Tai Tai for a day...

Morning: Tanjong Pagar Interview

dragged myself up as early as 7.15am..bath and off to Novena to get my application form frm SPY cos she help me print...thanks ar! then rush to TanjongPagar....i've good sense of direction...haha...interviewed..tho i'm not tt keen....i didnt recieve their call...haha...cos my hp low batt for the whole afternoon...had Subway breakfast...Nice nice...travelled to CentralMall cos i wanted to go TheLegend at FortCanning for Guest Service Assistant walk in interview...still early so i slacked at Starbucks and played with my uncle's PSP for almost 2hrs...he lends to me cos his kid got to focus for exam..hehe...drank JavaChip and regretted cos too sweet...

Afternoon: TheLegend at FortCanning

near to time, i walked n figure my way to FortCanning and climbed the hill and steps under that big sun, passing those foreign workers with no other humans ard me....oh my...so dangerous...i majiam like pri sch kids or tourist having heritage trail...look at trees, insects etc...sweat of course! luckily i didnt wear heels...all thks to sandy for telling me to drop at ClarkQuay....shld have drop at PS and walk there...nearer and safer..haha...aiya k la i know u hao xin la...

reached, found out it's for permanent and no other offers for temporary position...left...well...ha...

while walking to the main road, tears almost come out cos upset...tho i'm prepared and have alr predicted that the offer shldn't be for temporary...and it's my carelessness that i didnt call before i came....but i didnt know why i just so stubborn n persistent and came all the way to walk in and try still with the hope yet knowing it'll be a sad outcome...silly huh...stupid right....before the tears can come out, i thgt it'll be damn real silly n stupid to cry over this matter...sooooo i hold on and swallow back all my tears....haha...i donno why i feel upset tho knowing all these....and i myself have alr predicted and prepare...while finding my way there, both my heart n mind constantly telling me it wun be a temporary job....but donno where this 'thingy' come from just tell me to go try n see and my leg just continue to walk n walk to the destination...hais...

THANKS SPY!!!

sms-ed SPY abt all this...and felt regreted...lol...cos it's so pai seh...hee...k i know ..... anyhow take a bus n see where it brings me to...dropped at Wheellock...went Borders, walked to Taka Kinokuniya...took a book and started reading...haha...surprisingly i read for 1-2hrs! LOL...it's amazing can! lol...the book is reallly too interesting for me...it lightens my mood...i smiled and laughed to myself while reading it...LOL...hahahaha...cos i totally agree to most of its content and i see myself in what the author describe...HAHA...so i bought the book and another jap book (which i've longed for)...reading tt interesting book and purchasing it...spending $60 really brightens my day! yup both books total up to that amount! ..... LOL...all females are the same! haha...i actually spent such huge amt on BOOKS! lol...(=

after that, i shopped ard Taka, Heeren and walked all the way to PS alone....with no hp, nobody able to reach me and only i could call them...haha...the feeling is so great! cos i feel so free like a bird! don care abt the ppl ard me....haha...woah...SHIOK! I'M LOVING IT! haha...first time which i actually enjoy so much of shopping alone...haha...i feel so Tai-Tai today cos all i do i slack, spent time wandering around and spend $$$....happen to come across this interesting and fun shop...MakeWithLove at PS Level 3....shopped inside very long cos trying to get some inspirations from there...haha...SECRET! BU NENG SUO DE MIMI!!! hehe...

ok e'tin seems so interesting to me today...haha..maybe there's some wire up in my head got connected wrongly...but tt's good cos at least i'm HAPPY! i'm feeling GAY! LOL...lalala....hahahaha...i'm so happy that i'm happy! ..... =D

7pm, met Sandy to ArtFriend, PastaMania dinner, joined her grp of JSXP friends...funny jokes and scenes at arcade...y ppl so enjoy gg arcade? LOH PI WEN thanks huh for your recommendation...but i enjoy SINGLEHOOD...and luckily Sandy is still the choice!!! LMAO!!!!!! met Cindy after her work and i bye to them...travel home...Cindy's tempting me to go MOS this saturday! shld i? shld i not?

SINYEE u very BUSY leh!!!

Oh today i did a good deed, i gave my seats to an old lady on the bus...lol...cos i usually don't and don't have tt courage....haha...smthg is reallly weird abt me not only today but for the past few days!

Yesterday::::

cos cos...i feel like there's smthg bothering me but i didnt know what is it...i just feel insecured and having the feeling that smthg is gonna take place...but i don't know what's tt...feeling kind of lost, donno what am i searching for..even if i knew what i need and wants, there's no pull force affecting me to encourage me...hmmm....this shld be due to my lack of determination...haha..

i know i'll get emo if i'm gg to let my mind anyhow 'fly'....so i cannot think anything but my mind is too free that i've to find things to think! ...... k contradicting and confusing...all the above symptons must be cause by being too bored from being too freee!

i control, contain, prevent cos i don wanna get emo or be sad...simply, i just wants to be happy.... ((=

but nth for me to be happy leh...mind body all wrong...wires all entangled...LOL...what exactly is botherin me huh? i know smthg is hiding somewhere in the head or heart trying to tell me smthg... dots i know...k conclusion, i'm really not the kind of Nua-At-Home person!

