Fortune telling

Slacking day....met felicia and went back to school to collect the transcript...ya i only collected it today! lol...so i've just posted it today...ha~ got abit don care de attitude huh....we had brunch at mensa....really ate alot cos have to wait for mindy....so we started our conversation....from religion to OSIP....thgt alot of shanghai funny memories....it' was very funnnnny and truly memorable...HAHAHAHA....the time spent in school is so relaxing and i go ard laughing at students for having to study for their papers! hahaha...i know it's bad but i can't help it..=X hahaha...k la...i xing zai le huo la....haha...

mindy came to fetch us and we went to suntec cos i thgt natas fair is held there! ..... mindy got her car scratched...lol...so we just went suntec to buy tape to tape the broken light...LOL...and went to bugis for dessert....EAT again....have been eating for whole afternoon with felicia! the dessert is not bad...at LiangSeah street...i had hot almond+sesame paste while felicia had the cold one and mindy had hot sesame paste...plus carrot cake and cheecheongfan...felicia's treat..also donno for wat reason! lol...and we chatted alot about past live to past to present to future to donno where...haha...fortune telling..to be believe? i'll ban xing ban yi...haha...

she drove us home at ard 5.30 cos the car has got to reach home early...haha...anw i've also promise to have dinner at home...so all guai guai go home early lor...haha...anw friends, i got a job...got to start work tml mrgn! is $7/hr (no $$$ for leave taken) or $1100/mth more worth? with inclusion of CPF for both....

Today is a great meaningful day for the 3 of us! haha...it's more meaningful than rotting at home!! haha...((=

Stranger chatted with me for 2hrs!

Early mrgn, travelled to GentingLane by train then by bus125 then all the way with my bus11....i walked the whole industrial area, asking around, asked numerous security guard and finally i get to that ulu building....and that agent gave me the building's OLD name la! .... i walked past that building numerous time and i didnt know that actually was the building that i've been looking for.....

ok interviewed and answer will be known to me after lunch time....actually i don intend to accept this job if there is any other offers, better accessible convenient transport which i can get in the later day...and weird enough, none called! even they called, the interview is like not today....and i got that VERY STRONG feeling and that this ulu company will recruit me! and my feeling is true la! they called and i've got to go all the way back (cos i'm stuck at ToaPayohLibrary reading HerWorld) to tampines to meet the agent and sign contract blah blah...

BUT...HENG...another agent called and i went down for another interview at tanjong pagar....the pay is better and easier to find! company also more known! lol..so i cancel the meeting with the previous agent...he got that want to shout but cannot shout yet have to be polite reply...LOL...but i'm really pai seh abt the pung sei la...haha....

oh anyway, i'm spending like i've a rich parents, never ending bank account, i've got bird nest or gold mountain etc....cos i bought HerWorld magazine at $6 (which is purely just for me to pass time where library has plenty), had a $7 lunch (unnecessary), bought sourjellybeans (which is NOT AT ALL sour and it's $8!), gummy bear ($2-cos it reminds me of childhood), $6 dinner, $10 ezlink top-up....see...spent alot of unnecessary money.....and i've not got any of my pay!

today is really weird...i've this customer who chatted with me abt her problems for 2hrs!! but she did bought smthg from me la....anw i also have got nth to do...so i listen and chatted with her for that 2hrs.....of course i did look out for passing customers....i didnt know how true her words are....but i just believe as it does no harm to me anyway...lol...by the way she's also CANCER la! EMO horoscope! she's suffering from depression? lol...i'm not sure...but she does still contain alot of positive right thinking! haha...so shldn't be depression...she's somehow like me direct, indecisive and alot thinkings are similar....GUYS~ HAHA....ok anyway she help me pass time la.....great person...

while on the way home, donno what makes me suspect if she's really someone that just came to chat with me and vanish later...or she doesn't exist at all? or she's one of felicia's friend? LOL....i thgt i was dreaming leh....maybe cos i couldn't believe there is actually existence of such kind of ppl who can chatted with a stranger for 2hrs....unbelieveable....cos i've not met anyone like her....cos i cant chat with someone for so long and moreover it's about her xin shi.....it's xin shi that we are chatting about leh...cos i didnt share with her mine....i don even do that with my close friends so not even her...haha..

met up with felicia after work at tmart and update abit and i reached home 11.45..before 12midnight..hais...when will that stop?!

