ISO again!!! arrgghhh!

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!! #%%&%#@!

feeling very pek chek and frustrated now!!! all cos of tt stupid ISO project again...having negative thinking about my own group member which is very not good....i really donno what exactly we need to do in the project! and what kind of facilitator are we having? when we needed their help and went to school hoping to find them for help...they aren't around any of the days! wth! see what are they for? we're really helpless...is that what problem base learning is all about?

i thgt i'm finally getting to somewhr and is v happy that i'm doing smthg...den in the end, it turns out all useless...and the direction got blur again for me...i cant see any direction rite now again...this is really irritating and shitty...the teachers are like they had thrown us into a very deep well and without providing us any equipment or whatsoever for us to get ourselves out of the well...we can only survive in the well by continous rotating in the well and think of ways to get out of the well by trying all means....worst is we had a time limit to do that, if not we'll die in the well!!! ok i donno if anybody unstd wat i'm talking about...it's alrite cos i only wan to say wat i wan out...

apology to felicia if i had tt negative attitude towards everything regarding about this project..but thanks for helping me to take note of the projects' updates when i'm not ard for the meetings...=

4D/3N i-guides camp

y0 back from I-guides camp! i've to say the programmes sux cos it's too dry as in boring and also cos there's no water games at all!!! arrrgghhh...donno which idiot came up with the idea of monster n fighters de...so computer games la! wth...only ppl who loves playing computer games will know what they're doing and they'll enjoy the game...but as for most of us, the gals are having alot of ???? over our head....just follow blindly what the others do...and alone this game, it spent the whole first day of the camp! can u imagine? one whole day we only played tt stupid nonsense childish(which i thgt it is) game! i heard it's the combination of the maple story and dota...dots rite! like playing gameboy pokemon like that..still have to kill monster to earn money(which it's known as gold coin in computer games) den go shop buy weapons and all...dots dots dots lor! boring!

luckily we sub coms are aware of the situation and know what had happen and we did stay united at least! wahaha..thinking of that is like...wow...is always cannonz the one who can make everyone tt united...he just have tt ability...didnt know how he did that...

2nd day, sandy and i were not ard...but heard from the others that sub com are quite high and got more united with cannonz's lead...so i guess it shld be not bad..but again the programmes..haha..k i don wanna comment on it anymore...haha..

last day which is today la...sandy and i went back to camp...joined the others played this concentration game...haha...which everyone has the chane to scold others stupid!!! hahaha...it was fun! i learnt another new game!!! hehe...and yup yisheng and cannonz taught me another new game on the first day..haha...so fun, learn so many new games! hehe...if got chance i'm gonna to teach the others this game...hahaha...after this game, the real programme starts...dts again...played only one game the whole afternoon...this is worst than a wild goose chase and any amazing race...i didnt know what's the whole idea is about? i mean what's the objective of this game? just to tired everyone out mentally and physically? donno what's the inventor's mind is thinking when he/she decided to intro this game...can u imagine? without any clues or hint or whatsoever...we had to walk around the whole TP using our own sense of direction to look for hidden qusetion paper and ans them?

everyone is so tired lor...in addition, wa my group...with those ka kiang, zi yi wei shi de sub com...trying to lead the group...but none of the members of the group are willing to listen to them! cos they all know he's doing useless and making more trouble for the group! so angry! we dont care and everyone just show him attitude! when he asked for group to cheer..nobody replied him! wahaha...den he go saying what u guys cant be like that...we must be high abit...dots...den ltr sandy n i were zhi high-ing, singing and having fun...then this irritating idiot came asking why today we're so high..dots...what do u want...not high u say not high...ltr we ownself high u also want to ask so much!!! by e way there's two guy where i'm talking about now...bth! 1 is enough, worst we got 2! haiz too bad...there's always this kind of ppl in any camp...tt's bad...i love shiva(my group) though not everyone is high...but they can be the best group if we're able to bring their enthusiaism up...we ended with our cheer whr everyone put their hands in the middle and shouted SHIIIIIIIIIIVAVA!!! hahaha...tt's fun! and of course we bother the camera man...hehe...took a group photo! haha..

though the camp isn't that fun and enjoyable...i quite enjoy the accompany of the fellow sub coms...though i don like every of the sub com...but....haha..forget it...just heck care those that irritates urself, mix ard and enjoy the accompany of the others!!! haha...being neutral to all is the best la hor? hahaha...(=

cindy's weird german friend

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!! HOHOHO...

haha..k i thgt today will be a boring day..but it turns out alrite...at first i thgt of staying at hm wif family members thinking my siblings don have any programmes..so we might have an family day! but who knows, wen i woke up at ard 12++..i saw my sister bath n getting change (cos if she's not gg out, she wun be bathing tt early..) and i got to know tt she's gg movie wif her fren...k dots..nvm i thgt still got my bro mummy n dad...den ltr i was watching tv in the living room, my mum told me my bro is gg out too! den i'm like...HUH! the both of them are gg out ar? cos usually i'm e one who's always running outside...but today both of them is gg to run outside! haha...so now left with my pa n mummy...my mummy thgt of gg out wif my pa...so i asked where's my ah pa (who is already dressed up, prepared to go out) gg...he's gg to temple to pray and then to his friend's shop...den i'm like huh u gg bedok(his friend's shop) again! cos he always hang ard there like as if he's one of the shareholder of tt shop which in actual fact, he doesn't have any share of tt shop! haha..

