Tai Tai for a day...

Morning: Tanjong Pagar Interview

dragged myself up as early as 7.15am..bath and off to Novena to get my application form frm SPY cos she help me print...thanks ar! then rush to TanjongPagar....i've good sense of direction...haha...interviewed..tho i'm not tt keen....i didnt recieve their call...haha...cos my hp low batt for the whole afternoon...had Subway breakfast...Nice nice...travelled to CentralMall cos i wanted to go TheLegend at FortCanning for Guest Service Assistant walk in interview...still early so i slacked at Starbucks and played with my uncle's PSP for almost 2hrs...he lends to me cos his kid got to focus for exam..hehe...drank JavaChip and regretted cos too sweet...

Afternoon: TheLegend at FortCanning

near to time, i walked n figure my way to FortCanning and climbed the hill and steps under that big sun, passing those foreign workers with no other humans ard me....oh my...so dangerous...i majiam like pri sch kids or tourist having heritage trail...look at trees, insects etc...sweat of course! luckily i didnt wear heels...all thks to sandy for telling me to drop at ClarkQuay....shld have drop at PS and walk there...nearer and safer..haha...aiya k la i know u hao xin la...

reached, found out it's for permanent and no other offers for temporary position...left...well...ha...

while walking to the main road, tears almost come out cos upset...tho i'm prepared and have alr predicted that the offer shldn't be for temporary...and it's my carelessness that i didnt call before i came....but i didnt know why i just so stubborn n persistent and came all the way to walk in and try still with the hope yet knowing it'll be a sad outcome...silly huh...stupid right....before the tears can come out, i thgt it'll be damn real silly n stupid to cry over this matter...sooooo i hold on and swallow back all my tears....haha...i donno why i feel upset tho knowing all these....and i myself have alr predicted and prepare...while finding my way there, both my heart n mind constantly telling me it wun be a temporary job....but donno where this 'thingy' come from just tell me to go try n see and my leg just continue to walk n walk to the destination...hais...

THANKS SPY!!!

sms-ed SPY abt all this...and felt regreted...lol...cos it's so pai seh...hee...k i know ..... anyhow take a bus n see where it brings me to...dropped at Wheellock...went Borders, walked to Taka Kinokuniya...took a book and started reading...haha...surprisingly i read for 1-2hrs! LOL...it's amazing can! lol...the book is reallly too interesting for me...it lightens my mood...i smiled and laughed to myself while reading it...LOL...hahahaha...cos i totally agree to most of its content and i see myself in what the author describe...HAHA...so i bought the book and another jap book (which i've longed for)...reading tt interesting book and purchasing it...spending $60 really brightens my day! yup both books total up to that amount! ..... LOL...all females are the same! haha...i actually spent such huge amt on BOOKS! lol...(=

after that, i shopped ard Taka, Heeren and walked all the way to PS alone....with no hp, nobody able to reach me and only i could call them...haha...the feeling is so great! cos i feel so free like a bird! don care abt the ppl ard me....haha...woah...SHIOK! I'M LOVING IT! haha...first time which i actually enjoy so much of shopping alone...haha...i feel so Tai-Tai today cos all i do i slack, spent time wandering around and spend $$$....happen to come across this interesting and fun shop...MakeWithLove at PS Level 3....shopped inside very long cos trying to get some inspirations from there...haha...SECRET! BU NENG SUO DE MIMI!!! hehe...

ok e'tin seems so interesting to me today...haha..maybe there's some wire up in my head got connected wrongly...but tt's good cos at least i'm HAPPY! i'm feeling GAY! LOL...lalala....hahahaha...i'm so happy that i'm happy! ..... =D

7pm, met Sandy to ArtFriend, PastaMania dinner, joined her grp of JSXP friends...funny jokes and scenes at arcade...y ppl so enjoy gg arcade? LOH PI WEN thanks huh for your recommendation...but i enjoy SINGLEHOOD...and luckily Sandy is still the choice!!! LMAO!!!!!! met Cindy after her work and i bye to them...travel home...Cindy's tempting me to go MOS this saturday! shld i? shld i not?

SINYEE u very BUSY leh!!!

Oh today i did a good deed, i gave my seats to an old lady on the bus...lol...cos i usually don't and don't have tt courage....haha...smthg is reallly weird abt me not only today but for the past few days!

Yesterday::::

cos cos...i feel like there's smthg bothering me but i didnt know what is it...i just feel insecured and having the feeling that smthg is gonna take place...but i don't know what's tt...feeling kind of lost, donno what am i searching for..even if i knew what i need and wants, there's no pull force affecting me to encourage me...hmmm....this shld be due to my lack of determination...haha..

i know i'll get emo if i'm gg to let my mind anyhow 'fly'....so i cannot think anything but my mind is too free that i've to find things to think! ...... k contradicting and confusing...all the above symptons must be cause by being too bored from being too freee!

i control, contain, prevent cos i don wanna get emo or be sad...simply, i just wants to be happy.... ((=

but nth for me to be happy leh...mind body all wrong...wires all entangled...LOL...what exactly is botherin me huh? i know smthg is hiding somewhere in the head or heart trying to tell me smthg... dots i know...k conclusion, i'm really not the kind of Nua-At-Home person!

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