28 April '07 - my WOW hair! =P

people you know what?.....

tadaaaa!.....!



i've got a NEW HAIR CUT again!!! hehe! nice nice nice!!! i LOVE it! wahaha!!! omg i'm so happy with the hair!!! LOL! *CLAP CLAP!*

felicia had her hair trimed and she's happy and satisfied with it...didnt complain anything abt the length and all....jieyi...haha...she anything anything up to the hairdresser to cut her hair...and she doesn't looks like 38 (ppl rmb? in sandy's chalet..commented by shermain!) anymore! i like her curl hair....

Introducing my new hair (haha):
the left side is short and got this V-shape there....looking from the front is like Zoe Tay in tt oneh oneh show tt hair! haha....LOVE it! haha..

the right side is long slanted down from the back...and my auntie joked say...tt hairdresser forgot to cut the other side....and my cousin say my front hair the hairdresser didnt place the bowl properly tt's y slanted.....i replied him say...no la...the bowl he used chipped...tt's y my front here got one corner is specially short cos it's curved up! hahaha...


they attacked my handphone with their photos taken! the Ah Zhu and Ah Hua! LOL!

YEAH YEAH tml i'm gg to school again! hehe...lalala...tml have to go find teo, wee, max, ren min, mindy n gang and help piwen pass book to her grpmate! wahaha...followed by daiso to get some things for shanghai trip! lalala....happy happy! hahaha! (=

Guys=selfish!

haha...nth to do...

just finish watching this taiwan variety show....and today's topic is abt boyfriend being a bisexual! and there's this girl accpet his bisexual boyfriend to have a gay boyfriend! and the 3 of them are happily together...she's sharing her boyfriend with another guy!

haha...but she's happy...cos her boyfriend respect her...wun do those too intimate moves...and even weird and what's quite not logical is.......the girl has to approve of her boyfriend's gay boyfriend before her boyfriend can be together with tt gay....messy right?!

girls can u accept this weird and confusing r/s? haha..but he is still man after all..cos he's selfish! he don allow his gf to have a les girlfriend while he's still in r/s with her.....omg...SELFISH CREATURES!!! GUYS!!! SELFISH!!!

SELFISH never FAIL to STICK to the GUYS! right girls?

GIRLFRIENDS RULES!!!! hahahahaha...=D

i hate watching shows that have scene whr people lose their loved ones and can't get over it and blah blah blah...those sad and touching scenes......Arrrgghhh!

i didnt get my donuts!!!

today intend to go out myself...by in the end i called sinyee along...

went raffles city to get donuts...but...WA....queue is long lor....so didnt queue and thgt maybe we can come back n check ltr....but the queue didnt shorten instead it got longer!!! wa weekdays leh...some more i choose non peak hours...after lunch time some more!

had thai express for lunch and went marina square to shop ard...den to bugis and we took bus 12 back hm....on the way to bugis passed by suntec and we visited cindy at husk.....chatted with her and mend the stall for her awhile...haha..yea we gals meeting up on saturday night! (=

SCHOOL IS STILL THE BEST! 2nd day of yr3.1

ok i've been lazy for 2 days....mon go out wif sinyee and i didnt visit her....ytd...back from sch, tired so went to slp....when it's time to wake up...headache (i think cos i slept at 5 or 4 in the mrgn) and i woke up at 9++....so i went back to sleep and didnt visit her.....DOTS rite! ok i'm LAZY!

ok u all think i so good life, relax...can sleep longer don wan sleep......but i rather wake up early go to the noisy and ren nao de sch k! haha...yea i woke up early to meet felicia go sch n find jieyi n her class ppl for lunch....haha...so fun!!!

school is always the best can!!!

met so many ppl la while walking at the concourse...saw shermain(we think so), ilias (saw him at ITAS), max(outside design sch), aloysius, timothy, kelvin, bryan, bernie(but i didnt say hi!), mr teo(cos we went to take our log book), mr chia (he even say hi to us...) haha...bze senoirs n juniors, other club ppl etc. and alot of see le also fan wei de ren!!! TSK...haha....and also alot of weird faces.....donno them wan...they looked at me as if i'm an intruder to TP and am not a TP student lor....wth....donno why they like tt look at me.....i only first day didnt go sch den second day of sch den attend sch de ma....haha...really fun n exciting to go back to sch!!!

i'll go back to sch on monday again! hahaha...cos rangers meeting there for lunch!!! hehe....maybe thurs or friday or when again also...hehe....i miss school!!! you know what.....cos i've no lesson and have got nth to bring to sch...but i brought a plastic file along and at the front of the file i still put last sem's tiemtable lor! wahaha....cos go sch must have go sch de look ma....if not go sch bring nth so fake! wahaha....but i'm still huai yi by those unknown faces! donno how's this year bze freshies.....i even suggested to felicia to crash one of their lect! wahaha....but we didnt la....hehe...

looking forward to another day of gg back to school!!! hehe..