so i intend to stay at hm n tell my mummy to follow ah pa out...but i didnt..haha..so in the end i'm left at hm with my mummy...i thgt i could accompany her at home...but...haha...cindy asked me out! haha...so i went out to slack with cindy..den felt so guilty of leaving her alone at hm...but i did tell her to go find ah pa...so i'm not sure if she did...

i met cindy and she started nagging and complaining about her german net friend's weird attitude towards her...so my ear is there la of course...so the whole trip she's nagging and the topic keep gg round tt german weird friend! we went to city hall's TCC to slack...she's still at her german friend...DOTS! haha...but i'm not complaining tt she keep repeating la...cos i'm also thinking about my own things and just let her nag...her words just go into my left ear and goes out from my rigth ear! hahaha...tt's bad...but she just needed someone to listen to her nag and fa xie...so it doesn't matter if i took her word into mind anot...haha...rite cindy? hehe..i had mocha villa while she had ultimate hazelnut frappe...we had ice water too..and tt lady there keeps re-filling out ice water when the water haven even reach half the cup! haha..den got once our ice water is really finishing...and she didnt come to re-fill out cups..haha..den we were like..eh how come huh? haha...so we look ard trying to call someone else to re-fill the cup..haha...den i saw tt lady walking towards the jug of ice-water..haha..den here she comes without us calling her! haha..g00d service! hehe..

next we went orchard wisma to meet christopher n ah mos(amos) haha..den we didnt they wanted to go drink at some place...so since we are already there, so we went INDOCHINE with them...so i had appletini, cindy had magarita lime, amos had chocolate martini and chris had wat kuala milkshake..haha..i like my drink best! the more i drink, the more i like the taste...hehe...so we chatted and look at those people squeezing their way thrg the crowd....haha..

cindy n i left at ard 9.15 cos she already date chunwai n daniel they all at tmart...so we went off first...my face was damn red n hot...but i'm not drunk...donno wat happen...haha...reached tmart at ard 10.30...late by 1hr! chunwai so fierce la wen i called him in TM's toilet...)= scary lor! but he's not angry...-.-" so there goes cindy repeating her whole story abt this german friend of hers to chunwai carmen n daniel...the more she says, the more i don feel good about this german guy...cos he's just 16 and i think he's way too childish for me...lol..carmen and cindy can see i'm quite against him...den we make alot of joke about him using those stick de wallet...wahaha..cos when those stick kind of wallet are in the trend, kids usually had those metal chain attach to their wallet and connect it to their pants..haha...and keys are also attached to it! wahaha...so when u open the wallet, it'll have tt sticky sound and the keys will cling klang cling klang....wahaha...lol..

but of course his wallet is not attach to so many things...lol..haha...we're imagining cos his sticky wallet really shows tt he's still a xiao didi....hahaha...den we added more...asking cindy if he wore those power ranger watch! hahaha...those kind like when u pressed the side button and the cover will open and then u can looked at the time...wahaha...tt stupid chunwai den go talking to his watch, roger roger...WAHAHA...LOL...we're all laughing like hell! ahahaha...i teased cindy by asking her to pei he her german friend if he suddenly roger to his watch...LOL...hahahaha....

Christmas Eve

hmm...nth to blog about..today is christmas eve..i suppose many people are having their own programmes...i had a family gathering at my san yi's hse...den now at hm..trying to continue my project but i'm stuck...didnt go anywhr for countdown! haha..maybe new year eve? haha..not sure also..see if there's any programme or got people yue anot ba? haha..but i've to work on tt day! )=

tml i'm gg to stay at hm n pack my bag for the I-guides camp...it's a 4d/3n camp! haha...gg to last from 26-29...so i'm unable to attend Bizen's post christmas celebration..haha...winna will also be joining me..haha..cos she's also in the I-guides camp...hmm..donno how will the camp be...should be quite fun ba cos got so many friends in it also...

on the 30th and 31st after coming back from camp, i've to work..sian...tiring..

*/MERRY CHRISTMAS to ALL!!!*\

MOS photos

Cindy's birthday at MOS (wednesday nite)

before gg to MOS, CS's toilet...i don like nice in this pic )= haha..anyway all e pics are taken using our wonderful handphones! hehe..

where's me? behind cindy! haha..

after edittingbefore editting (=


group pic!



chunwai and me stupid face of his!





sec sch besties! (from the left: cindy,me,sinyee!)

today isnt the day for me!

today isn't the day for me! early mrgn went to school for ISO project...wa i really think that i'm wasting my time there! cos i didnt know how to do my part and nobody does know how to do their own part too! den i'm at there in the library surfing the net, chatting wif on msn, staring at the microsoft words (trying to think what can i type into e page!), listening to music, go see what the other members are doing and looking at ramli's computer (cos he's viewing ppl's profile in friendster, laughing and making fun of their pictures wif clement!!!) wahaha..bad rite..lol...

