HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY! (=

yeah exams over! no more stress!!! wahaha...and one more thing...i've finalyl cut my hair! hahaha...after waiting for so long...do u know that i've been thinking of cutting n highlighting e hair since before study week till today! wahaha...so happy!

i don care if i did well or will i be able to pass the papers or whr did i make mistakes at or wateva...cos i can nva take back the paper n change the mistakes or redo....so wat i've to do now is to enj0y! and be prepare for sup paper if there is....haha...yeah...for the next 5 days i'll be in KL attending relative's wedding cum holiday...hahaha....yeah! today is a happy happy happy day!!! wahahahaha...(=

i shldn't be relaxing...

some things are constantly running in my mind since y'day...

y'day i'm very relax whr i'm not suppose to...i watch tv the whole night! and even went online to chat...-.-....ya i wasted the time...today too....studied OB during the afternoon for awhile only...don tink anything had gone into my mind...and jus now at least i did some decan past yr papers....and now....can see i'm online....i'm wasting electricity...the tv beside me is switched on, the computer is switched on, my OB notes is also beside me....the kitchen light is also swtiched on...there's nobody in the living room but me....hahaha...i waste electricity...reali wasting my own time...ahhh..hahahaha....

Next week Exam's time table:

Tuesday: Engineering Accountings
Time: 09:30am-11:30am
Wednesday: Organisation Behavior
Time: 19:00pm-21:00pm
Thursday: Decision Analysis
Time: 09:30am-11:30am

*i'm gg to get my hair cut next week!!!
**wat if i change me blog add to iloveicecream.blogspot.com??? hahaha...

for my attitude again...

i'm saying sorry to my boss abt my attitude today....got quite abit pissed off by some comments...partly oso cos i'm quite stress by the coming exams...not feeling secured and is not confident of this time de exams....yup i'm reali stress...didnt know y...it's just another main exam which it's like not my first time...have this very worried feeling hope it's not a bad wan...

boss...like i've told u before y i took this thingy quite seriously...maybe e others or maybe to u, u wun take it tt seriously....but to me i would...so ya tt's y i take comments abt this incident quite serious...as in i can only take jokes abt this to a certain extend like i've told u e last few times....if it is somebody whom i didnt care, i wun be tt angry and i'll just let u all say as much as u all wan...maybe to u i'm petty....so let it be...calculative too?? haha...ya i'm quite when i'm treating my sis n bro...

though i have always been like didnt care abt wat u all have been saying and might even joke n laugh wif u all...tt's cos i'm trying to ren to like see if i can change my attitude...change to whr i can just heck care wateva u all said and take it not tt serious...i know u all are just joking weren't serious abt it...but i just cant take it...didnt know y...maybe like i said, i took this incident serious i cant treat it lightly n let u all joke ard abt it....i thgt u all might stop one day...but it seems like it still somehow for no reasons it's always link back to the same topic! arrghh..haha...ya...i'm happy if i can bai tou this!

sorry boss today's not e mood to play wif u...cos it's not e right mood where i can relax....but reali tt method u had discovered is like reali quite childish...wahaha...ya my mood swings is reali serious as i've always stated....i tink u might be thinking there's still alot u haven know abt me or had not discovered abt me yet...(= so hope u wun be disappointed by my behavior which u had discovered....aiyo y suddenly so many gan chu!!! haha...

hmmm...this entry is written like it meant to be for my boss only....haha...e others reading...any comments u all just say...i can take it for this cos it's like oso somehow oso meant to be for u ppl....ya ppl do have limits and i do too....and i'm not tt patient and do not have v good tolerance le...hmmm...donnno y...ppl change? or i'm just finding excuses for myself to avoid from blame and faults and the reality??? hmmm...smthg to think abt...haha...

stress ahhh!!!

hey hey...wow so stress...today is a stressful day...so it's not a happy day too....cos i'm too stress up! aft today's revision wif the senior...i found out i've wasted my past two precious days!!! ahhhhhh....arrggghhh....i found out tt i'm still not v clear abt my work which could be tested in the coming exams!!!

i know even i know how to and had unstd the past yr papers.....wen it comes to the real paper whr a total new set of qn are being set....i wun be able to do the paper confidently tt i'll pass the paper! ahhhhhhhhhhhh.....i'm so stress...and get very discourage by those alot of questions or problem sums which i donno how to solve!!! ahhhhhhhh....alll my pimples popping out GROUP by GROUP! ya it comes in a GROUP...like group of 3 or 4 at the same time? weird and annoying pimples! so united for wat...pop put together, stick together like one family...-.-

haizzzz.....so far aft the revision done wif the seniors.....i left product costing section to unstd and cover....but i'm still not confident wif the WACC, NOPAT those thingy and UCM, break even thingy! haiz...the theory oso....ahhhhhh.....i'm so scare!!! worries and worries tt i've got now! very worried....ahhhhhhh....den tt tutor told us abt the next few sems' modules tt we'll be gg thrg soon....wa...it's gg to be difficult and tough...and the papers tt we're gg to take this coming week....wa...OB there's alot to memorise and unstd on all the many thousands of theories!!! haiz...3 papers only leh...and this could make me tt ultra stress! aiyoyoyo....*banging my head on the wall!*

there's also relaxing and enjoyable times whr i heard lots of stories abt this seniors' experiences...wa...he's reali SENIOR sia...talk alot but i still can accept it cos i'll also talk alot if i'm him...cos there's too much to share n learn frm him! wahaha...so he talks alot and we listen alot....haha....hmmm....aft listening to him, u'll tends to think alot....wahaha....it leaves lots od doubts and question marks???? in ur head! haha...yup tt's all...haiz now back to the stress moment...bye peeps...

JIA YOU! JIA YOU!! JIA YOU!!! (=

Study Week-accounting

STUDY WEEK!

hey ppl i've smthg to announce....regarding the september m'sia educational trip wif the school...hmmm....


I'M N0T G0ING WIF U GUYS LE!!! (=


ya i'm n0t gg le..d0n ask me y...i d0n wish t0 talk abt it! u guys enjoy urself k....cum back then share wif me e fun...lol...haha..e funny thing is i donno how to get back my money??? safahri didnt tell me! he say can back out but didnt tell me how to get my money back! hahaha...

t0day's plan is t0 d0 self-revision at hm....today's self-revision topic is ACCOUNTING...haiz...haha...these few day's entry v b0 lia0 n rand0m...t0day's bl0g de zh0ng dian....haha....zh0ng dian this word reminds me of smthg....ok zhong dian is just t0 make ann0uncement...tt's all...
*ppl felicia n me tml gg sch t0 get tt accounting teacher t0 d0 revision wif us...u all wanna g0?

yi shu gong

today i woke up at ard 9++ went visting my yi shu gong(in cantonese)....my grandpa's brother...he's sick....we didnt contact him at all till recently whr he told us he's sick...i'm quite not close wif this elderly....or i'm don even noe anything else abt him other than knowing his my yi shu gong! haha...he looks real same like my grandpa! identical twins like tt...but he's not...

so aft this we went Tiong Bahru Wet Market for lunch together wif my grandparents, aunties, uncle and cousins...wahaha...ya such big grp of ppl went to visit just one sick elderly....wat i mean is there's actually no need for such a big grp of ppl to go together....haha...aft this we went toyogo warehouse which is at toa payoh...cos my grandparents wanted to buy smthg....felicia i tink tt place suits u...cos it sells lots of big boxes and files! lol...wahaha...

went hm aft tt...whooo....so tired....cos i haven had enough sleep this mrgn! wahaha...so my actual plan of staying for DECAN is postpone to the nite which is at ard 8++? wahaha....lol...

tml i'll be gg sch library t0 revise DECAN...back hm will have to revise accounting....the plan will be this if i follow it correctly...lol..wahaha...ya a bo liao entry...better than felicia...go shit also must tell ppl! wahaha...