Free me!! LOL

Yesterday afternoon, met up with Jieyi together with Felicia...went bugis to buy Felicia's watch and they both accmpanied me to RafflesPlace for an interview...and so conincidentally, singapore is so small that i met km, hw and joel there too....DOTS....i think alot of companies urgently need admin staff and i'm in luck of job opportunities...because i've recieved at least 5 calls from different agent since mrgn....they got me job but it requires me to start work next mon but i can't! urgh!!

i rejected the sentosa job and tt person was like quite unhappy as i didnt inform them earlier that i'm not gg for the interview anymore....but i also don have their contact so also can't inform....feel so bad but i've to do this..lol..cos if not i'm unable to go for the raffles place one....

oh ya...i've decided to quit that sales job and go for an admin.....cos work more days and thus more $$$...haha...the boss is really great to let me quit by end of feb but needed my help on the 24,25march...which i didnt know if i can make it...hais....hope a good pay job will come looking for me and allows me to start work on march!!! *PRAY*

anw ytd's gathering is for both Jieyi and Me (two libra) to 'attack' the cancer....cos she kana suan the whole day!! we 2 really enjoy it...LOL...over the dinner, we are like discussing abt our recent weird nightmares..haha..hope e'tin will be fine...it's just a dream! haha...ppl be careful, felicia actually do have lots of friends ard her, you all just didnt notice only! if she's mumbering to herself, don interrupt her conversations with her friends!! WAHAHAHAHA....Don worry my friend is perfectly fine in terms of physical, emotions and psychologically!!! all joking only la...her reaction for tt whole day was really funny, i just couldn't stop laughing over it....

oh my...i've got no programmes and have got nothing to do today!!! how how how...today is the only day of the week i'm at home la and i couldn't take it! .... on purpose, i still leave this day off from any programme so i can stay at home, proving to mum that i can don always run around outside and have dinner with family...and who knows...my mother got programmes, sister work, dad must be working la....left only me and bro, in addition i've got to settle both of our dinner! i've alr eate maggie for my lunch which is the last last last preferred choice in my mind la...i wun want another maggie meal for my dinner! arrrrgh!!!

I really not suitable to be stuck at home!!! My legs need to be free!!! LOL.. :S

Steamboat with Ex-Bwp

Afternoon, accompanied SPY to KellyServices...and didnt had any outcome with KellyServices la...lol..waste of time....some more go all the way to TanjongPagar! haha...looking at the time, it's still early so we both were deciding where to go....so we went Chinatown cos she wanted to go to the DIY belt shop....so brought her there....she had dessert while i bought "WuCoq" (fried yam with cha siew fillings)...nice....had it since young...haha..

travelled up to level 3 then to 2 then back to 3 again....haha...the belt shop auntie v moodswing...lol...kind of attitude today....tt time when we went she at first also giving us those ai mai face with her attitude....so we continue to shop other areas since this time round, there's alot of shop open....went to this shop with alot of retro, classic, oriental kind of things..and saw a lot of clip-on earrings.....woah....felicia happy....and the longer we stay there, the more surprises we got....alot of diff things.....nice and special...gonna visit there again! due to time constraint and to prevent adding more items into the basket, i urge felicia to go off soon...LOL...


went piwen's house, had steamboat and LoHei with the girls....LoHei: get rich bf and get married...earn more more $$$...get a police bf.....get into Uni...blah blah blah...haha...can identify that weird wish is from whose mouth ar....police bf! ..... her criteria....LOL...


SPY went off early and the rest of us gossips non-stop....lol..of course did updates, chat abt future....like again...*roll eyes* it's the in topic now la....at least among my circle of friends...haha...oh piwen's room ceiling pasted alot of stars that glow in the dark...haha...we off the room's light and look at it for ard 10mins...haha...it's beautiful! (=

First Earring: Gold, clip on..$5.90

Second Earring: Stud, $3.50 (alot more of similar designs...)

