cannot affect elf's reputation!!!

today's business at husk was bad!!! today i went there to stone, visit toilet numerous times, i take my own sweet time to go buy food....lol...read newspaper...pack the stocks...i did all these for e full 6 1/2 hrs!!!!! only 1 customer lor! dotss...

mrgn took loa and went to elf to help out at TP Rawks...heard from sandy tt today's feedback for elf was jialatt!!! tml must feedback to elf...if not ltr elf's reputation kana affected! tml sam...will be rushing to work after elf...k nitex ppl!

qiudan's request

request from qiudan..

1. Single, taken or crushing?
single

2. Are you happy with your life now?
not really at this moment or maybe i shld consider it to b this week?

3. When you meet the right person, will you fall for him/her fast?
i think so...i tink i'm useless or idiot in love? but falling for him is one thing, being together is another thing!

4. Have you had your heart broken?
yup ba..)=

5. Do you believe there are circumstances where cheating love is acceptable?
depends? but most probably it's a NO...cos whatever reason if u wanna or had to cheat..den don lie and just tell her frankly u don like her and jus dump her! instead of making her more sad rite!

6. Would you talk to someone back if he/she cheats on you?
depending on e seriousness of the situation..lol..wen i can forgive or get over it?

7. Have you talk to another person about marriage before?
nope...cos i hadn't think tt far yet!

8. Do you want children?
yes but max is 2 only..

9. How many?
as i've said..2 is e max!

10. Would you consider adoption?
no..cos i'm not a very caring person so i don think i can dote n treat someone's child as my own..

11. If someone likes you right now, and you have the same feeling for him/her will you accept?
hoping if it's really true...i will...

12. Do you enjoy getting into relationships?
no sure...but will be looking forward to it...

13. Do you break down for anyone before?
yup

14. Do you believe in love at first sight?
hmmm...maybe ba...

15. Are you romantic?
donno how to be...

16. Do you believe you can change someone?
i don have tt much influence...if i did den it'll be great la...

17. If you could marry somewhere, where would it be?
most prob singapore la..cos all friends n family members here..

18. Do you easily give in when you're fighting?
nope cos i wun wan let a fight to occur! but if it's arguments...hee..felicia can confirm tt..

19. Do you have feelings for someone right now?
yes

20. Have you ever wish you could have someone but you messed it up?
yes...did i mess it up?

21. Have you broken a heart?
i don tink so...tell me if i did..

22. One day if your best friend fall in love with he/she that you are deeply in love with, what would you do?
depends on the guy...if he chooses my friend den i can do nth wat rite...

23. Are you missing someone right now?
yes

Now you have to ask your 5 friends to do this survey on their blog.Write down their names below.Tag them in their blog to let them know and DON'T stop doing this survey.This survey have been going around, it made people occupied.Get started and the 5 people are:

* aiya whoever wants to do la...i'm lazy to think of any...cos it's time whr my mind is shutting down!

haiz..heartbreaking!

*this entry is gg to be a useless wan cos i just wanna to fa xie, complain, niam niam niam(nag)...!

hey this week is really not v good indeed....too much involvement of feelings...getting too emo...what's happening??? maybe there's no motivation for everything? or i don see any point or purpose of doing everything? study for wat? for future? will it really helps? rushing for homeworks n projects n quizzes n squeezing so many prgrammes into own schedule...for wat? also donno what am i trying to do...ya so many programmes, make my schedule so pack...is all i choose myself de ma...i can choose not to..but i still go ahead wif it...donno wat i want! ya i'm complaining n niam-ing non stop...tt's y i'm sayin i don like the current me....so emo for wat? make ownself's mood so kena affected...ppl i'm not emo-ing cos of e trip to shanghai next yr...aiya donno wat i want la!!! tsk! @#$%&^! gao dao zhi zi so tired n lack of enough sleep..go school everday headache! d0ts! what exactly life is all about? what do i actually wants in life?
haha..i tink i'm suffering from depression!

k finish complaining liao...if u've read..thks den...cos it's really all senseless things...

19 weeks leh!!!

today on e way back from school on bus 291...thgt alot and getting more worried abt next yr's trip to shanghai trip...i've been getting more n more emo recently....due to various reasons n issues....trying to find out what's e cause of this feeings n emo-ness tt i had....this kind of frequent emo-ness wasn't g00d n encouraging..affects the whole mood and the ppl ard u too! )= i think i'm changing...worst? donno why i'm thinking so much when there isn't a need to whr it does not benefits me too...i don't like the current me!

next yr i'll be gg to shanghai for OSIP for 19 weeks!!! 19 weeks = ard 4/5 months = almost half a yr!!! though it's not long but it isn't short either!!! i'll be gg in may and returns hm only in october!!! tt's long whr i'll miss alot of events in singapore!!! i'll miss alot of ppl also!!! i'll miss singapore's 42 birthday celebration! e main point of mentioning this cos it means i'll miss the fireworks season!!! ahhhhhhhhh...cry! i'll also have to celebrate my 19th birthday in china!!! omg...tt's so lonely n pathetic wif only felicia with me there!!! ahhhhhhh!!!!!!! )'= CRY!!! i'll also miss out alot of local great tv programmes and the scv programmes!!! )= i'll miss alot of my family and friends gatherings!!! i'll miss TP!!! haiz e thgt of all these miss-es makes me wanna to cry!!!

there's a list of things i want to do from now to next may!