i'm quite angry n frustrated that how come i'm not doing or contributing any to the project! but is not i dont want to, is i donno how can i contribute to it wen none of us don even know how we can continue with the project!!! in addition, we had to complete n hand in the project in 2 weeks after school reopens!!!! arrrggghhhh...my grp is meeting tml again! i'm not gg lor! waste my time there! cos i know if i go there, i'll be wasting my time again! i don feel any sense of accomplishment or satisfaction after every ISO meeting so far! this isn't e way i shld feel after any project meeting rite? even there's some homework for me to do at hm, i didnt do anything cos i really donno what to do! seriously i'm very lost in this project! damn angry wif that idiot ah guan! keep saying this is a problem base learning and she's only our facilitator...so she cant help us much and we had to figure out the problem and solution ourselves! arrrrggghhhh...so pek chek! so wen we're leaving library to bedok for lunch...i kept quiet almost thrgout the whole journey...i'm not angry at anybody but trying to think why am i in this @#%$ situation! arrgghh...haiz!

after lunch, i went to work...found out today i don have to work..-.-" thgt of leaving but susan called me to wait but she's busy serving customer...while waiting, i serve one customer...and i happen to have to call boss to ask smthg....so i took e chance to ask him abt whether to leave or to stay for work....and jean told me to stay...so i stayed )= still thgt i can join felicia, angel and jordan at bugis...

though husk was having extremely good biz...my sales aren't that good...no customer for me..)= even i had any sales, the amount was little minor wan...)= finally time to close shop...so while i'm busy packing, passerby walking pass the stall...i didnt know if they're on purpose to ka jiao me or wat...they stopped and ask me qn abt this n that...don't they've eyes to see that i'm already packing the stuffs and it's time for me to go hm and rest! so after entertaining them, i continue packing...while trying to put this tray of amber(jurassic park those plant sap thingy) into the cupboard...i didnt know i knock onto wat shit...and the whole tray of amber DROP to the floor! the arrangment of the ambers are all mess up! and i don rmb the arrangement! @#$%...i almost died of heart attack when i dropped the tray...cos so scary leh...the things are all so precious and expensive! luckily nth broken but i broken a bangle's 'string'...)'= so i quickly any or how agar agar arrange first den let wenqi they all tml working de arrange...wa lao...so pai seh...i needed some zhen thing qi to calm myself down lor! aiyo....so angry with myself...so clumsy! @#$%&^

Thursday
my bro and i treated my cousin and my sister to airport's sakae tea buffet...we ate alot and it's delicious! wahaha...e strawberry mochi ice cream is....wow! haha...stomach all v big lor..haha..after that we all travel to tiong baruh together for some kind of annual dinner...

first clubbing experience @ MOS

Wednesday
it's cindy's 18th birthday celebration! meet cindy at ard 6 n i accompanied her to have our hair washed n blow...e hair stylist helped me to style my hair a little cos she thgt flat flat not nice...not bad...only cost $16...after this we meet sinyee and went cindy's hse to make up...

i finish my make up the fastest! haha...cos i don really know how to make up n stuff...so simpl simple don look ugly can le lor...so e rest of the time i become their assistant...ltr be manicurist (help cindy to put her fake nails on), ltr be make up assistant for sinyee (help her to take this n take, put this put that), next be telephone operator (helped them to call sinyee's bf and christopher) and last job is i helped them to pack their bag! dots rite..haha...so proud i finished my make up the fastest...cos if not i'll be like them so kan chiong...cos we're late meeting christopher!!! hahaha...

we rushed down to interchange in cab to meet christopher den to mondo to have sinyee's shoe enlarged....she's v ma fan la! haha...complain this n that....she's not comfortable wearing her new heels yet she still wear it....luckily christopher is not petty...cos if he was to be angry, we wun dare to request to say go mondo hae sinyee's shoe enlarger le! haha...his temper was good tt nite..haha...wa lao looked so weird la...cos we dressed till so nice go century square, walk here n there...den so many ppl use tt where are these gals gg tt kind of look n see us la! so pai seh!

den after making sy's shoes, now is wait for desmond...dots dots dots....wait again...actual meeting time is 7pm...haha...in the end, we only left tampines at 8.30pm! hahaha...so we took the train to city hall to meet chun wai n daniel..had burger king cos sinyee keep complaining that she's hungry n need a bite! after eating, meet ron fabian n wu hao in the station...ya how come i'm still at meeting ppl part...haha...ya the whole nite from 7pm-10pm, we're busy meeting ppl!

we went clark quey, MOS...first time clubbing! wahaha...so excited! fortunately e queue wasn't v long...so wen tin...took ard 15mins walking ard before we finally get a place to settle down...i had sunrise takila(also donno izzit spelles like this) haha...i tried chun wai's rainbow...it's v nice! haha..i like it...sinyee's lycee smthg and desmond's lime vodka! all v nice! except cindy's wat coke wan...eerrrwww so bitter n weird taste...so we listened to music n tried to dance wif it? haha...k our 'wu shen' (dancing king), chun wai, he claim to be la..haha..he shakes n dances wif the music la...haha...i enjoy the drinking more to music! wahaha...after drinking, we went to 2nd level...wa den got this grp of ppl sitting behind me, smokes! omg i almost had asthma attack n suffocate to death lor! damn smelly! the smell is too strong tt i cant take it...so i changed sitting place..haha..