Third Earring: Orange Plastic Flower, Clip on, $3.50 (like when young, those children toys)

Singing

Mindy, Jordan, PeiZhen, Felicia and I went singing at ChaiCheeCC....ok..nth much to comment actually...whatever Jordan thgt of singing, we girls have already put into the list already...lol....seems like there aren't much to sing about huh? ok is we donno how to sing....

Jordan and Felicia singing can make it..lol....they both are the better ones i think...i really enjoy Amei's song....all the old old powderful song....LOL...after singing, mindy drove us to LiangSeah street and ate at hongkong cafe...we girls left first as mindy got to return car back home by 8pm...haha...

i went to look for cindy and sinyee at CS and chat till 10plus....hais....everything will be fine.....everyone goes thrg really really bad times...but i donno how to get out...lol...by being POSITIVE in everything???? haha...=\

Aunt's House Visit - How does hungry feel like?

one weekend is enough to double the 'already-over' weight on mine! ....

saturday night was hose visit to my ah gu's house after visiting my grandma....all went there together with grandpa...had steamboat....still ok...tt's my second time of steamboat for this 2008 CNY....buuut...it's meat and balls again....lol...haha...ltr can cocktail....i made with my cousin, putting half a bag of 3kg ice and a big ice chunk.....is it call chunk? i donno..lol...aiya anw it's just big la...haha...CNY goodies of course...she bought alot of korean and DISNEY MICKEY MOUSE items! omg...CUUUUUUUUTEEEEEEEE!! haha..but she's (my auntie) not giving us! haha..all my auntie and i so feel like 'stealing' home la....even the cookies are so cute, it's tiny gingerbradman...lol...

had mahjong with the elders.....urgh, i didnt win any at all! urgh, no luck...nvm then i change to the next room...the blackjack kids...lol..all kids playing..LOL...kids as small as 7yrs also playingk! haha...tho didnt win any money....i still had a great laugh with my cousins (ah li, nic)...lol...cos i join halfway and sat in between them...and the kind of card we got really sucks...haha...it's like those, 14,15,16 kind of card....our cards can be lined up together...lol...it's really funny...so i stopped since i was damn not in gambling luck...haha....and what i do? walk from room to room with food in my mouth and hands! HAHAHA...i can blame nobody but my greedy mouth!! haha...

ended with Sakae Lou Hei....tidy up and all went home to zzz...lol...it's so full till i can't even burp or i can feel that those food is vomitting out when i burp! =X gross right...hahaha....

Sunday was visit to Eryi's house...had vegetarian meal.....goodies again....my mum and aunties all got smthg home from her house.....cos eryi's moving and thus clearing stuff...so all got lots of things back home....none for me..cos i see nth suitable! haha...see who say shopping must pay money then can get things you need?! haha...Evening was at grandma there and back home after dinner...

So it was another day of FUUUUUUULLL stomach home~ i don't feel the hungry feeling before sia for these 2 days! haha...(=

Disappointing -shake head-

Ccom interview..........GREAT! :)

it was more of a chatting session with the 'first-time-meet' lecturer...lol...busy, happily chatting about SHANGHAI!! woah...LOL....she gave all of us an A!! she's generous...she is looking more of your experiences and how you go about bringing out yourself....

she commented i shld have work towards sales and marketing side...cos i like to talk and good at it....on the result paper: don't touch hair, eye contact more...lol...ya i don dare eye contact....i didnt realise i touch my hair! LOOOOL...

went back home, slack awhile and off i went to TM to meet cindy...dinner at pastamania cos got tt crave ar...plus got new de....ok la..not bad only....updated me alot...from CNY till now de....woah...she always got so much to tell me...lol....got to learn of one disappointing issue...i can only -shake head- and -sighs-.....

sinyee joined us...first time don have tu so long cos her dad drove her there..haha...bond-ed and yup....girls talk...abt almost e'tin...as always..never ending....haha..walked home, borrow sy's toilet and gain an ang-bao from her mum + her dad's fetch home! hahaha....her dad always fetches us home...lol...eh we not on purpose go borrow her toilet de leh...haha...(=

shit, now my dad's turn....now he's the one calling me go home early n stuff...not my mom! he got affected by some advices i think...or his turn for menopause-ing?! ....... how ar...i msn felicia just now......now my house security SUPER ULTRA tight! like as if i go out or reach home late, got alarm will ring loudly till whole block can listen like that!! yea tt seriousssss! urgh!! nth i can do.....