*by e way, sandy n felicia try translating yi shu gong to chinese...check wif me for the correct ans! wahaha...

Study Week

@#$...felt so useles and think tt i donno my stuff and are not a little prepared at all for my upcoming exams!!! just now i'm doing past yr papers for DECAN...i jsut cant get the end results of the problem.....so frustrated....i thgt i'm so worthless....like so stupid...do till frustrated so i stop doing the papers!

wat happen huh? y cant i solve the problems? i tink i'm still in the mood for preparation of exams? haiz...nvm tml i'll try doing again! i must do it! i must solve the problems!

like felicia always qoute from a drama serial which says, IF YOU THINK YOU CAN, YOU CAN!

*i'm like feeling quite troubled..but i didnt know wat is it tt i'm troubled abt....

haiz.../= i've to buck up for the upcoming exams for the next whole STUDY WEEK!!! /= i can do it?

ATTITUDE ONG HUI YIN!!!

this blog is just to comment tt HONG TUAN is a g00d guy, very kind-hearted and generous! cos tt day's yelloe ribbon project thingy, he bought a yellow ribbon from us...so i didnt mention abt it in e previous entry and i'm kana 'scolded'....lol....haha....

idiot....my sister damn ATTITUDE!!! just now i call her to vaccum our room's floor...while she damn ATTIDUDE la! she replied angrily, 'WAIT LA!' wtf! i called her to vaccum cos i'm using the computer now and it has alwaya been me vaccuming the floor every weekend! she didnt even did once! and yte now i call her to vaccum, she showed me ATTITUDE!!! wtf! so after she finish vaccuming, she drag the vaccum cleaner all e way frm my room back to my mum's room and keep it! idiot! she show unhappiness la! wtf....wat the rights do u have to show me ATTITUDE! and just i answered the phone, so my cousin is finding her...so i called her to ans.....den she didnt reply me! den i thgt she didnt hear or she's in the toilet...so i called her again to confirm if she heard me calling her not.....den know wat? she replied me rudely again! wth! idiot...arrrggghhhhhh!!!

so idiot la....she's like didnt showed me any respect la though i'm elder than her! not even me...she's always rude to my grandpa n dad too!!! so idiotic! arrrrrgghhhh!!!

I L0VE TP!!!

hmmm...hmmmm...hmmmm...haha..ok today...hmmmm....n0t bad la...but i st0ne al0t...day dream al0t....mrgn had 2hrs of OB tutorial where the class celebrated km and xinyi's b'day....the cake is nice....aft this felicia n me went hm and rest...we came to sch at ard 1.30 to do volunteering work in sch to help sell the Yellow Ribbon thingy....wat can i conclude frm this volunteer work? ENGINEERING PEOPLE is STILL THE BEST!!! i'm PROUD to be an ENGINEERING STUDENT! walking ard the wh0le TP...we went BiZ sch....wa....they're all CATS(nia0 la all!)! mia0! so stingy....but to say the truth...i tink $2 per ribbon is abit ex....if it's $1 den...hmmm....i'll buy....business is still the best in ENGINEERING sch! they are all so kind hearted enough to buy the ribbons frm us.....i l0ve my BZE FRESHIES!!! haha..most of them bought frm me wen i approach them!!! hehe...THANKS PPL!!! we sold 50 ribb0ns in total during the 2hrs of walking ard like saleperson....

After this evvent, we went SP to watch WILBUR PAN's concert!!! haiz...so sad....SP and TPians really has a BIG DIFFERENCE!!! d0 any0ne see c0ncert sit there straight wif chest up and didnt m0ve wan? i mean they aren't very high! s0 disapp0inted.....as told frm felicia...wen i'm screaming...e others are like looking...excuse me i'm n0t crazy.....u are e crazy wan who aren't sh0uting! haha...reali if it's TPians...wa....the whole auditorium will collasped due to our shoutings n friendliness!!! wahaha....at e same time, TP is having SAM LEE's concert....haiz..we miss it....we shld have g0ne t0 his instead gg all e way t0 SP just f0r these disapp0intment and unsatisfacti0n we recieve.....TP's TCC must be high like hell wif l0ts of ppl!!! gg t0 SP really d0n have tt sense 0f bel0nging and the welc0me-ness....TP IS STILL THE BEST!!!

* I'M BEGINING T0 L0VE TP M0RE & M0RE!!!
**MY L0VE F0R TP IS INCREASING!!!!!! (=

TEMASEK'S ME...TEMASEK'S Y0U.....WE ARE A TEAM!!!!!!

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ahhhhhhhhh....b0red b0red b0red is the only word in my mind rite n0w! haiz...s0 b0red..i've g0t nth t0 d0....so i decided to write out wat i'm gg t0 do during the h0lidays.....hmm...first, i'm gg t0 have a change of hairstyle! lol...second, cut down on my FATS! F-A-T-S!!! third, have l0ts of funs and do things wif no regrets! fourth, gather wif ronald tt gr0up...fifth, meeting wif chun wai n e others....

upcoming programmes tt is gg t0 take place in my h0lidays!!!

September

• Jap Xchange Training Camps
• KL trip for relative's wedding
• M'sia trip wif sch00ls
• MY 18th BIRTHDAY!!!!!! 27-09-1988!!!

October

• October Intake Training Camps
• October Orientation
• Jap Xchange

b0red b0red b0red....i'm still b0red....extremely b0red!!! ahhhhhh......

HAPPY!!!

hmmm...today's my mood in the mrgn is quite good but it became down wen we were on e train to town....i tink too much la...felicia don worry it's not ur fault....it's just tt i'm thinking alot abt these few days event....but don worry guys....my mood turn ultra g00d wen we reach far east!!! wahahaha...

today's pmi interview is like....i tink it's bad la...i don tink i'll get good grades for this project...cos Mr Wee didnt gave me a chance to explain the part tt i've choosen...cos since he call me to choose a part to explain so i chose....i choose e first part and he said tt wan winna had already explained so i've to choose another wan...

so i chose quality cost which is done by myself....den he told me,' choose scatter diagram' he means he doesn't wan to gif me e chance to explain wat i've choosen, he wants me to explain scatter diagram...den y in e first place he told me to choose? crazy...so i tried my best to explain scatter diagram n trend chart which he wanted me to explain....but i only ans his qn wif barely up to ten sentence den i'm done wif the interview! i'm inside for barely 10 mins! i'm fast lor! winna like stayed inside for more than 10 mins? haiz...so worried....

felicia is so good at consoling ppl....she told me not to worry cos this is only 45% and the other 65% comes from daily assignments! wow...her words really makes me feel more safe and i don get so stress...but i'm still stress n abit worry la...hehe...but anyway felicia THANKS!!! hehe...(=

it's ard 9++ aft this interview....so felicia n me went shoopping! cos i had already told her this mrgn tt i wanted to go out....actually she already had plans gg out herself...but she's so kind to change her plans to go out wif me! wahaha...so we two happily went out together...eeeeeekkkk....like so les like tt....hahaha...don worry we both are perfectly strictly STRAIGHT! wahaha...initial plan is just to go far east to get my things...but it's still so early so we planned out our journey of today properly....first stop is to Payah Lebar followed by Bugis and lastly Town! hehe....ya we went alot of places today! haha...