k i needa drink den can get abit high, if not i'll be damn bored and will yawn! haha..so cindy shakes v well! sexy man! hahaha...cindy chris n i went to order another drink...christopher's was nice! smthg like milk....hahaha..see i prefer drinking than to dancing! haha..we leave at ard 3am...walked a short distance to take cab...n i reached hm at ard 4? so scare mummy scold...so i did everything as quiet n secretly as i could! haha..wa i had a mass wash up lor! haha..wat mass wash up? i also donno...i mean i make sure i wash myself really really clean whr all e cigarrattes smell is gone!

pictures will be uploaded soon! (=

k505-2nd bonding session

Tuesday
stupid rain! tee kong didnt pou pee us lor! rain rain rain...arrrggghhh!!! haha..it caused my class bq at east coast to be cancelled!!! wasted our money!!! so in end k505 dine at marina square pizza hut...enjoyed e whole dinner...chatted n laughed alot! lol...i've been laughing non-stop after meeting mindy felicia pei zhen n angel! hahaha...laugh till my head spins lor! have headache! after eating we stroll to esplanade for gift exchange!!! wahaha...along e way, we gals self-entertained ourselves and make alot of joke! haha...

so after so many weeks of suspension of who got our own name....clement got my name! wahaha..i'm quite surprise cos i didnt expect is him...haha..he got me a cup from hallmark...he had it wrapped up nicely! i'll upload e pic! i like it alot cos of the nice wrapping! haha...i tink i need to drink more water...cos i've been recieving alot of cups as present! hahaha..but still, clement thanks for e nicely-wrapped gift!!! i like it! and finally i can reveal who i got..had such fun keeping it from mindy tt i got her as my secret friend! hahaha...thinking of her reaction makes me wanna laugh! haha...she's v shocked wen i pass her e present...she still even look ard n see who pass me her present n call me to pass it to her...haha...she didnt know it's from me! wahaha...i tink it's normal la...cos i've been acting wif her e pass few weeks, worrying our name is being left out n all....haha...so i tink she didnt expect is me! hahaha...so fun!

and yeah of course we took alot of photos...wif digital camera? iie(no) we took it wif our camera handphone! hahaha...n yeah nurul came last min just in time to take class photo!!! haha..so happy she's here...and she bought a wonderful present that really suits clement tan chin yan! wahaha...she bought e sesame street's bert! hahaha..cos the hair looks like clement's new hair cut! hahahaha...had so much laughing as soon as we saw is present....

before meeting my class...i meet cindy to shop for my clothing for tml's event! haha...so in e end i bought a spag dress...total spend today is over $100!!! alot sia....scary...went marina square den to bugis den back to marina to meet k505...hehe..walk till my leg wanna break liao...first time, i'm saying my leg need a break after shopping...maybe cos of e shoe i'm wearing ba...cos it's flat...so maybe walk long already will tired....my mum says wearing abit of heels is good for e leg!
so excited abt tml's event! hehe..hope it'll be fun? haha..yi lu shun feng to zhi heng! he's gg australia tml i think...den he never forget to mention joakim n tt wat gao you to me even in msn wen i ask him for today's photos!!! @#$% (photos will be uploaded asap as i get photos from jordan!)

moody

y is the top of my new skin so empty? i also donno y...smthg wrong wif e code i tink...and i don intend to figure it out...just leave it..haha..

cant get to sleep!!! feel moody n getting emo...feel like calling someone to talk to..but cant find any...so in e end i fan cindy on msn! haha...den chatted wif mindy awhile den wif qiudan a long while! haha...now she's gg to bed...and cindy is gg to bed too...so i guess i've to go to bed also le...haha..so bored la!

new skin! rainbow! haha...so nice n colourful...k b0 lia0...tml..opps is ltr mrgn...gg sch for procoi project at 10am...meeting cindy at 2pm to shop for my top den evening maybe gg to visit peiling den to class bbq...

thks qiu dan..after chatting wif u, my mood got better! hahaha...(=

*h0pe tml don rain!!! tee kong po pee!!! hahaha..

a bullentine i found in friendster which i always thgt this is just a fairy tale...did this kind of things really happen in life? hahaha...in my dreams n tv! haha..t00 bored la...

"Daniel: I guess we are the left overs in this world.
Jasmine: I think so.. All of my friends have boyfriends & we are the only 2 persons left in this world without any special someone in our lives.
Daniel: Yup! I don't know what to do.
Jasmine: I know! We'll play a game.
Daniel: What game?
Jasmine: I'll be your girlfriend for30 days & you will be my boyfriend.
Daniel: That's a great plan in fact, Idon't have anything to do for thefollowing weeks..

DAY 1:They watched their first movietogether & were both touched in theromantic film.

DAY 4:They went to the beach & had apicnic... Daniel & Jasmine had theirquality time together.

DAY 12:Daniel invited Jasmine to a circus andthey went to a Horror House.. Jasminewas scaredand she tried to touch Daniel's handbut by accident she touched someoneelse's and they both laughed..