1. i'm gonna to participate in as much school activities as i can...
2. i'm gonna to find one day during my last week in singapore to spend the day with chun wai cindy and sin yee...
3. i'll set another day for ronald, yew suan, amos, wu hao n etc...
4. i'm gonna to spend as much time as i could if all my family members whenever i can!
5. i'm also gg to set a day to sentosa before i go to shanghai! cos china wld be too cold for any outdoor activities like tanning and picnic under the sun!!! even i can, there wun be friends to accomany me to do tt!!!
6. i'll eat all my favourite local food before e day i set off!!!
7. i'll want to buy a good camera...
8. take group photo with chun wai they all and ronald they all!
9. of course with all my family members also!!! tt includes my grandparents, aunties, uncles and cousins!!!
10. if possible, i'll also hope for a gathering with all Bizen ppl! plssss! (=
11. i wun want to miss any fireworks display from now on till may!
12. i want to go n do any activities tt i haven tried or thgt of trying a long time ago..
13. i want to watch lion dance! oh gosh i'll miss sept's lion dance competition!!! shit! )=
14. i'll visit most of the local places if i could! haha.. =P
15. i'll try not to miss any of my grandma's, sanyi's and mummy's cooking!
16. i wanna visit Wild Wild Wet!
17. i wan to lose some weight before gg there...cos i cant imagine the fat me wen i'm back cos of all the oily food in china!!!
18. i have to save money so i can use it in shanghai..yup there's no salary or allowance given..)=
19. hope i've e courage to settle some things tt i've been wishing to...
20. hope to find one day to go out with _____....hehe..(= up to ur guessing!

k i know i'm not as if like i'm migrating there permanently..even if it's permanently..ya i can always buy an air ticket n fly back home! but it's really unbearable to leave somewhr i've lived for 18yrs....it's the first time i'm leaving home for such a long period leh!!! at first i'm like...k it's alrite, e'tin will be fine and...time flies fast...but as each day went by, wa.....e thgt of it is like getting more worrying and i don look positive towards it....)= i even thgt tt i'll back out anytime even at e last min! but i told myself tt's a rare opportunity...i'll miss the chance if i forgo it for all the miss-es i had...haha...will my friends forget me? will u guys miss me? hahahaha..lol...worried tt friendship might get strain cos of the loss of long period of contact! will it b an awkward situation for me wen i'm back in sg? cos too long didnt contact...den like strangers like tt...haha...(= k i know i'm thinking too far away le...hee...=D

gao zi bi!

haiz...)=

k..ytd's day...woke up early...went to school wif sandy felicia vivi and e2 ppl for the i-guides briefing...it ended at ard 12...aft tt we went to PS w/0 felicia, thgt of buying smthg from the creative promo..but in e end we bought nth...vivi went off halfway...sandy n i went far east w/o e2 ppl...it's raining outside but we still managed to reach far east thrg walking in e rain...the rain was on off wan..one minute it's raining heavily, another seconds it's drizzling...aft far east, sandy went hm n i went to bugis alone....ya alone...i feel like being alone ytd...gao zi bi!

so i did window shopping alone for the first tim in my 18yrs of life....i tink there's a serious problem with me...cos i always thgt tt it's impossible for someone to shop and walk alone on the streets...tt's so lonely..but i did ytd...i even thgt of not gg hm early and changi airport came to my mind...cos i thgt i needed to sort out someof my thinkings...but in e end i didnt...cos i meet felicia at e late evening to go expo...mood got better a little...but e thgt of gg to airport alone is still there...had dinner wif her n went hm...saw sin yee's sms aft finish washing up...she asked to meet up..so i went to meet them (cindy sinyee+bf chunwai)...brought my MOI notes along to the chit chatting session...as usual we updated our life wif each other...leon is still e jialatt n childish wan...haiz...he had just finish another 'drama' wif the production cost of more than $1090!!! haiz...no medicine can save him!!! we stayed at mac till ard 2...went hm n pong onto bed n sleep! lots of things r still in my mind...

today is a tiring day...my sales was not bad...not feeling well....had headache..i tink becos of the huge number of ppl continously walking pass husk ba...the flow of ppl jus doesn't stop....cause my an headache...in addition, there's this SPH's exhibition there...music keep gg on loudly whr i couldnt hear wat my colleague's voice! two of the MCs are talking nonsense senseless stuff non-stop...keep teasing ppl tt walked pass them..d0ts!!! rush hm by cab cos of the amt of homework i've to complete and hand in tml....but no cab lor aft waiting fo 30mins! so i called an cab...reached hm at ard 10.30...i think this week isn't a good one for me...had a bad start? k tt's e end of today's entry! ='(

*i also didnt know what i want exactly! disappointments? what are you thinking? hinting me to forget it?

husk good biz!!!

had lunch treated by mr chan at downtown east de sakura...not bad la e food...i cant eat alot...get full easily...aft tt...i rush to suntec for work by cab..drop pi wen down at TP...reached suntec just nice...today's business was fabulous! i alone made $467 amt of sales from 3pm - 9pm! wahaha..all e customer didnt buy the things in big amt...all are in small amt, not over $100 de...all this less than $100 de sales accumulate to total of $467!!! wahaha...

i'm v suay wan la...always meet those type of toublesome, fussy and difficult to serve de customer! got this china lady aged ard 22 yrs old...she's quite skinny and was trying on the zichronia (man made dimond) ring on the display...so she asked for smaller size but i've to see wat's e code or design before i can check for her if there's any more stock left...wa...she pointed her fingr on the glass box display and let e ring slip out from her finger..and the ring goes ting and hit the glass box!!! @#%&^@#! wa..even it's man made...she also cant do tt rite! ltr spoil how? si za bo! so angry la! piss me off la! bt i still have to pretend nth happen and act as if like...it's ok...if e ring is spoil also nvm....u don have to bear the price...DOTs la!!! @$&^%#$@!

susan heard the ring's ting sound n walk nearer to look out...cos worried tt while i'm looking for the smaller size ring for tt ##$%%&$ customer, she and her friends might take the opportunity to steal e ring...sorry for looking at them tt way..cos they don give us a good impression overall..i mean whr they're from n how they behave in the public in local...in addition how 'careful' she handle the ring! mess up e stall only!!! in e end i've to clear the mess for u!!!

irritating customer! next is another customer in her mid-aged...she's more fussy...bt luckily she bought quite alo for me...ard $50 of bracelets? haha...quite busy ar....and those jade bracelets are quite saleable...and it's the same few piece today...i've been replenising the bracelets again n again...lol..haha...

aarrrrggggghhhhh!

AAAARRRRRRGGGGGHHHHHH!!! haiz!!! disappointed!!! *shake head!*

Friday

• working at 3-9
• chan's treat to sakura

Saturday

• I-guides briefing at 9.30am
• shopping for zen v either at PS or Marina Sq
• study for mon and tues quizzes

Sunday

• working at 3-9
• study for mon's MOI quiz..