Payah Lebar

so we went Payah Lebar's This Fashion...we had breakfast at MACDONALD'S cos it's still early for This Fashion to stary operating...hahaha..can u imagine we had lots of time whr shops haven even open yet! haha...i had mac....wa the experience is wonderful! cos it had been long since i had MACDONALD'S breakfast! this is so as i always woke up late mrgn whr it's already noon and i didnt get e chance ot get to eat breakfast at MACDONALD'S....hehe...

it reminds me so much of my childhood times wen today i had my Big Breakfast at MACDONALD'S! haha...lots of memories like i always got lots of toys from buying happy meal wen i'm young....whr the whole family had breakfast almost every saturday before i go to my grandma's hse....i had huge collection of MACDONALD'S happy meal toys...wahahaha....but i donno whr it had gone to now...hehe...i tink in the masa masa toy box! hee...

we went This Fashion aft breakfast and went to try out the tops n bottoms with no intention to buy...wahaha...ya gian peng! wahaha....i followed felicia's philosophy which is...we don have to pay for free trying on those clothings! wahaha....omg...lol...i don dare do tt last time till after i knew felicia...lol...ok so i tried alot of bottoms but only one skirt suits me most and i like it quite alot...but i didnt buy cos i don wanna spend today...haha...i've took photos wif it...wahaha..will be uploaded ltr...

Bugis

Next stop, Bugis....we went to the kuan imp temple and e indian temple to pray....hee...cos we thgt since we're nearby there y don we go pray....so we went n had prayed...and i found out ANTHONY actually stay rite beside the kuan imp temple apartment there...how surprising...haha...next we went to bugis street to look at felicia's bag...while we were on e way to busig street...a guy wanted to approach us to help him buy donations tickets...

he kept calling us but we ignored him n continue wif our conversations....den i heard him saying,' NOBODY'S IS LISTENING TO ME!' thinking tt we'll reply him if he said this...so i just replied him, 'ya we're not gg to listen to u!' weird la...we're like thinking why shld we reply him wen he's just anobody whr if we stop n listen to him, we'll be wasting his time n our time since we don intend to buy e donation tix from him...and in addition stopping to listen to him doesn't benefits us at all cos stopping to listen to him we'll still ahve to spend money to buy tix frm him! haha...hey is not me being cat(niao means stingy) here...it's just tt they don do this voluntary for e sake of helping the charity...they do earn commission from each tix sold! so y shld i buy e tix frm u and instead you extract part of the donations whr e full amt do not really goes to the charity...

ok contiuing wif our shopping trip...felicia bought a backpack...so we shop ard aft buying her bag...i bought few pairs of earrings....alot of shops haven open yet whr it's like ard 1.30pm! all e shops there v late den start operating....so there isn't much to look at....

Town(Scotts Isetan Supermarket)

we walk up n down the escalator due to my wrong direction...hehe...hey this time round i only make felicia walk up n down e escalators once k! haha...hey felicia it's better than you who doesn't any sense of direction rite! if i'm not ard i don u'll eva reach scotts or PS lor! so felicia is so tempted by the bread sold in the supermarket and she bought $4.20 of bread....den she bought sushi....i bought nth though there's alot of tempting food to buy....i didnt buy any cos even if i buy hm....they (my family members) might not eat...cos they seldom eat wat i buy hm...donno y maybe to them it's not nice? but i find it delicious...haha...ok different ppl different taste...so in e end i bought nth!

Town(Far East)

i went to look for a shop tt sold wedding gifts for wedding couples...tt shop's name is Idear Collection...i bought a pair of doll....den we shop ard and went to the ground level to eat! we ate some hongkong food...wa delicious..haha...make me so happy aft eating...haha...

Town(Plaza Singapura

on e wya there...we recap tt saturday's joke wen we came wif vivi they all....we laugh like helll and created lots of jokes abt the istana n the president!!!!!! omg...damn funny....we laugh all e way frm orchard plaza to inside PS while shopping, we're still looking laughing like hell!!! omg cant tahan! alot of ppl keep looking at we 2 siao cha bo! wahaha...i cant stop laughing!!!

i went to Action City n saw the machine tt chun wai thgt of buying...it cost $10 cheaper than Toy S Ras la....told him to cum here n take a look le still dare say don have! haha...so shop ard n went hm aft tt...

we reach hm (tampines) ard 6.00++...and finally home sweet home at ard 6.30++...haha...today is a happy day for me! thks felicia!!!



bze shirt (back & front) not nice meh? got both positive n negative comments...

sweet french toast...eaten half le..hehe..




tt skirt tt i fancy quite alot! hehe..(=


she doesn't looks like a scientist...a flasher instead!!! wahaha...

unprepared for pmi interview

i'm not in a very good mood now....v stress...i beat my dog just now....cos he went into my room and pur out all e rubbish in the rubbosh bin...and my room's floor was used tissues and rubbish all around! she even bring some of the tissue out frm my room n tear it into pieces in the living room....so e living room also has tissues around....she even took out my toothbrush frm my pouch which i brought to y'day's camp....and he dirties the toothbrush and the toothpaste was also bitten by him....and again she took my shoe down n bite! so idiot! luckily she didnt bite my shoe laces broken like the previous shoe lace....i became v angry n agitated....and i beat her...maybe e strength i use, to us it might not be pain but to a dog i tink it shld be quite pain...

aft some time....i'm still v angry...but angry wif myself....how can i beat tt dog so hard....and y am i so stupid to get so agitated over a stupid's dog behaviours and actions...as i said she's just a dog...i can get so angry over a dog....how stupid n foolish can i be...i didnt manage my emotions well.....i'm crazy getting angry over a stupid dog...it's jsut a dog!

haiz...i donno y do i get v angry wen i know she's gg to bite my shoes....i really feel like bringing her to e spca....in any way tt's not my dog in e first place...i'm not e one who bought it....i'm also not e one who own his pet! i still cant get use to having a small creature licking me, running and keep following me ard the house....i tink all of us in e family are still not used to it...cos we still out things on e floor...i mean like my sis doing some project thingy using cardborad...she just leave it on e floor and in e end e dog got bite a hole....as for me, my camping stuff are still half-unpacked...tt's y my pouch is left on the floor unzipped and tt dog could take my toothbrush n toothpaste out...