最唱衰朋友感情的人：

1. Capricorn
2. Scorpio
3. Saggitarus
4. Tauras
5. Aquarias

sandy u are on the 3rd! quite high again...lol...

i LOVE drinking! hehe =P

too bored...so i blogged so many entry today....

just finish eating carrot cake and finish 3/4 of a bottle of peach bacardi! haha...bought from giant ytd...haha..my bro only drank 1/4 of it only lor...he's the one who say wan drink de.....so i'm the 酒鬼 (beer ghost)! my whole body is feeling hot and face was super red! i LOVE this feeling~! after drinking de feeling! haha...but i'm not drunk! haha...indeed after drinking i'll get high...haha..i feel happy after drinking! hehe...good mood now! hehe.....(=

i LOVE drinking! esp beer? wahaha!

was watching scv channel 49...smthg on horoscope or tarot cards those of things wan...and i came across this...

In a relationship, people who has to lose it then realise what is cherish!
爱情中要失去才懂得珍惜的人!

1. Scorpio
2. Leo
3. LIBRA
4. Cancer
5. Virgo

hehe...are you on the list? i am! 3rd place some more! tt's bad right? hahaha....anyway i bored la...so go see this show den yan jiu yan jiu yo xia...haha...nw on tarot card! haha...i think i need to continue with the list of what i need to buy to bring to shanghai.....getting those things soon...(=

arrrgggghhhh! the red bag no more le!!! )=

ahhhhhhhhhhh...ARRRGGGHHH!!!

tt red bag no more le!!! arrrggghhhh!!! instead i bought another one....but i still like the red wan!!! i like the red!!! ahhhhh! arrrggghhh! TSK!!! angry lor!!! @#$%&

saw qiudan while boarding train at orchard and saw wan xin after i alight at city hall! haha...tt's so qiao right? and i was thinking...why everybody like still having holiday like tt! haha...like it's not the first day of school term...haha...it's so weird to not go school when it's the first day of school! haha...

I MISS TP!!! I MISS SCHOOL!!! (=

rush back to TM cos des waiting for sinyee.....but we're late and des black face...so i don dare to stay too long with them....actually i was thinking to have dinner with them de...but seeing des's BLACK face.....i told sinyee i go shop ard myself instead......so i shopped awhile and went to buy drink from stabucks....cos i thgt of sandy! haha..so while walking to starbucks....i called sandy..but she off her hp...)= donno wat happen to her....she like very busy this week...hope everything is gg well for her....

hey shandi don off ur hp anymore la! haha..i wan to talk to you!!! hahaha...(=

BWP must meet up with when everybody is back in sg!!! or we can even go on a tour!!! wahaha...i miss BWP!!! suddenly i felt there's so little people in singapore! wahaha...w/o you all do make a difference in my life!!! haha..(=

thinking of visiting jieyi in school tml! hehe...

I MISS SCHOOL!!!

I MISS TP ENGINE SCHOOL!!!!!!!!!!!

i miss her still!

there's 2 me in me....

the first me keeps constantly pulling me back to the past, to the day just before 2nd january and the back to the afternoon of 2nd january....i'm so happy then...

the second me will keep running into my mind to spoil all of the above happy moments....telling me clearly that she's now in hospital, lying there cannot move.....suffering....we're all suffering too....the accident had happened! it pull me back to the evening whr i recieved the ultra bad news tt she's knocked by a car........

every night before sleeping is like.....i'm alr dreaming even though my mind is still clearly awake......

everytime, everyday, in the hospital, sitting beside you, holding your hands, looking at you.....i almost take it that since i was young, you've already been like this lying there.......but when i rmb that you're not...you're kana knocked down by car for the reason you're lying here.....tears will drop......it's like you've been lying there for so long! for 3 months gg 4 months.......tt i almost forgot my grandma was not like this before....but @#$%& bloody hell, the mind just makes me rmb tt i'm talking to you just ytd........