DAY 14:They saw a fortune teller down theroad and asked for their future. Thefortune teller said: "My darlings,please don't waste the time of yourlives... spend your time togetherhappily." Then tears flow from theteller's eyes.

DAY 20:Jasmine invited Daniel to go to thehill and they saw a meteor... Jasminemumbled something.

DAY 28:They rode on a bus and because of thebumpy road, Jasmine gave her firstkiss to Daniel by accident.

DAY 29:11:37 pmDaniel & Jasmine were sitting in thepark where they first decided to playthis game...

Daniel: I'm tired
Jasmine... do you want any drinks? I'll buy you one..I'll just go down the road..
Jasmine: Apple juice would be fine,thanks.
Daniel: Wait for me...20 minutes later... a stranger approached Jasmine.
Stranger: Are you a friend of Daniel?
Jasmine: Yes, why? What happened?
Stranger: A reckless drunken driverran over Daniel & he is critical inthe hospital.

11:57pmThe doctor came out from the emergencyroom & handed out an apple juice & aletter to Jasmine.

Doctor: We found this in Daniel's pocket.

Jasmine read the letter which says:
Jasmine, this past few days, Irealized you are really a cute girl &I am falling for you.. your cherishedsmile, your everything when we playedthis game.. & before this game ends, Iwould like you to be my girlfriend forthe rest of my life. I love you,Jasmine...

Jasmine crumples the paper & shouted.."Daniel! I don't want you to die...Ilove you... Remember that night we sawa meteor? I mumbled something.. Iwished that we would be togetherforever & never end this game. Pleasedon't leave me, Daniel... I love you,you cannot do this to me.

Then the clock strikes 12Daniel's heart stop pumping...

THEN IT WAS THE 30th DAY...******************************************
******************************************Always love your loved ones & showthem how you feel before it's toolate.. You will never know when theywill be gone from your embrace.. Ifyou were given a time to bestow petalsof everlasting compassion & love toyour love ones, today is the day. Love them while they are still here..."

3 days updates

saturday
sentosa wif sandy yj lex alvin n e other TPians who are involved in the TP rawks....e sun was big but atmosphere wasn't rite for sun tanning n doing alot of other things! so it wasn't tt enjoyable...haha...but photos are still taken! go to sandy's blog for pictures! i went to meet sinya after that and had dinner wif her n des...afterall, des might not be as bad as i always thgt how he had been treating my dear fren, sin yee...and i had finally know y sinyee didnt leave him and wat her speechless ans is whenever we ask her, 'wat u like abt him?' and 'y u don break up wif him when he always so possesive?' one dinner wif them ans these qn....des was caring to her la...he v teng her...it's e action tt u've to see lor...or maybe is cos i've been to gek gao how des treat sinyee ba...sinyee is really happy when wif des...can see her happiness la...lol..

sunday
family day...went singapore discovery centre wif my cousin, aunties n uncles...watched tt 2D documentary...wa it's damn boring and falling asleep! everyone thgt it's showing charlotte's web! wahaha...kana cheated...TSK! it's raining cats n dogs....real cats n dogs la! (i mean v heavily, big rain) haha..so we decided to go buy food n had steamboat at grandma's hse...hehe...such a cold day, but a warm dinner! haha...eat alot...and kept caught by my uncle i'm eating! haha...cos good mood ma so i just ate non-stop..ya bad habit...not in good mood also will eat alot...hahaha...

today
went to sch for ISO project...ta pao KFC back hm to eat while watch tokyo drift (borrowed e CD from my cousin)....went to sleep after watching..hehe...woke up by sandy's news of saying peiling's hospitalise! so might be visiting her tml before gg to class bbq! hehe...

felicia today i'm not in any bad mood k! i'm perfectly feeling wonderful untill u keep insisting tt i'm on a bad mood...she claim every sentence i said carries hidden meaning...and i couldn't think when did i carry needles to pock at anybody during the project discussion...but she said i did...so i'm too lazy to argue wif her and i just admit in a irritated and quite harsh de tone tt yaya today i'm in a bad mood k....if u said i had needles pocking at anyone while i'm talking..den y cant u name out any examples whr i pock at ppl? k i just wanna fa xie..if u're not happy n want to clear anything...just say...even if i will be angry, i'll still want to hear wat u wan to say...

k smthg more happy n lookin forward to! haha..class bbq tml! exchanging gifts wif e secret friend!!! haha...thinking of my secret friend..haha..lol...i can imagine secret friend's reaction when she know it's me! wahahaha....but who got my name??? still wondering...mindy n i suspect tt our names are being left out in the drawing of lots...lol..haha...so in end there's nobody who got our name n we've got no present! hahaha...lol...thinking if we're gg to stay overnight tml???

how is it like falling in love? (=

"Don't find love, let love find you.That's why it's called falling in love because you don't force yourself to fall. You just fall..."

coup this sentence from jason's blog..haha...how is it like to fall in love??? hahaha..lol...