1) try obey,
2) try restrict my itchy leg from gg out too often (which is real high difficulty),
3) try control leg to reach home early (i'm really trying!).... hais...

Ps: i saw a bag in esprit and it only cost $29.90!!! big or small size also $29.90!!! i'm so tempted...wait for my pay ba....hands getting itchy liao....so many months no new bags and shoes liao!!!

Le Collection

urgh..i ALMOST strike lottery 3rd prize ytd!!! missed by a digit! shit! haha...

ytd first day work at raffles city push cart....Le Collection...Sarah (lady boss) is friendly, chatty and is english speaking, kind of tai-tai but her husband don really looks like rich man kind...lol..ok tt's not the main point...haha...

Anyway i like her because she sees all passerby or whoever stops at the cart as potential customers, regardless of how they dress or speak...she treated them all politely...You might never know they might purchase smthg from you whether its a small or big amt....So she taught me alot la..explaining and explaining the whole evening...Overall the most of the stones aren't strangers to me la...she has some unique or rare stones that Husk don't have la so it's new to me...the pendants, earrings etc. comes in only a few pieces and the designs are different and unique la...so actually it shld be easier to manage as in no need keep looking out if there's new piece or left how much stock and blah la...haha...This also explains for the high price of the products la, of course quality also la...lol...Service is equally important as she emphasize on..lol..

Okay, when closing the cart, she decided to increase my pay to $6/hr..lol..tt's great...but i'm still thinking of finding an office 5-day job...haha...cos work more and thus more $$$ la...lik so despo for $$$ ar...haha...she wants me to work full-time from mid-march on....i've yet to agree cos office job is on my mind...still deciding...if i work full-time at LeCollection...$$$ of course increase la...how ar? HAHAHA...

Felicia suggested meeting out with he Jies, she'll drive us out...but last min, her Jie back out so left the two of us....called peizhen (indecisive), mindy (also drives, at siglap ith frens)....sooo...all cannot...felicia gg crazy...ultra sad...and she just blast her EMO music and sings in the car....-.-" luckily her dad's car is sound proof.....if not there's a high chance of stones dropping down from the residents upstairs! my ears..wa...so called ah pek and ah bin...it was so sudden that i also donno how to ask them out...haha...yea so we went to fetch them and went east coast to slack n update....lol...

Midnight house visit

haha..this mrgn ard 1.15am....these 3 crazy girls..peizhen, mindy and felicia came up to my hse!!! no is not my CNY open house day! haha..cos mindy is driving us out but i can't join them....my parents wun allow! haha...and they stand outside while i'm inside, divided my my gate...and we chit-chatted for around 15mins! LOL...haha....felicia's voice is so loud...haha...she called my hp and was standing outside asking which level is my house and unit....and i could hear her voice from outside la...and i didnt know to listen to her from my hp or from th voice that is travelling into my house from the outside! haha...

when they're at my level, they got a shock and thgt they're at chinatown! wahaha...

see that? haha...yeah my neighbours are so united that they shared money to buy CNY decorations and decorate the whole corridor! all the way from the lift to the end can! haha....i also kana shock la that mrgn when i open my gate and saw these stretch of things! haha..majiam in chinatown!! haha...