aiyo! )= and jus now i'm reading my pmi report.....i just cant get e details into my brain....i'm not prepared for tml's interview...i'm v afraid tt tml i wun be able to pass e interview....last minute work is nva good! i saw my part for the pmi in the completed report.....i see most of my part are changed and more stuffs are added...i can see little of wat i wrote is there....i mean...aiya...it just made me feel sad n useless....i don mean tt they can't edit my part...they can and y not since it'll benefit all of us as it's our report.....but i just felt tt i've wrote useless n nonsense tt does not help contribute in the report....to me it's like i didnt put much effort into e report and i completed my part for the sake of handing it up on time so as not to delay the grp's speed just cos of me....felicia i unstd how u felt tt time le....sorry if i'm not considerating enough and still try to consol u n it didnt help in anyway....

i started questioning myself....y i waste e time to go to camp n watch fireworks....i could have finish the report fast enough by friday nite and e report could have be compiled faster n i'll have more time to prepare for tml's interview! y i can go off early just for e sake of watching tt few mins of fireworks and i couldn't go hm early from camp to finish my report instead of gg to watch the fireworks....i don blame anyone....i mean the editting of my part int he project....it's just...aiya! shuan le! )= by e way i don reali enjoy e fireworks y'day cos my mind is keep thinking of....i wan to get hm fast to quickly finish e report n send it to felicia who's waiting for my report to compile e'tin! i didnt complete wat i needed to do so i just can't watch e fireworks happily....haiyoyo...tt's y wen sandy asked me compared to Italy's fireworks which is nicer...i cant gave her a truthful ans...and tt's is also y i didnt really talk to sandy n kimbee y'day nite....while kim bee is talking so much...finally i unstd wat sandy, pi wen n vivi are always saying le....so kim bee can reali be tt talkative...or maybe is i too quiet so it seems tt u talk too much?

\= y do i get affected by small little thingy easily? y? y? y? =/

TPSU sub-comm orientation camp

just read sandy's n felicia's blog wif National Day's songs...haha..cos i'm watching the NDP repeat...hehe...so aft reading their blog, i'm like thinking...how many thousands yr did i didnt contact them? cos it's like i've missed so much of their activities...haha...espescially felicia's life....though i didnt lose contact wif her in any day...but i don know how cum her life became like....so happening...wahaha...so i thgt it shld be time to update mine too....
*beforehand to inform u guys...below's updates will be of lots of complaints!!!

Friday

i went to school early mrgn for PMI project discussion with my big fully packed bag...cos i'm gg TPSU sub-com orientation camp...after discussion and i've clearly understood wat i've to do for my part....winna n me went club room to meet e others for meeting wif Chan...in the mean time felicia angel n pei zhen continued wif the PMI project....after the meeting pi wen winna n me hang ard in the staff room ka jiao-ing safahri...hey but we're waiting for Chan to finish printing posters for us ma...not we wan to stay inside n ka-jiao him wan...aft tt we went for lunch wif him den go back club room tog et ready for another meeting..-.- this is with all the staffs members.....quite tiring...whr e whle meeting ended at ard 4++?

i meet sandy n jason to report for the camp...sandy n i skipped the ESC agm cos of the camp.....we shld have gone to the agm instead! cos the camp is like....wa lao....first time i go camp, i feel so like gg hm straight away lor! NPCC camp is even more fun! but somehow this camp reminds me alot of moments and memories during NPCC's campings...cos the theme of the camp is WUAR.....which means militray smthgt like tt? haha...den we've limited rations whr i tink it's more than enough for this camp which last for 2D/1N only...other than tt discipline is needed in this camp...but thrg this camp, i don reali see much discipline displayed in it la...in the introduction i knew abt all this military style thing...i'm v excited....cos i misses NPCC life alot! wahaha...thought it's tiring but i still miss it ALOT!!!

so aft divided into grps, i'm get more excited to meet the ppl in my grp....but...haiz...disappointment is all i got! the grp is like....ok it's ok the ice-break much slower than the other grps....but the grp is divided into many sub-empire....mind u there's no sub-empire in this camp as there're ard 20 ppl in each grp only.....it's the grp member whom divided themselves! got this grp whr they're in their own world, talking and laughing in their own jokes! haiz....most of the gals in the grps are also like so quiet quiet wan....donno how to make this atmosphere better....cos the big grp tt are always in their own world is reali....distract the whole grp alot! so we thgt our group name....and they named it IV...dot....cos P=IV....P(power)=I(current) x V(voltage), by e way if u donno..i oso donno how this name came to mind and can reali link to the theme WUAR....any u can try saying the name IV urself out n listen....what's e first thing tt came to ur mind....WHO'S IVY? ya tt's wat e'body is asking....haiz....den sandy keep telling me it'll be better aft the station games ltr on...ha..ha..ha..ha...no improvemets shown! it's still e same....

weneva we're not doing any competition or anything...the whole grp will quiet down and all becum sian sian wan....in the station games...it's not like this cos communication is needed to help us to complete the assignment! but y izzit tt weneva there's isn't a need for communication to complete an assignment, the grp quiet down!!! ahhhhhhhhhhhh!!! i'm gg crazy and was getting pek chek...jason was too.....i get reali frustrated and reali thgt of gg hm aft the station games....it reali doesn't make me feel like staying till tml's day!

but luckily more ppl joined our grp! ah jon, tom and caleb! i tink tt's how caleb's name is spelled? haha....ok ore easier to pronounce...it's scallop! wahaha....u know wat...wen theywe told them our grp name...they asked....who is IVY? and they laughed out loud wen we explained wat it means....thrg the nite jason, sandy and me were playing cards while waiting for our dear mac delivery man to deliver food to us....i tink he deliver our food frm the jurong branch wan...cos he took a very long time to reach!!! i'm so hungry la...cos i forgot to eat dinner before i go to the cmap! arrgghhh...haha...while playing the games....i'm not focused enough...haha..btu i catch up in e end! hahaha...aft eating...hee....we went to sleep...haha...bt me n sandy chit-chat donno for how long....i slept but she donno go whr...haha...it's cold...so i'm half-asleep and half-awake while sleeping...

Saturday

so it's mrgn...where i looked forward to the Physical Training (PT)...cos we also always did tt in NPCC...ha..ha..ha...we did a few warm ups and tt's e end of the PT session!!! ha..ha...ha...so fun....it did not help wake us up frm the sleep la....ok maybe the activity aft this did...we had this longest caterpillar game...whr we had to go to the field whr sprinlker is switched on to find the packet bubble to blow...neh those wen young also go mama shop buy wan....there's a small straw for us to blow bubbles...so aft finding as many packets as we can...we have to think of ways to make a caterpillar which is able to move!

so we blew the bubble and stick it together with our lanyards or wateva we've tt is circle or round to complete tt able to move caterpillar...we had a race wif this completed caterpillar...but we broke the body halfway during the race...so we're disqualified...haha...but we still continued to the compeition and managed to win in another way despite the fact tt we're being disqualified...wahaha...