...

just finish reading sandy's latest blog update...quite agree wth some of her contents of the entry...haiz...as ppl grow older, thinkings might start to change as well, behaviour, perceptions, attitudes......character too changes??? cos of the given environment tt u had gone thrg? k i'm not trying to recap on my organisation behaviour knowledge...it's really true...this sem is very impt to us...it's gg to affect or future sem? haiz..i cant imagine the kong bu-ness of the working society...we aren't really in the working society now, can be said only still in the 'student' period...all are already rushing to find a way out for themselves...ppl will become selfish with no choice in order just to save themselves...so sometimes u'll think if the person u're mixing ard if they are the rite groups anot...as in do they have motive to mix ard with u anot n stuff...haiz...

y making friends can also b tt difficult and requires so much effort...y ppl cant live happily together and everything be as simple as it can be in life???? haiz..haha..sometimes izzit our own character, behaviour n jian chi making life difficult for ourselves? maybe? being too sensitve also not v good, don be sesitive also not good...but wen to know wen to be sensitive n wen not to? arrgghhh..see it is not easy to live in tis world!!! k one fact, there's nobody in this world who is not selfish!!! getting to know someone is also another thing tt requires alot of effort!!! u donno wat's the person is thinking rite now unless u can really read his/her mind....i haven met any friend whr i can reach this stage so far...i don tink i'll want to...cos i'm a lazy person and now i doesn't want things to be so complicated....but seems like everything gets complicated itself...and really if u can, just mind ur own business! hehe..

sometimes wen i'm having a bad attitude and mood...there's really a reason n cause behind it de!!! it's just tt i didnt tell anyone wat's the cause behind it...k it's my wrong to affect the ppl ard me though they might not be concern wif causing my anger...so i know i've to change this bad habit? but if it's u all, can u all b sure tt u wun affect the others with ur mood? k maybe all these are just excuses...but sometimes i'm just angry wif myself and i didnt control my own mood well and just....ya i may speak tonelessly or angrily towards ppl...if i'm really angry wif tt person, i'll not talk to him/her unnecessarily...if not i'll talk sarcasticly...aiya..i donno wat i'm trying to say or talk abt...maybe i cant get wat i want to say written it down here..co i donno howto describe la....so i just type down whatever i want to say...haiz..(=

21st position out of 35 teams!!!

Position
Name (Captain)
Dept
Tag No
Team
Timing (mins/secs)


1
Chen Yoke Yeng
ENG
T
Engine Power
34.52

2
Kyle Lim
ADMIN
14
Team SAA
35.11

3
Chan Kok Wah
ADMIN
11
Born Out Of Passion
37.50

4
Yin Choon Meng
ENG/IFC
O
IFC Team 2
39.53

5
Chia Ser Kian
ADMIN
13
Ultimate
40.36

6
Wilson Tan
ADMIN
16
Sporting Culture
41.29

7
Phua Hong Aik
ENG/IBT
Q
IBT GO
41.37

8
Quah Siok Sim
BUS/HTM
C

41.40

9
Gary Lin Guo-Xin
BUS/MKG
F
Inspirar
42.32

10
Kenny Yong
BUS/CMM
E

42.34

11
Gavin Kwek
BUS/LOM
D
LOM Special Project
42.54

12
Andy Kwek Soo Keng
ENG/MTN
L
Ban Zai
43.38

13
Adrian Noel Danker
ENG/BIE
K
BIO-Engenes
43.55

14
Tan Keng Beng
ASC/FSN
A
The Food Scientist
43.56

15
Lew Kok Fah
ENG
V
ESC
44.55

16
John Leong Kit Hoong
ENG/IFC
N
IFC Team 1
45.13

17
Clement Chew
ENG/CEN
P
Transcend
45.15

18
Pua Yeow Cheong
INT/ITO
28

45.35

19
Lim Aik Leng
ASC/CHE
30
ChE
45.46

20
June Yeo
BUS/A&F
G

46.49

21
Pauline Mok
ENG/BZE
J
ENG BZE Team
46.58

22
Terence Goh
ENG
U
ENGINE 2
47.34

23
Loh Yue Thong
ENG/ELN
M
E2 Matrix
47.43

24
Ng Kee Wee
ENG/MIE
R
The Little Giants
47.43
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.....
...
..
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...
35
Low Hwee Miang
INT/GET
Z
Get Walking
59.29

hee...bze got 21st position out of 35 teams...wahaha...k also not the first few position...wat's so happy to mention abt..haha..(=

reflections?

reflection day? did some reflection in school during liewky's lect...yup his lect is nth worth mentioning or to stay attention to...it's really boring....i thgt i'm changing bad...donno why...maybe cos the environment and the things tt i've been gg thrg so far...e thgt tt i'm changing makes me feel lousy....mood kana affected...)= hmm...so what shld i do...change lor...ya lor tt's e only way...or am i thinking too much?

To My Friends who are....

To My Friends Who Are SINGLELove is like a butterfly. The more you chase it, the more it eludes you. But if you just let it fly, it will come to you when you least expect it. Love can make you happy but often it hurts, but love's only special when you give it to someone who is really worth it. So take your time and choose the best.

To My Friends Who Are NOT SINGLELove isn't about becoming someone else's 'perfect person'. It's about finding someone who helps you become the best person you can be.

To My Friends Who Are the PLAYBOY/GIRL TYPENever say "I love you" if you don't care. Never talk about feelings if they aren't there. Never touch a life if you mean to break a heart. Never look in the eye when all you do is lie. The cruelest thing a guy can do to a girl is to let her fall in love when he doesn't intend to catch her fall and it works both ways...

To My Friends Who Are MARRIEDLove is not about "it's your fault", but "I'm sorry". Not "where are you", but "I'm right here". Not "how could you", but "I understand". Not "I wish you were", but "I'm thankful you are".

To My Friends Who Are ENGAGEDThe true measure of compatibility is not the years spent together but how good you are to each other.

