can go meet mindy they all at mensa…hahaha…they’ve been waiting for us since 10.30am….when we meet them it’s at ard 12pm? Hehe…

After eating both of us rushed back to engine sch to try to find teo n wee again…while mindy they all go buy movie tickets first…haha…cos we rushing for a 1.30pm show…haha…we only managed to find wee…and after clearing some doubts we tried to look for teo at his table but he’s not there…-.-“ So we rushed to TM to meet mindy n gang(the rangers)…haha…but they still in school also lor! Haha…cos they sitting on the bench discussing abt their project thingy…so meanwhile Felicia n I accompany piwen to go SAA….and saw piwen with some e2 ppl….and…ok don wanna talk abt this person…it just makes me wanna throw up all my fish n chip (I had it for lunch)! Luckily he left fast! So we quickly walked to SAA and visited bookshop…haha…wa long time didn’t go in and it was damn crowded la…donno why so many ppl there….the queue is like queuing from the first counter to the last shelf of the bookshop!

We gave up queuing and Felicia n I went to buy our drinks form the vending machine while piwen go meet her fren…. Haha…now rushing again….and we saw the rangers are still at the bus stop! -.- haha…so in the end we travel there together and rushed from TM to CS…..cos mindy thgt she saw the 1.30pm slot in GV cinema but it’s at CS’s Shaw cinema..dot dot dot…haha…we’re like caterpillar la…5 of us rushing like mad from TM to CS….all following closely behind each other….hahaha….our legs are so tired…hahaha…but it was fun! So long didn’t meet the rangers and we didn’t have much time to catch up with each other in school earlier on, we’re rushing here and there at TM to CS!!! Haha…why are we always doing these kind of physical thing RANGERS?! Haha….tt time is night cycling now I walking like marathon like tt! Haha…so healthy ar?! Haha…

We bought the tix and went in after buying the popcorn cos we’re late the show has started! Haha…and guess what…we rushed so much with the fear of unable to get tickets…..the cinema contains barely 10 ppl in the whole theatre! Tt 10 ppl includes the 5 of us k! hahaha…we were like talking loudly and commented loudly…ok la…not v loud is cos the cinema too quiet alr….haha..

We watched TURISTAS!!! NICE! WONDERFUL! SUPERB! SPENDID!

Hahaha…it’s exciting….haha…I enjoyed it la…got some disgusting image…haha..felicia and I were like too into the movie…haha…we’re noisy and cant sit still…esp Felicia…she keeps moving and my chair is also moving….makes me nervous with her! Haha…angel mindy n pei zhen…haha…all so calm la! They’re also frighten but they didn’t moved as much as us…hahaha…. After movie rangers took neoprints! Haha…there are so many sec and pri sch kids in the shop all so excited taking pictures….we’re like those old aunties lor…haha…actually we’re also very excited la…cos it’s the first time rangers take neoprints together! LOL!!! Will upload the pictures soon…

after this, Felicia n I went PS to daiso to get stuff for our shanghai trip while the rest went home…hahaha….and Felicia and I sat 518 back to tampines….laughed thrg out the whole journey…lol…we were discussing abt the shanghai trip and all…imagining….when we leave…..imagining the life there….imagining when we’re finally coming back to Singapore! Haha…yes DREAMING! Hehe… HOME SWEET HOME! (=

http://8837.multiply.com/photos/album/32 = Bizen Leadership workshop 10 April 2007

* School never fails to excite me and it's never boring to go to school!!! i LOVE school! (=