aft tt we went for breakfast...as usual a cheer had to be given before gg for breakfast...so...hmmm...our grp doesn't have our own individual cheer! haha...so scallop came up wif lots of stupid random cheer...haha...our group is very quiet while the other grp keep shouting n cheering for their grp to be the first to go for breakfast...haha...so we didnt bother to compete wif them ans let them continued shouting....in e meantime we think of cheers and we finally anyhow just settle wif jason's cheer temporary....aft every grps' own cheer...they still don let us off....so shoutings kept gg on...haha..our grp so zai...we shouted at t begining and just kept quiet aft tt n didnt reali bother to compete wif the others...wahaha...cos in e end we'll still go for breakfast and were still given the same amt of time to eat...haha...there wun be a huge difference in the amt of time given to the first gro tt go for breakfast and the grp tt go last for breakfast...scallop won a loaf of bread for us cos of his stupid behaviour! wahaha...

aft breakfast...we talk n slack at the sports complex....we re-intro the grp members as jon, tom and scallop donno most of our names...wahahaha....scallop kana forefit furing the game and he was dared to go to the opposite grp to pluck one of the guy's leg hair...wahaha....and tt grp is playing some sort of concentarting game wif their eyes close...den he just went over and pluck a guy's leg hair while his eyes were close...hahahahaha....tt guy got a shock and was angry wif him for not asking his permission...lol...and aft this forefit....it becomes the forefit for the rest of our games...wahaha...plucking of others hair! hahahaha....so funny la...

aft this we went for a telematch where we won surprisingly!!! we finished e race efficiently and we still have to time to help e other grps and pack our tent(whr we pitch it as it's one of the requiremets of the race) and we even helped picked up the litters and pack all the equipments aft e race....while e other grps just sat there and have funa mong themsleves....i tink tt our grp is so hardworking and helpful...but we still lack the team spirit and the bond there...so sad..but we still can win the race w/o team spirit? maybe there are team spirit...it's just not tt strong....ya again wen we were required to settle down n rest.....the whole grp like go......haiz....makes me so wantign to sleep....lunch was field cooking....it's messy and thrg this...selfish acts and real true self of the people were displayed n shown here...aft eating some of them cld just leave the mastin, litters n pots there w/o washing them! haiz....

haha...the ext activity is MASS DANCE, CHICKY DANCE and the TP SCHOOL SONG!!! hehe...this is still always my favourite....1 2 3 4! Temasek's me, Temasek's you. We are a team!!! wahaha...i love th person who invented this song and the dance!!! haha...i donno if e other grp members had all enjoyed the song...but i did! haha...aft this sandy n me went hm saying bye to jon scallop n jason...we meet kb for fireworks aft bathing n putting out stuff at hm! hee...fireworks were not bad...i like the last part whr it shows my favourite! hahaha...we squeezed thrg the crowd n get onto the mrt at city hall...

we said bye to kb n went to CPF building to find jason they all! haha...the tradition of TPSU...den they taught us a stupid game, BACK TO THE FUTURE...whr i took a super long time to realise how it is played! so qi ren...haha...make me feel so stupid....donno whr they find so many of these games lor....alwasy got diff wan....i feel so useless n stupid wen i found out the trick of the game...cos it's a very easy game but i didnt knwo how to play! haha...i rush hm aft tt to finish my PMI project! wa...so tire and i fell alseep as soon as i lie on the bed!


ok summary...the camp is still bad to me la...if i'm to say fun...den it's the presence of jon, tom , jason and scallop around tt makes me don feel so regret of cuming to this camp....this camps concluded smthg for me...even if i didnt get into the sub-com...it's ok for me....cso i've been waiting to get into it since last year whr i missed the chance and whr all my campmates had gone to....haiz this yr most of them not there....so sad n not fun....i miss them!!!

I MISS NPCC!!!

i tink this post is quite....donno how to say...but like it didint reali express well wat i wanted to say....it's quite a slousy entry???

SENTOSA I MISS U!!!

I MISS GG TO SENTOSA OUT OF A SUDDEN AGAIN!!! haha....y izzit always at ard this time i miss gg to sentosa??? hehe...ok nth to do...just wanted to tell u ppl.........I MISS SENTOSA!!!! hehe...

Meetings & Meetings

hmm...today's is a tiring day...it's not e activities tt is tiring...is just me feeling sian n sleepy though i woke up only at ard 10...izzit cos there's no felicia there to bicker wif me? hahaha...so today i went for acct lect...yup it's a long time since i went for acct lect...hehe....the reason for my presence in this lect is cos today Mr Wee's talking abt exam format and wat's cuming out for exams...wahaha....angel n pei zhen surprise to see me there as i don go for acct lect...haha...hmmm....today's lect...hmmm...i went there n chat wif piwen! wahaha....lol...aft lect together wif angel n pei zhen, we meet mindy n winna for PMI project...i thgt it'll be a long discussion...who knows it ended quite fast...

next winna n i went to Bizen room to get ready for meeting which is at 2.30...before the meeting starts we were at there discussing on few topics...wahaha...we discussed abt if buying condoms needs a legal age to buy and e experience of buying the condoms for education need...don think wrong!!! haha...the 2nd topic is abt if couples are able to sleep together on the same bed...ok i know....stupid topics...instead of proceeding wif the meeting, we're discussing abt all these...hehe...

and somehow i didnt know how we can link to teenage pregnancy and abortion....yucks so disgusting la abt the process of aborting the babies...YUCKS!!! it's so cruel!!! from all these topics we even linked to putting braces on the teeth! ??? ya i also donno how come we are able to link to so much thingy...wahaha...

so aft so much of talkings on unimpt stuff...we finally get to serious meeting....we were quite blur abt wat to do...but we get back to the right track aft some times....each n everyone of us had to get our things done tml so as to be able to ans to the staff in tml's meeting wif them...luckily we admin had done most of our part! haha...this meeting ended at ard 5? haiz...tml there's meeting again! 11 wif Mr Chan first den 2.30 meeting wif the other staff-IC of the orientation...yeah we're getting Bizen T-shirts next week!! hehe...

i meet sin yee at interchange at ard 5.30? for wat i donno...haha...oh ya it's suppose to collect money frm him and to accompany tt chun wai to buy HIS gf's present but in e end he's wif his gf! ya how are we gg to buy rite wif his gf ard...donno wat he's thinking...i contact him aft he went off....idiot leh him...it's his gf's present still need me to do so much things for him...like to accompany him go buy and to help him contact cindy if she's able to follow us too...dots rite! in e end he bth me....den he say he'll contact cindy himself and still scold me selfish! haha...den i told him, didnt he know tt i'm gg to sell fish wen i grad! wahahaha...lol...he reali bth me...cos i've been arguing wif him abt y shld i help him cos it's not me getting present for gf wat...hahaha....

ya today an murder case occurred below my block!!! a blanga got murdered...and the place is being surrounded by the police wif their tt blue tape...haha...how i know...i'm not KPO hor...is my dad! wahaha...cos as he came back frm work, he saw lots of ppl surround at the scene of murder....so i tink someone told him wat happen? haha....den i became a detective....
concluding tt:

• Suspect: another blanga of this victim's friend
• Reasons for making this assumptions: cos blanga always fight among themselves..or shld i say most foreigners? they always fight among themselves....there's lots of news on their fightings..over wat? either women or money...can't be drunk...cos it's bright daylight...tt blanga shld be working instead of drinking...if drinking....how he landed on the grass (the scene whr the body is found)?
• Objective of murdering: cos of $$$ issue or over women!
• Weapon: still in process of investigation...(in actual fact i donno! haha...wanna know? look out in the news la!)
• Scene of murder: At blk 3*1 Tampines ST33...
• Witnesses: not sure...to be confirmed
• Time of murder: agar agar...ard 3-7++...(tt's a big range of time rite...haha...)

wahaha...lol...how stupid n bo liao i am...haha..pi wen i on purpose don put my blk out!!! hehe...=P

Things to be completed today:

• My part on PMI
• Pack bag for tml's camp

i'm gg for SATURDAY last display of FIREWORKS!!! hehe...

