New phase of life coming...?

Datelines and datelines and so many more of datelines!!!

STRESS STRESS STRESS!!

Yesterday (Monday night) I chatted with poh (sinyee) on the phone…and I realize I did make decisions…I mean I can decided without being indecisive! Haha..i don’t see when I can really make decisions decisively…haha…and until ytd when I chatted with sinyee abt smthg and I realize it then after telling her…haha…I was quite surprise at myself…haha..i was quite happy with myself…maybe I’m growing up?
HAHA…thinking too much huh me?! haha…funny that she realize I read her like a book! Haha…I didn’t realize I read her like a book too after she told me…haha…but I don’t think I read you like a book yet…there’s more to read about you ba?! Haha…long way to go for our friendship right?! Haha…

Last Friday night….while waiting for terry and poh (sinyee)…chatted quite a lot with chunwai…and he told me…life is like this…whatever you have met are just part and parcel of life….cannot blame anyone but it all depends on how you view things…it all depends on how you take the part and parcel of the life that comes to you…and I’m again surprised by myself….I just agreed and said ‘ya lor…it’s really important on how you view things…’ haha…these few days I surprised myself a lot…haha…you said ‘in life, don’t be too calculative and be contented with what you have…it’s really important…’ haha…but humans are not FAN JIAN one! Haha…of course I did not ‘shoot’ him with this…haha…I just let him talk what he wants…=X haha…it’s like so serious talk la…haha…but really heard a lot and I thought I’m really childish and stubborn on how I view things and on how I take or handle those things that came into my life….

Last week (don’t know which day) during CRM lab….i was checking TP mail..and I re-read one of the mail Mr Teo sent to us when we are in Shanghai…it’s a motivating mail…I had forgotten what it is about so I read it again during the lab…the moral of the story tells us about UNCONDITIONAL ACCEPTANCE…

I’m trying to learn really hard…am I growing? I think a new chapter of my life is coming…Time to think of future? Time to sit down quietly and think of serious plan? I am going into a new phase of life real soon izzit?

HA~am I doing self-reflections? Or because I really got knock down by these conversations? Is it time for me to let go? Should I learn to accept? Should I learn what unconditional acceptance is? Can I do it? Forgive and Forget? All are easier said than done! I need a lot of courage and determination to do these...

HA~ emo? Thinking further and further…leading towards something I don’t want to think about…but it just leads me there…ha-ha-ha…((=