To My Friends Who Are HEARTBROKENHeartbreaks last for as long as you want and cut as deep as you allow them to go. The challenge is not how to survive heartbreaks but to learn from them.

To My Friends Who Are NAIVEHow to be in love; Fall but don't stumble, be consistent but not persistent, share and never be unfair, understand and try not to demand, and get hurt but never keep the pain.

To My Friends Who Are POSSESSIVEIt breaks your heart to see the one you love happy with someone else but it's more painful to know that the one you love is unhappy with you.

To My Friends Who Are AFRAID TO CONFESSLove hurts when you break up with someone. It hurts even more when someone breaks up with you. But love hurts the most when the person you love has no idea how you feel.

To My Friends Who Are Still HOLDING ONA sad thing about life is when you meet someone and fall in love, only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be and that you have wasted years on someone who wasn't worth it. If he isn't worth it now he's not going to be worth it a year or 10years from now. Let go.

To All MY FRIENDS...My wish for you is to find a man/woman whose love is honest, strong, mature, never-changing, uplifting, protective, encouraging, rewarding and unselfish. you know i love you (=

(i 'stole' from qiu dan's blog!) haha..=P

i love family day!

k...long updates...

Thursday
wat i did on thursday huh? haha..ok wen to school for lesson...and found out there's no lesson-.-" tt ah hoon again la!!!so felicia n me went to biz park for brunch...saw zhi heng jun rong sze hui nurul n xinyi there...so we had brunch together...after tt...let me recall ar...i tink we went clubroom to rest...i slept! wahaha...aft 1hr of sleep...went to yeotc lect...after t lect, we skipped the following lect n went hm! wahaha...cos v tired n lazy..hehe..but anyway tt liewky's lect also nth de...he's practically reading from the lect notes tt we had...so i might as well go hm n read myself! i went hm and took a nap and woke up at ard 2 to go to work...

yup...worked wif susan (a 40yr old modern auntie) ...she's so cute...we chatted abt our favourite hk drama serials actors...lol...we both get v excited wen we say till all e handsome actors...wahaha...we talk abt korean show also...and yup i serve two m'sia tai tai...one of them is quite generous but e other wan took a very long time to choose wat she wants...and keep changing her mind after i've issued an reciept! @#$%&....nvm i forgive her...cos of her HANDSOME SON! wahaha...omg...lol....i'm a v realistic person...wahaha...really suai ge...looks abit ang moh ang moh wan...abc type..haha...susan also agree wif me!!! wahaha...

Friday
my ah pa drove me to school! felicia got lobang from my ah pa's car...she told me she's v impressed by how my ah pa drive his car...his skills is superb! lol...wahaha...so proud of him! ahahah...k had modsim lab...it's a graded lab..but it's relaxing n easy...haha...siman chu is a good teacher as in not strict! haha...he go thrg e while lab wif us...as in telling us step by step how to do...is tt how graded lab suppose to be? NO! haha..so u got wat i mean by he's good? his lab ended at ard 10..lol..so felicia n me met up wif vivi and went to bugis! thgt of collecting my shoe which i've ordered 2 weeks ago...and she told me i've to wait for another week!!! @#$^%&! excuses only tt she said she had my shoe background colour mixed up...so had to re-do again...excuses!!! i can do nth but to believe her once more lor...hope she really get it out by next week..if not it' will be a third time of wasted trip down to bugis! is tt how u do a business? is tt how u shld treat ur customer to lose their trust towards u? haiz..haha...

after shopping ard bugis...sat bus donno wat no....thgt of chanign bus at eunos or ubi to go back to TP...but tt stupid bus donno atke us to whr...so long also haven reach! and i'm in a rush back to sch for tt Pass-It-On race! finally we reach somewhr whr there's bus no 8...so we change to bus no. 8...but it's makes no difference though it took a shorter route back to TP....it travel damn slow!!! like tortise la! plus it stop at every stop whether got ppl at e stop anot! i'm so piss off la...cos i'm already late for registration...v worried tt i'll be late for e race also! den felicia n vivi still can sleep till so xiang (soundly) la!

den i alone at there worried n kan chiong n pek chek! as soon as e bus reach TP...i stand up and while trying to get down e bus..there's this indian old lady who is taking her own sweet time slowly down the bus...sorry i'm v rude...i TSK and alight the bus angrily from the other exit...i tink those ppl on e bus who saw wat i did had many bad comments on me...i admit i'm rude la...cos i'm really in a rush...sorry abt tt..walked as fast as i cld to sports complez..got changed and after some warm ups wif all e participants...e race start! omg...i'm still not prepared yet la..and i'm e 2nd runner! wa..my mind haven even settle down yet la...so nervous tt my face got numb!

after tt run, i tink i more suitable for the cheerleading..haha..only wen cheering for others, den i got energy! ahaha...i cheer for all bze runners and e2 ppl..lol..had so much fun...yea bze won e2..hehe...but we didnt win e top 3 places la..haha...so happy we had finished e race...haha...

Saturday
working day...but mrgn i went to sch for i-guides sub com selection...ah pa drove me there! hehe...k so we had low elements at ALP site...not bad...it was fun...being an participants it's always fun..haha...went off at ard 12 for work..again i'm rushing...changed n went out to flag a cab...wa....i get pek chek wen i'm in a rush...cos i don see any cab outside on e road! i waited for ard 30 or 15 mins? finally i flagged a cab and reached suntec in less than 30mins in e shortest route...and surprisingly, it cost less than 10 bucks..haha...it's $9.60..lol...worked till 6pm and went simei to meet my mum and sister..went to my cousin's grandma's funeral...ppl ard me are all getting old...i mean...v worried abt them wen i'm in shanghai next yr....scare!!! )=

Sunday
yea i don have to work today! haha...and it's my family day!!! hehe...my whole family went to joo chiat to pray...cos i suggested of gg ytd night..haha...felt so happy...cos it's just only a suggestion and my parents really did brought me there...after praying, we went to joo chiat 62 for brunch...i miss the prawn noodles there! yum yum delicious! hehe..the chicken rice porridge and wan ton mee is also nice!

after brunch, my mum sister n me went raffles city and marina den to bedok to meet my auntie...walked alot till my mum n sister cant tahan..ahaha...window shopping...went back hm, rest for awhile den went to the funeral again...saw my grandparents there and my aunties n uncles...though only saw them last sat....donno y like got tt feeling i miss them so much...like so many weeks didnt see them like tt...maybe cos now getting lesser chance to get in contact wif them ba..cos of work..haha...but sometimes this type of feeling is better than like u always get in contact wif them tt u forgot how to miss them! i'm also getting less contact wif my parents cos of work again...i learn how to miss them n treasure them more! ahaha...