i was so truly happy that i see your hands able to move up and down while holding auntie's hand...but at the same time i'm so afraid of you recovering.......cos i don know when another time of heart attack might strike, another time whr he's becoming jealous, making your condition to worsen and take you away! i'm still as afraid as before.....i'm very worry......i know i might be thinking too much but can you all confirm that you wun be like me if this is happening to you?!

it's really difficult to accept........whenever i hear my grandpa saying, 'before she dies, we grandchildren and children and even me(grandpa) might die first!' this is really like the most worst suffering we all had! it's torture can! my grandpa after retired, always staying at hm with my grandma feeding him with meals and all, his stomach gets bigger....and now....everything changes and his stomach is gone, hhe's getting even skinner than before....i can see his belt tighten till his pants is like what......

hais......every now and then...i will recall back the times i had spent with you!

i want to go TAIWAN!!!

I WANT TO GO TAIWAN!!!

I WANT TO GO THAILAND!!!

ahhhhhhhhhh! just finish chatting wif a foc campmate...wa....he told me he go taiwan training n blah blah blah....wa....i so want to punch him! haha..to stop him frm telling me anymore abt taiwan again!!! cos he's making me jealous!!! arrrggghhh! haha...so tempting la! haha..

and now the scv is showing those taiwan food...! wa......i've to clean my saliva lor! @#$%
shandi, felicia, jieyi....our GRADUATION TRIP MUST be to TAIWAN!!! hahaha...

out with jieyi & felicia

Thursday

went out with jieyi and felicia to novena square and square 2....ate alot of things till the 3 of us very full lor! and we bought 4D..wahaha..wednesday didnt stirke any...so left 2 hope! on saturday and sunday!

we played acarde! LOL...i went off at ard 6? to visit grandma while they 2 continue shopping at palza singapura! pictures taken but not with me..hehe...sandy tell u smthg...we sang songs!!! LOL..lalala...=P

sentosa with poh

woke up early at ard 9 to get ready to meet ann poh at ard 10.30? and guess wat i'm still in my hse at 11.30!!! -.-" getting tired lor!

quite angry...hais....no choice i had made this friend and i got use to it for her mo-ness! haha..

today there's bright sun at sentosa! yea yea! BUT cos we went late, we didnt manage to tan for very long as we've to meet felicia they all at ard 4 (suppose to be 2) at cine kbox...but in the end we still didnt meet them at kbox...we reached sentosa at ard 1 lor!!! and off we go hm at 3 when the sun is only bright out at 2......!!! -.-"

so in the end i didnt got tanned nor burned!!! arrrggghhh! but ann poh did? she say de la...angry lor...next time i'll just set one whole day in sentosa!

went taka to shop and i saw one bag which i'm so tempted to buy and the price is quite reasonable......so i decided to ask the salesperson for a new piece....and know what? no more stock!!! and this fair is the first day only k! and WORST WORST WORST is this whole holiday, when i've always decided to buy smthg which i liked w/o hesitation......the saleperson tell me: this is the last piece, no more stock, no more your (shoe) size..... -.-"

so we went to eat Ajisen with me in disappointment....and...i've decided to come back and check if there still any more stock....

Ajisen! i ate volcano ramen and she ate crayfish ramen...YUM YUM!

after ordering then we notice the shop beside Ajisen....Udon-Bo....and we thgt we shld try tt instead of Ajisen! haha..

arrrggghhhh! ppl i'll upload the pic and you tel me if i shld buy tt buy k? comments! haha...

Price:$29 (on sale!)

Description: shiny surface, the two small little pockets at the front is like those ah ma use those kind of pouch de button! those click clak kind de...LOL..shld i or shld i not?

she loves her square mayonise chilli tuna sandwich!i love my mayonise tuna triangle sandwich! hmmm..YUMMY! (=we love our own individual handmade sandwich!she's so auntie!!! (bottom right pic)

ppl i realise smthg bad from the picture below....i've to get more sleep otherwise i'll become an old lady at a young age!!!

see see SEE!!! crow leg eye right? wrinkles!!! OMG!!! ahhh! )=

click here for ytd's dayout de pictures!

tried 8 times and i fail 8 times!

everybody is so busy wth their own things and programmes right now!

i just finished reading a few chapter of story book...so i thgt my eyes are tired but i'm not sleepy....and my room is so quiet and cold though there's music....but i find the music irritating...haha...and i think i just need somebody...need to listen to somebody to talk....maybe cos mind too quiet...so i need somebody to talk to'liven' my mind? wahaha...

so i started dialing for my friends.....