Past Weeks Updates II

Ok so where I have been to for the past weeks? It's almost a month since I've last blog huh? Haha..Well something happen and pause my blogging...In addition there aren't much to update either...other than rushing projects daily and nightly!! Finally, lots of projects presentation and report 'dead'lines ended the week before CNY....timing is so right isn't it? Haha....Annnd so I'm damn free and relax after this Friday's Ccom interview....to be exact I've been so relax and have been going out everyday since last last tues! WAHAHA…lalala..aiya don be envious of us, year 3 la..everyone’s turn will be here sooooooooooon...don worry it's very soooon..just a blink of your own eyes...it's just only a few seconds, so fast that i haven been enjoying my year3 life, so fast can...till we all have no time to prepare for CNY and don even feel the atmosphere at all..fast till I didn't realize I'll be becoming an adult soon!! Urgh..haha..


26th January, Saturday-
Anyway few weeks back, it had been an emo one for me...i've finish reading “Ps, I Love You” that book....ok it was really quite nice..maybe cos I could relate to the story easily..it's so seldom I get so engrossed in a story book can! Haha....ok...

A big conclusion I got...

No matter what happens in life, however bad you percieved it as, earth don't stop rotating for you, time continue to pass, days continue to count, Life just continues~ It's all part of life, that's Life~ ha-ha

Humans have got a lot to learn in life.....Hence, I thought I have seen a lot of things through and I'm quite happy and really I feel so comfortable and glad that I've seen things through...so that's about it....


27th January, Sunday-
Accompanied mindy to Sheraton hotel for SIA interview...mindy's dream came true, she managed to get into the finals and now preparing to be an air stewardess....haha...ok while waiting for her outside the interview room....suddenly get emo, maybe because my mind is too quiet and free from a lot of thoughts and feelings....i guess it's also because I'm still quite affected by the book and another issue..So at that moment, I feel so appreciate all that I had or even those that I ONCE had.....i have got that urge to just Thanks all my friends....tho they might not known when's my down period, weirdly, they'll still be there for me at the right time no matter what...I need not find them but they will be and are there waiting for me...haha...weird isn't it? I really feel so fortunate to have them around me..no consoling words are needed, it's just their accompanies and their presences....it's enough....it's enough to make me feel any better...haha..and Felicia just happened to be sms-ing me...so I just thanked her....really Felicia..thank you....

Lol...she's so surprise to know that I do have my emo times! haha..because it's always she and her 'cancers' partners emo-ing nightly! Hahaha..however in the end I still didn't manage to send thanks to all...so THANKS all for being with me all these while...


Ha..i think actually quite a lot have happen huh....Another realization, if you've decided to consider someone to be your friend, you'll try to accept whoever he or she is...we just wun abandon him or her no matter what...everyone do have emotions and tempers..it only matters you can tahan till what kind of extend…haha....I think some knows what I'm talking about..anyway it just if you have decided to regard one as your friend, you'll be with them no matter what happens..aiya..i think my point is:
There is always a choice in everything, there is no one who can force you in anything!! There's a choice in everything la...


28th January,Monday-
Rushed to school early in the mrgn to meet the 8.30am 'dead'line for the SupplyChainManagement report with Felicia..luckily her dad lobang us there..and I forget to take my proposal with me! arrgh! Cos it got to attach with the report -.-...meet peizhen and mindy, we had breakfast at bedok 600+ wet market..had my fav missed kway chap! Haha...yummy! Mindy's treat, all happy eating and chit-chatting....while I'm in my own world, observing the people, the environment around me....everyone looks so familiar to me...the whole environment is so familiar and this really makes me feel so comfortable and at ease...I feel like I'm at home and I just fell into my own comfortable zone can...

Hmmm..where is ah por huh? Must be somewhere around marketing..maybe later I'll go walk around to look for her.....ha-ha-ha...some 'devil' just came in and break my thoughts! She's in hospital!! She's not here!! It's no longer the same now!! she couldn't walk or talk anymore!! It's a year already! It's been a year since we last heard her voice! at that moment, I'm really upset and devastated..i can only sighs non-stop..i can only feel it's wasteful...it's so ke xi..out of no where, I just pop out the question asking....sometimes in life, you'll feel ke xi..but other than feeling ke xi, what can you do? You know..ke xi...hais...haha..of course they don get what I mean! From my own comfortable zone returning to the scary cruel reality world!!