VIVO

yeah just reached hm not long ago...had finished washing up and apply creams on my pimples....still e same lor e stupid face...so many pop pop pop out...sian 1/2!

just now after we left e library..felicia i went to VIVO...we wear v lok ko...but we still went ahead to vivo..haha...lol...so we took bus 23 to boon keng n change to MRT...on e way to taking MRT, we thgt of the JSXP training camp times..haha...whr we thgt of our funny team mates...haha..so funny and memorable!!! haha...k so as soon as we reach VIVO, e first shop we went into is candy empire...wa so many sweets chocolates n biscuits...so tempting...no wonder it's call candy EMPIRE! haha..but we didnt buy anything n went to shop e other places....after shopping e'whr....we went back to candy empire and stayed inside there for quite a long time...haha...cant decide on wat to buy cos there's too many choices...lol...

so in e end i've decided to buy a bottle of Jelly beans and 100g of honey coated macadania nuts...but my dear boss, felicia sim haven decide on wat to buy! so i accompany to turn rounds n rounds in the candy empire....so finally she settle her mind on the pick n mix section...and i accompany her to turn rounds again! finally wen she've finish choosing, we paid n went to have our dinner....after dinner, we bought fried mushroom and off to the train station...

on e way hm, i listen to her talking abt her childhood memories...omg she's a bad n naughty child lor! she's e kind of child where adults or outsiders hate most! si ki na lor! hahahaha...really...her childhood quite happening...yup thrg out e journey back to tamp i'm listening to her talking abt her childhood stuff...she misses her childhood times la...reached interchange n saw e queue is as long as snake la...so i suggested walking hm...and she ask serious ar...and off we turn back e road n walked all e way hm....before we could leave interchange, we saw melissa, yao sheng, peiling, june n jing yao-.-"...i thgt i could pretend not to see them..but difficult la...nt i don wan to avoid them...it's cos of somebody! aiy0...

k...so while walking back hm....wat did we 2 gals do? LAUGH all e way hm la! really...wahaha...i'm at there imitating sandy's talking action and felicia bth till whr she stop alot of times, halfway along e road squatting down to laugh...really it's funny! beside tt, while we were talking while walking along e road whr HDB flats are the surroundings rite...felicia talk like as if she's inside a car, in an enclose area whr she thgt nobody wld be affected by her volume! by e way, it's already 10++pm at tt moment...ppl might be resting already...she talk like as if it's still early evening whr ppl are still not asleep those kind...bth...so i've to remind her...haha...lol...so funny la! hilarious...really...(=

field trip cancelled!

i'm now in library doing Htm (cds) research..d0ts...i'm wasting my time here doing nth...it shld be our field trip to sentosa but it's cancel due to the weather!~ partly also cos my grpmates doesn't feel like gg and after some discussion they thgt there isn't a need to go all e way to sentosa...because it does not help in our project progress...maybe only part 2 of the project report...so we've decided to come up wif our own story..haha...

so nicholas (one of the grpmate) is the so call 'in-charge' of tt part cos he volunteered to....haha...i tink it had been a long time since he had written a composition ba...wahaha..cos he's now is already in yr 3.2..lol...there's one grpmate who had gone missing...he played MIA wif us...he don replied any of jieyi's sms..he didnt even bother to call back and ask about the project's progress...our felicia is damn angry wif her...whenever we mention about him, her fist will show up (showing tt want to punch ppl tt action)! wahaha....her face is so funny n qian bian! wahaha...

tt stupid computer in this library is super lag...page uploading is slow...while using web messenger, it's super laggy...after i've finish typing one sentence and wants to continue wif another sentence, it don allow me to type...cos it's somehow refreshing the conversation window...dots....after using awhile, it disconnect me! now is not the messenger's fault....it's the library's fault! they log me off without asking me for an extension!!! @#$%&! haha...so in e end i've to re-log in...

k i've gtg now...finally we're leaving this freezing place....so cold here and i didnt bring my wen nuan pai (jacket) wif me...hahaha...(=

25mins walking hm...

today school was alrite..ended at 4...it ends earlier than expected..haha..so felicia n i went subway to have dinner and meet sandy n jason there...chit chatted alot..heng jason's fren just nice also eating at subway...so he chatted wif him...and we 3 gals chatted ourselves...and as usual...laugh n talk like nobody's biz...wahaha...

aft dinner, went tampines sports hall for standard charter run briefing...it ended at ard 8...and i walked hm myself!!! yup all e way from TM, blk 100++ to my blk 341! wahaha...walking does not only makes one do alot of thinking, it's also a healthy thing and it save cost!wahaha...i learn it from just now channel 8 9pm de show de....chen han wei said this! wahaha...

k nth actually abt this blog...just wanna say i walked hm..hehe...i've walked 5 bus stop...cross a bridge...and pass thrg quite a no. of blocks...lol...so tt's e distance and i've spent a total of ard 25mins to reach hm? ahaha..what's is our leg given to us for? to walk rite..i make for use of e chance given to me k...cos somebody told me my mouth given is use to talk so i must say whatever i wants to...so today i talk alot of bad things...v mean n wicked lor! i must talk lesser so chances of saying mean things will be lessen...k it's contradicting...hahaha...

(=

tarck & field...