1. chunwai- outside having his own programme
2. pri school fren- off hp
3. sinyee- watching scv
4. felicia- watching video on youtube
5. shandi- off hp (i think she's asleep!)
6. yew suan- busy doing smthg
7. bernie- didnt ans hp
8. ronald- sleeping (opps! i woke him up....LOL!)

cindy i didnt call cos tml she has sch....people in no. 6-8....ppl whom i never thgt of calling....i called them lor! i'm like so desperate till like this lor! even the no.1 person...ha-ha-ha-ha...i called him! no. 2 person also...ha-ha-ha-ha....it's so DOTS!!!!!!

so i came back online again with my TV switched on while my eyes ar only fixed on this screen, this window, typing this entry! -.-"

i think all of them shld be quite shocked that i do look for ppl or look for them ba?! cos usually who will pick up the phone and start calling people(like me), are them! haha...aiyo! haha... (=

ENDURE FRIENDS!!! (=

year 2007 isn't a good year!

seems like everybody is having difficulty handling their SIP and OSIP!

is this smthg which we have to learn from poly?

learn to be SELFISH?!

life is so realistic and cruel.......!

i haven start my OSIP yet...i donno if i can handle if all those kind of things happen to me with my quite short temper and implusive attitude! arrrggghhh!


PI WEN = JIAYOU and DO WHAT YOU THINK IS CORRECT and PROTECT YOURSELF!!!

SANDY = PROTECT and TAKE GOOD CARE OF YOURSELF!!!

VIVI = QUICK CONTACT US AGAIN LA!!! UPDATES???

KIM BEE = YOU ALSO QUICK CONTACT US AGAIN!!! UPDATES???

*(BWP always there for everyone right?!!!)*

Mindy, Angel, PeiZhen = MEET US QUICK TO COMPLAIN and NAG AS MUCH AS YOU WANT! TOLERATE!

*(RANGERS yeah!)*

ENDURE FRIENDS!!!

*piwen tt's what you learn in NPCC right? everything will be over fast!* (=

i NEED ice-cream to handle my uncomfort-ness!!! )=

I WANT ICE-CREAM!
I NEED ICE-CREAM!!
I LOVE ICE-CREAM!!!

i need ice-cream to cure any unhappiness and to make me feel more comfortable! )=

i bought my NUM saddles!!! ORANGE!!! lalala (=

Friday
meet up with sinyee after her work at ard 8pm.....went far east and i saw jordan...again....lol...so shopped ard to see if sinyee wld be able to find any shoes tt she like....but sadly no....and we met up with cindy at heeren and.......sandy...i bought back my NUM saddles liao!!! wahaha...yeah yeah yeah! ORANGE! plain in just ORANGE! wahaha!!! LALALA!!! =P

hehe...and we thgt of meeting chunwai at tamp mart....but in the end we decide to watch movie TURAIST! but we didnt thgt of the point tt by the time we reach back at TM, the counter is alr closed! LOL...so in the end we didnt and chunwai doesn't ans our call and we 3 gals had MAC at TM instead.....LOL.....

went home and i cant get to sleep and blah blah blah happen....

Saturday
woke up early and get out of hse with parents to grandma hse de market had breakfast.....wow the market alot of things la....after tt we went up to her hse to pack her stuff......the whole process is so SAD for me....in the end i decided to go to sleep after some packing...nice sleep! i miss the hse and everything in that neighbourhood!

evening went to visit her and dinner at bedok nearby her hse there......the feeling is there!

Sunday
i slept early last night and today i woke up early! whole mrgn busy putting song into the mp3 which my mum had just bought....and now typing these....(=

(friday night-saturday midnight)

Written on friday night, saturday mrgn..i cant get to sleep and thus this result...

Its 2.30am in the morning now…I’m lying on the mattress on the floor….i moved from the bed to a mattress on the floor…..i can’t get to sleep, thinking a change of bed might helps me in falling asleep fast…cos it does help sometimes when I’m unable to fall asleep…but today it doesn’t have any effect on my body…I’m still unable to get to sleep and had been turning and tossing on the mattress….hais….

