Urges...

Time: 11.50pm, Tuesday Night
Date: 30th October 2007

I was doing CRM peer teaching assignment halfway where by quite a number of urges suddenly came…what kind of urges?

One: Wanted to sms or call sandy so much to see how she’s doing…but did not…because I don’t know how to start and it’s so weird to call her and say ‘Oh I just want to know how you are doing!’ hahaha…I am not the kind of person that will do these kind of things…haha…okay, we both had not really chatted or gossips or whatever since I’m back in Shanghai…right Sandy Tan? Haha...both busy with school work I guess? Or did I not make the effort to contact and find out how is she doing? Or too busy with own personal life le?! Hahaha…but seriously these few days keep thinking how she is…hahaha…Sandy are you doing ok? Anything feel free to contact me! haha…I’m always here for you, Lesbie!!! Wahaha…

Two: Wanted to message everyone to tell them to JIAYOU! Haha..cos I know everyone is stress too about school work, Major Project, personal life like family problem or relationships and so on….haha…but I did not do that because I feel weird doing that and also due to some constraints…haha…got this urge because me, myself is also STRESS! Wahaha..about school work…about major project...about personal problems.. LOL…haha…and I received news from friends who are facing all these stress too in all these different areas…but I’m like unable to be there for everyone…haha…I can only listen or ‘da ting’ from others? Haha…actions to be done by themselves ba? Haha..maybe I can only help cheer them up?!

Felicia you HENG I’m around with you most of the times tho no longer 24 hours la….HAHAHA! So now you know why I did remind you and keep JIAYOU-ing for you?! I reminded you to push and JIAYOU for each other…we both must really Jiayou…WE CAN DO IT….right?! Hee…still not very confident ar…hahaha…(= I think group members are important…they play a part in giving you confident, motivating and encouraging you to finish the project together with the best effort! Haha…if no group member never mind, individual project? It’s ok! FRIENDS will play the part project group partners are doing…haha…anything find FRIENDS…haha…if family helps for you, and then find them! Haha…FRIENDS can encourage, give you confident and motivate you too…haha...tho they might not be able to help you in project…haha..but at least there are someone there for you when you need confident, motivations or encouragement ba?! I believe FRIENDS will never reject rental of their ears for free…haha…I know mine will be there for any of my friends!

Haha…I didn’t know why I’m typing all these….maybe it is on purpose to some individuals…??? LOL…

I do TREASURE and APPRECIATE all the friendships I had now!!! like how much I treasure the kind of wonderful family ties I have had…((=