Friday
-Director's Cup Track & Field Finals

ended class at 10...which was v early...went biz park n had brunch wif vivi n felicia...ate till v full...after brunch, we went clubroom to slack...felicia nurul ramli n i played dai ti...lol...ramli lost 4 out of e 5 rounds!!! wahaha...so funny...went to report at sports complex at ard 2...felicia sandy n i were timing officials...had lots of fun being a timer...we were even more nervous than all e runners...lol...before the race starts...i ask alot of 'IF' qns...hahaha...lol...cos i'm worried...wat if the race had already started but i haven start timing...lol..haha..Bizen won the 4 x 100m relay!!! wahaha...so happy...haha..i'm at there making a joke out of those blanga...i say they sure win wan cos they can run v fast...y? cos they're always kana chased by police! OPPS! ya racism here...

after the whole event ends...sandy felicia vivi n i went to bball court to watch the bball match...ben's group won! haha..aft watching the match, we went back to sports complex thgt of watching ying jian play badminton but e match haven start...so i decided to go jogging on the track wif felicia...cos she had been asking for a run since the day before...so i ran 4 rounds wif her...wa i cant believe i actually finish 4 full rounds which is 1.6km w/o any walkings! so happy...yeah...fats cut! hehe..just rite after jogging, ying jian is competing...so went to watch n help him jiayou! he won...while waiting for his next match to start, we went down to the sports complex n start playing badminton ourselves..hehe...yup e whole day is a healthy day...lol...haha...

sandy n i went hm at ard 8.30 aft waiting in e2 club room for ard 1h30mins...cos max they aren't back from playing badminton yet! so both of us went off n had our dinner ourselves...after eating, i walked hm! haha..actually i thgt of flagging a cab but donno y there aren't empty cab seen ard...so i walked as i wait...i walk till blk 200+ and finally i saw a cab n less than 10mins i reached hm! hehe...went st to bed aft washing up..hehe..

Saturday
woke up early for work...ah pa drove me to paya lebar's MRT station..hehe...ended work at 7pm..hehe...aft work i went to east coast for bbq! family bbq...ate alot cos i'm v hungry since mrgn breakfast...hehe..i guess friday's jogging had gone to waste..haha...

Sunday
working again...10am shift...today's sales was bad...alot of ppl but little customers! damn boring...eileen n i sat on the chair stone for almost 3 hrs! we chit chatted for v long but the time just pass v slow...haiz...no suai ge to see...even worst! hahaha...

2chocolate bar = fat!

k today's day was...bad for me i thgt...e mood haven got liften yet since ytd...i might be feeling like this for these few days...don worry i'll be fine, i wun be another person on the news headline who had jumped down the MRT track....(=

today's lesson starts at 8am...woke up v early n i was not late to meet felicia...went to school and had lesson...during modsim lect....omg it's damn boring...felicia, mindy n i were listening to MP3... while listening to MP3, i'm reading n studying the lect notes myself and did some notes...ended my school day at 12pm..hehe...went for lunch wif mindy felicia n winna at mensa...again..d0t...i went bookshop to buy choclates again! yeah chocolates...mindy u uso (liar in jap)...u said chocolate has happy hormones...but it doesn't work for me! it only makes me fat! it's delicious...i ate 2 bar of chocolate today! =/ fat fat fat! i'm getting fat!

aft lunch i went to club rooom n slack while mindy n felicia went for their driving lesson n winna went hm...i revise PROCOI's lect notes....of course i'm not concentrating 100% on studying PROCOI....my thoughts went wild...alot of things just came into my mind...oh ya, today is a freezing day! wore jacket e whole day....went to meet sandy n e2 ppl for FOC interview...aft interview, i stayed in school to contact the participants abt tml's track & field's finals...aft finish doing e stuff, i stayed in school to watch superstar in SME! yup they've a TV there...n i saw BERNIE in tt competition...but he didnt got in...haha...sandy i'm not into him k! stop thinking tt i am! tsk! haha...

k now resting at hm...tml gg 9am's lab, end at 12pm...aft tt go for lunch with bizen and get ready for D-cup track & field's finals......

*hope tml i'll be feeling better???! what is happening these few days? i thgt things aren't gg well for me..ok maybe cos what i wanted is not happening..i mean things tt are happening is not in what i like n expected? ok things doesn;t always happens e way u wants it to be...god are tt good rite...they loves to ji-siao n make fun of ppl...(=

m00d-swinging

feeling quite sad now..)= y? i shldn't say it out here...i choose to keep things to myself..and let it ou wen i feel comfortable wif it...)=

was msn-ing wif sandy and we chatted abt the times wen we were freshies again! we miss AY 05/06 FOC!!! haiz...lao le lao le..old liao...i miss the previous FOC cos of the indecisive-ness i had as in to go for interview anot...so this period of interview is here again now! so i don wanna to regret again...but i've considered alot of factors again which cause me to become indecisive again! worried alot...e cheers are quite rusty in my mind le after losing contact wif it for almost a yr! i have to call sandy to help me recall back..lol...even reciting the cheer to urself will make u miss FOC and get 'high' urself! amazing rite...ya FOC is really tt fun n amazing n memorable....

i think most of my campmates aren't joining this time round de FOC cos they did for the previous and might felt it's enough? i mean i donno they might cos of some reasons they aren't joining anymore?? cos i heard most of my campates aren't joining this yr's FOC....got this feeling like...this time round, joining FOC are all the yr1 all e freshies...how how? not cos they're yr 1 and i'm yr 2...is cos i thgt e freshies all have tt 'status' there....i mean..they're dao? zi yi wei shi? not tt friendly? but i don mean all k!

i've become more kia c la...worry so many unnecessary stuff...old le old le..haha...cos if it's last time...i mean last last sem or wen i'm still freshie...i will still consider all kinds of factors, i'll still go ahead however of any worries..such as no frens to accompany me n all....cos i'll think tt i'll make frens there...but now donno y....become so kia c! haiz....maybe cos i'm getting more afraid of finding no belonging in any thing or place...or afraid of e loneliness more n more...y am i feeling like this? weird...and i don really like it...told u i'm mood-swinging le...i cue u guys in e previous entry le k! =/

*PS: sorry if this entry is abit of emo-ing....

i cued u...