just now had video conference wif sandy on msn...she had this new thingy for free from her cousin who got it from creative...haha...so she's talking to me using her mic la...den i wanted to reply her back...and i'm like talking to my laptop! lol...cos she wun be able to hear me as i don have a mic...lol...den it's like so idiot n stupid la! haha...so i've to restrain myself from being stupid and try to type faster weneva she ask smthg....and she keeps complaining that i shld type faster whr my hands is gg like already so fast tt it's gg numb n cramp le!!! haha...so angry lor...cos she thgt my hand can go e same frequency as her talking speed! and i suspect e msn speed of sending my typed msg to her is v laggy...cos i've already typed my msg n had enter to send to her le, she still call me to type faster....whr i've already stop typing and waiting for her to reply...dots la...so feel like stretching my hand into the msn chatting window thrg my laptop screen to beat her la! angry lor! haha..

ppl ask u all smthg...there's this pri6 class gathering next thurs at marina south...shld i go? cos it's been a long time since we all meet...got ard 4 5 yrs le leh! den i scare ltr go weird weird...but i've dinner on tt day...but after looking at e list of people who's gg rite...i so feel like gg leh...how? aiyo...hahaha...shit i haven go pack my bag for tml's outing..haha...

aftermath of JSXP

"Some deep work is required to clear out an emotional wound, but your inner diplomat is at war with your inner psychologist. Part of you wants to make nice, but the other part needs to get at the truth."

yeah tt's exactly how i'm feeling recently since before term test starts! trying to find a balance somewhr...but cant find it..haha..

yeah end of term test! and i've bought present for my class advance christmas exchange gift le! we'll be having bbq at east coast park on tuesday....so we had this drawing lots idea of exchanging gift...so each n everyone of us had the secret friend that u had to buy present for...haha...and our cheeky class...did match making for 2 of our classmates! hehe...i think my class is gg to have another new couple coming up after holidays...or maybe even earlier? hahaha...
i'm still having trouble to get a top for wed's outing wif cindy they all....ma fan sia...don feel like gg le...haiz...haha...

went far east, heeren den to bugis...saw szehui n junrong there...den ltr i saw kwang ming AGAIN....keep seeing him whenever i go these few days...but actually it's like twice only? haha...but seeing e same person twice in a week is like too qiao le ba...i mean don say in school la...

i think we (sandy, piwen, felicia, me) haven recover from jap exchange tt thingy...which happens more than 1mth ago? and e event like only last for 4 days? this was wat happen in far east...first i notice this grp of guys who dress exactly like how our jap buddies dress during their few days in sg...cos their jap uniform is like our buddies (those japanese) uniform....and they carried small tote bag like pumbler those kind...haha...so i quickly call felicia (she's looking at some clothing in a shop)...den we both quickly increase our pace (leaving vivi behind) to check it out...lol..haha...we're crazy la...

next we met sandy n piwen there...and we told each other e same thing tt we saw some japanese students!!! hahaha..and we 4 get v excited n happy! haha...we are not hua chi k...we're just huan lian-ing those days wen we're wif our jap buddies...cos weneva u think of them, a smile and lots of funny images will appear in ur mind...haha..so our time in far east, were almost just looking out for the jappies...haha...vivi we are not on purpose to leav u out de ar..is cos we too excited le..haha...

our conclusion: we weren't like tt before we participate in jap exchange de...before, we'll just ignore them n maybe we'll just glance at them only...now, we just go after them la...haha...though they not good looking, we'll just wan to take a look at them...but our buddies are still e best! haha...hehe...(=

term test

mugging n mugging is wat i've been doing since e first day of this week starts! today i don have any paper...so i went to airport T2 mac to do my revision for tml's paper..guess wat...there's alot of ppl there la...as soon as i reachd T2 i saw kwang ming...den wen i reach mac..i saw jie yi..den wen i was abt to sit down, i saw k506 yvonne...haha..den my sis n cousin ask y u got so many friends wan...go until whr also got ppl whom u know! haha..i also want to know y...also donno y got so many ppl come to airport n study...

i tink my tolerance n temper is good today lor...cos there's this grp of ppl sitting at e table behind me...got this guy dressed v hip-hop...huge blouse, baggy baggy pants and wore sunglass(as if mac has sunlight tt will hurt his eyes!) ok maybe the lights at mac was too strong for his eyes..hahaha...so he's hao lian-ing his magic n tricks to his grp of frens there...making alot of noise la! he had interrupted me doing my revision! he doesn't know how to sit properly..keep hitting the seat and i'm kana affected cos i'm sitting rite behind him... @#%^#

so i REN! i bear wif it! i told myself, k it's alrite i bear wif it...this is a public an is not my place...e'one has e right to make noise n do their own things...but he's being inconsiderate by makig so much noise...i believe i'm not e only one who's being disturbed...cos alot of other people is also doing their revision there too! but i did try to concentrate, listen to music..haha..and i did some notes..wat i need now is just some more practices qn...

tml's paper is mls, starts at 3.30pm end at 4.30pm...friday last paper! moi...i hate moi! cos of chpt2! i cant even memorise e contents of it! donno we learn those functions of wateva twisted copper wire for wat! who cares how information is being pass thrg in e wire! as long as i care, the info gets to e intended recipient and it's done! rite? haha..