HAPPY 41st BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!!

ok...just came back frm kallang after watching ndp fireworks....quite tired....it's nice...but sat's fireworks is even nicer..hehe....i saw my fav...smthg like the falling rain in golden colour...haha...quite happy...took some photos...we had a picnic cum watch fireworks event....haha....ate non-stop...joke quite alot wif cousins n aunts...
yup tt's all nth impt and happening....tml's programmes....PMI projects, Bizen meeting and home sweet home!!!
i'll upload ths photos taken today some other days cos the photobucket keep failing to upload the photos sucessfully!

*~`HAPPY 41st BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!!`~*

i l0ve FIREWORKS!!!

i miss today's fireworks!!!

ok i've got nth to do..and i'm bored...i can't get to slp cos i slept 2hrs in the afternoon...haha...so i went to look for a new blog skin and had changed it....

shit i miss today's fireworks! cos i'm too tired n lazy to wake up! u all shld have told me earlier!!! arrgghhh! nvm there's 2 more this cuming fri n sat...hehe..but also not sure if i'm able to make it!

Thurs:

• PMI projects

Friday:

• Meeting
• Camp in sch

Saturday:

• Camping in sch
• Watching fireworks???

Sunday:

• Preparation for Monday's PMI interview!!!

AMAZING FIREWORKS!!!

Saturday:

FIREWORKS!!! ahhhhh....so nice! HEN HAO KAN!!! hehe...wa...i miss fireworks..haha...it really makes me happy after watching it...haha...

before that me, cindy, leon, chris chun wai, sin yee and her bf, desmond met and went to marins south to eat...what we ate? steamboat of course! haha...there's nth else to do at marina south....hmm...so we were late....oh nono...it's the guys late! ya guys! i donno y i've this grp guy frens whom are so good at wasting time wen it comes to meeting us gals out! n e worst thing is sin yee n des quarrel before they meet us....aiyo....so cindy n me kept worrying....cos we're late and info from sin yee tt he's impatient n tired of waiting....hahaha...

me n cindy really tried our best to hurry them....we really tried our best sin yee...sorry ar....but desmond also have somea attitude la....but nvm.....don tink too much is better....thinking too much will cause unhappiness...haha..ok i know whatever....so we ate steamboat....it's v hot n my face is oily! cos we sat inside...if we sat outside along the road, it might not be tt bad....we were sweating all over la...haha...we took cab to esplanade and it costs us ard $11! tt uncle cheated our money! we have 7 ppl so we separate into 2 cab....e cab chun wai they took only cost ard $5! ours is double or theirs!tt uncle cheated our money! arrgghhh...e fireworks is starting soon but he still don let us down! so we just gif him e money n get out of the cab along the road....we gals n desmond lose contact wif leon they all....but we still found them in e end while watching fireworks! hehe....

u know wat? the fireworks is v nice! ahhhhhhh....wa....wow...wa...wow....hen mei leh....is all wat i say during the fireworks display! hahaha....i'm standing behind chris...ya stupid rite...he's so tall...but i did manage to find a view tt doesn't block me in any way....hehe...chun wai is looking out for the 'raining' fireworks tt i kept mentioning tt i like most....haha...but i'm busy and v concentrating admiring the fireworks display n didnt really bother him...haha...but wen i saw tt 'raining' wan...i shout..ya this is the wan this is the wan! hahaha...den idiot....he went,' wa....so xing fu! wa....hao mong huan oh....' haha...so irritating...he n chris n leon keep acting there...he copy those idol drama...smthg like...how i wish the time could stop here and this will never end! haha...den leon will hug him from the back...if not they will go...hey there's a meteor! quick make a wish...haha...i notice they really go close their eyes wif their hands clap together n start wishing.....hahaha...wa...bth! haha...i'm laughing like siao la...haha..they really make my day....but the fireworks' contribution is still the most! haha..it really help reduce my stress cos i'm shouting..haha....

fireworks got tt much influence? YES IT DOES! haha...as far as i know...to me only la...hahaha....aft this we went to look for leon's DARLING for him among the crowd at esplanade...whr he's only given 2 clues....whr the gal is wearing purple but wen we found her she's wearing LIGHT purple! as if we can see LIGHT purple tt clearly in the dark...it's seen as white in the dark! the 2nd clue is she's at the left of the stage...dots! wat kind of stupid game is this la! if she really take leon seriously or really wants to be leon's gf....she wun have suggested this type of game....and even suggested of playing another round! mind u...she's not leon's gf yet before finding her....she only agree if leon finds her! dots! she thgt she's reali acting in a drama ar?

so aft finish 'acting' in this drama, chun wai me cindy chris sinyee n desmond went marina south walk...thgt of finding a place to slack....but it's v crowded e'whr....so we went back to tampines mart.....bt w/o chun wai...cos of his BROTHER, leon thia la....ok it's a long story..haha...

yea overall FIREWORKS is AMAZING!!! hehe..i'm gg to watch it again n again if i can....hahahaha...

SUNDAY (today):

went grandma's hse to pray ancestors.....as soon as i reach ther aft greeting the elders n praying, i went straight to the kitchen n eat! haha...yes i'm v hungry...haha...cos i didnt eat breakfast....haha...talk n joke ard with cousins...i took a nap...hehe...pig am i...haha...wake up...eat again...haha....dinner time ma...haha...played a few round of mahjong...yea i kept winning! hehe...so pai seh winning my grandfather and aunties' money...haha..but i didnt take the money k....the money will in the end return to my mum cos i play for her....as she go and have her dinner....my dad cam n fetch us and we bought durian hm n eat! yum yum...it's delicious but unpleasant wen the smell will stay in ur mouth n the smell goes into ur room! haha...

*yup tt's all...conclusion....my weekend is well spent! hehe..(=






photos taken during eating of steamboat...ya i failed to take photos wif___again...haha...

AMAZING FIREWORKS!!!