hmmm...early mrgn woke up...was full of energy cos i slept for more than 10 hours...but my mood wasn't as goos as the amount of energy i had! just didnt know y..i think cos ytd wen i fell asleep, i'm also not in a good mood...my mood was bad n depressing! so as soon as i meet felicia, i told her tt i'll be in a bad mood today...wen i reached school, i decided to cue her in case she say i didnt cue her....so i told her i might be mood-swinging and don bother abt me if she feel smthg is wrong with me...

yup i'm mood-swinging today...i keep nagging n scolding over little matters...and she just cldn't tahan me n kept laughing...lol...lesson was alrite...lab was quite rush n kinda lost for me...e'tin is processing too fast whr i had no or little time to catch up wif e rest to see and unstd wat they doing...tt's PROCOI lab under chiasy...today is an otot (own time own target) lab..continue of last week's lab...actually chan eng suan was suppose to treat us lunch but he cancelled it -.-" hai e'one of us bai kai xin n xin fen yi chang! so i went for lunch at mensa wif boon mindy felicia pei zhen n winna...and went to bookshop to buy chocolate! cos i'm craving for it so does felicia..hehe...felt so satisfied aft finishing tt bar of chocolate...hehe..

we went to clubroom to slack and had tt future calculation thingy...whr u can calculate if the person u like are interested in u or how's e progress or will u both get nay outcome or u can even calculate for ur fren's progress wif their interested party....so i helped peizhen n yao qin calculate!!! wahaha...and e result was....ahemm...hmmm....ermm...yup u're thinking wat i'm thinking now! wahahaha...next i calculate for myself...and it's quite accurate...

went for cds tutorial at 2 which ends at 4...went to clubroom, put things den to e2 to find boon and went to sports complex wif her....we (felicia n me) watched her play squash...chatted alot...ard 5.40 went back to e2 and went for meeting...d-cup meeting, bizen wif e2....aft meeting, sandy boon felicia n i went off first...didnt ask e2 or bizen ppl if they wanna have dinner together...boon went hm while felicia, sandy n i went to opposite kfc...stayed there for quite awhile...we laughed alot! so funny and had fun! hehe...

hope tml will be a better day..no more of mood-swinging pls!

si GUAN AH HOON!!!

today early mrgn in GUAN AH HOON'S class...SHE SPOILED MY DAY!!! si ah h00n! @#$%!&^*@#%$!!! idiot!!! arrrggghhh! i'm rude to her and i didnt care at tt moment even though i know it's not rite to do tt....but i'm really v fed up wif her! make my whole grp so unhappy n angry...spoil our day!si zha bo! @#$%^&*&^%$##@!@#$^&!!!!!!!!!!

went to her lect aft this lab...d0t...i didnt listen to her lect cos i'm so damn angry wif her! wen it reach break..i went st to concourse level to mend the booth cos e2 ppl are not free to do so and anyway it's my job.....i stayed till ard 1.15 whr pi wen came and i went for my next lect....again i didnt pay attention to this lect cos i don unstd and all wat the liew said are found in the lect notes...he doesn't give external notes...d0ts...next lect is yeotc's...today lect not v fun...again didnt really pay attention to his lesson...hehe...jialatt...his lab was not bad and ended 1 hr earlier....

so i went back to the booth to continue to mend lor...today's 'business' was not bad....alot of ppl joined...earned alot!!! wahaha...hope thml's day will be better...but i doubt so cos tml mrgn got GUAN AH HOON'S lab again!!!!!!!!!!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! ARRGGHHHH!!!

perverts go to suntec!

Saturday
went to work early mrgn after eating breakfast whr my mum bought for me..hehe...reached at ard 10am and help cindy to set up shop and sat there to stone for the whole mrgn till ard 2+ whr business starts to come...and it's damn busy la...ok so this first troublesome customer of the day came...

1st customer:
she's a ard 40yr old de middle age woman...looking for garnet ring, braclet and pendant...she insist on only accepting garnet only...no other stones like citrine or topaz or whatever! so i take from the showcase the pendant tt she wants to take a look at...so i took two out and she ask for another ring from another showcase...so i take out...she thgt the design for garnet is too little so she asked if there's any other design but she wants it simple and not too complicated.....so i look in the cupboard if there's any..i took out le but she don like...so it's alrite...next..she ask for a new piece wen she've decided on the design....so i took out 2 new piece of the garnet pendant...and now she started pondering which one is nicer...d0ts! cos all the 3 stones looks alike...she asked me how to see which is better...i just tell her i donno...she ask her hsuband's comments...i totally agree wif her husband tt all the stones look alike, it's only different wen it's tilt to different angle! so in e end she spent ard 30 mins or 1hr to choose the stone! omg! waste my time n i missed so many other customer! in e end i only make a sales from her tt's all! before tt she still asked me to take some braclets out for her to choose and rings too! i took out alot and had difficulty finding it! in the end she only bought the pendant and braclet...which cost $206 but aft 10% it's $185.40..

2nd customer:
after awhile, another couple came...wa this idiotic guy! so damn tiko n pervert! the way he talk to his gf or wife is like....eeewwwww! so feel like slapping his face! he talks in cantonese and thgt i don unstd izzit...omg bth! den he's reading the wordings on my shirt which is ard my chest area! he read it out lor! omg...den my friend told me he's looking at it lor! i g0t molested by his eyes lor!!! ER XIN! i'm so disgusted by him!