I’m thinking of my grandma…I prevent myself from thinking further by listening to music on my handphone….sadly it too doesn’t help in any way! And I thought I might just need someone to talk to? So I smsed Felicia…but too bad she has to wake up early the next day to supervise the new coming maid that was hired to take care of her grandma…so too bad…I tried sms-ing cheong chun wai…..sad he didn’t reply…next I tried one last person….disappointed with no replies…I guess they are either asleep or just doesn’t wan to entertain me…haha…I did thought of cindy and poh sinyee,,,,but I think cindy is tired and is asleep as she had one whole day of work….while poh sinyee has to work tml at 8.30am…so I didn’t call or sms them….so I resort to the last way which is to switch on my lappie to write my feelings here while listening to music….

Actually I’ve nth to talk abt cos I don intend to tell them what’s on my mind even I manage to find somebody to talk to….i donno how to say how am I feeling inside….so i just wan to listen to the opposite party to talk…and I’ll just comment if I had any…..maybe by doing this, my mind might get occupied by other things and turn my attention away……
I donno what I want k ppl…I’m so contradicting myself with what I want…hais….how?

I hate the feeling of missing….now tuning in to M2M’s ‘Do you know what you want?’…replying it ‘I seriously don’t know what exactly I want!’ ahhhhh….我不喜欢想念的感觉！I hate it! It’s not fun; neither enjoying nor exciting lor…had it just given me the feeling of torturing someone’s mind! Haha..ok I don’t sleep and am thinking too much…I know…haha…

I’m still having the feeling of wanting to throw up….haha guys I’m not pregnant! Just feeling not well inside, no appetite for anything….i eat just for the sake of preventing gastric pain from happening…haha..cos after one time of serious gastric pain, which cause me to walk like ah pek with my back 45 degree down, is enough….

What’s happening man? I really dislike this kind of feeling people! It spoils my everything from mood to attitude to behavior…it makes me doesn’t want to get involved in any activity…..AIYO! I get irritated easily by people whom are just asking some non harmful question…..I TSK-ed at my dad who might be trying to cheer me up by teasing or making fun of me…..tt’s so bad…everything is so bad….there are moment where I so feel like hiding in a corner and nobody will be able to find me and would not bother abt me…but they just come and find me like my dad and my irritating bro……

I’m feeling very terrible…. (=
people sorry for myself being like this….I can’t help it as what had happened to my grandma is really a great and significant impact to me! Maybe to some, grandma are just grandma…to me….my grandma is just like my 2nd or even my 1st mother! I address her as ‘Ma’ (mother in Cantonese) instead of ‘Ah por’ (grandma in Cantonese)! She takes care of me since young…staying at her house often during pri sch period…constant visit to her house with no fail since sec sch till before 2nd of January…It really breaks my heart for all what she’s going through now…..does she deserve all these? I’m questioning again!

I’m still asleep at 3.15am………=/

yeah i'm choosy and has a bad attitude and is a romantic realist huh?!

Men See You As Choosy

Men notice you light years before you notice them You take a selective approach to dating, and you can afford to be picky You aren't looking for a quick flirt - but a memorable encounter It may take men a while to ask you out, but it's worth the wait

How Do Men See You?

Your Attitude is Better than 35% of the Population

You have an average attitude. You take the good and bad in life as they come. Though sometimes you could use a little more good.

How's Your Attitude?

You Are A Romantic Realist

You tend to be grounded when it comes to romance. Sure, you can fall hard... but only for someone you've gotten to know. And once you're in love, you can be a total romantic goofball... But you'd never admit it to your friends!

Are You Romantic or Realistic?

yes i ate TOO FULL for dinner and had NTH BETTER to do!

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved. You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy. You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please. Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

and i'm more GIRLISH than being BOYISH..! haha...

You Are 30% Boyish and 70% Girlish

Even if you're not a girl, you're very feminine. You're in touch with your feelings, and your heart rules you. A bit of a emotional roller coaster, one moment you're up and the next you're down. But no matter what, you try to be as cute and perky as possible.

How Boyish or Girlish Are You?

I communicate like a MAN...!

You Communicate Like a Man

When you communicate, you like to get to the point.You're not afraid to say what's on your mind - and leave it at that.Talking about your emotions drains you. You rather keep them to yourself.You prefer solving problems to wallowing in your sorrows.