**Better Single Than Sorry by JenSchefft...

**Yakuza by ShokoTendo....

Stranger chatted with me for 2hrs!

Early mrgn, travelled to GentingLane by train then by bus125 then all the way with my bus11....i walked the whole industrial area, asking around, asked numerous security guard and finally i get to that ulu building....and that agent gave me the building's OLD name la! .... i walked past that building numerous time and i didnt know that actually was the building that i've been looking for.....

ok interviewed and answer will be known to me after lunch time....actually i don intend to accept this job if there is any other offers, better accessible convenient transport which i can get in the later day...and weird enough, none called! even they called, the interview is like not today....and i got that VERY STRONG feeling and that this ulu company will recruit me! and my feeling is true la! they called and i've got to go all the way back (cos i'm stuck at ToaPayohLibrary reading HerWorld) to tampines to meet the agent and sign contract blah blah...

BUT...HENG...another agent called and i went down for another interview at tanjong pagar....the pay is better and easier to find! company also more known! lol..so i cancel the meeting with the previous agent...he got that want to shout but cannot shout yet have to be polite reply...LOL...but i'm really pai seh abt the pung sei la...haha....

oh anyway, i'm spending like i've a rich parents, never ending bank account, i've got bird nest or gold mountain etc....cos i bought HerWorld magazine at $6 (which is purely just for me to pass time where library has plenty), had a $7 lunch (unnecessary), bought sourjellybeans (which is NOT AT ALL sour and it's $8!), gummy bear ($2-cos it reminds me of childhood), $6 dinner, $10 ezlink top-up....see...spent alot of unnecessary money.....and i've not got any of my pay!

today is really weird...i've this customer who chatted with me abt her problems for 2hrs!! but she did bought smthg from me la....anw i also have got nth to do...so i listen and chatted with her for that 2hrs.....of course i did look out for passing customers....i didnt know how true her words are....but i just believe as it does no harm to me anyway...lol...by the way she's also CANCER la! EMO horoscope! she's suffering from depression? lol...i'm not sure...but she does still contain alot of positive right thinking! haha...so shldn't be depression...she's somehow like me direct, indecisive and alot thinkings are similar....GUYS~ HAHA....ok anyway she help me pass time la.....great person...

while on the way home, donno what makes me suspect if she's really someone that just came to chat with me and vanish later...or she doesn't exist at all? or she's one of felicia's friend? LOL....i thgt i was dreaming leh....maybe cos i couldn't believe there is actually existence of such kind of ppl who can chatted with a stranger for 2hrs....unbelieveable....cos i've not met anyone like her....cos i cant chat with someone for so long and moreover it's about her xin shi.....it's xin shi that we are chatting about leh...cos i didnt share with her mine....i don even do that with my close friends so not even her...haha..

met up with felicia after work at tmart and update abit and i reached home 11.45..before 12midnight..hais...when will that stop?!

Free me!! LOL

Yesterday afternoon, met up with Jieyi together with Felicia...went bugis to buy Felicia's watch and they both accmpanied me to RafflesPlace for an interview...and so conincidentally, singapore is so small that i met km, hw and joel there too....DOTS....i think alot of companies urgently need admin staff and i'm in luck of job opportunities...because i've recieved at least 5 calls from different agent since mrgn....they got me job but it requires me to start work next mon but i can't! urgh!!

i rejected the sentosa job and tt person was like quite unhappy as i didnt inform them earlier that i'm not gg for the interview anymore....but i also don have their contact so also can't inform....feel so bad but i've to do this..lol..cos if not i'm unable to go for the raffles place one....

oh ya...i've decided to quit that sales job and go for an admin.....cos work more days and thus more $$$...haha...the boss is really great to let me quit by end of feb but needed my help on the 24,25march...which i didnt know if i can make it...hais....hope a good pay job will come looking for me and allows me to start work on march!!! *PRAY*

anw ytd's gathering is for both Jieyi and Me (two libra) to 'attack' the cancer....cos she kana suan the whole day!! we 2 really enjoy it...LOL...over the dinner, we are like discussing abt our recent weird nightmares..haha..hope e'tin will be fine...it's just a dream! haha...ppl be careful, felicia actually do have lots of friends ard her, you all just didnt notice only! if she's mumbering to herself, don interrupt her conversations with her friends!! WAHAHAHAHA....Don worry my friend is perfectly fine in terms of physical, emotions and psychologically!!! all joking only la...her reaction for tt whole day was really funny, i just couldn't stop laughing over it....

oh my...i've got no programmes and have got nothing to do today!!! how how how...today is the only day of the week i'm at home la and i couldn't take it! .... on purpose, i still leave this day off from any programme so i can stay at home, proving to mum that i can don always run around outside and have dinner with family...and who knows...my mother got programmes, sister work, dad must be working la....left only me and bro, in addition i've got to settle both of our dinner! i've alr eate maggie for my lunch which is the last last last preferred choice in my mind la...i wun want another maggie meal for my dinner! arrrrgh!!!

I really not suitable to be stuck at home!!! My legs need to be free!!! LOL.. :S