*g00d luck to all for the term test! (=

term test coming!

i had just finish revising procoi...according to my plan, tml i'm gg to revise it again...haha..let see how much i can revise tml..cos i'm gg to visit my grandma...shld be wif alot of distractions n i'm not gg to pay full attention to revision! haha..

yeah yeah can enjoy my grandma's cooking again..hehe..today's work was not bad...the stall's christmas deco was enhance...and it no longer seems tt lonely...now it's better...looks more warm n welcoming...haha..

yeah on e 16th i'm gg to visit sentosa!!! it's SENTOSA!!! hehe...i get excited over abt it...haha...actually thgt of it...there's really not much thing i can do in sentosa...but i'm still excited n enjoy gg there..haha..on e 20th nite, gg to zouk to celebrate cindy's b'day...i'm wondering wat to wear! jailatt...den cindy still say need make up n all...i don even noe how to la! troublesome! but i'm excited abt gg there...first time...abit sua ar me...haha...so wat shld i wear???

Term Test

• Monday: Orgcom, 9:30-10:30
• Tuesday: Procoi, 15:30-16:30
• Thursday: Mls, 15:30-16:30
• Friday: Moi, 9:30-10:30

g00d luck to everyone for the term test!!! looking forward to e holiday!!! programmes all planned up le! hehe...(=

felicia has no childhood!

this mrgn's org com was fun to work with clement, zhi heng, ramli and felicia..haha...we 'o ya peh ah somn' to see who get to be the chairperson (grp leader)...haha...den felicia got some kuku brain...we all turn a round to see wat each of us show..den till felicia there...hahaha...she gave a odd weird stone shape out...haha...whr stone only appears in jan geng po (jap), tt scissors paper stone game...hahahaha...we all show either e back or e front palm only den she show a stone (a clenched fist)! wahahaha...we all laugh like siao..lol..we're disturbing the other groups who are all having their own grp meeting! lol...hahahaha...

so tt round was not counted, so we had the 2nd round of 'o ya peh ah somn'...guess wat...she show another weird shape! wahaha..now this time round her fist is slightly open..lol...like she's holding a bao! wahaha...funny! haha..she really doesn't have childhood memories! lol..mei tong nian ar u! she don play all these childhood games wen she's young...hahaha...she don do 'o ya peh ah somn' wen she's playing catching...hahahaha...after finally we got e chairperson..they started making fun of ppl's name...zhi heng n ramli come u wif this POEM:

clement lemon,
clement lemon,
clement has no semen!!!

wahahaha...other than tt...of course zhi heng wun miss ME out! -.- he starts his wateva joakim n ga0 y0u thingy again! haiz..*shake head* he n his er xin joakim action!!! eeerrrwwww!

afternoon: went to sandy's lect grp for modsim but i studied mls there...went TM to do my nails..drink free starbucks...haha..back to tp in e evening for OTC briefing...i gt my pants stained! v big patch! den i quickly rushed hm in cab!

k end of entry! (= no lesson tml but i've got to work! )= haha..

felicia has no childhood!

this mrgn's org com was fun to work with clement, zhi heng, ramli and felicia..haha...we 'o ya peh ah somn' to see who get to be the chairperson (grp leader)...haha...den felicia got some kuku brain...we all turn a round to see wat each of us show..den till felicia there...hahaha...she gave a odd weird stone shape out...haha...whr stone only appears in jan geng po (jap), tt scissors paper stone game...hahahaha...we all show either e back or e front palm only den she show a stone (a clenched fist)! wahahaha...we all laugh like siao..lol..we're disturbing the other groups who are all having their own grp meeting! lol...hahahaha...

so tt round was not counted, so we had the 2nd round of 'o ya peh ah somn'...guess wat...she show another weird shape! wahaha..now this time round her fist is slightly open..lol...like she's holding a bao! wahaha...funny! haha..she really doesn't have childhood memories! lol..mei tong nian ar u! she don play all these childhood games wen she's young...hahaha...she don do 'o ya peh ah somn' wen she's playing catching...hahahaha...after finally we got e chairperson..they started making fun of ppl's name...zhi heng n ramli come u wif this POEM:

clement lemon,
clement lemon,
clement has no semen!!!

wahahaha...other than tt...of course zhi heng wun miss ME out! -.- he starts his wateva joakim n ga0 y0u thingy again! haiz..*shake head* he n his er xin joakim action!!! eeerrrwwww!

afternoon: went to sandy's lect grp for modsim but i studied mls there...went TM to do my nails..drink free starbucks...haha..back to tp in e evening for OTC briefing...i gt my pants stained! v big patch! den i quickly rushed hm in cab!

k end of entry! (= no lesson tml but i've got to work! )= haha..

i need motivations!!!

i'm in school library level 3 now...searching the wat legal reqiurements for the iso thingy...and i cant find any useful info...or am i not focus enough to find? lol..haha...i surf the net instead..check mails and did some updates! lol..haha..