Do You Communicate Like a Man or a Woman?

(reflections) full of guilt

(wednesday)
today whole day..i've been having the feeling of guilt! which i so regret for doing all these cruel and unfilial thing....

i've been complaining and picking on my grandma for being extra and troublesome while having holiday in KL last year....

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! )'=

i felt so bad! looking at her, thinking of how i treated her last year, ..... i cried.....hais...i'm so idiot to xian her old and ma fan..always go shopping so ma fan, cannot shop properly, have to look out for her, .... and i even push the job of holding her to shop ard slowly and finding seats for her o sit and telling her to look out for steps or curbs to the others.....

i'm so damn bastard and unfilial and ashamed! )'=

i look at her and felt that she's like blaming me and is like she rmbs what i did to her and tt's y i don seems to feel that she misses me or she wants to see me...

i felt that she is more yearning to see my bro and will look at him whenever he's in front of her...but she doesn't when i'm calling or looking at her...her eyeballs will turn around....

i'm upset....i donno what i'm thinking...i'm not blaming her for anything....

i only know i'm not mature and is childish to compare so much or whether she misses me or is she looking at me when i called her....i'm jealous....

i donno how to be mature to handle this....i only know i yearn for her love for me again! i wan her to deng wo again....to care for me again....

i shldn't care abt all this right now isn't it? i'm feeling bad full of guilts and regrets....
i want to hug her badly....

subconciously, every now and then......i'll think that...ytd we all just had a family gathering ad had fun and i'm gg to meet you the coming saturday or weekends......but as i think further, my mind suddenly remind and tells me that you're still lying in hospital!

i really still and unable to allow myself to accept this fact! cos this subconcious thingy takes place everyday!

i hate myself for being a cry baby!
i'm trying to hold my tears sinc last week...i tell myself i cannot cry, i cannot let you see me cry neither do i want to let others see.....but it's so difficult to do that...my head starts to hurt whenever i hold my tears! my nose never co-operate and keep flowing things out....

i'm very childish and selfish where there are alot of times where i so feel like asking my mum 'CAN WE DON'T LET HER GO?' surface is like asking but deep in my heart i wants to order and command her not to let her go!

it's easy to say and thought that you unstd this sentence 'All this are part and parcel of life' in a happy and no worries life....you'll know you don unstd and don want to unstd it untill this kind of things happen on you, in your life....

so pls don pop out 'tt's wat life and we can do nth but to accept' that easily out from the mouth! sorry if i'm really tt childish and irresponsible....

i can't find doubts nor faults in 人要懂得失去，才懂得珍惜！

10-04-07 Bizen activity

I MISS LOH PI WEN ALOT, PPL!!! (= HAHA...

I MISS SANDY TAN!!! (=

I MISS VIVI ONG!!! (=

I MISS GOH KIM BEE!!! (=

today went school for Bizen activity...consider not bad for the first time where the sub-comm be the organiser! (=

GOOD JOB! (= my grp has a dai sai king (JUNTING) ! he brought suay-ness to our grp! we lost in every game! arrrggghhh! hahaha...

we ended e'tin at ard 7+...ren min n i (ya the only 2 pathetic main-comm attended!) went design to take a bath and went back to LT29 to look for the others...we had mass dance and TP school song with TPOH de video on youtube! and i learnt Engine-dance..not bad...it was fun...haha..

(initial the main-comm left in singapore was already like.....only 6?
piwen-attachment,
wilber-claimed toothache,
aisyah-family issue in m'sia,
winna-came at 12 and went off at ard 1.30? .....) -.-"

we went bubble tea-ing opposite school after that...gossips....wahaha...but not a heart-to-heart talk! LOL! and we went off at ard 10...i saw bernie while waiting for bus 291 to interchange with sharon, fion and chai lee...initial thought is to wait for ann poh to come back all the way from city hall and to meet terry and chunwai together...but in the end i went off to meet the 2 guys first as she's as usual taking a long time to reach everywhere...

chatted, craps, laughters and they walked me home...haha..my god, i'm laughing through the whole journey back home! i walked as fast as i could to reach home cos some of my FRIEND wants to rush home to watch Show on 百分百! arrrggghhh! it's neither sinyee nor terry....

and when all have reached home...the show haven even started lor! :@ TSK! haha..terry is a good entertainer, a joker! fun ppl to joke ard with! (=


*today i can't totally concentrate on having fun and enjoying myself! )= whenever i'm have the chance to walk away..i'll go st to open my flip phone and take a look if there's any impt sms or missed phone call! hais..)=*

i miss the JAPS!