Saturday:

FIREWORKS!!! ahhhhh....so nice! HEN HAO KAN!!! hehe...wa...i miss fireworks..haha...it really makes me happy after watching it...haha...

before that me, cindy, leon, chris chun wai, sin yee and her bf, desmond met and went to marins south to eat...what we ate? steamboat of course! haha...there's nth else to do at marina south....hmm...so we were late....oh nono...it's the guys late! ya guys! i donno y i've this grp guy frens whom are so good at wasting time wen it comes to meeting us gals out! n e worst thing is sin yee n des quarrel before they meet us....aiyo....so cindy n me kept worrying....cos we're late and info from sin yee tt he's impatient n tired of waiting....hahaha...

me n cindy really tried our best to hurry them....we really tried our best sin yee...sorry ar....but desmond also have somea attitude la....but nvm.....don tink too much is better....thinking too much will cause unhappiness...haha..ok i know whatever....so we ate steamboat....it's v hot n my face is oily! cos we sat inside...if we sat outside along the road, it might not be tt bad....we were sweating all over la...haha...we took cab to esplanade and it costs us ard $11! tt uncle cheated our money! we have 7 ppl so we separate into 2 cab....e cab chun wai they took only cost ard $5! ours is double or theirs!tt uncle cheated our money! arrgghhh...e fireworks is starting soon but he still don let us down! so we just gif him e money n get out of the cab along the road....we gals n desmond lose contact wif leon they all....but we still found them in e end while watching fireworks! hehe....

u know wat? the fireworks is v nice! ahhhhhhh....wa....wow...wa...wow....hen mei leh....is all wat i say during the fireworks display! hahaha....i'm standing behind chris...ya stupid rite...he's so tall...but i did manage to find a view tt doesn't block me in any way....hehe...chun wai is looking out for the 'raining' fireworks tt i kept mentioning tt i like most....haha...but i'm busy and v concentrating admiring the fireworks display n didnt really bother him...haha...but wen i saw tt 'raining' wan...i shout..ya this is the wan this is the wan! hahaha...den idiot....he went,' wa....so xing fu! wa....hao mong huan oh....' haha...so irritating...he n chris n leon keep acting there...he copy those idol drama...smthg like...how i wish the time could stop here and this will never end! haha...den leon will hug him from the back...if not they will go...hey there's a meteor! quick make a wish...haha...i notice they really go close their eyes wif their hands clap together n start wishing.....hahaha...wa...bth! haha...i'm laughing like siao la...haha..they really make my day....but the fireworks' contribution is still the most! haha..it really help reduce my stress cos i'm shouting..haha....

fireworks got tt much influence? YES IT DOES! haha...as far as i know...to me only la...hahaha....aft this we went to look for leon's DARLING for him among the crowd at esplanade...whr he's only given 2 clues....whr the gal is wearing purple but wen we found her she's wearing LIGHT purple! as if we can see LIGHT purple tt clearly in the dark...it's seen as white in the dark! the 2nd clue is she's at the left of the stage...dots! wat kind of stupid game is this la! if she really take leon seriously or really wants to be leon's gf....she wun have suggested this type of game....and even suggested of playing another round! mind u...she's not leon's gf yet before finding her....she only agree if leon finds her! dots! she thgt she's reali acting in a drama ar?

so aft finish 'acting' in this drama, chun wai me cindy chris sinyee n desmond went marina south walk...thgt of finding a place to slack....but it's v crowded e'whr....so we went back to tampines mart.....bt w/o chun wai...cos of his BROTHER, leon thia la....ok it's a long story..haha...

yea overall FIREWORKS is AMAZING!!! hehe..i'm gg to watch it again n again if i can....hahahaha...

SUNDAY (today):

went grandma's hse to pray ancestors.....as soon as i reach ther aft greeting the elders n praying, i went straight to the kitchen n eat! haha...yes i'm v hungry...haha...cos i didnt eat breakfast....haha...talk n joke ard with cousins...i took a nap...hehe...pig am i...haha...wake up...eat again...haha....dinner time ma...haha...played a few round of mahjong...yea i kept winning! hehe...so pai seh winning my grandfather and aunties' money...haha..but i didnt take the money k....the money will in the end return to my mum cos i play for her....as she go and have her dinner....my dad cam n fetch us and we bought durian hm n eat! yum yum...it's delicious but unpleasant wen the smell will stay in ur mouth n the smell goes into ur room! haha...

*yup tt's all...conclusion....my weekend is well spent! hehe..(=

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PI WEN!

hmm...today...is a g00d day!!! hehe...i'm feeling good..haha...ok weird ar...only within one day den my mood turn ultra fast...360 degree...haha..

today is....

AH LOH aka LOH PI WEN aka AH BOON aka MY FUTURE-NEIGHBOUR'S 18TH BIRTHDAY!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

we got a surprise for her....we made a super amazing card for her...it's quite big...size of half a vanga sheet...contents of the card? hehe...cannot reveal....secret....ok la...i'll tell abit...haha...inside contain mostly pictures of her n _______ n us(vivi+kim bee+sandy+felicia+hui qin) too...haha...we bought her an astro boy shirt...so cute...i mean the plastic bag...wahahaha...ok la...the astro shirt is cute, the plastic bag in nice too...haha....me n vivi agree totally! hahaha...and we decide to get one astro shirt each together! hahaha...and also superman shirt! haha...

hmm..i thgt today will be a stressful day wif lots of projects to do..but who knows my leader of individual projects sms n inform me tt the meeting is cancelled! cos there isn't a need for meeting up liao...hahahaha...so happy....cos we almost reach the finishing point of the project already! hehe...happy happy n happy....haha....

aft the crazy surprise for pi wen, we went e2 club room wif her cos me n vivi thgt of seeing wat surprises they'll have for boon...but who knows we see nth but only lots of ppl standing outside.....dots....so we proceed to the accounting tutorial disappointedly....haha..actually is me n vivi only la...hehe...today's accounting i took along time to settle down cos i cant find an exact place whr i liek and am satisfied wif....cos e tutor is too far away frm me so i'm unable to see wat she's explaining...so i keep walking frm table to table to find e place tt 'belongs' to me...haha....i even went downstairs quite a no. of times to fill bottle n buy food...haha....finally wen sham went off, i sat at his place n get settle down...i tink i wasted alot of time but i get all my things asked n done at e end of the tutorial....haha....though i unstd but it's like still got abit blur n unclear leh...

nvm i can ask felicia they all..if still cannot....den ask again the next session! heee..today's pic we took during the surprise for boon will be uploaded soon...have to wait for sandy n pi wen to send me first...haha...ok ppl nitex! hope u can dream of whoever u wish to! hehe...hmmm....(=

today is a better day!

i thgt today wun be a so stress day...but it get stressful at the lower part of the day...today's OB n DECAN quiz is alrite....so today aft DECAN quiz end, me winna mindy n felicia went to library to look for reference to aid in our DECAN project...so aft finding we tried solving the problem again...but....we failed to solve the problem again!!! arrrgghhh...me n felicia had been solving the problem after winna n mindy go off first....den left thw two of us in library doing....ahhhhhhh.....we tried lots of times but we're still unable to get to the solution! we both get v stress up...so we give up n call winna to help us try solving it...den we went hm...while walking to the bus stop...we are both walking extremely slow than usual speed....haha...though we're stresses up and the mind is still thinking abt the problem....we didnt forget wat we've to do for another project! we had to take pictures of the two bubble tea stalls opposite TP! haha...so we're like those reporter trying to snap a picture of those superstars secretly as edvidence to help them write reports....haha..ya we're doing exactly the same thing....we need to take a picture of both stalls to help support our claims in the MI report! wahaha....

Blue Sea VS A1!