3rd customer:
3 ah nehs! from india i think..but they're tourist...not those bangla...so i'm serving one customer and i saw the 3 of them standing at the other side...so i thgt they need help n call cindy to go see if they need anything...wen cindy walk there, they say wow it's nice...looking at cindy and they said this! si bian tai! eeekkkk! so cindy just start to serve them and they hala wif her alot and i told cindy to ignore them but she still serve them cos however it's they're still customers....cindy reply them, 'ya the braclets and rings here are nice..' u know wat they reply? they said,' u're nice too!' OMG!!! PERVERTS!!! in e end they hala and crap alot and didnt buy anything...-.-"

my g0d lor...so many perverts and none of the handsome guys! perverts comes to suntec and handsome guys don? so whr do they go? haha..but luckily my happy mood is not affected by them...my mood is still happy..also donno y..mood swings? i tink so..haha..and at ard 6.30....while i'm talking to cindy, someone from the back asked for help...so i turn n look...is sandy n e2 ppl! omg...they surprises me sia! really kana shocked...intially i only saw sandy alvin ying jian n lex...den ltr one by one pop out..lol..they all came together...but not to see me la...it just happen tt they pass by here aft buying wendy's present...they brightens up my mood even more! haha...really v happy n shocked...but...haiz..haha...ok nth!

wa they came to HUSK to make trouble for me only lor...mess up the things....stupid BEN keep playing wif the fur! told him not to and he stil... and insist of asking do we sell the fur cloth-.-" we use the fur to decorate the place only....d0ts rite! sandy n pi wen keep taking out the rings n try...didnt put it back properly...wa...den ltr sandy mess up the whole row of necklace tt is displayed on the fur....den i went out of the shop and arrange it back nicely....den i realise it's 7pm so i went in to take my bag n go hm wif them..haha...sandy has alot to update me...lol...

Sunday
i took leave today...woke up at ard 10++and went to temple to pray wif my parents...so long didnt accompany them out to pray n had breakfast together on sunday le...it's suppose to be a family day for me for every sunday..but after i start working i had no time for tt....)= i miss those days..lol..hahaha...aft eating breakfast my dad drive me to pasir ris to meet e2 ppl...i reached ard 12.10...and only saw ying jian, lex, melissa and sandra...so i'm considered early cos there's still alot of them not here yet..haha...aft everyne has reached...we went farhan's hse...cos he today hari raya open hse...we're invited...e moment we reached there..we start to eat! scary....ok to cut short what we did in farhan's hse....EAT! yeah we ate non-stop, farhan and his auntie keep helping us to replenish the food...so pai seh! alot of ppl were invited...the whole hse is filled wif ppl...we stayed the longest, from ard 1++ till ard 5 and went hm...

happy happy happpy! (= lalala...

lalala..(=

yeah today is a satisfying day for me! hehe...so xin fu..lol...early mrgn my mum woke up n cook porridge for me! haha..she just came back from bangkok..i miss her cooking cos it's a long time sinc i've taste her cooking...as during the holiday, i've been staying out late n had kipped dinner at hm...den rest of the time i'll be camping in school...)= so feel guilty of always running outside...

went to school for modsim lab and it ended aft 1hr! haha...which suppose to end at 12, it ended at 10! wahaha...so felicia n me went to biz park n had early lunch! lol! haha..cos we've got nth to do...wa damn full! feel like vomiting! haha..we ate v slowly n digest v slowly cos we had alot of time..lol...aft finish enjoying out lunch, we went to concourse level to mend the D-cup booth...nurul xin yi n both of us sat there n talk n see ppl! lol...i'm really mean, almost e'one tt walked past, i've some bad wicked comments abt them....*slap my mouth*!

felicia n xin yi laughed non-stop cos of my wicked comments....they even more bad rite...laugh at them! haha...we stayed at there till ard 1.30pm...meet up wif sandy kim bee pi wen n vivi and went to far east! i ate subway for dinner...aft far east, we went zara den to bugis whr sandy went back to tamp...e rest of us continue our shopping at bugis...i bought a pair of shoe ($25) and one skirt ($18)....cheap rite the skirt! haha...during the shopping, heard some unwanted bad news....but luckily i choose to listen to it aft our shopping trip..hehe...so it doesn't interrupt my happy shopping mood! lalala..haha..alot of JSXP memories flashed back while shopping at bugis street..haha...i miss the japaneses!!! haha...hehe..(=

we went hm at ard 7.30pm..and now i'm at hm! hehe...reached hm, wash up, send main comm contact list to jason pang...and i ate again! cos i cant resist the homecook food! yum yum...hehe...delicious! wahaha...today i ate 4 meals in total! all full meal lor! den still got in between those little finger food leh...wa...these few days i ate alot..
weight is increasing! = stomach coming out!! = getting ugly!!! )=

tml got to work at 10am ends at 7pm...yeah can go hm early! can spend more time wif family!!! can meet my grandparents n all my uncles n aunties and cousins!!!!!! hahaha...lol...so happy...hehe..(=

a happy day! (=

yeah today is a great day!

went for lecture n tutorials....end sch at 12 den i went to concourse level to help mend to Directors' Cup booth...yup tt's wat i've been doing the past 2 days aft sch or whenever i've free time...sit there n stone, crap with friends, wave and keep saying hello to friends tt had walked past...lol..haha...another fun part is tt i'm able to sit there see n observe passerby...hahahaha...hehe...

wen to work at 2.30..reach there, saw wen qi and susan..first time working with both of them..wen qi is on trial..she's new...as for susan, she work quite awhile already...susan is a modern 40++ auntie..she talk alots! haha...so i'm not tt bored..haha..today came two HUSK's regular customers...wa got this customer, evelyn...she's a lecturer...i know from susan tt she has a colour dress code for every month....she wear different colour for different month..lol..today she wore blue..so i tink her colour code for this month is blue! wahaha...she v kwa zhang la! even her accessories like braclets, necklace, earrings, rings etc. are all in blue! this factor is consider minor as compared to the number of hours she could talk...

she came at ard 4.50pm whr i start timing..lol...and she stood outside the stall n talk n talk n talk non stop wif my boss till 7.30pm! it's 2 and a 1/2 hrs!!! bth her lor! she n her fren create a mess to our stall!!! all those nicely displayed braclets were all messed up by them!!! arrrgghhh! i first time see the stall so messy!!! haiz...so i've to go out n arrange those things back in place nicely! really lor her...tok kong lor!

yeah this sunday i've got my leave successfully! hehe...will be gg farhan's open hse for hari raya...haha..saturday working till 7pm! haha..yeah yeah can go hm earlier!

u're getting on my nerves!!!

SOMEONE IS GETTING ON MY NERVES THESE DAYS!!!

i'm tolerating!!! testing my patience! arrrggghhhh!!! take alot of very deep breath in but it doesn't seems to help...i donno wen i'll explode! arrrggghhh!!!