Saturday:
the whole afternoon i'm watching all the JSXP pictures in my laptop while waiting for my auntie to come fetch me.....omg...will addict wan lor...this time round i edit the folders....deleted some unwanted pictures and repeat pictures....so regret the first day of JSXP i'm not ard! due to october orientation...)= wasted lor! they had MASS DANCE, CHICKY DANCE and played basketballs, soccer with the JAPS! arrrggghhh...angry lor....sandy n felicia went to join them w/o me...)=

i miss the JAPS! hahaha...(=

Sunday:
sandy i miss you too! haha...i need you to be in singapore pei me go here n there...lol....i wan go get back my NUM saddles! quick come back! lol...maybe when may u back, we go buy k? provided i'm able to wait till may! LOL....haha...

i miss SANDY TAN! hahaha...(=

vivi and kimbee don say i didnt miss you all ar!

i miss VIVI & KIMBEE too!!! haha..(=

eeeekkkk another bian tai!!! PERVERT!

"just to intro myself, i am a 30 years old guy chinese singaporen who likes to seek fun with the local girls.I wish that you will reply to me if you wish to seek some fun with me and there is no string attached.My fetish is to lick and french kiss the gal till she is wet and after that i will lick her pussy giving her multi orgasm.Let me know if you interested"

EEEEEERRRRRRR!!! EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEKKKKKKKK!!!!!!

ANOTHER BIAN TAI! PERVERT!!!

this guy send me personal message in friendster...AIYO!!! i'm so disgusted by this msg! AIYO!!! very er xin leh!!! hair stand sia!

wa..... 烂桃花!!! )= my god...really lor...damn er xin!!! lousy peach flower! arrrrggggghhhhhh!!!

wth lor...$#%&@!^

wa pls leh...2 in a week...-.-"
si bian tai!!! arrrgghhhh! :@








* )= hais...donno what to say....i still feel like hugging her....there are always sudden moment of heartache and my nose start to feel suan....the feeling is just so unbearable!
the feeling is getting stronger and scarier..smthg which i had never ever felt before...smthg which is very very scary...so scary that i didnt know how to describe... )'= *

CONFIRMED shanghai trip! (=

Dear Pei Leng

This is to inform you that TP has approved the OSIP funding for the student listed in the table below. Kindly do the travel arrangements for the student. Please ensure that the Liaison Officer and Alvin Tan approve the itinerary and quotation respectively before issuing the air tickets to the students.

1.
Mr Chew Han Jun
Singaporean
China, Jiangsu
19 Apr to 6 Oct 07

2.
Mr Wee Yong Hwe
Singaporean
China, Jiangsu
19 Apr to 6 Oct 07

3.
Ms Huang QianYu
Singaporean
China, Shanghai
11 Jun to 19 Oct 07

4.
Ms Phoon Muzhen Jasmine
Singaporean
China, Shanghai
11 Jun to 19 Oct 07

5.
Ms Sim Pei Ying
Singaporean
China, Shanghai
11 Jun to 19 Oct 07

6.
Ms Ong Hui Qin
Singaporean
China, Shanghai
11 Jun to 19 Oct 07


Note: Bill to TP: Airfare, Visa + Airport Tax (Singapore) capped at S$1000/= per student.
Collect payment from student: For the difference if the total cost is above S$1000/= before issuing ticket.

Note: For more info on students and travel dates, please check with the Liaison Officer, Mr Angelina Soh (6780 5622 ).

Regards
Alicia Tan
x5054


i think tt's the confirmed date of when i'm leaving for shanghai in june....so thi whole thing is CONFIRMED! haha...excited!!! (=

omg despo PERVERT!!! =\

OMG pervert!

there's this pri schmate..not from my class de...donno somehow he manage to get in contact wif our class ppl and always appears in the gathering...heng so far i haven attend the gathering and i heard he got attend from my other friends...

he tt time the day before the latest gathering...he say he wan send me hm after the gathering....my god! i almost scare to death! cos i'm not like v close wit him or wat den he like tt...i didnt even see him person before yet and he wants to send me hm! smthg is wrong with hi mind!!!