Blue Sea

A1
tml i've to do:

1. revision of accounting tutorial 8 with felicia
2. meet jy n aisyah do CDS project
3. go for accounting tutorial
4. do DECAN or Acccounting project
5. meet angel,pei zhen n jordan for MI project
6. home sweet home!!! haha...
7. -.- finish summary of proposal n send to winna!

saturday:

1. meeting sin yee n ppl to watch fireworks!
2. complete accounting n send to winna

tml will be a better day rite?

ahhh...frustrations!

today's entry has to be a fast one...but i can't cos i've lots to say...This few days hasn't been good for me...today is another bad day! i get frustrated or bothered easily due to my impatience n the little limited endurance i have! haiz....i'm very angry with myself, angry with my lousy awful dreadful attitude, angry with my impatience...i keep blaming myself....but i just can't figure out wat's happening to me! someone pls save me! help cheer me up!!! i need someone to cheer me up!!!

haiz...really sorry to my MI projectmates for my poor attitude weneva we're doing this project....i apologise for my dreadful attitude...i get reali annoyed and i can't accept comments or criticism openly....i didnt know y.....i'm yue lai yue xing xiong xia zai le...i cant tolerate the comments n stuff wan...but i didnt...y? y? i hate it...i don't like my behaviour....i don't like! i find tt i'm a good working team member....i can't work well can't cooperate well in groups....i'm getting worst at working in groups! maybe felicia is true, we're at the storming stage of group development....haiz...reali hope i'll get back to my ownself soon....it's reali sickening la for my attitude n behaviour these days!

haiz...can anybody tell me wat's happening to me? wat happen to me? wat the hell i'm thinking and trying to do? my unpleasant behaviour reali affects me alot....i don wan this to continue and affects my process of doing the projects....haiz....and it's nva good to get involved into politics! another problem....these few days or weeks happenings reali makes me think alot.....i find that communicating with people is getting more n more difficult for me....makes me don reali wish to communicate with anyone....haiz...

stupid weird strange feelings i'm having now! so idiotic.....irritating! y m i so depress? these few days, i reali get irritated by my behaviour and feel like crying! but my tears are liek kena stuck some where at the head there....it stops n don get out! arrrghhh!!! the feeling i had are confusing but all are negative wants.....ahhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!! maybe i'm just too stressed-up....so angry...so annoyed by all these stupid things......finding ways to release all these frustrations.....so nw i'm eating...ya so late i'm still eating...i ate a bowl of bee hoon just and now keropok! aiyo!!! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!

SOMEONE SAVE ME!!!

today's accounting quiz...haiz...i make a mistake....aft knowing my mistake, i reali feel like killing myself! so angry with myself!!! nobody's fault but myself for not being very prepared n thgt i'll be able to make it in the quiz...but there's always lots of unexpected outcomes....

** i donno..i donno wat's making me tt pek-chek, tt easily annoyed n irritated!

To felicia:
*sorry for my poor behaviour n attitude these few days.....i wld bu zhi bu jue jiu find faults on you n arguements occurs....i know this time de arguement is different de rite....it's getting serious wan...if i'm being too much, pls scold me! haiz...wat the hell m i doing huh? aiyo!!!

tml OB and DECAN quiz....wish me luck!**

my ATTITUDE silblings!!!!

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!! BOTH OF THE SIBLINGS ARE SO ATTITUDE LA!!!

firstly is my brother...after finish eating dinner we shld help to keep those stuff wat...so i help my mum to bring dish to the kitchen so left the small table on e floor to keep...den he call me to keep den i ans him u last to use it leh....cos he's still eating but holding his bowl....he said he didnt use the table! wa...ok nvm...den i say u didnt use cant keep meh...den he say u wan like this rite, u go n die! wa...i heck care him la...he show me tt i'm having an attitude problem face la....hello! who's having an attitude here! i'm just felt tt it's unfair tt i've to always give in to u! i'm not ur maid k!!! i maybe chin chai sometimes but pls don get it for granted! idiot! u didnt learn before this chinese phrase ar....don DE CHU JING CHI!!! study higher chinese some more! oh ya hor maybe u study too much till u forget abt this phrase le!!! arrrghhhh!!!!!!!!!!! he's a useless brother! know nth but only being selfish make us of his sisters!!!

Next now is my sister!!! arrrrggghhhh! she's always tt ATTITUDE!!! so angry! wtf! she MU WU ZHUN ZHANG! MEI LI MOU!! MEI DA MEI XIAO!!! the way she always talk to my dad is rude, loud and in a frustrating tone!!! she always tell my dad, 'can u pls keep quiet! don tok to me can!'
ATTITUDE is e first word u think of rite!!! @#$%&^* arrrrrrrggghhhhhhh!!!!!!
she seriously have a serious ATTITUDE PROBLEM!!! ok so just now i'm talking on the phone with felicia, asking her details abt tml's accounting quiz thingy....and e phone i'm using always have the volume problem where it's always v soft n i can't hear clearly wat felicia i toking.....den she n my dad arguing again! so loud la! i so irritated and call her to speak softer n shut up! den know wat she replied? she sai, ' ya la ya la u tok la tok la...' plus giving me tt i'm always blaming, scolding her and i'm always right tt face! wa! i'm really boiling inside! i really wants to continue arguing wif her but my dad stop me....arrrrrrggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i'm still boiling now!!! feel like slapping her face! she always don unstd what is the meaning btw scold, nag and tell.....haiz both my siblings have problems unstding words! one dont know chinese, one dont know english! weneva i tell her to do smthg, she say i scold her! wtf! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok i needa to relax n calm down....i admit i also having attitude n bad mood at tt rite moment....but i'm not wen arguing wif my brother! only wen wif my sister...i just hate her being inconsiderating! u know wat they arguing abt? abt wat buy wat food always buy food.....wtf..wat is all this abt? CRAZY! BO LIAO!! STUPID!!!

arrgghhh...the more i say the higher the boiling point!

today in school we celebrated kim bee's birthday....ate angie the choice's black forest cake! delicious! HAPPY BIRTHDAY our LA WU MAMA!!! (h0t g0h mama!) haha...actually today shld be a quite relaxing but donno y wen DECAN lab,i became so stress without knowing y....cos i'm not doing the lab sheet cos i donno how to...waiting for ppl to finish den i can ask them....meanwhile i'm playing computer games wif felicia n others.....but just cant find out y i'm so stress.....and get v hungry! i ate breakfast at ard 10+, ate cake at ard 3 or 2+...den DECAN ends ard 5+ den my stomach growling already!

den wen eating breakfast oso no appettie....donno wat happen to me....siao wan...ok on e way back hm on the bus....i've decided to highlight n cut my hair during this cuming holiday....me n felicia had so discussed abt some surprises for someone...haha....

ya today is CDS quiz...tt idiot teacher! late again! late by an hr!!! i still rush to sch in cab! den cab fare so ex! additional charge of $2 leh! overall i tink the quiz shld be alright....tml accounting quiz and i only realise it wen winna they all told me during the lab session....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANN POH SIN YEE!!!!!!!!!!!!

I WANT GO SENTOSA!!!!

I WANT TO GO TO SENTOSA!!! haha...have this sudden urge...i must squeeze one day out during my cuming holidays to go overseas to sentosa! hahaha....funny ar sleep don sleep think of gg sentosa at this time! haha....ok nth le...just a simple bo liao blog whr i just wanna to say....I WANT TO GO TO SENTOSA!!!!! hehe..(= nitex ppl!

tml will be a g00d day!!! (=