I tried...I tried to speaking out, wanting to let them know how sad I am...but I just couldn't do it because I'll break down whenever I try to speak further..i don't want...I don't want to spoil everyone's mood and scare them with my sudden emotions..that whole place...everywhere, every corner...full of memories, everything happens there...i was really in my own world....really trying very hard to hide the sadness....putting up a front face the whole day...was it fun? Was it okay? No it's not okay at all...all I do is to hide in blanket and cry w/o letting anyone to find out..it's so foolish and silly of me for crying over this issue for so many thousands times..

So I tried....i cried and cried and cried....i wanted so much to tell my parents about my childish thinking about this issue and hopefully they could enlighten me...But I still didn't do it.....i went to bed and cry....ha-ha-ha...=\ and also donno why my sister that day so just nice, goes to bed early too...I couldn't take it and just tried telling her what happen in the day and all my thoughts...haha..and I made her cry with me too! Lol...you see, if I were to tell everyone about it, I will only make them cry and worry with me...so why should I make them be like that with me? So I always choose to cry it out myself silently...hide it all inside....ha...

Ha~ In the end, I didn't really think things through...the conclusion I got is all what I know, I understand it but I couldn't learn and accept it!

Somewhere in my heart, there is still the hate, the revenge, the hurt, the deep cut, the thousands of regrets, guilty and ke xi!!!!!!!!!!

What can I do? Life~ha~

Past Week Updates I

4th February, Monday - Chinatown

visited chinatown with the girls....we bought taiwan mochi....shopped the streets for many rounds..felicia went off early....angel bought a red cheong sum top....and we're so tired and didnt know where to go...cos we have shopped the streets for alot of times already..so i suggested going to 'Zhen Zhu Fang' market...cos i want to look for those stretchable belt...haha..and we happen to find this shop, Swanston...selling all toiletries...haha..ok i was the only one excited abt it..and took some pads...mindy and peizhen still at there laughing lor...haha..nvm...i went to look for some toner and when i went back to look for both of them....wa...a basket of pads lor!! HAHAHAHA....still laugh at me! lol..angel also bought quite lot sia...mindy spent the most can! hahaha...

and we continue to shop around, managed to find the shop and other DIY shops...wa alot of things to see...new shopping place! haha..anyway that shop is at level3...can go look around if you all have the time..(=


8th Feb-11th Feb - Thailand, Karbi
went karbi with parents...a place with lots of nice beaches...but too bad i didnt go there...i stayed inside a thai temple with parents...it's fun and good...very relaxing...this place contains quite a part of my childhood memories..lol...had not been back there for ard 8years...alot changed but it's still a nice place..(=

second day was spent at phuket....prayed...actually whole trip is about praying la...lol...it's moe of a get together for my dad and his friends there...lol...he met alot of nuns and monks there..lol...alot of faces are also familiar to me...haha...they don grow old one leh! haha...all the monks look at least 10yrs younger than their age can! the remedy to it should be eat healthily and stay in countryside ba?! wahaha...

third mrgn, we went climbing the hills....it takes us to climb 1,237 steps to get to the top to see the big buddha and the beautiful scenary of Karbi....the feeling up there is reallly...wow...i don't feel like staying there and don't want to go back down to the ground....it's windy and air is fresh up there...of course the journey up is not easy but luckily there's my mum to accompany me....along the way, i still shit in the toilet..LOL...it came at the wrong time la! hahaha...stupid monkeys...haha..thgt my mum's pocket tissue is banana cos they saw yellow colour! gave my mum a scare! haha...

afternoon, we went to climbed a smaller hill and walk into the forest then to the cave...lol...fun...visited one of the thai monk....had dad's and my fortune read...haha..(=
anw alot of ang mohs went there...wow..haha...shuai...hahaha...quite a number of ppl stay in the temple also....got this american stay there for 1 whole month already and he has been climbing the 1,237 steps up and down every mrgn! haha..all so free lor...no need to work...just stay there and relax...what else...hmmm..oh the food! haha..had two nights of my dinner at Karbi Town...the BBQ fish..wow...shiok! hahaha....

overall...this trip is relaxing la...((=