Energy
Venus Trine Venus
Dec 3, 2006 to Dec 4, 2006

Getting you motivated won't be easy -- but if you're inspired, you can accomplish an awful lot. Better make it a double latte this morning.

yea..i need motivation!!! whr's my motivation??? k i needa go for lect le...joining e other lect grp for the iso subject! arrrggghhh...ah hoon!!! i hate u! noisy! irritating volume n tone!

standard chartered run!

woke up as early as 1.30am to get ready for he standard chartered run thingy...my parents fetch me there n lobang felicia n sandy also...we reached there just in time...aft some time of waiting we board the bus n off we go...i listen to felicia's updates abt her working experience in ikea with pei zhen n mindy...lol...so funny...and seems like my class gg to recieve another pair of couple! haha..this few weeks is weird wan...so how is it? a pairing up week? a 'time to find bf/gf' week? k yup i'm envy n jealous of them...lol...anyway hope this couple will really get together! i think they'll la with the whole class's unity of helping to match make them together!!! k there ges another pair whr they've companion for this yr's MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!

pi wen how? u found ur date for christmas? lol...rmb e pact...lol...i tink there's really a need to go pai shi xue yi from ppl le la! LOL...wahaha..but seems like u've some progress gg on? lol..haha..heard u went on a date on sat! with____..hahaha..haiz...nvm no date rite...what's ur FRIENDS for?! hahaha..

k back to topic...on e way to padang, we took donno how long...cos tt uncle is lost..i tink cos of so many road blocks...so he brought u to chinatown, raffles place, city hall, bugis and etc....almost the whole central of singapore! pass by alot of pubs and saw plently of ppl vomiting on e street! lol...so feel like gg down e bus n take a walk there...to kpo kpo...v sua! lol...i talk alot on e bus lor..hahaha..no la...just wanna take a walk...cos tt's wat i wanted to do but haven had e chance to...cos of unable to stay out late or unble to ton outside other than chalet stays...i didnt have the chance to do this..lol...we reached padang finally! we were being drop down at esplanade tt bridge there..i'm so excited n sua...sua ku i mean...haha..cos it's e first time i see esplanade w/o lighthings! wahaha...the nite is really wonderful there! haha...

aft collecting e goodies bag( only a box of snacks n a bottle of ice mountain) and adidas shirt...we sat bus to our station at marina south! behind steamboat there..haha...our job is to pour water for the runners...wa when e race start, we were never free! cos te traffic keep on coming non-stop!!! sandy n i see till the eyes go blurr and feel giddy n headache lor! scary la...den e way they take e water..wa...haha...i commented alot...sandy commented this upon seeing the huge no. of runners..she askd, why r they so many bo liao ppl? y so many healthy ppl! hahaha...i replied her saying cos u don have them healthy...haha..wa hand will go nuan lor after continous pouring of ICE MOUNTAIN water! i told sandy i wun be drinking ice mountain again...it makes me wanna vomit by smelling it...v er...haha..she say she wedding don wanna pour the wine liao...i told her to skip tt part n proceed straight to yum seng instead la...lol...wahaha..

it's e first time whr i see sg has no law! cos runners spit as they like, litter as they like, half-naked as they like etc....lol...den got this runner call us to tell e managemet to open e toilet...but tt's not up o u to decide cos we're only waiter to pour water for u guy only leh..he complain till as if we on purpose don wanna let him us e toilet like this! den i replied as he slow jog away...den go tell police lor...police go catch them! hahaha...cos e police at there also nth to do! wahaha...ya la...i crap lot n nasty comments!

ended whole thingy at ard 11? went back to padang to collect allowance of $20..i rushed to raffles city toilet wif sandy..i can say our bladder is damn strong! wahaha...say elf ppl on e way...they hao lian-ed they finish running the run...den i said...eh we help u pour water leh! haha..sandy n i went to heeren n each of us bought a pair of num saddles...sandy la tempt me! wa v ex lo...num can earn a $100 easily by just selling 2 pairs of saddles! dots...haha...we changed to e new saddles immediately aft buying...cos it's warm wearing covered shoes..and my leg stinks...eeeekkkk..haha..went hm aft having pepper lunch....felll asleep on e train..haha..as soon as i reach hm, i washed up asap n go to bed! haha...tt's at 5pm and i woke up at ???? tang da....9pm! wahaha..k i tink i'm gg back to sleep now! hahaha...

wat fireworks?

Love
Mercury Square Venus
Dec 1, 2006 to Dec 3, 2006
If you've been silently angry with a dear one, this would be a fine time to get things out in the open -- as long as you're prepared for fireworks.

tt's my horoscope for the day...how true is it? it's quite true...so wat it mean by tt fireworks? happy ending? as in i'll get things cleared n i wun be bothered by him again?

today did elf in e mrgn..i did v badly...not organised and cant get e attention of the sec sch kids...disappointed in myself...sad!

aft tt went to work...biz wasnt v bad...but my personal sales as bad...so i sat there observing ppl n stone again...so there's two walking model lady...dressed in sexy blue santa clause costume with a green santa clause hat...holding a board with them n parade ard the corridor...advertising standard charter thingy...so she's wearing white high hee boots! she walked till her boots spoil le lor...still walking...one of her heels is like tilted out of the way liao...den the other heel almost broke le...lol...i wonder how much she was paid to do this job! den today wen closing the stall, alot of thing cock up! arrrggghhh...not a good bad for me i guess!

haiz...i'm v disappointed in u! *shake head*