Him: u staying at aloy tt blk rite? (cos got this ex-classmate stay same blk as me and he happened to know him also!)
Me: ya y?
Him: cos i want to send you hm after the gathering...
Me (asap reply once i see i want to send you hm these words) : NO...i meeting my friend after tt so not gg hm..

wa heng lor...in the end cos of last min matters..i didnt attend the gathering...he totally freak me out!

next..just happened only...

Him: eh u stay blk 341 rite?
Me (hesitating to reply) : ya
Him: which level?
Me (OMG!) : i don intend to let you know!
Him: y? (wa still ask y..-.-)

my god...i didnt reply him and chatted with vivi and others...wa bian tai lor! so scary! i'm now so afraid he'll appear at my block anytime! then i heard i'm not the only one...cos my another pri sch classmate (jack) told me he also wanted to send my gal fren hm! but jack helped my gal fren...

crazy lor! si bian tai! PERVERT!!! i blocked him and might be requesting not to include him in our next gathering cos anyway he also not from my class de....just some extra...you're really a threat to my class gals lor! so scary...sorry for my harsh words la...but if he happen to know my blog and had read this entry....then please be AUTOMATIC abit k! your behaviour really freaks us out!

eeerrrrrrrwwwww!!!!!!

3 months: my tears will never stop flowing for you....!

Dated: 01/04/2007, 3 months...

she vomited and trying all her strength that she have to vomit out the phlegm....and i can see the vein on her forehead protruding out which might burst any moment....i can see blood rushing up to her head making her face all red....i can see her tears flowing....

i can do nth to lessen the suffers she is having...i can only wipe her tears for her while my tears just drop the moment seeing her vein protruding out...my heart breaks and the small little pieces sunk all the way right to the bottom again and again.......... )'=






what is life?
what is to be destined?
what you mean by fate?

i seriously cannot accept anybody saying whatever had happened had happened all this are destined and fate...what you mean? so i've to accept whatever it is now? tt's so unfair and where's justice?!!!

thinking so much doesn't help nor not thinking much does help in any way!

why are you that cruel to take smthg, which we had taken forgranted and never thgt it as the most precious, away from all of us? you are just jealous of how we are enjoying the accompany of each other right? if that's not the case and you meant everything was destined and was fate and you mean we have to ACCEPT it?!!! you can change this fact right?

i felt really so real true stupid this time round in my 18yrs of life....i simply can't unstd these kind of 'simple' little things about life....i'm damn slow and retarted in learning to ACCEPT, FORGIVE and FORGET!!! it's all simple english term that i've learnt long ago in my 18 yrs of education...i thought i unstd and knew what was it all this while till this year 2nd January 2007......

i want to hug you MA....
i want to hold you cross the road with me again.....
i want to protect you from all the nasty careless ridiculous blind drivers.......
i very much want to hold your hand again...
i want you to call my name again......
i want to eat all your homecooked food again.....
i want to return to pri 6 after psle times where outside was raining cats and dogs and was cold while i felt so warm in your house eating your food..........
i want to hear your laughter, see your smiles because of our jokes....
i want to hear you praising how nice i look in my new dress and all....
i want to see you walking up and down the house.....



my tears will never stop flowing for you......!
i just misses everything of you and the every moment i had with you!

tears filled the whole ward...)'=

mrgn sao mu, had a full breakfast at Bukit Timah, went to visit her with my father's mother...

afternoon went grandma hse...i slept cos too early wake up while my mum and aunties tidy grandma's place....

evening went to visit her.....i sat outside the ward started crying..i cant hold my tears....so after sometime when i'm sure that i'm more calm, i went back into the ward...cos i didnt want my tears to affect the others...

but when i went in, i saw my 2 cousins' eyes were also red and watery...hais....so in the end we can't tahan...the whole family there, auto start to drop their tears.....my god...the whole scene is like...hais....we were all so worried and upset....we keep drawing tissues continously from the tissue box.....hais.......

my 8yr old cousin was missing while we all were crying....so my auntie went to look for her..in the end she's outside crying and even vomited when she came in....)'= everybody has no mood to talk to joke.....it's so quiet with only sniffing of nose de sound and drawing of tissues from the tissue box....my usual joker cousins are so quiet.....he has been weird since last 2 days...he didnt joke nor talk much......

tears filled the ward, tissues were all being used up, our hearts are all shattered into small little pieces........

we really miss her and feel unworth it for whatever she's suffering from now! )'=